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Totoo bang mas tinatago ng lalaki ang emotion nila over girls?

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Crush ni Adam si Ish

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We may all never see each other eye to eye, or know each other personally, Maybe living a digital life is your only way to be known, but we see each other everytime in discord, we may encounter each other all the time, I just want to say, that you are doing fine, what ever problems you have, I hope you understand that it is part of life. Lets make the "PAST" as something that we can look back to change, to learn from. Past is something that we can never comeback from, keep moving forward, its not the end. Sometimes when it fears us to jump to the next page of our journey, it is the right time to jump all the pains and struggles was made for us to be stronger not weaker. I know its hard, but we just have to be stronger everytime.

Future is brighter if we loosen up our baggages. Keep smiling. Keep your head up high. You are doing fine. We are all in the same boat, We are all here for each other.

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Minsan gusto ko lang mag online para magalit dahil mabagal yung progress.

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Minsan gusto ko lang mag online para magalit dahil mabagal yung progress.

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Dear future&present self,

Hindi lahat ng nagawa mong mali, ikaw ang may kasalanan. Nasaktan ka lang kaya nagawa mo ang mga bagay na hindi maganda.

Forgive yourself for blaming/shaming yourself.

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For long years you've been suffering a lot of sacrificing things for the sake of others. You are too weak to abandon them because you love them. However, those sacrifices cause you pain and suffering and compromise your health for the sake of giving them the life you wanted for them.

You become ill physically and mentally. It's easier to deal with physical pain but not mental pain.  It's hard to deal with it alone. Nobody asks, no one listens, and all emotions are yours to keep hidden deep within your mind and heart. If things become overwhelming you just want to give up everything because you feel too exhausted.

You hope that someday, someone would listen to you so you could release all those emotions, so you could unload those heavy feelings that weighing you down. It's exhausting bearing them alone. And you don't want to just give up.

This is just part of the battle. You are strong and not alone.
Don't ever give up because, at the end of the storm, the sun always shines.

I'll be seeing you at the end of the tunnel where light is visible.
I hope you could bear the darkness. I know you can.

Be strong self.

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I have always been in waves of being astray. Some came crashing in huge, suffocating weight. Loss of innocence, loss of hope, loss of childhood and/or loss of family. Many times, I've drowned in them. And yet here I am, years later writing a letter for a future self who I know will still be in waves of loss. The only difference is that I've learned how to stay afloat. Still trying to learn how to swim, but the huge bodies of challenges don't seem as daunting as it used to be. Good job self. Kinaya mo noon Gaga, kakayanin mo ulit sa mga susunod pa na taon.

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SCREENSHOT NA!

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ako nalang po mag heheart ng thoughts nio.

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when you look back and think, "may pwede ba ako baguhin?"

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when you look back and think, "may pwede ba ako baguhin?"

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remember. you did it to survive at that point of time.

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Letting go of everything holding you back from expressing your feelings and emotions is okay. Take your time to feel things - all the negativities and even the happy ones. You've been going through a lot lately that sometimes it becomes blurry but know that you'll always conquer mountains, even if some may take more time. Cope in your own way. Iinom mo lang yan with friends, then tawa, tapos iyak. Repeat til fade. Stay strong, self.

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I know you are not fine now, but know that healing takes a process. It is not only once that you had experienced this. You will get through it as well no matter how difficult life has to offer. This, too, shall pass.

Just trust the process and just always trust yourself. Most importantly, never ever give up.

I am looking forward to see a bolder and stronger self in the future. Carry on and be brave to move forward. You are resilient. You can do it!

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First of all you've done well already in our journey and you need some relaxation sometimes. Treat yourself once in a while naman. Even if you prioritized more your family than yourself , you deserve it.
Also when you achieve all your dreams and goals, please stay humble parin.
There's more obstacles waiting for you ahead so stay strong parin. Also wag ka muna mag-aasawa haha. Lagot ka pag ano.😆

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Alagaan nyo sarili nyo. Wag nyo pababayaan. Wag na kayo mag away away. Wag na kayo magkasakitan. Magbati na kayong lahat.

Kung may tampuhan man kayo sa isa't-isa, pagusapan nyong mabuti yan at ayusin.

Love you!

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I know you're emotionally tired right now. It's really an emotional ride and you did well covering the pain with smiles. Wala akong masabing iba but you'll get soon past this. Sana matigil ka na rin kaka stress eating. O ayan, stress eating ka na naman now. Hope you'll face your struggles and be more honest to yourself.

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For years now I am doubting you, feels like all your decision seems so wrong, ang dami mong plano yet parang plano nalang, ang daming mong pangarap pero nastuck nalang, but for years now. I think universe gives you the time to think. May not be your time pero for sure next time ikaw naman.

Sa lahat ng hirap and sleepless nights still fight lang tayu.

kainis

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not what you could be.

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Whatever you become, wherever you are, I hope that you are doing good and you are genuinely happy. Challenges will always be present but I hope you will always find a reason to fight despite the difficulties you are about to face. It will not be an easy journey, I know for sure, but I want you to stay strong and prove to yourself that no matter what life throws at you, you will not give up. You're not a quitter, right? Show them what you've got! You can do it! I believe in you.

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can i just say that to all the exes I had before, di kayo kawalan.

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BAKIT MAGANDA KAPADIN KAHIT DEPRESS?!

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Keep doing what you're doing, Keep sharing the good things, remember that life is a journey not a destination. One day you look back to all the trials and tribulations that you have encountered, laugh about it, cherish all the memories with people and events. Your visions and your goals have met. You know what you want, you know who you are and you know what you want to be. Keep creating, keep the positivity, kindness always comes back. Never stop creating.

All the salutation,
Your Future Self

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thank you for trying to protect me from the world.

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I hope you can still find the reason to love again, though you can't explain what's that feeling anymore. Or maybe know, if there's still a reason for/to find that feeling again despite the change of priorities. If not, it's still fine. No pressure. I'm enjoying my current state wherein I don't have someone to think about but myself and family anyway. Haha.

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Know that what has been pressuring you these days may not be the biggest, but for as long as you are breathing, know that you can always get up from where you sank down. You've been through a lot and now is not the time to give up, but rather to get yourself up and prove, not to those who are bringing you down, but to yourself, that you are more than stronger than what you think you are.

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I just wanna tell you that you are so freaking brave for embracing all the negativities and positivities in ur life all at once. U r so tired, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Yet, here u are, doing the best u could do. I'm sad that everything u do is pointless as of this moment. Savor ur time, ignore those people who don't believe in u. Ur life is at worst today, but it's okay. I can do better next day and to upcoming days. Love U SO Much Self.

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Been through to that. I hurt myself. Had  suicidal thoughts from time to time.
But now here I am, taking new journey by writing. Uwu.😊

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2019 I am thinking about suicide, sorry...

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2019 I am thinking about suicide, sorry...

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And yeah I did tried

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I'm not pressured by my family and people around me, but I feel pressured because I'm afraid that I wouldn't meet their expectations... although they are not expecting anything.

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My friends see me as strong, but I'm always crying silently.

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I'm always saying I'm okay, but deep inside I'm not. Because honestly, I haven't expressed all my negative emotions yet.
However, I'm still fighting because I don't want to give up.

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I feel like I'm not my usual self anymore. These days I felt like empty and exhausted even though I don't do much.

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I feel like I'm not my usual self anymore. These days I felt like empty and exhausted even though I don't do much.

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I'm tired of being horny. I just want to be happy.

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I'm tired of being horny. I just want to be happy.

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May nagsabi sakin before, yung main cause of depression daw is because of high expectations to ourselves [or environment] that we didn't meet. Totoo ba yun?

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Pero Hindi kami 😟

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Hindi ako okay. :) pinipilit kong maging okay kahit ngayon. Patawa tawa lang pero hindi talaga ako masaya.

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sometimes nakakastress kasi patapos na ang year di pa rin na memeet yung goals for the year 

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sometimes nakakastress kasi patapos na ang year di pa rin na memeet yung goals for the year 

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sometimes i'm emotionally exhausted receiving harsh words from loved ones

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sometimes i'm emotionally exhausted receiving harsh words from loved ones

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a bit pressured and stressed but feeling okay.

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a bit pressured and stressed but feeling okay.

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Tired with acads but still feeling good and positive :))

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Tired with acads but still feeling good and positive :))

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Feels like there's a hole in my soul but still okay.

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I'M OKAY! I'm good. Still kicking.