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i’m not trying to apologize tho. just another explanation you’ve received from this immature child.

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i’ve forgave you but, that doesn’t mean i would be fine after seeing those words. that’s why i choose for silent after that. but seems like you haven’t understand :)

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take a deep breath cause you need to understand every. single. words.

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be, there are some reasons why i’m always scared of those curse & harsh words. it’s not as simple as i’m a sensitive person, it’s way deeper & more complicated than that. i’m gonna tell you when i’m ready.

i know it sounds so pathetic. but it is what it is. i’m scared.

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i believe you’re actually a good person. i choose to believe that i know you well at least 90% of you. it means, there is still 10% of you i don’t know exactly.

maybe i should be prepared too before finding out the rest of that 10% of you.

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well, until now i’m still trying to accept the fact that you’re such a high-tempered person. maybe your friends already deal with it, but i still need time to get along with it.

in fact that i actually hate it.

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but what could i do? i choose to love you, to stay with you, so i have to accept every part of you.

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even tho i hate that, i have to accept.

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there will be time when things like this probably happens again. you can’t control the anger, and of course i won’t be fine at all. i just want you to understand that if i need to stay away for a while, don’t be mad.

it really hurts. you know, so many things that actually better left unsaid. but that time, you said it out loud.

so please, if anything like this happens again, i will deal with it, but then i for sure need a time for myself after that.

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but one thing i wish the most, is how i really wish you would do better at this. it must be hard. but can i believe that you actually can do that?

i’m counting on you.

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i love you.