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It's been 3 years since Dr Sahana has left us. I sometimes be reminded of her when I stayed alone, staring at the busy city in KL. We went for data collection in Kundasang, together with Dr Kelvin, Nasma, Logan, and Haniff. A week together really means a lot for all of us. How she likes keropok keping Terengganu even I fried it burnt. She still ate it until nothing left. She was a Neutrogena cosmetics user and she particularly love to eat bihun goreng that Nasma cooked for breakfast. Before she departed to Madagascar, I dropped by at her office.. promised to get her Keropok Lekor Terengganu. But she never return. I didn't lie when I say, I was brokenhearted, to be exact all her students were. I have no idea why I still missed her so much and I'll cry for her every now and then.

3 years later in 2020, Dr Bakhtiar left us too. I cried again even we weren't close. He was a lecturer whom I looked up to that always smiled and laughed for us. We students used to take turns took care fo his stroke mother and I know his life always dedicated for his mother. I was crying while typing this. I missed my lecturers, I didn't say thank you properly or bid goodbye. They've left us for eternity. And I know I'll be leaving this world too. Is there anyone will cry for me then?

I hope I'll be missed, doing great things I will not regret because Dr Sahana & Dr Bakhtiar taught me too well in this life.

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I haven't got the chance to write my thoughts about Hana. So here goes.

She was firstly a colleague, who became a friend that I haven't really got the chance to know better. It all started with 'Hey, you're on Goodreads too!', where I figured she loves books & reads passionately. I was so in love with her books collections & reading corner at home, a mini library that I'd love to get one day too. Really spent a long time browsing through her book collections the last time I was there, treasures they are. It was said that if you a have a library & a garden at home, you're complete. And she was.

She loves backpacking & I admired her for that. Do things that you love, do things for experience; those are what she was. She knows what she wants, and she goes for it. And it sadden me greatly to learn of her sudden departure. I guess all departures make you feel that way.

But I'm glad to be a part of her happy times. I remember thinking to myself that she looked really happy during our camping trip to Nagapuri. With skies full of stars & the long evening beach walk. I'm glad. And for that, she will always be remembered, dearly.

Good times makes me remember you. Always. Semoga Allah merahmati roh allahyarhamah di sana. We will meet again, insyaAllah. Al-fatihah.

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We'll meet soon...
Jejak kamu masih disitu...
Al-fatihah

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Hana, the first time she picked me up in Kinabalu pier during my trip there and when I came in to her car, I had feelings that she was an awesome person. It was only few minutes she  and I found ourselves so close. The way she talks about her experiences, the way she share her seldom smile (it's beautiful) and the way she thinks about everything just make me smiling :) she was a kind person. No doubt! 

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Hana, the first time she picked me up in Kinabalu pier during my trip there and when I came in to her car, I had feelings that she was an awesome person. It was only few minutes she  and I found ourselves so close. The way she talks about her experiences, the way she share her seldom smile (it's beautiful) and the way she thinks about everything just make me smiling :) she was a kind person. No doubt! 

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She was also a very talent travel mate, I felt so joy with her during our trip in Belitong - Indonesia. Many unforgotten memories with her make me so sad knowing that she is not here anymore :(  Well I believe she is in a good place now, rest in peace. She will be always remembered.

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When I graduated I want to meet her and say thank you for everything that she has done to helped me. I want to give her a box of cake at least but that would never happened. When everyone else turned their back on me, she comfort me guiding me through the toughest day. To be frank, she saved my future. God I missed her smile and laugh. Goodbye dear doctor. You will be missed.

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Everything has their destiny.. 💫

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"Antara perkara yang aku paling rindu pada UK adalah suasana dan budaya memartabatkan ilmu dan mencintai buku. Beberapa bulan berada di Malaysia pun tak dapat menghilangkan rasa rindu yang satu ini. Aku kira sampai bila-bila. “

- September 21, 2013 by Sahana Harun

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Deepest condolences. She will be remembered.

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Deepest condolences. She will be remembered.

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Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.

by Mary Elizabeth Frye

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“Dan ini pula yang sering aku katakan dan mudah-mudahan benar menyerap ke dalam diri aku sendiri: Mengembara (perjalanan) itu adalah satu proses panjang yang sepatutnya mengubah diri kita ke arah yang lebih baik. Sedikit demi sedikit, secara perlahan-lahan, agar perubahan itu mampu bersifat kekal dan dapat dibudayakan dalam kehidupan sehari-hari. Sudah namanya juga ‘proses’ maka sudah tentu butuh waktu. Budaya meraikan diversiti, misalnya. Tanpa melalui proses panjang ini, dapat kita lihat berapa ramai di antara kita yang dikatakan pergi ‘mengembara’ tetapi tetap pulang sebagai orang yang sama.”

- August 16, 2016 by SahanaHarun

Original post is here https://hanakirana.wordpress.com/page/2/
Photo by SahanaHarun

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Dr. Sahana was an inspiring, strong and independent woman. The knowledge she share is so valuable. She'll always be my role model. She'll always be remembered. May Allah grant her the highest Jannah

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Dr. Sahana was an inspiring, strong and independent woman. The knowledge she share is so valuable. She'll always be my role model. She'll always be remembered. May Allah grant her the highest Jannah

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The last time I met her was the day after my convocation last year. What I remembered from our brief conversation was that she repeatedly telling me to reach out to her in case if I need help with anything in the future. It struck a chord in heart because that shows how much she cares about her students, even way beyond their graduation.

She will be remembered fondly by us, how she dares to live a life that many of us only dare to dream about. How she's beaming with happiness every time she shares her adventure to somewhere far off. She's the epitome of the perfect life - fearless and sincere. She deserves all the love, respect and admiration.

Rest in Peace Dr. Sahana. Thank you for everything.

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Eventho, i never been so close to you. But i guess you are such a kind-hearted human being. I can see it and even feel it. Thats how a true "kind-hearted " people,they wont show how good they are. But,the kindness comes out itself from the person who has them. And you have it ! Everyone so loves you! And i am one of those you.ve touched. Yaa, you are kind. You love your students and colleagues. I still cant believe that you had left us here. Thank you Dr for always trying to be the best that you can for everyone. Rest well 😇

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Although we only spoken a few times, I was really inspired by you. I always remember that I enjoyed every one of your class, you made learning much more fun and you are so knowledgeable. Your life was full of adventure and you've created such an amazing impression on the life of everyone who ever met you.I know words will never bring you back but I'm sure you will be missed by everyone.I still can't believe that you are no longer with us,it is too soon. Thank you for everything Dr Sahana.Rest in peace.

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All those years that I have known you, shared your thoughts, and your space, you were never the one who wasted time. Always punctual, always had something to do, always spending your time doing something that made yourself and people around you happy and benefited from something positive that you created. You were generous as well. You have never failed to brought presents back for people that you care and you were generous in the sense that you have always gave people good advice and made them think about the world. I love the fact that you died doing the thing that you loved the most, you had a fulfilling life and not all of us would have the privilege of that, that I am sure. Rest in peace my friend.

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Thank you for everything Dr. Sahana..you thought me about how to live this beautiful life in this beautiful world. The knowledge you shared with us and all the beautiful moments together with you always will be remembered.
Thank you so much Dr. Sahana

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A courageous lady who loved nature very much, and dared many adventurous and fun activities. She had lived her life to the fullest and had 'checked' quite a number of adventures to do in her bucket list. I am sure she still had  a long list of things to do and places to go in her life which sadenned me very much but she had inspired many of her friends and students to enjoy life and appreciate nature while we can . You will be missed Dr Sahana.

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A courageous lady who loved nature very much, and dared many adventurous and fun activities. She had lived her life to the fullest and had 'checked' quite a number of adventures to do in her bucket list. I am sure she still had  a long list of things to do and places to go in her life which sadenned me very much but she had inspired many of her friends and students to enjoy life and appreciate nature while we can . You will be missed Dr Sahana.

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Monica

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To our late colleague Almarhumah Dr Sahana Harun

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To our late colleague Almarhumah Dr Sahana Harun

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Your sudden departure is something that has already been written in The Book and is in His knowledge. You left all your loved ones, relatives, friends, colleagues and students behind so swiftly and so unexpectedly to be returned to the Almighty, just what He has promised for you and for the rest of us. May your good deeds from your teaching career etc give you continuous confort and ease there insya allah. Rest in peace and may your soul be blessed and much loved by Him. We will join you and the others one day and see all the secrets promised by Him as what you are seeing now. Al Faatihah.

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Dear Dr Sahana,
Although we had only a short conversation during the time I was in UMS, it left a big impact in my heart. I know I'm not the only one you touched. Every adventure picture of yours always ignite the sparks of my heart to challenge the world. You're in heaven now, looking down on all of us. May your soul Rest In Peace. Thank you Dr Sahana.

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One of the kindest, the happiest, the nicest person I’ve ever met. You’ll never miss to see her with her big smile and laugh. I’ll remember you as someone that eager to share knowledge and someone who eager to get knowledge. Miss you Dr Sahana. You asked when you gone will you ever left some impacts? The answer is BIG IMPACT.

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 SHE was a very nice person. We will miss her and love her always and the memory of her will always be in our hearts.  Dr.Sahana will never be forgotten. Rest in peace

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 SHE was a very nice person. We will miss her and love her always and the memory of her will always be in our hearts.  Dr.Sahana will never be forgotten. Rest in peace

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ver students. We love her, always love her. May her soul Rest In Pe

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Dr. Sahana was a very good role model to us, her forever students. We love her, always love her. May her soul Rest In Peace.

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This page is a tribute for the late Allahyarhamah Dr. Sahana Harun. The posts the I’ve added here are either some excerpts from her blog or her social pages which we found worth to share in her remembrance. Most pictures are hers.

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“The Forty Rules of Love” by Elif Shafak

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“The Forty Rules of Love” by Elif Shafak

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‘Here’s an excerpt from page 211:”..if there is someone who harbors ill thoughts about you, saying similarly bad things about him will only make matters worse. You will be locked in a vicious circle of malevolent energy. Instead for forty days and nights say and think nice things about that person. Everything will be different at the end of forty days, because you will be different inside.”
- October 25, 2017 by SahanaHarun

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Aku ingin menulis surat. Meminta maaf atas nama cermin dan kaca jendela, langit dan cahaya, juga segala yang tidak percaya kepada matamu pada pagi hari. Selamat pagi. Apa khabar? Kenyataan ialah api yang berkobar di antara dadamu dan inginku. Atau segala apa yang berkibar di antara anganmu dan tanganku ini. Di tempat sejauh dan sedekat ini, tidak ada yang nyata melebihi hal-hal yang kabur dan mustahil disentuh. Apakah aku tidur di mimpimu?

M Aan Mansyur
Dari buku puisi ‘Tidak Ada New York Hari Ini’

- Nov 20, 2017 by SahanaHarun

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"Good things are meant to be shared. Especially things that would benefit others and improve their health/lives. And I would feel bad if I don’t share them. It could be one of my sources of pahala as well." - November 8, 2016 by SahanaHarun

Original post can be found here https://hanakirana.wordpress.com/
Photo by SahanaHarun

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"I am now accepting and loving myself more than ever, jadi aku sangat berusaha untuk jaga:

tubuh badan (through yoga, swimming, hiking, probiotics, healthy diet)

minda (through travelling, reading, I have 7 more books to complete the list of 40 books I read this year)

jiwa (through solat, read and understand the Quran, meditation and gratitude)" - October 13, 2016 by SahanaHarun

Photo by SahanaHarun

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"Betapa rapuhnya hidup kita. Allah boleh panggil balik bila-bila masa. Dan kalau aku mati nanti, apa impak yang aku tinggalkan?” - Jan 22, 2016 by SahanaHarun

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“Setiap hal yang dilakukan dari hati akan sampai ke hati. Itu aku percaya.” - June 22, 2016 by SahanaHarun