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Mas bara! Maaf baru mampir ke padletnya yaa. I just want to say thankyou karena udah nemenin dua hari. Makasih banget mas udah nemenin, dengerin dan kasih advice banyak buat aku! Mas bara dengerin banget even kasih rekomen buku, dan playlistnya!!! Aku dengerin playlist dari mas bara terus soalnya manis! Maaf ya mas selama sesi energiku berlimpah banget tapi i want you to know kalau mas bara baik! Semoga mas bara dilancarkan semua urusan dan didekatkan bahagia ya mas. Hehehee it's nice to meet and know you mas Bara!

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Kak sorry baru bisa isi ini, aku mau bilang banyak banyak terima kasih. Serius. Kamu baikkkk banget. Sabar. Pokoknya keren lah. Kamu juga sabar dan mau dengerin ceritaku. Aku beneran bersyukur banget. Tapi kalau hal itu jadi membebani kakak aku minta maaf. Beneran aku minta maf. Dan aku juga mau berterima kasih karena kakak sudah kasih aku kepercayaan dan arahan. Pokoknya aku beneran terima kasih. Maaf kalau aku ada buat salah atau buat kakak gak nyaman. Sekali lagi terima kasih. Semoga kakak sehat selalu dan dilimpahkan kebahagiaan. Orang baik harus bahagia. Jadi see you kak. Thank you

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mas, thank you for spent time with me. makasi uda sayangin adek dan jadi pacar adek. makasi uda buatin adek playlist juga. you welcomed me with warmth and happiness. i really appreciate all of the things that you did for me. adek mau kasi saran aja ke mas. karena form adek lumayan panjang dan detail, jadi kalo nda memungkinkan mas lakuin boleh di skip aja ndapapa atau adek dikasi tau mana yang kira2 ndabisa dilakuin sama mas. maybe adek put too much expectation to mas kali ya? umm adek cuma mau bilang, mas bara jaga kesehatannya, ya! banyakin makan buah sama sayur, ya!

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Dear Dadda Ra,

Thank you for your care and companion for the past two days. Even though that was such a short period of time, Dadda still managed to make me feel completely safe, comfortable, and adored ♡

Dadda did great in fulfilling the things I write on the form. I really appreciate Dadda's thoughtful actions and mannerisms. Dadda also did excellent in meeting my needs and wants, including the unspoken one. The warm words and soft touches are conveyed well to me, every single time (◕ᴗ◕✿)

And I couldn't not mention one of my favorite traits of yours; it's Dadda's clinginess! I've been saying before that I'm really bad at starting something. But Dadda made it comfortable for me to love him back, and even to love him more than he loves me. Is it possible, Dadda? Let's do a race for our second meeting later, hihi.

Then, until next time? ♡

p.s. Click the heart to receive something.

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Dear Dadda Ra, Thank you for your care and companion for the past two days. Even though that was such a short period of time, Dadda still managed to make me feel completely safe, comfortable, and adored ♡ Dadda did great in fulfilling the things I write on the form.

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My dearest Bara,

Salutations to you, darling. I hope this petite letter finds you well, and everything goes as smooth as you'd hope to be. Thank you for the past three days. It truly was so special and memorable for me. I hope you felt the same.

There is still so many things I wished I have shared with you; so many sides of you I have wished to discover. But, then, I am grateful for the time we have spent together. For which, if I ever have the courage to say, it was somehow still too short for me to actually talk about the things we find interesting.

Those conversations about poetries, films, and music; I will treasure each of them dearly and close to my heart. Funny to see how the universe works, only to realise we have some similarities in the things we actually are interested in.

My apologies for not knowing how to express myself well in the form of strings of syntax and semantics. Yet, you were so kind and understanding of my shortcomings. You, mon chéri, helped me to realise that it is okay to be vulnerable; to have and show weaknesses; to be beautifully human. And it was okay to show that expressing the things one feels inside is not something one should feel ashamed of. Just like what you always said: baby steps.

Let this be the only chance to say that I am truly thankful for your existence. For you who are the most gentlest and dearest of them all.

Please listen to Patricia by Florence + the Machine, from 2:28 to 2:45. For it describes all the things I wished I could've conveyed to you in a more delicate manner.

Until we meet again, my darling. Je t'aime tellement.

Je t'embrasse,
Bisous.

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Took me days to come here because I think no words can describe how perfect Barata Abinawa is. Tapi, biar aku coba sekali lagi ya—dengan perbendaharaan kata yang terbatas, aku akan mencoba sekali lagi mendeskripsikan bagaimana sosok Bara yang aku punya selama tiga hari yang singkat.

Bara itu tipikal pasangan yang baik, manis, dan perhatian. Setiap kata yang keluar dari mulutnya terasa begitu tulus dan menenangkan. Caranya merangkai kata untuk menciptakan sebuah kalimat terlihat penuh pertimbangan—tidak pernah sembarangan. Bara itu sebetulnya memang tipikal pendengar, tapi, ketika menemukan topik yang menarik dan disukai, dia akan berubah menjadi sosok yang bicara banyak—membagikan pemikiran dan pendapatnya. Sisi Bara yang ini cukup atraktif tapi mungkin enggak mudah untuk dipancing keluar. Hahaha.

Tiga hari penuh menghabiskan waktu menjadi istrinya Bara, masih membuatku berpikir sampai sekarang, “suami yang begini, betulan ada enggak ya di dunia nyata?” karena—sekali lagi—he’s just too perfect to be true. I love him, sm.

Aku sudah bilang, sih, tapi mau bilang lagi di sini. Jaga kesehatan ya? Makan yang banyak dan enak. Jangan lupa pakai jaket tebal apalagi kalau nanti masuk musim dingin. Stres dikit boleh kok, tapi kalau sudah mulai berasa banyak—coba beli tiket kereta dan jalan yang jauh! Ajak aku lagi ke pameran lainnya, boleh? 🙂

Rasanya masih ada yang kurang, masih ada yang pengin aku bagi sama orang-orang soal betapa kerennya seorang Barata Abinawa. Tapi, takut tulisan ini berubah jadi setebal tugas akhir skripsi. Hehe.

Last but not least—Bara, thank you very much for every single words and bonus pictures. I appreciate it so much. Three days, well spent. <3

With Love,
The Winter Ocean.

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KAK BARA TUH AJSLDFDHKDL BANGET… He’s mature, sweet, and very calm. He’s an AMAAAZING listener!! If you need someone to share your stories with, he’s the right person!
He responds to all of my rambles very well and lovingly… Literally the man of my dreams…

His notifications always makes me smile ear to ear and makes me feel butterflies in my stomach…

He’s the definition of a VERY loving boyfriend… He’ll drown you with endless praises. He’ll also offer you infinite hugs and kisses, as much as you need. It made me smile dumbly at 12 pm (and it was worth it😋)

He’s the perfect person to talk to if you’ve had a bad day or if you’re feeling unwell. His sweet words will turn your frown upside down :D

Turns out hourly was not enough for me, I haven’t got to know him better :( I’ll take it as a sign to re-rent kak Bara in the future, when I have more spare time :D

Thank you so soooo so much for the night, kak Bara. Remember to always stay hydrated and drink vitamins :D I wish you all the best of luck!

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It’s been the most amazing three days ever in my life. Daddy gives me love that is real, warm, and comfortable. I feel safe whenever I’m with you. Daddy responded to my chat with the same excitement without leaving the 'daddy' image that’s glued to him. A perfect figure as a daddy both in N/SFW way, if I may say. He knew how to handle and pamper little one but doesn’t hide his true self. Lovely, he always reassured me with beautiful words. The words are not just like a format but it’s like he made them personally for me. I am beyond grateful to get a chance to be his baby.

Also, daddy is fun to tease and also great at teasing. The intimate session with him was ahshsjja!!!! I don’t know how to express it into words but it was amazing. 🥰

Daddy always told me whenever he’s going to be away, he never left me on read  or hanging for too long. He loves me like I am the most expensive treasure in the world. Love never felt so beautiful before.

Thank you, daddy. I hope you can get the same amount of love and happiness that you gave to me. I will always pray for that. Good luck on your future endeavors, daddy. I meow you.

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Hehehe, hai mas? Aduh, salting banget. Padahal sesinya udah selesai, tapi aku masih rasain gimana disayang dan diperhatikan sama mas abi selama sesi.

Mas abi, terima kasih banyak karena temani aku dua hari kemarin ya? Makasih banyak udah kasih hug sama kith yang banyak 🥺

Adek sayang banget sama mas abi. Jaga kesehatan dan semoga kebahagiaan selalu mengelilingi mas abi!

With love,
N