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I chose, and my world was shaken -- so what? The choice may have been mistaken, the choosing was not. You have to move on.

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I chose, and my world was shaken -- so what? The choice may have been mistaken, the choosing was not. You have to move on.

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I hate cyclists cause of him

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We had a strange thing going on.

He wanted a relationship, I just wanted to experiment and figure myself out. I was a jerk and he was my guinea pig. A convenient one, my best friend who semi-worshipped me.

But I loved him. Maybe not in the right way, but in the best way 14-year old me knew how to. I was immature. So was he. We caused each other a lot of pain. But we knew each other, it was really us against the world.

It was such a safe and comfortable arrangement. Having someone who knew me so well and loved me so much. But it wasn't a good arrangement. We'd gone too far too fast, and while we had this wonderful connection, we clashed all the time. We wanted different things, both in that moment and for the future. There was so much we couldn't agree on. Our values, personalities and beliefs couldn't have been more contrasting. He wasn't a bad person at all but I could never live the way he did. Our relationship was volatile and confusing and full of teenage angst lol.

In the end I broke it off, whatever we had. I don't regret what I did but I regret the way I did it.

Being with him was so safe and comfortable that even though the relationship was unhealthy, even though I'm much better off without him, I missed him so much.

My life crumbled a bit after I left him, even though I'd initiated it. Even though I was the one at fault. I hadn't just lost a boyfriend. I'd lost my best friend. And somewhere along the line I had developed some sort of feelings for him.

I worried that I'd never find anyone else who I could open up to like I did with him, anyone else who'd care about me as much as he did, anyone else who'd claim to truly love me. The prospect of finding a whole new person to know again was daunting.

I'd lie awake at night, haunted by the things I'd done. The relationship was my first exposure to many things. I spent two years struggling to come to terms with things. I came out of that relationship a very different person. Some parts I regret. Some I do not.

Recently, we ran into each other at a mutual friend's performance. We ended up staying back together, and had a good chat, reminiscing a little and apologising for the ways in which we'd hurt each other. It's been several years and we're much more sensible now. We're both over it. It was good seeing him again, and it was a relief to get to apologise, and be forgiven. Closure.

And I have found someone new to know again. It's not half as frightening as I'd feared.

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there are times when it hurts so damn much when he's not around...but that's what I get for being in an LDR I guess

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Before meeting her I never really wanted a relationship, mainly because I never met a girl I wanted to have a relationship with. She was the girl who changed that. She made me want to settle down, and I did, with her, but obviously things didn’t stay that way. Nothing terrible happened, there was no cheating, or huge falling out, we just kinda realised we weren’t right for each other.

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the worst thing is liking a guy who gives you the vibes that he likes you back, and just when you decide to actually tell him, he says 'i like you' to someone else

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i liked my best friend for 8 years, thinking if i waited long enough, he would like me back.

we're not friends anymore.

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It's hard to believe that I couldn't see, you were always there beside me. Thought I was alone, with no one to hold. But you were always right beside me.

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When I was young and in a relationship, I didn’t think about things in terms of ‘for the rest of my life.’ When I thought about where I wanted to live, and have a career, and all that sorta stuff it wasn’t ‘for the rest of my life,’ it was thought about in terms of that moment. I wasn’t sure about decisions relating to the ‘rest of my life,’ and I slowly realized I wasn’t sure about who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, and if I wasn’t sure I thought it was only fair to let her know. Obviously she wasn’t so happy with that. She said she knew. I didn’t. That was the difference that ultimately ended it.

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I loved a person once. She bought me chips. I realised she loved my dog more than she loved me.

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When I was 13, I had a crush on this guy from my church. He used to play this MMORPG called Dragonica, so I joined it to play with him. He got bored of it after a few weeks, but I really liked it.
Eventually I moved to a private server of the game, where there were mostly Australians or Singaporeans (I don't know why). I made lots of friends with the other players - but I was especially close friends with a guy two years older than me - let's call him S. We went on quests and missions together, and eventually became an in-game couple.
One day, we were all hanging out (online of course), and one of the Australian guys asked for my number; some kind of prank or joke call, I don't really remember. And then S asked for my number too. That was back in the days of texts, and I remember his first text to me was about our inside joke about drugs. He was all like "This is a text from the Central Narcotics Bureau; you're under arrest for the possession of coke and ice" (real lame, I know, but it made me smile). And we texted every day, all the time, until my parents got annoyed with my phone bill. Then it died out when I turned 14.
He reappeared in my life when I was 15 nearing 16; asked me about my O levels. I confessed that I had lied about my age two years ago (I told him that I was 14 when I was really only 13). It was one of the worst but strangest things I'd ever felt, confessing that.
We started texting again, and one day he told me that he had something he wanted to say to me, but he would do it after I came home from school. That was in the morning, when I was standing in my room, ironing my uniform. I still remember. When I came home that evening, he told me that he disappeared from my life because he thought he wasn't good enough for me - he smoked and he drank even though he was underaged, and he was in bad company. It was silly - I never would have thought bad of him for it, but he did. And so we never had a love story, but it could have been. He asked me that same night if I wanted to hang out IRL, but I turned him down. I was an ugly 15-year-old and scared I wasn't good enough for him (ironic, eh?). Now we still text every once in a while for birthday wishes, but he's got a gal and I've got an S/O of my own.

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We met when we were fourteen. I loved her so damn much. But after dating for six years, I decided that I needed to explore more. I had only ever been with one person in my entire life, and I wanted to experience more. I broke her heart.

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Haven't seen you in a year... even if you're far away, you'll always be in my heart.

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The Long Distance Relationship - Short Film

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A short film inspired by long distance relationships. Please do click on the subscribe and like button if you enjoyed the video! Thank You!

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I love Jenn Im and when she finally got engaged, I thought of youuuu. <3

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The Surprise Proposal | We’re Engaged! | clothesencounters

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Exactly one month ago, Ben proposed to me and saying yes was the easiest decision of my life. I couldn't believe the detailed planning that went into this one perfect day. I'll never forget it... especially because he managed to secretly film it all with our friends at LR Creative.

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I listened to this to remind myself not to think of you

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I listened to this to remind myself not to think of you

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We're in a relationship now...but I don't know if we have a future together, because one of us would have to give up everything we know and move in order for us to be together...

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I loved him a lot but I let him go because I knew he would never love me as much as I loved him. That I was only going to get hurt the more I stayed with him. People tell me I was lucky that he wasn't the one to break up with me, that I was given a choice, but sometimes making that choice is so tough and you just want to stay safe but you make the choice anyways.

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you made me hate songs i used to love

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My friend was speeding through the waters in the Atlantic Ocean. We said, "Where are you going?!" He responded, "To find her. I'm not giving up."

We said, "Harry... she drowned four years ago."

This man was Harry Styles.

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I like him so much but I don't even know the real him. How can I when he's 2,838 miles away?

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you made me love songs I used to hate, songs I thought were silly and trivial and full of fluff, songs I never understood before you.

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I accepted his confession because I felt pressured into it by all our friends around us. Then I broke it off with him because I felt like a relationship was too suffocating and i was leading him on. Sometimes I still wonder what would happen if I had tayed with him.

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My love story is lying about having love stories because I'm so terribly alone.

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My love story is lying about having love stories because I'm so terribly alone.

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i fell in love with the way you did everything - you had so much love for a world where love was rare and marred with cruel intention. you still do. it's been 6 years, but you still do. the way you treat people despite the way they treat you. the way you hold my hand like it's the last thing you'll ever touch. i fell in love with the way you want to catch sunsets and love breakfast in bed and watch terrible 10pm reruns; the way you care for your family and the work you put into every project. the way you smile even with your crooked teeth.
as long as i can, i promise to never let the world ruin that smile.
- v

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I used to hang out with this guy I liked alllll the time on MSN. He used dark blue font and I used whatever the heck I wanted. I don't know how he couldn't tell that I liked him because we talked allll the time, on MSN and over text - or maybe he did and didn't want to turn me down. Either way, I still think it was a weird relationship we had, because we basically never talked when we were in school.

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For that special girl who brought fire into my life. Love you always, A.

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This song reminds me of you.

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Christina Perri - A Thousand Years [Official Music Video]

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She loved yellow, I'm Indian.

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Why are people so materialistic

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I never understood the meaning of love. Until I met her...

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I used to believe in love. But I don't anymore. Not after I gave you my heart and you stomped on it, tore it apart and gave it right back to me.

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Roses are red
Violets are gnoorgh
Sugar is sweet
Koo! (On-screen: So are you!)