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honestly no words , we have 6 months left and we're so cooked. please let spm be easy omg , also why is add maths so eye twitching

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Hi hello, I'm taking my SPM soon and I'm a Muslim from an all girls school and I've been wearing pinafore since forever ahaha and yes it's quite normal for me that the teachers often give me that dirty look but i take it with a grain of salt and just ignore them ahaha . recently, one of my teacher told me ( she said she's speaking on behalf of the school, like as if i wore something very inappropriate to school ) that i have to wear ONLY BAJU KURUNG during the SPM week. It's understandable if they ask me to wear it on the day we have Pendidikan Islam paper. And i did asked why and she said because my name has a 'binti'. As far as my concern, I've never seen any rule that states " Islamic student/ the students that have the name "binti" must wear only baju kurung". I dont know is it just me or what ahahah? But it's just so weird la, cause at the end it's still a uniform and i dont see the wrong of wearing it. I hope Solidariti Pendidikan are able to talk about this bitter experience I've had encountered.  Thank you <3 !!

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Honestly the whole kbat thing is indeed an awsome question is a question for a very wide answers really nice way to score your exams and to open the new generation mind but the constant time it asked honestly stressed me out .At start the papers that usually given out these types of question are from sejarah , pi and bm that include essays questions but the new format surprised me that almost every paper has essay and kbat questions which is honestly making my brain feels tired to think with information that i try hard to contain in my brain ,thinking while keeping things i need to remember from textbooks honestly have to be the most multitasking thing i do in exam and due to me jungling it too much end me up feels exhausted to answers even an easy questions and start to think wether if that is really what it want me to gives when everything is right infront of my eyes and this ofcourse messed up my results when i could have answered it more intelligently and for a fact it is a more important thing to give attention to rather than raising a new format just to get alot of studehts ended up failed worst stressed p.s the peka is seriously so unncessary for us who don't take sciene stream subjects unless u decided to gives out us a chance to take part in the associated field without a qualification of learning physics, chem and bio.

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there's so much I want to say. I suffered a lot throughout the pkp+pdpr although I can consider myself lucky because I have internet access, living in a toxic household is the biggest culprit to my extremely bad mental health and suicidal thoughts. we all attended school back on the 1st of November and we were already busy with coursework which will make up 20% of our perniagaan and seni spm results. now the worse part of this is when we're all rushed to finish our coursework while also sitting for spm trial (I'm not sure for other schools but mine started on the 25th of Nov and I still have more papers to sit for until december) do you not see how struggling this is? the burden is being placed on us to ace our trial but also my coursework for perniagaan and seni is still incomplete and we're being pushed to submit it this month... we barely learned anything and I am burned out from all the overworking and here I am not giving a single 🤬 about exams I'm just trying to chase the deadlines... I still haven't gone for an official adhd diagnosis although I confide my mother that I have the symptoms, it's not that easy when you have old parents with a rotten mindset. by the time exam week is over and we all get our results back when teachers finish marking it. it'll be nothing but shame for me as I'll get called "malas" or "tidak bersungguh-sungguh" by the teachers... I get reminded of how weak I am when in reality I'm just surviving.

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Im only 13, why am i feeling like this? Why i want to die? I can't do anything.

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We studied for 2 years dalam gadget.. even dah belajar susah payah kami still fail exam. Alot of students that were burnout attempted “s*lf h@r#”, kitorang takut akan ibu bapa kami marah kami kerana tidak membuat kerja rumah. WE ARR NOT TIKUD LAB

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Sebagai pelajar kami amatlah stres dengan pdpr… tolong lah bagi kami ruang/masa untuk kami rehat sebentar. 2 years kot kami belajar dalam gadget.. kami pun kadang2 burnout kerana stres dengan pdpr, tambah lagi dengan exam mengejut. Tolong lah bagi ruang kepada semua pelajar untuk rehat sebentar:)

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A sudden exam? We only have 1 week to revise all chapters for all subjects? This is really exhausting. KPM really don’t care about mental health is it?

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To be honest, will anyone even read what we wrote :D I don't think kpm will even bother looking at these. Do they care? I don't think so. Do they ever TRIED? i don't know :)

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To be honest, will anyone even read what we wrote :D I don't think kpm will even bother looking at these. Do they care? I don't think so. Do they ever TRIED? i don't know :)

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To be honest, does KPM ever think about what we're actually going through these few years. Y'all adults keep saying you're very busy and so are we! It's just that we're busy in different aspects, and we as a "not child nor adults" we understand it clearly, this is why most of us do not want to speak out our problems to our family. And, our life, doesn't just all about study, study, study. we have soooooo many stuff to do so. Just like y'all adults, not about working only, you have to care for your family and others. We, as a student we're force to do many things, study, learn a whole new format, cramming with school new syllables, ujian amali??, some of us have piano exams, taekwondo exams,and much more than I can't even just list out here. At the same time, we're not told to "JUST PASS" these exams, we have to score it :D and how do we have to score them when we can't even handle our own emotions and mental health. And KPM still manage to create a WONDERFUL schedule. I know you have your reasons on why making such a tight schedule, so do we, have our own reasons to speak up to this awfully scheduled schedule for spm. Please, think rationally, not just about changing our white shoes to black ones, that doesn't help anything. It's our mental health. You as an older generation may think we're weak and are soft. BUT DO YOU KNOW WHAT WE'RE GOING THROUGH ALL THESE WHILE, TIME HAS CHANGED, ITS NOT WHAT IT USED TO BE. So is the management, it needs changes too.

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I will not have respect for you. I am so exhausted, burnt out, tired and I just want to kill myself. You don't take our problems seriously, you think we are whining and that we are just kids. NO, WE ARE 🤬 TIRED. you do NOT take our mental health seriously. Do you not pay attention to our protesting? its covid, some students dont even have enough money to eat and you're forcing exams on us so fast. are you 🤬 stupid? students need some rest too, why can't you listen? why are you killing us? we're just 🤬 KIDS! you cannot ke push back because of covid? you cannot ke think about us? do you not see how unhappy we all are? MALAYSIA 🤬 SUCKS

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Sincerely, I never enjoyed learning. Maybe once in my middle school. I felt like I'm being pushed by someone to just sit, learn and when the time arrive, its exam. All you have to do is just pass. And if you feel like you're tired of it, you shouldn't stop. There's a lot of people still feel like you yet they just try to get better and better, and why couldn't I be just like them? It's the thought that always cross my mind every single night and I tell myself that "Tomorrow, I'll start again." Knowing I'll fail again just like yesterday. And it's been like months now. I guess we all know we're changing, we're stressing ourselves, pushing ourselves to do the 'simple' task. This heavy feeling? It'll be gone when I stare at the wall just like before. Now I feel like I have no feeling at all. I don't know what to feel anymore. Am I happy? Am I sad? Or am I just being dramatic? Help me please, I'm begging. All I want to was just my feelings back. And as I enjoy the holiday with my family, the laugh of my younger siblings, the realization came to me saying that 'Well perhaps, life wasn't that terrible. There's part of them that are great, and enjoyable', that made I feel like I'm just getting better and its like telling me that this pain wouldn't be for evermore, as how people say that 'After a storm, there'll be rainbow'. But I never reach the rainbow forever. Everytime I feel like I'm getting better, it won't last long. Sometimes I tell myself that I can't be like this forever. I don't even know if I would be sitting for PT3 exam next year. 'What would I be then? Wouldn't I'll regret it later?'. I just want time to breathe. But school wouldn't let me. What they care about us? 'You should take care your mental health'. It's the biggest lie I ever heard. And all I heard the teachers said was 'You need to score better because we have a reputation to maintain'. Yeah, it's always about the 'reputation'. It's never about us, wasn't it? We're just a doll you use to maintain that reputation. My senior once told me that they teacher used to say that "Your UPSR result's wasn't that important, just throw it in the bin" when they was F1. I can't thing how I react if someone would say such thing to me. Can't teacher be rational sometimes? Can't you think how hurt your world would be? Do the government even have a really futuristic plan for us though? Because it don't really seem like that. You're so rushing pushing us to sit, learn and shut our mouth. And why would it's so important for the government to open the school for other form? Why don't you just let us continue our online learning? We're still in the same form until next year, so chill. Please hear our voice. Stop doing foolish and rash decision.

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I just finished my igcse last week and my friend sent me the spm timetable a day before my last igcse paper which was chemistry. I had a hard time preparing for the chemistry paper because of how stressed out I already was since my dad is forcing me to complete my spm as well and looking at the spm paper made it worse. I suffer from anxiety and for the past few days I haven't been relaxed which is causing me to have terrible anxiety attacks. We have already been through a lot this year and not giving us break between our exams isn't gonna do any good for us. I don't understand why they're rushing us to finish the exam when they dragged it all the way to march 2022. If it's because of the college entrance stuff, they should've planned something else for us then since they decided to push it forward all the way in March 2022. To everyone going through a hard time, please don't do anything bad. Find someone to talk to. Someone who understands you. Don't keep it inside and destroy yourself.

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hm ramainya yg tgh down ;) korg tktakut ke ramai pelajar bunuh diri? tkpun tgok je tgn diorg hehe,dgn parents tak fhm ank plis la

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I suffer from extreme stress. The exam will start next week. I wanted the best for my parents but I was still stuck with new learning since the pandemic COVID-19. I can't focus on my studies and quickly feel tired because the exam date is not far away. Only a few days left. I can't find a solution to relieve stress. I'm thinking of killing myself. But I thought what would happen if I did that action. My parents must be sad. Friends certainly did not accept because of the death. So, I was shrouded in guilt and stress because of that exam. Please KPM, student want rest for a while. We need our time to rest

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To cram a whole form 4 syllabus into 2 weeks of revision is basically impossible, things are even worse for science students. Exam tomorrow, it's 1am now but I'm still struggling to remember everything. Saw this padlet and thought this might be a good place for me to write out my struggles. Good luck for everyone who is taking exam tomorrow. And if you're struggling too, you're not alone.

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Mentally Tired and Physically feeling drained 

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Mentally Tired and Physically feeling drained 

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Where can i start. Pdpc and pdpr both has its pros and cons but in my opinion pdpr is definitely more to cons. First of all, I barely learnt anything during online classes and for a form 4 student that's the worst thing that can ever happen. Online classes really just made me feel lazy and I procrastinated to the max which is my fault as there were zero motivation. When it was announced that schools were reopening I was super eager to get back to reality as I needed to get back in track with my studies. But now with the sudden announce of exams Im just so afraid I wouldn't be able to pull it off as well as I could before.

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When I told my parents that we're going to have an exam,they kept on pressuring me to get A for every subjects.i know they do that just because they want "the best" for us.but can't they see that us, students are tired.we are really tired at the point we don't even care about passing anymore.we are just kids,can't we enjoy our childhood w/o stressing out about our grades?at this point school is about passing and not learning.We barely even know what we learned during pdpr.i really hope kpm take students mental health seriously.

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as a student yang bakal hadapi spm 2022, ini sangat mendera mental pelajar. katakan kami manja, lembik, mengada sedangkan pelajar spm terdahulu ada gap dalam jadual spm mereka selama SEBULAN. please cikgu dan pelajar sedang adapt dengan format yang tukar setiap tahun, plus new syllabus dah bertaraf universiti kami dah belajar dan peruntukan hari untuk spm cuma 18 hari. belum lagi dengan murid murid smka yang sehari kadang2 dua tiga subjek perlu dijawab semasa spm. please reconsider semula jadual spm ni. we all are tired physically and mentally.

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i know u want the best for us (or mayb not) yes thank you for everything but kita penat, i know youll say "kita dulu pun macam ni ok je" kita "sensitive" try being on our shoes. i know if u were our age u will be tired too. your mindset is like "online class so tak keluar rumah so tak penat" no. penat actually. worse dari sekolah betul betul. kenapa nak exam? for what? nak buat kita ni apa? we're not puppets or robots for u to control sesuka hati.. kita penat seriously penat and i know u are penat too. dont get me wrong. just please let us breathe for once.. baru je exam nak exam lagi? give us a break please la i beg u

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i skipped meals for about 7 days because of this mengejut exam.and i just cant think straight bc i studies from 9am to 4pm as a 14 student the pressure i hold and my parents who keep comparing me and say i didint work hard and all im just tired.i have been self-harm free for 2 weeks and bc of this please kpm stop this.iam still a student who will face pt3 next year.and yes iam still working for my parents.

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Nothing long (P.S. it's actually long), I just want to share something, wondering if other people experience the same.

I'm an extrovert. Nothing new, I've been one since I was a kid. Now, I know these things don't apply socially, but I'm not rare or anything. I'm an extrovert AND a talkative person, like most extroverts. In face-to-face classes, I'm always a loud, responsive person. I talk a lot and sometimes I get called out for talking too much too haha.

But, PDPR turned everything upside down.

2020 was a TERRIBLE year. Heck, I even try not to remember a single memory from it. I spiraled into severe social anxiety and unproductiveness. Skipping classes were like a requirement for me every month, I always planned in my mind on when to skip class to have a rest. I always try my hardest to avoid anyone interacting with me. When teachers announce that they're going to call names to answer questions, I'd immediately leave the call. I was that nervous.

Now it's 2021, I have to say I'm feeling WAY better. Although this year we're spending more time with online classes, I have been way more confident and talkative compared to the past. I even pay a lot of attention to my homework too. However, I still have that lingering feeling. Whenever it's an online class, I'm always too scared to speak. I only talk when I'm being called. It feels like I'm a whole different person because in face-to-face classes I'm very talkative. It just feels... weird because I can't even bring myself to act like I always am when I'm online. Does anyone experience the same thing?

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nk tunggu semua bdk schl bunuh diri ke? bru nk sedar? hah? tak matang lagi ke? dulu sekolah dok? sekolah an? so? we aren't your "projek" to test ii us laa. why u not test your own son/daughter? hah? ouh lupa tak faham bahasa melayu n english an.. sorry ii
bukan nak kuang aja.. but.. kau mula aq sambung ..

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Going to school is already tiring, a lot of us feel drained with even normal social interaction because of overall poor mental health. Imagine cramming SPM within a jam-packed schedule. I can already feel the burnout coming haih

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‘tikus makmal’ perkataan yang biasalah kita dengar bila kita bercakap pasal batch 04 ! Kami dah lalui semua benda ni sejak kami darjah 1 hingga 17 tahun ! Kami dpt format baru , kssm , dan baru - baru ni jadual spm 2022 ? Padat sungguh ye jadual itu sehinggakan kami dah takde masa untuk rehat ! Smpi ambil waktu cuti kami utk jawab spm ? Kami tau kpm mahu yang terbaik utk batch 04, tetapi ini bukan caranya- mengapa batch sebelum ini mengambil masa 1 bulan utk menjawab spm, tetapi bila batch 04 jawab spm hanya mengambil 2/3 minggu sahaja ? Is it really appropriate for you ? Do you even care about our mental health ? What about our depression and all ? Dont you care about it ?
kami dah penat lalui semua benda ni, asyik kami je jadi tikus makmal kpm ! Kami penat ! Kami mahukan rehat juga ! We stand up ! We need to save all MALAYSIA students ! We are not lab rats we are a student that deserve rest, respect, attention and everything ! Students MY deserve so much better !

To all batch 04, i hope yall ok with rn situation, and stay safe everyone <3
Love, ill <3

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things are different now, i having a hard time to study, even if i tried to convince my parents nak pergi therapy, they just quite and pretending everything is normal. what do you expect, nak pergi therapy bukannya free, kena bayar. My family doesn't talk about mental health, because they think it's just nothing. and i really tired, tired with everything. until this happened, tiba-tiba ade exam, lagi tambah buat aku anxious, i know my parents gonna disappointed in me because i didn't study at all, i tak faham sangat masa belajar pdpr. nanti lepas dah habis exam, nak kena hadap parents lagi, nak compared anak sendiri dengan anak orang lain, kau pikir kitaoranh tak sakit hati ke and then i senang distracted dengan semua bende, instead if going to school takdela nak pegang phone or whatever. ni last minute bagitau ade exam, and i was worried about me going to form 4 next year, I'm questioning myself "am i going to university after school is over? susah we, aku dah depressed 6-7 tahun dah, and you think depressed is nothing ke, depressed can make you lost memory. that proves I can't do even basic maths. if u asking me kenape i tak pergi therapy because nobody listen to me, they even make fun of me nak pergi therapy. i already tired, sick of crying. bile last minute exam, aku da lost motivation dah, aku dah penat. bukan malas tapi dah penat. don't ask me go to guru kaunsiling because i couldn't trust them, because i peranoid. i have peranoid Identity disorder, I'm just sick of everything feeling like want to drop of school. bile nak baik kau kate? nah I won't get heal easily, it took me few years nak heal balik. yk what I'm done:) i have a lot of problems, with myself, family and my future. and please don't treat us like nothing, we're just a teenage kids, what do you expect, bukak semua chapter study last minute, ade jugak study no breaks, it can make someone's strees, sanggup we ade orang buat macam tu, so that they tak nak disappointed dekat parents diaorg. please mental health is important then anything you could imagine, stop putting us pressure pls I'm already tired of everything

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I've attempted to end my life once before. School added on top of my family issues was unexplainably heavy for me to manage. I use to be excited to learn at school for the hell of it but now I'm just tring to pass exams cause otherwise I'll have to face my parents who have little to no consideration on my mental health. I am always crying everytime I have book in front of me because I've always struggled focusing. There are tear stains on my books from hours of crying. My brain never stops working and it's always keep running. It's pretty hard trying to give my all & concentrate on the subjects while I'm rushing to revise everything. I hope KPM will hear our voices of the young generation to be a little more considerate and ahow empathy <3

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Yeah I know your “kroni” punya anak semua went to international school or went to school outside Malaysia who doesn’t even took spm. Also your kids pon tak pergi sekolah biasa dan ambik spm. And I think you wouldn’t care about spm schedule because your kids does not experienced it. I also know that you’re rushing doing spm schedule just because you want to do Mco again next year on Ramadan and wouldn’t allow us Malay who majority Islam celebrate hari raya AGAIN FOR THE 3RD TIME…. all I say good luck survive in hell for torturing us😘😘😘…. May Allah hear our prayers. All I can say to all my gen z… you’re doing great and keep pressuring them and make Malaysia great 😚. I know we all love Malaysia but not “politikus”

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I've already posted what my school experience is like, but I feel that I should also speak about what I think of the ministry in charge of our education.

To put it bluntly, I feel that they don't care about the students. What they do care about is the numbers. The percentage of students getting high grades, and the percentage that don't. The percentage of students who are successful both academically and in co-curricular activities, and those who aren't. They aren't counting individual students. They're counting our results as a whole. They aren't taking into account our feelings, only our results.

It's somewhat like grinding in a video game. You know when you're working towards a goal in a game, and you grind all your resources to get stronger and reach that goal? Of course, in a game, you wouldn't care about how tired your characters are, because they're fictional. No matter how much you love them, they'll never have feelings. But the government on the other hand, is doing this, but with real people. Real, living, people, who were born from a mother and raised by a family, with memories of friends and a life ahead of them. It's dehumanising in a way. Am I only a number for you? Am I only something for you to use? I feel that they lack compassion and consideration for others.

I also feel that they're blinded by greed. Remember that one very recent news about Najib wanting RM100 million to buy a house? For one family! They could use all that money for so many other things. They could use it to fund a breakfast program for kids who can't afford to eat in the mornings. They could use it to fix faulty school equipment. They could use it to get better accomodations for students in need. I've heard so many stories and experienced so many things at school that could just be fixed with money. For example, the PPKI students at my school have a class as small as a spacious enough bathroom stall. With some money, their class could be as big as everyone else's. I've heard my boarding school friend talk about how half of the bathrooms in his dorm are broken, and only a few can be used, which means more students will have to wait to shower. With money, those stalls could be fixed. I've heard about students who don't have the gadgets to do PDPR smoothly. With money, it could be solved.

I am not ignoring the fact they did try to provide phones to students who couldn't afford them, but have you questioned the quality? One phone even set a house on fire. It doesn't have the capacity to run Google Meet, not to mention the horrible RAM and storage. From what I've heard of the phones, they're basically metal scrap only good for a few calls and SMS.

What I'm saying is, if they have resources to waste on a criminal, they have resources to invest in people more in need. It would benefit everyone, not just one person.

I'd also like to voice an opinion in place of my relatives. My cousins live in very rural areas, where it's hard to have good connection. My cousins in Sabah especially, because they live on a hill even garbage trucks can't reach. They didn't have school entirely, not even PDPR. Why can't the government invest more money in making sure everyone gets internet? I understand it might be hard to get internet to work in such difficult areas, but they're the government. They should be smart enough to figure things out. I don't understand the qualifications to become a politician. Many news I see about them are negative, and show that their intelligence isn't the best and frankly, outdated. I think the country should have higher standards on who can and cannot become a leader.

I feel that I've strayed a bit from my original point. But I feel like this is most of what I can articulate. I have many feelings I cannot put into words about our modern society. I hope this shows at least a fragment of how I feel.

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My school this week we have ujian PBD and our PBD will relying on it. This ujian bagitau secara mengejut we are no ready. Pdpr is not like semuka. Ada yang faham ada yang langsung tak faham apa apa tuptap sek kene buat exam. Why don't continue the syllabus (for my case) or brush up kan balik mana yang tertinggal. 😭😭😭😭😭

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kpm please stop pressure us, we're just a teens/kids that have a lot of other problems, maybe family problem or anxiety or etc. Dah ramai bunuh diri because stress and please jangan tak ambil endah about our mental health and our health, we beg you please

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hello , i'm 16. ngl pdpr sangat mencabar. saya tahu bukan pelajar sahaja yang mengalami kesusahan malah guru guru juga mengalami kesusahan semenjak pdpr dilaksanakan. saya tahu kita tiada pilihan sama ada untuk melalukan pdpr ataupun sesi pdp bersemuka. disebabkan covid 19 , kita sama sama harungi cabaran ini. baru baru ini sekolah telah dibuka secara berperingkat. sejujurnya saya baru bersekolah 1 minggu iaitu pada minggu lepas kerana mengikuti sistem penggiliran. saya tiada masalah dengan perkara itu. baru satu hari bersekolah, kami terima berita yang kpm akan buat exam mengejut. just imagine, kami baru bersekolah dan akan menghadapi peperiksaan. malang sekali nasib kami kerana hanya sempat mengulangkaji pelajaran bersama cikgu semasa pdp bersemuka hanya 1 minggu sahaja kerana minggu lagi satu kami akan menghadapi exam. cikgu pun terkejar kejar dengan silibus yang belum habis, eksperimen sebagai latihan ujian amali dan sebagainya. kadang kadang saya tak yakin yang saya boleh hadapi spm next year. basic f4 saya sangat teruk. setiap malam saya akan fikir tentang masa depan saya , macam mana saya nak banggakan ibu bapa saya , macam mana saya nak buktikan yang saya boleh pada cikgu cikgu saya , setiap malam juga menangis terkenang nasib pelajar pada generasi ini. setiap hari juga saya belajar , tidur pukul 11/12 malam untuk belajar , siapkan kerja rumah. saya tak pernah salahkan cikgu kalau kerja rumah banyak kerana saya faham itu adalah salah satu latihan untuk saya supaya lebih mahir. bila kami bersuara tentang exam yang dilakukan secara mengejut ni ramai yang salahkan kami, cakap kami tak belajar, tak buat kerja rumah. seolah olah kami memang tak dibenarkan bersuara dan kami ni perlu hadap sahaja apa yang di rancangkan. lagi satu kpm memang tak ada belas kasihan ke dengan pelajar spm untuk batch 2004. dengan jadual exam yang sangat padat dan mereka perlu hadap new format. please rombak semula jadual spm 2022. kasihan lah mereka. otak mereka pun bukan macam isaac newton. i'll make sure kalau isaac newton hidup pada gen ini , dia pun akan masuk hospital mental. so please , spm ni adalah penentu masa hadapan mereka. semoga semuanya dipermudahkan urusan.

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I used to love learning in Sekolah Rendah. Everyday I would get up and go to school wondering what we'd learn that day. I'd get good grades, go home and make my parents proud. Things went wrong in Sekolah Menengah. I started missing school work, felt pressured, and considered skipping and staying home instead, several times. The only good change was that I was now participating in competitions, but every competition I've entered had biased judgement, often selecting the host school as the winner, despite other schools being visibly better to many people.

It wasn't so bad for the first two years (despite going to school at 7AM and going home at 7PM, longer than most adults go to work. The only difference is they make money, and we don't), but in Form 3, I was suspended for speaking up to the principal about something I found unjust. I admit that I could have worded my point better; but all the principal kept saying for the entire 1 hour or so I was in her office is that I was a stuck-up, egotistical, narcissist, who felt superior to others, while she boasted about being the best principal for three schools, and having multiple degrees, while I had none. Being the best principal is something I disagreed with, because many of my school mates if not all were suffering in the amount of work she made the teachers give us. Often we would even get work on weekends through Whatsapp, or even last minute works late at night due in 1-3 days.

PDPR was... an experience? Nothing got through to my head, and I often didn't do any work unless it was assigned in class and done in class; if it was assigned in class and to be done outside of class, I wouldn't finish it, or even touch it. I started suspecting I had ADHD, so I did research on it. After relating to many symptoms from the DSM-5, I decided to contact the counselor. She was of no big help. I love her, but she wasn't very helpful. She told me to make a schedule I could do and stick to it. I asked if I could do one thing for 5 minutes, because that was as long as I could pay attention at that point. She said "No, that's too short," and it went on with 10 minutes, 30 minutes, until I had to settle for 1 hour. When I failed to follow the schedule for one week, she asked if I even tried. I told her I did, and she said "If you fail, just try again. Don't say you can't, say you can." I've honestly tried the schedule thing for years; it has never worked. And it's not that I don't think I can; I know I can't. There is a difference in thinking you can't and knowing you don't have the ability to say you can. So I stopped going to counseling. I tried going to counseling again after transferring schools, and the counselor was much more considerate, though she often forgets appointments, so we've never gotten past one.

The longer we did PDPR, the more it felt like I was a corpse. I used to always pay attention to what topic we were learning, but now I just mindlessly absorbed information the teachers gave, and immediately forgot about it after class. It felt like the teacher was dragging me by my leg, showing me all these things, and I nodded, while the information went through one ear and out the other. Sometimes I wouldn't even pay attention and start doing other things instead, and listen to class like background noise, then leave once it was done. I had no interest in anything, and started getting worse and worse. If I told my parents, they would tell me it's my fault, so I never did.

In short, school has gotten tough, especially without the essential support. Sometimes I wonder if I would be happy if I was dead, but I know I have to keep living, because I know things will get better. I have to keep living for my family and friends, because I don't want to see them sad without me. I have to keep living to live through things I've looked forward to all my life. And to those of you struggling, I wish you the best of luck, and a piece of my heart, to show that I love you, and I feel you, despite not even knowing you. I know you can make it through this. We all live hard lives, and the government is making things harder, but as long as we have each other and unite as one, I know we can change the future for the better. This got long, but I hope it shows my honest feelings and my experiences with school. Sending my love to all of y'all lovely people; y'all can do this. You're not alone. Let's do our best together :) ❤️

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bismillah.

As a 04 student i would like to voice out my concern. First and foremost, i begging moe please do reschedule our spm timetable. I hope there’s more space for us to study and revision. Moreover, with this new format and new syllabus its hard for us. Heck there’s students out there who are still have zero exposure towards new format. Please have mercy.

With this current situation I understand how hectic its gonna be. But we are only students. And Spm is everything we need to continue our education journey in the future. I,myself have experienced mental breakdown,tiredness everyday.

Imagine 2yrs of odl. Imagine how many students are lost right now. Who didnt even know what is going on. Pity them.

Thus, please, please rethink again your decision. Please decide wisely. Spm is only a lifetime. We don’t want to fail. With tmrw utqh ujian and trials upcoming is so pack! and very rushing.

I hope our concern is being considered. Thank you so much.

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kena siapkan kerja kursus and bertindih dengan trial. terkejar2 nak study tapi kena siapkan kerja kursus. kadang tak sempat makan. tidur pun tak berapa jam je. hari2 nangis sebab stress and kadang kadang rasa macam nak mati. balik2 trial tengok jadual spm sabtu ahad pun ada exam. tengok jadual pun penat. penat sangat. sekian luahan hati saya :)

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Tolong jangan sesuka hati tukar syllabus dan cara pemarkahan guru semua.bukan kami sahaja penat malah guru sekali.banyak assingment/projek/kerja kursus.kebanyakkan pelajar tak seberapa mampu untuk memiliki wang untuk membeli gajet bagi meneruskan PDPR.saya dapati cara pemarkahan Sejarah dan perniagaan lebih tegas dari sebelum ini.ramai murid sekelas saya terkejut dan rasa lemah semangat apabila dapati ini semua terjadi.bukan itu sahaja Bahasa melayu sering ditukar bahkan matematik ditukar sehingga masuk bab 1 tingkatana 1.kurangkan tekanan dan mendengar rintahan pelajar.tolong ubah tarikh SPM.tolong tingkatkan lagi cara mengatasi isu KESIHATAN MENTAL dengan lebih berkesan.tolong ubah cara pemarkahan.tolong ubah sistem pendidikan.tolong memberi pendedahan pendidikan.tolong memberi panduan terlebih dahulu.tolong memberi alternatif lain kepada pelajar yang sukar hadir ke sekolah bagi meneruskan pembelajaran.tolong tingkatkan semangat kami lagi.tolong bantu pelajar yang kurang mampu.tolong faham setiap pelajar ada masalah tersendiri.tolong faham kami.let our voice reach all you.Dont burden us any longer.This is our FUTURE.

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I'm tired. Mentally and physically, I'm drained. I've never felt a pressure like this or a fear like this in my entire life. Having to face spm in 2-3 months time is one thing,sitting for my trials now and having the teachers put pressure on us saying we have to score our trials, and that they expect highly from us is another thing that's making me go insane. The amount of times I've personally thought of attempting suicide because of this academic stress is insane for a 17 yr old to be going through. As someone who has been doing quite well in her studies previously and has been scoring really well on her major exams like Upsr and Pt3, I feel the total opposite rn, and the fear and pressure of not being able to do as well is killing me internally. I cant even sleep in peace, I'm crying, breaking down almost everyday because of this. I feel lost. The amount of chapters, the amount facts,formulas I don't understand is crazy. I agree that the one mistake I've done is not paying proper attention during online classes. But it's not like I'm purposely doing it also. I just feel like giving up, motivation-less. Many times I've felt like studying, catching up by myself, but the moment I think of studying, I remember the amount of homework I have pending. And the amount of hw given is literally insaneee!!! And because of that itself I'll start feeling miserable. These past 2 years has felt like hell. And the reason for that is entirely because of education, no other factors involved. And that's for me. Imagine those who're struggling at home because of other factors. On top of all those mental stress, education is probably another thing killing them inside. It may seem like we're just making a big issue out of this or we're exaggerating, but really we're not. If suicide cases were legal I think the amount of 04s that would've attempted would be high. Please, stop treating us this badly. We've been facing it since standard 1! We really need a break. Y'all are giving us more and more stress every year. We're tired. Tired of being your guinea pigs. Tired of facing all these battles by ourselves because no other batch can understand how exactly we feel. Please, I'm begging you at this point, try understanding how we feel. If there is a 04 kid among the Ministers' children, they might understand :)

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Please,jangan la anggap mental health tu tak penting. Its a serious thing. Akak F5 tu,ramai orang kecam dia sebab tk reti guna otak,NO...DIA STRESS U KNOW,WHEN SOMEONE REALLY STRES. DIORANG PON TAK PERASAN YANG DIORANG DAH BUAT BENDA BUKAN BUKAN. PLEASE,JANGAN KECAM AKAK F5 TU. I KNOW U GUYS DAH BESAR,MATURE LA SIKIT. #JUSTICE4STUDENTMY

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please , justice for us . stop “tikus makmal” kan us

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Dear KPM,

walaupun kitaorang baru tingakatan 1 tapi tak bermakna kitaorang takleh luah kan perasaan......saya nk luahkan rasa kurang senang kerana exam secara mengejut .....boleh nk buat exam tapi jangan lah kasi tau last minute....dan cuti sekolah pun pendek je ...dengan alasan dah cuti lama...yes memang dh lama duduk rumah but still ada pdpr bukan kitaorang cuti .....silap silap cuti bulan 12 ni pun bukan cuti still ada homework...... kadang kadang kitaorang rasa tertekan sangat ..... students  bukan robot ...Kata care pasal students plssss buat sesuatu kami stress jangan tiba ii keluar berita budak sekolah terjun bangunan disebabkan pressure dari guru dan KPM.Tapi seteruk teruk batch kami ....kami kesian dengan batch 04 stay strong batch 04

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freaking change the format also making us a lab rats just to want our education to move forward like oxford nah f u kpm brain pun bukan macam oxford ada hak making us stress over 2 weeks cb

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Due to how our government is treating us now, I no longer feel how happy I used to be. I feel sick and tired and miserable everyday, I hate that I'll have to wake up tomorrow. I hate that if I want to off myself I'll have to do it right, or else I'll be put in jail. I despise that, I wish i could have a proper care rather than people and the low minded) (majority of Malaysians) not care about people like me and what we suffer through, they too mock us. It's disgusting and it's dehumanising. I don't wish we could go back in time because Malaysia has always been like this, weak, close minded and sensitive.

And I'm not one to talk, whoever judges is.

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i used to be super passionate about studying yet now i’m failing my classes, and i’m more miserable than ever. ive tried k-ing myself for god knows how many times. i don’t think someone my age should ever be feeling this way..

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Please don’t do this to us.. i begging;(

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i’ve lost every ounce of motivation in me and i’m exhausted. our syllabus is so advanced, we’re literally learning things that are being taught in uni, through online classes! and we’re expected to tackle all of them perfectly?.?? not to mention that some people live in a surrounding that don’t allow them to focus deliberately such as living in an abusive household and being poor therefore not being able to afford things that are required for school. the least you can do is care for our mental health, GENUINELY. the oh so fair law is considering of putting a child, who attempted suicide out of school pressure, in the 🤬 jail? and you do nothing about it? hello? most of us have to sacrifice our own health for the sake of passing school. it’s exhausting, we’re not some robots, sufficient rest is essential in order for us to function properly. look, i can’t even enjoy spending time with my family without feeling anxious about school. without feeling “oh i should be studying instead of sitting here relaxing with them” how 🤬 up is that? i’m 16, wasn’t i supposed to treasure every single moment i spend with my family? you must’ve thought you’re training us for a better future, but little did you know you’re setting us up for failure. come on kpm. at least try hearing out our voices instead of turning a blind eye. do better.

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Hi KPM, I am one of those lab rats yang currently sedang dikaji dengan sistem pendidikan yang saya boleh katakan tidak sistematik dah tidak prihatin. Bayangkan kena panggil dengan panggilan ni. You should be ashame. I can't say much about the Jadual SPM because me, myself is speechless ever since yesterday. I got bad headache just from thinking about it and feeling anxiousness even when I'm about to sleep. Tak kesian ke? Jadual padat macam tu, sesak nak rush pergi mana je? Please consider to change it to a better one. I can't bear it seeing my batchmate getting stressed out and depressed. I've seen so many suicidal thoughts everyday, from my friends,schoolmate,classmate including myself. You know what's better for us and please hear us out. Don't wanna feel worse because it's not a good experience to handle with my roller coaster emotion. Thank you.

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RAMAI REMAJA BUNYH DIRI SEBAB MENTAL AND EMOTION UNSTABLE TAKKAN TAK SEDAR LAGI KPM ? NEE FORMAT NEW SILLYBUS THEN U WANT TO PUSH US FOR SPM LIKE 🤬 2 weeks only ?

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me as a form 5 students ALSO first batch of kssm since year 1 WE ARE. ABSOLUTELY LIKE A LAB RAT !! stuck for pkp since last year and for this year we are learning online almost 6 months ! naik sekolah terus trial then sekolah can’t give us to go back home like WE ARE TOTALLY BURN OUT !! yes we understand sekolah pentingkan peratus sekolah meningkat but TIME PKP WE ALSO CAN’T go out !! BURN OUT !! everyday with online classes no time for holiday ! school can’t have to do this at least give us go back for holiday , our mental are totally exhausted , then gave a reason result jatuh teruk like we are kssm with new format also online classes since form 4 how can the result be gempak nak mampos JANGAN BANDINGKAN RSULT BUDAK KSSM AND KBSM !

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Im still a kid! Why i want to die?

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Let us fix our mental health first please laaa

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Hi, I'm from batch 03 and just heard the news and i find it absolutely nuts

During my SPM i began to lose focus. It was mostly due to personal reasons that i prefer not to explain, but huge part of it also happens because of the pandemic. I start to lose focus.

What makes it even worse is bcs i have anxiety. When school days started like it used to be, i got in constant anxious state, i was absolutely scared of what others will think of all my desicions and results. It came to the point where i started developing suicidal thoughts, which i genuinely never had before.

Btw, i have a batch 05 sister. She's suppose to be form 4, it's November now but you know what? We only found out 1-2 months ago that she didn't understand anything from first chapters of all science stream subjects!!

All I'm saying is, i have a feeling if i were 04 batch in this situation, my suicidal thoughts would've been even worse. Seriously

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I'm not good at math but i tried and the sudden exam make me want to cry since i have to do alot in 1 WEEK!!! and i have found a way to study but i couldn't have it since the Seminar by Yayasan is too EXPENSIVE AND I CAN'T AFFORD IT!!!!!! and now i have to study 24/7 nonstop. Thanks kpm 🤬 u

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Batch 05 (Extension of school calendar year to March 2023)

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Batch 05 (Extension of school calendar year to March 2023)

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We understand that due to Covid, the amount of time spent by students in schools are very low. But this doesn't exclude the fact that we've not been studying at all. There is no reason for KPM to unnecessarily extend the school year for another three months of the following year. This causes future plans such as university/college applications etc. Decision's should not be made for the sake of "Formality" but should be made if it's going to make a difference or a certain impact. It's not too late to change this.

We suggest that KPM takes all of this into account and just end the 2021 school year in December, so that were all able to start fresh in the coming year.

This puts hold on all the ages from Standard 1 to Form 5 into halt of advancing to the next level without any particular reason.

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Dulu tak la rasa tekanan and dulu rasa wow belajar semua bahasa melayu wow dàrjah4 belajar sejarah or rbt/tmk sekali tanpa sedar tu la permulaannya. Setiap kali exam macam form3 belajar sepanjang tahun untuk exam yang bentuk dia tak tahu tiber belajar cara ni then beberapa minggu before exam baru tahu benda exam dia macam mana since tu hari demi hari dipenuhi dengan dugaan pelajaran saya as student yang takla terlalu cemerlang dengan tekanan sekeliling,family,cousin and diri sendiri kena tanggung ni. Kerja khusus yang just memenatkan tanpa hasil kalau cakap kat orang semua kata bersyukur senang masalahnya tang mana? Mana bahagian bersyukur saya sure ramai kat sana susah nak jalani hidup hari2 tekanan yang kuat dari pelbagai pihak. Kita semua kuat batch04 kita kuat tanggung benda ni dalam diri kita sejak dulu.

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Make the spm easier la what you expect from 2 years of pdpr and jadual spm padat 15 hari banding ngan jadual sebelum2 ni yang sebulan hm

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pdpr for 2 years, astu buat exam tak lama skolah bukak, and expect us to recover all the syllabus in 1 week? dengan budk spm yg tgh trial, dgn batch lain yg tgh exam lagi. um what? and abt that student who attempted 5u!c1d3 bcs was stressed abt spm and penjarakan instead of helping? dia tengah serabut, stress pasal spm astu ko sumbat dia dlm penjara bcs of "seksyen 309" 🤬? wow. istg y'all r pembunuh at this point. silent killer. pikir kitorg ni tikus makmal? bahan ujikaji? robot? bodoh ke? malu sial aku duduk malaysia ni. im sorry but
m4l4y5!a. istg this country is a whole joke. malu aku duduk negara ni.

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we are not your lab rats, we are humans 

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we are not your lab rats, we are humans 

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the decisions the kpm has been making lately are ridiculous and quite frankly inhumane. the exam is happening all too suddenly when we are only two weeks into school, with zero preps or proper notice. A lot of people think that the online pdpr session is 'holiday' for the students but in reality, its a mental war for us. we are drowning with the burdens of the pandemic and we are barely adjusting to the new norms, having the examination right now will only cause further harm to both the students and teachers. I truly hope they will stop this, how many more students have to die? how many more of us need to remain burnt out like this? this is unfair

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Saya terlalu penat struggle sampai saya tak cukup tidur. Tambah² lagi exam last minute.... Sampai saya tertidur waktu petang.... Dahlah petang tu saya kena tolong mak saya mencari rezeki. Ada satu hari saya lambat ke sekolah disebabkan tidur lambat. Korang ingat kami ni apa ROBOT yg boleh tepati masa?? Cikgu ni pun satu sebab nak hantar assignment sekarang juga. Saya pun tak tahu dah masa depan saya akan terjunam atau tidak☹️

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STUDENT DUDUK DEKAT RUMAH MENTAL HEALTH JATUH LA ASTU KAU INGAT KAMI DUDUK RUMAH KENA GOYANG KAKI ASTU BILA NK DATANG SCH MACAM II KAMI KENA HADAP HW TAK HANTAR PLEASE JANGAN BUAT BUKA SCH SECARA MENGEJUT

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kenapaa sch agama bantuan kerajaan ni lambat siaa nk bagi jadual kata pembukaan sch dengan jadual kelas jangan jadi lembab sangat 🤗banyar mahal yuran tak potong untuk pkp wht last year kau potong now this year kau tak potong yuran kami belajar bukan ambil kerja sch dekat pak guard u know kami print about hw semuaa astu claim tak potong arghhh please pkp jangan nk fikir kau sorang je fikir yg masalah parents kena buang kerja duit takde mk makan please jangan jadi selfish ;(pkp this year pakai duit banyak

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⇢ ˗ˏˋ beri lah rehat kepada semua student ࿐ྂ

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⇢ ˗ˏˋ beri lah rehat kepada semua student ࿐ྂ

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ੈ✩‧₊˚ Dah lah penat mcam ni.bukan semua orang ada gadgets yang bagus untuk pdpr. Pastu kau nak diaorang ada exam last minute. Bistu next year untuk apa. Boleh sambung next year and give the students more time to study. Bukan masuk sekolah, pastu beri exam last minute. Bende kau ni. Most of the students right now need help. Most of them mental health has been getting worse due to pdpr lah. Nak generasi bijak pandai pastu compare the past and the future. Yang makcik pakcik facebook. Jangan lah fikir zaman kau Lebih bagus. Ni dah zaman lain. Entah entah dah nak dekat mati tu. HAHAH LAGI BAGUS AKU GI MAMPUS SIAK.NEXT YEAR BOLEH EXAM. NOT ALL OF MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS IS GOING GOOD. ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

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Please la jangan buat exam mengejut cam tu, sian kawan2 saya yang kena hafal formula ape bende semua, dia orang baru bersekolah beberapa hari, tau2 dh ade exam mengejut, kata care pasal mental murid2 semua, Macam ni ke kau care? nk speak up pun xleh, bodoh an.

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Please lah tahun depan terus masuk f3, jangan lah still f2 benda memang lah tak sekolah tapi still ada kelas, still belajar. Ye memang tak semua orang masuk kelas online tapi sekurang-kurangnya bagi lah tahun depan terus masuk kelas baru, hidup baru. Dah lah tahun depan pt3, ada kelas tambahan lagi. Itu satu, lagi satu untuk batch 04 kesian lah dekat batch 04, dorang terlalu banyak tekanan. Kakak saya sampai nak pindah sekolah. Bagi lah dorang rest sekejap. Jangan lah pentingkan diri sendiri. Cuba fikir masalah pelajar. Bukan setakat batch 07/04 tapi semua batch yang tengah belajar. Please lah bagi kitaorang rehat. Pdpr pun bukan rehat pun. Memang lah duduk rumah tapi still kelas, dah lah ada kelas pasti hw, masalah family, pasti mak pulak memekak suruh kemas rumah, parents pulak asyik bergaduh. Lagi lah bertambah stress. Fikir kitaorg 24/7 handphone je. Ye memang nampak kitaorg happy je tapi dalam diam kitaorang pendam banyak masalah. Please bagi kitaorang rest

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Kepada Kementerian Pendidikan Malaysia kesayangan saya tolong lah ubah jadual sebenar spm. Tolong beri waktu kepada kami untuk mengulangkaji pembelajaran lagi. Dalam jadual yang sangat padat ianya memberikan beban kepada kami dan juga ianya tidak adil. Setelah menjalani pdpr selama 2 tahun kemudian dengan format kssm yang baharu membuatkan semua pelajar terkejar-kejar untuk belajar. Tolong lah memahami situasi kami sekarang.

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Dear kpm
Saya dan rakan² baru memulakan alam persekolahan beberapa minggu, tambahan lagi dengan cuti bergilir, kami masih lagi sedang membiasakan diri dengan cara pembelajaran seperti ini. Tetapi kami akan dimaklumkan akan menduduki ujian akhir tahun secara mengejut, tajuk buku teks pun belum habis lagi, eksperimen dalam buku satu pun tak buat lagi, tapi kami diminta untuk bersedia menjawab soalan² esei eksperimen yang kami belum lagi belajar....masa diberi pula seminggu, sahaja...macam mana kitorang nak sedia kalau subjek² lain seperti matematik, matematik tambahan dan lain² juga perlu diberi penekanan. Kenapa ujian secara talian boleh diberi tahu sebulan sebelum tetapi ujian akhir tahun hanya seminggu sebelum?

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Please lah kpm kesiankan lah kitorang yg nak spm dengan tergesa gesa sangat. Im so strees tengok sekarang ade masa sedikit jer nak hafal surah hafazan untuk pentaksiran and minggu depan we have trial. Please lah ubah jadual macam sebelum nih kitorang manussia bukan tikus reti penat kenapa exam dulu mengambil masa 32 hari tapi apabila kitorang hanya mengambil masa 18 kitorang pun nak. Study please lah. I m just sad bcs dari dulu sampai sekarang batch kitorang kena hadap macam antaranya format baru. Tak seperti batch lain yang boleh menyemak kertas batch lain. I m begging you kpm tunjukkanlah simpati sedikit dekat kitorang. Nih harapan dan peperiksaan terakhir kitorang please nih masa depan kitorang.

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kpm bodo haha

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I know KPM ada target tersendiri dia yang tersendiri for SPM batch 04.But what KPM did to us tak logik langsung.All of us is human ada rasa penat.Kalau penat fizikal mungkin boleh go lagi,tapi kalau penat mental? It's not good. Anything can happend.SPM penentu masa depan kiteorang tapi kalau dah jadi macam ni hum😓 Format exam bertukar and silibus baru tapi KPM layan kiteorang macam guna format exam lama and silibus lama🙂

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Baru sekolah for one week dah kena exam. I harapkan pembukaan sekolah tu dpt la cg cover bab2 yg diajar masa class online but kpm yg 'PRIHATIN' tu tiba2 decide to make an exam. I cannot brain la for what dia buat exam tu. Dia ingat satu subjek masuk exam satu bab je ke? Banyak bab I kena cover dlm masa seminggu. Esok dh start exam and I tak habis study lg. Tolong la faham sikit kitorang ni.. I dh start rasa giveup utk belajar tau.. Mmg tak logik langsung exam akan diadakan secara mengejut. All of this is 🤬. SUSAH SGT KE NK TUNGGU TAHUN DEPAN??ASAL GELABAH SGT NK BUAT EXAM TIBA2??KALAU TAK BUAT EXAM EKONOMI NEGARA BOLEH MENURUN KE??JGN PELIK LA KALAU RESULT STUDENT KELAUT.PEMIKIRAN KOLOT.GELOJOH SGT NAK BUAT EXAM.APA YG DIKEJAR PUN TAK TAHU LAH.SEMAK OTAK AKU.

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What I Have to Say about Pentaksiran Setara Standard

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What I Have to Say about Pentaksiran Setara Standard

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In short, I agree.

Okay, before you come at me with all sorts of words, let me say what I think this is.

From what I read and understood, this test is for schools to make a 'catch up' plan for us students after going through a very long time of PDPR. I admit, due to online classes, my academic skills have gone down drastically. I don't think this is much of a test, more of a... survey? 'Survey' is probably not the right word for it but that's okay. I don't think this 'PSS' wants you to pass, they just want you to be honest. Besides, they have stated that this test is solely for the purpose of helping you get back on your feet for the third semester.

Now, I know a lot of you are stressed out from this test. I also understand the pressure of having to get a satisfying mark. I'm just here to say that this isn't a big test with all the "wow"s and "woah"s for people who scored in everything. This is why I said it's like a survey, if you can't achieve good grades, the school will try their best to help you improve with their 'catch up' plan, whatever that will be.

What I have to say is just, if we're gonna go through this test (if KPM doesn't change their mind despite the negative feedback they received), don't get too stressed out, they just want to see how much you are able to understand. You don't have to go beyond limits just to get good grades. PSS is for planning academic activities to get students back on their feet. If you score in everything, they won't bat an eye. This test is to focus on students who are having trouble academically, aka most of us.

From a batch '07.

(Before you accuse me of anything (well, if I even would get accused), I'm just saying what I think, and I don't mind if you disagree. If you have something to say, I'll try my best to understand what you mean.)

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KPm plis la kau ni bagi PDPR banyak sangat kenapa sial.......Pastu start sekolah dah exam..bagai UPKK menyemak la bavi 

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KPm plis la kau ni bagi PDPR banyak sangat kenapa sial.......Pastu start sekolah dah exam..bagai UPKK menyemak la bavi 

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Salam hiii everyone ! first of all kami ni tahun takde pt3 astu lagi 2 tahun naik form 5 astu bila cikgu minta hw tak masuk kelas mula la nk melalak bagai tak sekurang ii nya kami masuk jugak at least 1 minggu 5 kelas in gm pastu tc tak faham kami duduk dekat rumah tekanan dekat rumah masalah fam lagi masalah macam ii minggu depan nk sch bila bagitahu tc sbb apa tak masuk kelas dea boleh ketawa pulak cikgu taktahu ke kami ada tekanan perasaan dengan kena jaga adik lagi waktu gm astu kami nk masuk kelas parents suruh tolong masakla apala bukan nk merungut ke apa tapi tolong faham cikgu pon tolong faham bila nk masuk gm takde tempat nk belajar bila nk belajar adik buat bising bunyi macam ii la tolong la fahamm !!!

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kpm don't burden us, we're tired enough, we don't want to disappoint our parents of our results :(

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hai saya sebagai seorang pelajar dari sebuah sekolah yg half asrama half berulang. sekolah saya juga mengadakan penggiliran group A and B untuk semua tingkatan. apa yang pelik mengapa pihak sekolah tidak membenarkan pelajar asrama membawa handphone atau pun laptop untuk ke sekolah sedangkan segala jenis hw berada di dalam aplikasi telegram dan WhatsApp. please, tolong pertimbangkan balik ingat pelajar asrama ni memang 24hrs dgn phone ker, kami semua ni pun tau masa untuk tidur, belajar dan segalanya. everything sucks. kata nak majukan negara tapi kenapa quality pendidikan negara kita ni low sangat, while others country dahh bolehh gunakan gadget di sekolah. plus one more thing, why kpm hanya benarkan 60% pelajar untuk masuk ke asrama. like whatt, kata takutt ada kluster baru tapi tolong lah pikirr balik tak gunanya letakkan sikit saja pelajar dalam asrama. sekolah saya ni half asrama half berulang. penggiliran ikut group pun campur berulang dengan asrama then takut ada kluster baru. stfu. sama ja berulang pun boleh bawak gak virus. then pelajar yang rumah dkt dgn kawasan sklh ditangguhkan asrama. like halo, I pun tanakk masuk asrama kalau rumahh dekat tapi disebabkan mak ayah I kerja jauh sebab tu I kena masuk asrama. dah jadi satu masalah kena buat rayuan masuk asrama bagai tu pun belum tentu dapat. please pertimbangkan balik segala keputusan next year I nak pt3 lagi tu pun entah ada ka tidak 😔

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Segala puji bagi Allah SWT
Saya just nak cakap yang sekarang ni saya trial tapi banyak lagi yang saya tak dapat catch up format baharu ni .Saya nak cakap ubah jadual SPM tu je.Bukan apa,terlalu banyak paper dalam satu hari tu.Tiada masa untuk ulang kaji selepas tu nak berehat.Bukan sahaja fizikal kami penat tapi mental dan emosi kami yang hadapi.Dengan nak hantar kerja khusus lagi.Ada sesetengah yang tiada device seperti laptop untuk siapkan kerja khusus.Kami pun penat,encik KPM.Bukan encik KPM sorang je penat,cikgu-cikgu pun penat.Kami lagi lah nak kejar sana lagi kejar situ lagi.

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bukan batch 04 je penat

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اللهم صل على سيدنا محمد وعلى آله وصحبه أجمعين
لا اله الا الله
محمد رسول الله
سبحان الله
الحمد لله

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This is my opinion only. Why can't we take things slowly. This is very tiring and got so many things to catch up. The jadual also very tak berperikemanusiaan like what? Which one would you choose. Habiskan exam cepat² but failed or take things slowly and got great marks. Takde guna pun kalau buat cepat² tapi gagal. Ke korang buat exam so that we all failed? So embarrassing. Not to mention that we batch 04 are literally your tikus makmal. Not everyone have the ability to learn fast. Rushing² nak gi mane? Kalau nak buat kerja hangat-hangat tahi ayam, lupakan jelah hasrat korang nak majukan negara.

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please pihak kpm, whats with this new SPM schedule?? its so packed and we, your dearest lab rats are barely even idk what to say lah.
please, you need to change the schedule spm sebab we need more time. tak semua yang dipelajari dalam online class we can absorb. only some. tambahan lagi dengan line internet yg slow. background yang tak menyenangkan lagi. our batch and batch 03, we're in the same situation, yet they had their spm for 32 days? and us? how about us? did u even consider? yk kan, even my teacher disagree for those who chose this government. "clowns". please kpm, change the schedule. when we say its packed, it is. please help in reducing the students suicide rate.

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I know ada exam last minute but, i guess kpm don't want to hear us any more bruh, but in my country i don't know la cause my teacher said, belum confem lagi, but klau belum confem kita need to beljr, and bersedia untuk apa jua keadaan yang akan terjadi seterusnya. We can do tuis guys! dont give up

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We we're announce  there was exam on Wednesday. Every body was shocked. Most of us had projects and other things to do. We're so so so tired. The marks will be going into the system, I don't want to fail.😭

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we were supposed to do exam early on 2022 which is a few months left but all of sudden yesterday (20/11) we were told that we will have an exam on (29/11) we have to study back on back within 1 week what do you think???this is too much since this is our first on stepping into secondary highschool so that's mean we still learning from the basic...PDPR did nothing to me i didn't get anything from it...even on public holiday and weekends we still have to attend online class so we don't really time to take a rest especially on weekdays. we got a lot of homeworks which double from what we've from the normal school day..and we've to finish more than 10 questions withing a few hours just imagine how to finish 40 addmath questions and have to submit bfr 5 pm..this is too much i've been on the give up stage now...i feel like studying is just not that important anymore..my mental health not in a good condition..we were threaten ti death now....how can we study 15 topic on one subject within 1 week can you imagine it???i've a cousine that just entered university and she told me that highschool is crueal..since in university they still learning the basic thing which is spm standard is too high for highschool student...we've to change on how we think..not all people are gifted...not all people can do this...education is important but i'm sure there's a solution for that...we've to stop this...kpm have to stop puttting a high standard..please stop the science stream please stop putting addmath...even other country they just point out the most basic subject...year by year you guys trynna make a most hardest topic for us insane...

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please change that jadual peperiksaan! we only get 30min gapped between sej paper 1 and paper 2! we dont even have time to do some revision or rest! we've been treated like robot and some of us cant even catch up in pdpr🥲i hope kerajaan will pertimbangkan better jadual peperiksaan so that we all get less stresser than now

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It has been hard, very hard to be honest. First of all, pls understand it's a new syllabus, even until now I hear my teachers saying, we don't really know how the papers are going to be we just have clues here and there. Next, Amali (experiments) students weren't even able to do amali properly during school just bcoz of mco. How are we supposed to study amali online, If we had to do it practically as exams? And then amali which gives in 10 marks can actually change your whole grade if you didn't score in it well. 'Sigh' Not only that, the moment school reopened it was so stressful with TRIALS. I don't even feel like ONLINE CLASSES prepared us enough for trials. And some of my tchrs in the name of "offline class", mostly gave notes and exercises to study during our online class period. This was during my form 4. We NEVER had one 🤬 online class for that subject in form 4. Now, we're the ones to suffer because we couldn't understand it properly. Even the ones who are capable of going tuition can still get tutoring, but imagine those who aren't going tuitions? One thing they gotta understand is online classes doesn't work for everyone. We have our own mental health issues, we're demotivated sometimes. Overall it has never been efficient unless the tchrs put very much hard work in what they do. They are also stressed. NOW WITH THE SCHEDULE?! WHAT ELSE BATCH 04 HAS TO FACE? WE'VE HAD ENOUGH OF BEING LAB RATS FOR THE MINISTRY OF EDUCATION WITH THE NEW FORMAT AND SYLLABUS! AND NOW THE TIMETABLE IS SO PACKED AND STUFFED! We're human not robots we have our capabilities why be unfair to batch 04 this time, from the entire beginning it wasn't our fault, covid 19 was inevitable and ur education system... Nothing to say... More and more students are getting stressed and depressed everyday. If they don't make a CHANGE NOW, they might see more 'terjun dari bangunan' cases.

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Most of  form 3 and form 4 was done based pdpr(online based learning). I was left out in form 3 and I was in science stream class in form 4. Pdpr is very stressful in my school because they were not giving us a break, we had online classes from 8 till 2 sometimes and we often had extra classes too, and assignments that didn't make sense. I had so many breakdowns throughout this year and I nearly took my life away, my family isn't a very open hearted conversation people, certain teachers were not really understanding who in my case made my mental health worse. I lost motivation in everything and I have exams on the 29 November 2021 till the 3rd of December 2021. I hope they'll try to take things slow for us because we are literally just teenagers, we are also humans and we do need support. We don't need people to be criticising everything we're doing.

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Can u believe they announce were having exams, Pentaksiran Setara Standard (PSS) A week before its actual date?? This is very last minute. And students ONLY hv about a week to study everything. Next year pun ada exam bulan january. Why they (KPM) nak bagi kita exam LAGI2 nak end of the year?? Tcerss also hav to prepare everything last minute SEMUA LAST MINIT. We all had enough adyy. Please i Hope KPM can discuss back again about this PSS thing. And also about the SPM jadual. PLS CHANGE IT. dahla semua baru, format baru, syllabus baru, format paper baru. And ITS VERY PACK. No gaps between the subjects. 2 weeks straight. EVEN exams on the WEEKENDS too. LISTEN TO OUR VOICEE KPM!!

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online class is just as tiring as going to school, or even worser....

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online class is just as tiring as going to school, or even worser....

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seriously kitaorg habiskan our f4 and f5 time with online classes. sekolah i, tahun 2020 dalam bulan 7 gitu baru start online class. memang dari 18/3/2020 start pkp tu tak belajar langsung. naik sekolah, exam, kejap tu cuti balik terus sampai 2021. naik sekolah bulan 3 i think? after 2/3weeks, exam lagi. taksempat habis exam, pkp lagi. and now naik sekolah 2weeks, skrg tengah TRIAL. sumpah cakap, takfaham belajar online. lagi ii for me, science stream student, takde buat experiment langsung, but SPM ada amali. fikir logic macam mana nak buat, if takpernah buat pun?? plus, i study memang dekat living room, banyak distraction, very ii stressful. tv, and i cant possibly just ignore my mom talking to me. malam pulak nak study until lewat, takboleh sbb ppl want to sleep and kena turn off lampu. just imagine??? i dah fed up gila sebenarnya nak study, tiap kali orang cakap pasal SPM and study, rasa nak nangis sbb dengar pun stress. ni tiba ii SPM bulan 3, 2weeks? gila ke? batch lain pergi sekolah hari ii pun SPM takes up to 1-2 month, kitaorg 2 years duduk rumah, SPM only in half a month? hello??? ni memang jadual bukan nak students cemerlang, ni jadual janji cepat habis je. pegi mampus result student teruk pun, bukan masalah saya. mcmtu. pastu nanti mula la compare dgn result batch before, cakap kitaorg weak, malas, and bullshits. do better, KPM.

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Cry as much as u want and then wake up , study for ur future girls and boys♥️

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Cry as much as u want and then wake up , study for ur future girls and boys♥️

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I just want to say, stay strong everyone, we can get through this together , i know we can.

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I just want to say, stay strong everyone, we can get through this together , i know we can.

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tolonglah ubah jadual exam tu. saya tak nak gagal

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idk how to say, sebab penatt.. penat sangat :'. penat failed as everything. failed as student as a daughter :). my mental health about family nak hadap anxiety lepastu bila dah adapt anxiety sorang nak heal sorang sampai bila? i wanna change everything especially my own family but im only 17. many pressure. that am i 17 or 71?

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Currently we have no teacher teaching our elective subject in school!

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Currently we have no teacher teaching our elective subject in school!

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And it has been this way for months. Cikgu lepas tangan macam tu je and the school isn’t doing much. We’re doing kerja kursus (with 3 subprojects in it!) that needs to be completed by the end of this month and there’s really nobody to hang onto at school and on top of that, having trials going on as I’m writing. We don’t even have somebody properly prepare our trials paper sampai kena postpone this subject’s paper. Isn’t having a teacher to teach you at school or online the most basic student rights? We study among ourselves je sekarang because not every student can afford getting tuition. And apparently we’ll have this subject’s SPM paper on a Sunday. Have mercy on us.

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Kita tidak dapat nak bljr...thn lps pun pdpr...thn ni Pon pdpr....PDPR bkn satu cara yang bagus utk mengajar...Saya phm ia merupakan alternatif tunggal yg terpaksa digunakan utk pkp...tetapi dgn pdpr Pelajar x phm.....jadual trial mula2 jauh...pastu ubah..jadual spm buat sabtu ahad Pon exam....mana sempat nak bljr...keje sklh pdpr bertimbun..xde masa nak bt revision...kat kls tu kurang phm .... kadng2 x dpt nak fokus ..kdg2 Ade pulak ganguan line..internet slow....mmg x sempat nak belajr...bamyak benda nak dikejar...spm ni ialah Masa depan Kita ..ia bkn sekadar 1 exam....mohon sgt2 ubahlah jadual tu...berikanlah Kita Masa sedikit....Kita binggung skrg....nak kejar byk benda...nak fokus byk subjek...silibus yang x hbis bljr tu Pon mcm bljr atas2 permukaan air je....batch lain Ade Masa until bljr.....03..02....yang 04 ni mcm mna....Kita punye future mcm mana...?....mohon ubah jadual spm ...Sila bekerjasama dgn Pelajar....tlg memahami situasi Kita....

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idk what to say la... just nk gitauu
1. our mental health (really tired and worried abt all the confession i heard... tu baru my school, kat luar?)
2. we need to catch up (a lotttt)
3. silibus baru (even teacher at school still tergapai-gapai weyh)
4. we tired mental and physical (not everyone has the same fckin life)
5. can you stop treat us like tikus makmal?! (UPSR, PT3... kay i don't even want to talk abt this bcs you know 'the best' right??!)

sekiann... hope you thinking abt this not only abt yourself, money, text book and all... we really hope you can consider to ubah semula the jadual... we're the one who's gonna tadbir this country jgak nnti... thanks..

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people struggled enough with online classes . and as soon as we got back to physical classes , kpm annouced the actual dates of spmc . at first , it was a month ahead but then they move it forward . it was held on 2weeks right after we came back to school . we struggled a lot , physically and mentally. moving dates forward doesn’t seems like to be a good decision . have the kpm ever heard pur voices ? have they even care about things that happens in their surroundings? this is about our future ! we want a better future for a better malaysia but with this kind of way , it doesn’t seems that we could make it better . the spmc schedule was terrible enough but we accepted it . do you ever know how struggle we are ? we have tilawah hafazan amali and lisan on the same week . there’s no gap at all . the next week we have to continue out trial again . its tough , really it does . LOTS OF PEOPLE ARE STRUGGLING WITH THEI MENTAL HEALTH . what makes us mad is how the government handle the suicide cases . takde siapa pernah faham kenapa budak tu suicide . our country kurang awareness about suicide . kenapa nak hukum budak tu ? what did she do ? tolongla , stop memandang benda yang kecik jadi besar and stop memandang benda besar sebagai remeh .

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if people are resulting to suicide to get out of doing their exams, dont you think theres a problem with our education system? ye lah some adults and teachers condemn students assuming that online classes are easy and that we need to just 'suck it up'. not to mention many people went through alot during this pandemic besides struggling with school. the guilt that i felt when i couldnt understand the simplest topics was crazy. penat.