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The personal chaos I experienced when moving to the U.S. was losing access to the most important person in my life - my grandmother.  Leaving her meant I would lose access to an ancient culture and knowledge about nutrition and food.  It also meant I would slowly forget the native language of my home country because I could no longer hear her voice.  My grandmother spoke a native dialect that even my parents could only understand but could not speak.  I was hoping I would keep my grandmother's native dialect 'alive' and pass it to our next generation. But I couldn't do that when I immigrated to the U.S.

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Because it is a new environment, I said that I was insecure, so I became very irritable, and now I have recovered.

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Some emotional chaos that I personally experienced with moving to the United States was that I had to leave my family members from my mother and father's side plus i had to leave my school friends.

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The emotional chaos i personally experienced with moving to the United States was nervous. It was because I can't understand any words of the teachers.

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In the beggining felt sadness and repentence because I did not want to separete with my friends because I was united with them and I shared my fellings with them, could talk and someone listen to me. The fact that I need to learn everything from scratch did me almost crazy and afraid of what my future will be in the United States, I was afraind to think that I wouldn't learn English and end up working on a chinesse establishment by the fact that I don't know anything about here.

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Some emotional chaos my personally experienced with moving to the United States was to learn a new lanugage that I have never learn before.

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Some emotional chaos I personally experienced with moving to the United States is scare of the strangers around me. It was a strange environment, my instinct was to be afraid.

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Don’t know the new language and very small house

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The emotional chaos I personally experience with moving to the United States is afraid and nervous because I never came to America before and I don't know if I can get use to this new environment. For example, learning English. I am afraid I will never learn English.

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The emotional chaos I have been through with moving to the U.S. was unconfident on what I did. Since I'm being inferior in the city, and don't have a clue about things. Therefore, I constantly changed my response and action because of others. My friends are the leader of mine at first because I believe they are better than me and they lived longer here. However, it could lead to a bad outcome when you are only listening to others instead of yourself. For example, I obey everything my friend said and it gets me no benefits to choose a project that's not suitable for me and get a 60.

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I had different emotions and that emotions wasn’t good. For example, I felt anxieties, awkwardness, sad and unhappy. It’s because it was really awkward to come to America and talk to people. First, you don’t know the language, and you can’t talk to anyone u fell the pressure in your had or heard. You feel so lonely. Therefore, people are arrogant in here. Like when they came early than you. They describe you from look.Like what you wear.

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The emotional I have was scare. I'm afraid to get lost because if I get lost I don't know English I can't find my parent.

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I feel fear of moving to United States because there are a unknown place to me. I don’t know anything about there, I didn’t been there before. I have to leave the country I already knew, and to adopt a new country.

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My emotional chaos is that when I went to the United States and left my relatives and friends, I felt very sad when I left everything.

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When first came I'm very curious about everything, but a little strange, some at a loss, because some things have changed here.

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Some emotional chaos that i experienced with moving to the United state was that i feeling kind of loss because were so different (the houses, the people), i couldn't do anything. I remember the first I went to school, I was lost ex: i was to go to math class my i went to the cafeteria and when my teacher me she was asking what i am doing here i couldn't answer, I was embarrassing .

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The emotional chaos in my personally experience with moving to the United States is I have to relearn the language of this country and I was thinking is the person in United States is good or bad.

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i don't know what i need to do what i can to do i don't kwon what is other talk about i don't know what is this mean

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Referring back to the memories of my grandmother:
Question 3A:  In Turkey, we cooked with clay pots so the sounds were heavy.  Grandma had special ways to teach me -
- Ah, now we listen with our nose!
- Don't bother the chicken in the pot.  Let the chicken sleep.
- Look at the chicken and it will tell you to put more garlic or salt or pepper.
- We eat.  We are happy.  Why?  We thanked the chicken before we eat, and the chicken said, "Iyi (good) - I am your dinner."

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Now I call her once a week when I have internet.  She just says...
- Study hard.  Do good in school.
- Iyi bir kiz ol - Be good girl.  Obey your father.
- endiselenme - Don't worry.  I am good.
- I tell her I am doing great, and we both become silent.  I listen to her breathing.  She hears my breathing.
- Oh, the phone call is too much money - 🤬 fazla para.  Go study now.  Don't worry about me.  Bye-bye!  Gule gule.  Gule gule

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Xinheng could include more details on what he lost and what has changed here.

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After the time passed, the personal chaos didn't bother as it did. Since I recognized the serious qualities of friendship that people should be sincere and support each other. Moreover, the attitude that I have toward my friends has changed, I don't put myself at a lower level than them emotionally. I see my friendship with those friends who arrived earlier than me in equal status now. I replace the unconfident me and stop to lean on others constantly. To make decisions on my own and feel free to show my ideas, instead following them for every group project.

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I feeling kind of downcast because i never friend but i not because of me cause i never greet them
But when my English  started to get better greeting them, helping with them with homework like math because is one of my favorite subject, anyway umm my English got better because my friends they help me.
And right now i'm feeling very ethical .

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I feel comfortable now, and I overcome the struggle because I stay here for so many year. Now this country is part of my life. I already get use to it. If now told me to leave here, I would not be comfortable.

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i come to here maybe have 3~4 year so i make so many good friend but i do not forget them,some time i'm miss they,when i miss they i use wechat talk to them.

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Emely Ou Feng I think their opinions are actually useful, Appropriate and friendly advice can help you a lot

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I have overcome the struggles caused by immigration to the U.S. because I familiarized myself with the new environment. With friends around me, I am not afraid of strangers.

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The feeling I have now is ok if people let me pick China or U.S I will pick U.S because I live in U.S more then China and I might struggle with reading Chinese word

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I planned to study English seriously, but I didn't succeed.  Mathematics was not good when I was in China. I didn’t learn English in the United States, but I learned a lot in mathematics.I let myself recite ten words every day, but I didn't stick to it.  I don't know how to learn mathematics. I didn't study mathematics seriously.

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I kind of get use to live in America now. I went back to China at the summer of 2018. At the first few days, I don't feel comfortable living in China because I get use to live in America. But after a week or two I feel comfortable in China. My Chinese is still good

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Now I feel very different I feel happy now because First if someone make fun of me i was able to answer them back because my english was not good and if i answer them and say something wrong they will make fun of me more. Now if someone do that and i can't control now i am able to answer them back.

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Now fortunate I can say  that I overcome the struggles in the U.S, now I felt happiness  with my progress with learn English I fell that I'm in a right way to improve my english. In the beggining a struggle that I faced  is when  I went to school and my first time that I walk in into the school  I had no idea where to go and no idea who to ask because didin't speak English also to the situation get worse I was so nervous and afraid to what will happen with me, the peoples who passed me they looked at me with a look of preconcepition, they laughed, they spoke something in English to me that I don't remember until today. However that bad experience that I faced in my first time when I went to school, made me more motivated to learn English to not pass per that experience again, never and make me look ahead.

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I feel lucky.I have not overcome the struggle，I think my struggle is how to adapt to everything new，I‘m try to adapt，improve my english，look at more things。

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It was really painful during that time, now I feel normal become familiar with the surrounding environment, know more people around, and meet many teachers, Mood has stabilized.

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What i feel now was confident because at least i can understand what others are saying so there aren't any big language problems for me. I have overcome the struggles caused by immigration to the US that i can't understand what others are saying but the longer i stay in here, i have learn the English and understand what people are saying.

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Its been a while since my friend experienced the personal chaos. He feels good and acceptable to the U.S and no longer feels he is frighten by immigration.

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I feeling comfortable for immigrants to U.S. I have overcome the struggles caused by immigrants to the U.S. because i know what each other are talking about and writing about. And if someone laugh at me I could report them by tell teacher or laugh it back like saying some of the word you don’t even know too so why can you laugh at me.

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I feel good now, because I have overcome some challenges, such as communicating with Chinese classmates through WeChat, and
going to cram school to learn some English, Although not particularly
good now, it is worth the effort.

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I feel happy now from experieced the person chaos because I overcame that I don't know English. I have overcome the stuggles caused by immigration to the U.S. because my English knowlegde is getting better and now I can communicate with other people.

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I do little feel humulating for not knowing English well. Because my parents doen't know English well too. So it's hard to make in appointment for us, and usually it gets messed up. And I feel like am just not learning and trying but am going to do my best, to make my parents lives better by learning english, styding and fimding a good place to work after finishing college.

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I feel excellent I’ve overcome the the things I was struggling with because my parents and grandparents told me to never be scared and they told my I will learn English and know what people are saying and can go anywhere I want.And now I know everything almost.

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I think I have overcome the basic problems encountered by immigration, such as how to make friends, communicate, and understand the local culture. I didn’t know these at the beginning. I looked at those who knew how to do it, and then I learned how they did it. do