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Friday na, but I cant even seem to thank God for it. I was able to be productive these days, and I know  I should be thankful for that pero instead, everything felt very compelling. I can no longer find satisfaction whenever I finish my tasks. Ang dami nila kaya pag natapos ako sa isa, wala nang time but to start working on another. Friday na, weekend na bukas pero may meetings pa, may stuffs to do pa. How can I find time to reconnect with You?

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Last tuesday nag-orals kami sa isang subject. It was a group presentation so less naman yung kaba because I know they got my back naman. We really prepared so much for that orals, ilang days kami nagrerevise ng papers, and then we practice our presentation din thru gmeet from time to time. Long story short, it was a success!! We were able to defend our stand and nasagot din lahat ng questions during Q&A! I can now sleep peacefully at night knowing that the orals that we have been anticipating for weeks finally concluded!! <33

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I have a lot of pets; meron akong rabbit, madaming fish, mga doggos, and cats. Pero madami sa kanila iniwan na kami :< Yung rabbit nasprayan ng baygon, yung mga fish tumalon sa aquarium, yung isang doggo nasagasaan, yung dalawang cats naglayas. But good thing may 4 pang natira: 3 dogs, and a cat <3 Although yung isa ng doggo ay hindi namin kasama ngayon, thankful pa rin ako sa kanya kasi siya kasi nagbabantay siya sa bulacan. Sa tatlong kasama ko right now, lahat sila may ibang mga characteristics which I love about them. But one thing in common is that they never fail to make me feel loved and happy <3

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Its Christmas Szn!! While everyone is busy with their decos and trees and gifts, Im here with my laptop kasi kailangan ko gumawa ng mga pubmats for the Christmas Fellowship announcements and countdowns. Medyo iba to sa usual preparation ko for Christmas but to think that a whole community will benefit from it, natutuwa talaga ako. Sana magustuhan nila lahat ng niprepare namin <33 Im so excited for this talaga !!

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Yesterday, we talked about Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs for Economics. It was about that moment when I realized I need more than air, food, and water for survival; kailangan ko rin ng security, socials, and esteem to get by. Pre-covid, my social life was actually fine since I stay in a condo in katip along w/ a few of my classmates. Sabay kami lagi nag-eeat from morning hanggang night, sama sama sa laundry, sa fitness activities, sa fun moments. But covid really took them away from me. Dahil bawal na makipag-interact w/ my socialss physically, nahihirapan ako makapagperform nang maayos sa almost everything. Im not saying naman na tinalikuran ako ng friends ko but with what is happening, may iba iba na kaming priorities and nawawala na yung interaction na dating 24/7 meron kami. Im sad :< I miss them so so so much

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After ilang years ng pag-aaral, nasa last stage na kami ng aming high school life: ang senior year. Dati, the concept of being a senior seemed fulfilling; isang year nalang college na and then malapit na magwork, konting time nalang di na namin kailangan magworry about school stuff and all, parang we also earned respect especially from the juniors kasi mas matanda kami. But then whenever I think about it more, hindi na siya masaya. Imagine spending your last high school year at home, walang kasama physically but yourself. Imagine stressing over requirements and college apps alone. Hindi pa rin siurado na magkikita-kita kayo sa graduation. Parang gusto ko yata umulit ng senior year.

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Honestly, hindi ko pa rin sure if I have moved closer or away from Him. Hindi ko sure kung dati ba akong malapit or malayo, at kung ngayon ba ay malapit o malayo. What Im only sure of is that I am always asking for His guidance and love.

Ngayon, enough na yun para sakin at sobrang thankful ako para sa Kanya.

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Dear Lord,

Thank You for being patient with me. There may be times where I lose connection with You, thank You for finding a way and reaching out to me. To accompany me through my bests and worsts. To fight with me in all  my inner struggles.

Please continue guiding me despite of my shortcomings. Please continue making me feel loved especially now that I need it the most.

Amen.