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It's a constant alternating cycle of how I am so good at math and wow I am so bad at math.

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I am a gay woman. I am a mathematician. I am creative. I love to show others the joys of mathematics

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It goes from confident to underconfident and back every few hours

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I like trying to learn more everyday.

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I would feel like a math nerd that enjoyed it since being a kid since it simply made sense and transitioned from computer science to a math major since it makes more sense to me in a way and love it

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I am very careful and feel like the written word is where the magic happens, as student.

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I am an investigator. I do not “intuitively” understand much of anything from the beginning, but I will challenge everything until I finally understand and can explain. I love to teach math in this lens: you can do it! Anyone can do it.

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I am a research mathematician who is mostly interested in number theory. I have trained two PhD students and am almost finished training a third. I enjoy research and teaching and at this point I barely distinguish the two.

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Fast learner and motivated. Love algebra.

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I am a person in mathematics who wants to be able to enjoy the discipline I love without encountering fights to exist there, and I want the same for others.

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I love math just random solutions and fun ways to solve problems, prove things, and make models of things in math

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Classes, doing/getting research opportunities, confidence, do I know enough math, am I cut out for a day phd

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I am confident when I work with others

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Transition to being a math major on a path to being a grad student (fingers crossed)

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I like it sometimes, I love it sometimes, sometimes it becomes the place where I revisit the deepest feelings of not belonging. I love it but it depends on the people so I always wonder do I really??

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I like it sometimes, I love it sometimes, sometimes it becomes the place where I revisit the deepest feelings of not belonging. I love it but it depends on the people so I always wonder do I really??

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I go from 0 to 10 depends in the subject like I'm at a 0 for analysis but a 10 for abstract algebra, a 7 for linear algebra, 10 for some statistics

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Studying and luck

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I struggle with my confidence in mathematics. Somedays it feels like I must be the biggest conman ever to have fooled everyone to get here. Other days I remind myself that there’s no way I could have fooled EVERYONE along the way, so I am worthy enough to be here

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I have a published paper!

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I have proved some small things with my advisor, and I have gotten through lots of graduate school as a woman in math without community in undergrad

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Struggled in being disciplined enough to sit down and study sometimes

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Being in male-dominated spaces almost all the time

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I have struggled with consistency because usually I am more consistent when I can collaborate with people in a community

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massive impostor syndrome and not being good enough to be in grad school.

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Math is extraordinary. In one breath, math pushes and welcomes simultaneously. I love that it reveals how one thinks and permits growth at such a fundamental level.