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So you're lowkey asking what this is hm? To be exact, it's just me being random while you're not here. Simply because you have all my attentoon when we talk, can't get myself to di anything else when im with you 😩 it' extremely weird since it's just today that we've gotten together and im already deciding to write as many letter as possible till our 1st month heh 😊
I hope you'll enjoy this at least a bit, at the end of all those letter here you might find me extremeky clingy if you didn't think so yet- welp 😩 anyways that's about it of information you need about all this here~
Enjoy, my baby 💗

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Whew Nr. 1 is always the hardest. It's just been a few minutes since you've went to sleep so honestly i can't catch my mind straight as you're the only thing on it.
You know i was very shook actually, i mean...i think i had a thing for you for a while now, honestly i can't tell since when 😩 yet i tried to hold back because i thought that maybe i was just getting too much into it, who knew?
Also i mean, how could i know that you'd return the feeling hm? I've been lowkey fighting myself on whether i should tell or not, and honestly i just kept on whining and blushing as you insited for me to tell you on who my secret crush was, i was actually so close to tell you in the gc in front of lisa, but when i wanted to, you already exposed yourself in dm and let me tell you, i was never happier than this. You know just this sudden happiness that rushes over you when something really good happens?
That was me at that moment. This literally caused me to think of you everytime i hear the line "you are the cause of my euphoria" because you really are.
Maybe i'm being too much into this, i don't know, but i really love you a lot
So much that i jump up and my heart beats quicker as soon as i see your replies 😩

I'm being too much aren't i?
Aaaaa i'm sorry i just can't help it

I don't have much to say now other than that i love you, dang it, you keep on being on my mind i keep on getting lost for words, and i'm already so bad with these things😩 i'm sorry again xD
Anyways, that's it for today i guess, remember, i love you so damn much 😩💗

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Whew day one
No idea how this is gonna turn out but let me tell you
I surprisingly woke up early on a day i have to wake up at 10am latest 😩 just because of you, and i smiled widely as i talked with you, your i live you really made my morning and the rest of the day the best, gave me way more than enough strength to not feel shitty during work.
Although i was sick and your bum literally acted like i was supposed to be sent straight to the hospital, im not blaming or scolding you for that though, i found it incredibly sweet and cute of you it made me feel all giddy >///<
Ugh I'm so damn whipped for you 😩

Also I'm very much in my stubborn phase, and i'm sure i'll get super clingy, sulky and cute even though i keep telling you i'm allergic to compliments. I know myself well about this, and i'm sure i might say some teasing/bullying stuff too in future and i know you too so i'm sure you'll just tease the heck out of me and i'll get sulky. an endless circle but welp, just know that no matter what, i love you, you're my everything 💗

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Oh look and today again i can't stop thinig about you. Im secretly writing this partly during work hnnng xD
Hmm amyways where to start~
Oh right, first of all i'm so damn whipped for you and my love just keeps growing from second to second wow 😩
You know, i usually would be like very very...uuuuh wait how does one call it- uuuuuuhm OH! cautious and retiring i mean xD
Welp but i've known you since a while now, it' just been a few months but it feels like a year lowkey, even though i prolly don't know the most basic shit about you like uuuh whats your favorite food or whatever, you know what i mean 😂 but what to do, i'm bad at telling about myself as well anyways so who am i to talk. Have i actually ever told you that i used to have a crush on you before? Badum tss, exposed myself G E S P S
Probably not so shocking i mean i've always been extra soft with you despite all that.

You know, it's funny how i'm feeling this way for the very first time, like i can't really explain it it's just so...so different, a very good kind of different.
I've also haven't ever been that whipped that i'd just imidiately get sulky and sad the second i don't see you around and it lowkey makes me feel like i'm very clingy and annoying, sorry if i am😩

Reminds me, i dont think i've told you but you know i have this diary i always keep with me in school and only school because that's the only place i calmly and collected can write down my thoughts and i've looked through it a while ago and noticed that the last few pages were just mainly about you😩 am i weird? Heck I must be weird, right?  Akxkdkxkd xD
Heck there was even a page i only ranted about me seeing your interaction with jaehyun and like, i lowkey got so jealous kind of? Skdknfnfnfy aaaaasa i'm exposing myself to much, this is getting too embarrassing >~<
Anyways i'll come to an end now with this one and
I also am repeating myself when i say this but
I love you so damn much babe💗
*sprinkles love on your face since you're asleep so i can't kiss you*

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Oh heller heller look here its a local neko, her to purr out all her love for you.
Gosh i've just read all the things up there and i gotta apologize for my random butt. I'm not even sure if this is really something worth as surprise for our monthsary unu QwQ
Its surprisingly just 22:22pm rn so let me start this with an, I love you so damn fucking much baby hehehehe ^~^

So wow it hasnt even been a weak and it still feels so unreal? Like if this a dream then please don't wake me up xD
Gdi i feel so giddy, like what are butterflies? I feel a whole damn zoo when i think of you or when i'm with you
There is actually not one second i stop smiling when talking to you and even tho im lowkey i very emo brat i'm actually a sunshine thanks to you.

Believe it or not but everytime i keep waiting for you to text me.
Everytime i see your messages i smile like an idiot.
Everytime you call me yours, i get goosebumps and giggle
Everytime you say 'i love you' my heart speeds up and/or skips a beat and i just realize that you are simply way too good for me? Like what did i do to deserve someone as amazing as you? ;;
How to deserve such a sweet caring, spoiling soft boyfriend like you when all i am is just a mere silly idiot? Especially now i'm even more of an idiot bcuz i do things i usually would never do. 😩

And you know me, i usually tend to think about myself very negatively, i still do at some points but then again, your constant compliments and random love confessions make me so damn positive and cocky to some extent? I simply am just not used to feel this way i'm honestly still just surprised by all this😩

Gosh i usually am sl bad at expressing myself, tf is wrong with me. When you're there i cant keep my thoughts straight, totally messed up butmyet here i am writing all of this,
aish look what you're doing to me babe xD

Gosh i very lowkey feel so weird about writing all these, watch the eventual character developement- OKNO
there wont be character developement bcuz i suck and always will, the only thing that keeps changing is my love for you bcuz it keeps getting more and more 😩
Lmao i'm probably the only girlfriend to every exist that jokingly insults herself and jumps to being cheesy right after. You really got yourself into something my love~

But hey, you
Yes you, the thief of my heart
I love you so damn fucking much💜💙💚💛🧡❤
*throws kisses at you and dashes off bcuz i finished writing this at 4am-*

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*pops confetti and enters dramatically*
Heller there, it's ya stunning queen her to-
OKNO thats totally not me omfg HAHAHAHAHA XD uff
I'm actually writing all this during class while studying #multitasking
What to do what to do.
Only a few weeks left before my holidays hnng, perfecr time to constantly spoil you with my love 😩💗

Ok before i really start this i needa let out something that comes Very late.
HOW DARE does Jae kiss MY man WKXKDKXKFKYJD tf is up with that boy, you cant just go up to MY man and kiss him GRRRR lemme fite😤 not that i got jealous, i'd rather call it posessive 😩 BUT you can't just go and try to get whats MINE hmpf😤
Ok end of rant- This has been brought to you by crazy sulky girlfriend mode 😩

! W A R N I N G !
! FLUFF AHEAD !

F l a s h n e w s:

It's been brought to us that there has been a weird young girl around the city, she hasm't really done something much that seeks attention, she's going around singing happily and picking up flowers, smiling and squeaking eventually as she looks at her phone, which isn't partocularily weird either, people just found it wird to see a girl acting that way.
"She must be really in love" or "she seems really whipped" they say.
All in all this seems more like a cute than a weird story.
This news has been brought to you by Kawaii-chan herself.

OK IM SORRY IM SO WEIRD OKAY I CANT HELP IT AKDJKDKYYB >~<
Actually this one here wont get as long as the others, since im writing this during school and want to spend time with you as it ends, and then sleep HAHAHAHA im sorry but you know how this turns out either way ㅋㅋㅋ xD

Aaaaaaa i could have written way more for today, i'm sorry baby 😩

But ey
You know i love you so damn fucking much right? hihihihihi ^~^💜💙💚💛🧡❤

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Oh looky, it's saturday a day on which i talk to you the whole time so i' basically forgetting to write for today- okno just kidding, my mind is just all messed up bcuz once again its just filled with aftee talking for the whole day with you ANDIMSULKYBECAUSEYOUWONTBEONLINETOMORROWBUTWHATTODO XDD

but yo its ya girls lowkey exposing time, ok its actually thw time to be sorry for her-
So you remember how i told you about that i just kinda got sad about thinking about you still multidating? ^^;
Yiep im damn sorry about that one, it's just like, i just tend to panic when i get smth into my head i dont really like, not that im supposed to complain anyways- fuck i'm being dramatic again aakfkfnfkxn IM SORRY I DONT MEAN IT LIKE THAT 😩
but ya know i just get scared easily, however i didnt really intend to make you feel like i'm doubting you or anything? Oh no no no no hell no. And dont tell me you didnt bcuz i damn know i did. But let me tell you that i literally trust you so much you could just randomly appear on my door with ya car and be like " get in" and i'd be like " alright boo, i'll just grab my jacket real quick" heck i even trust you so much i'd be willing to give you access to my acc if you want to xDD it's not like i'm hiding anything anyways 😩 i'm an open book, i'd tell you anyways, lmao i can't even say no to you gdi 😩💗

Aaaah if i could i'd say sorry a million times to you but i think i'd lowkey die and you'd smack me for being annoying-

Sighs. You know i sometimes just think and say very stupid and eventual hurtful things, however that doesn't mean i doubt you or am complaining or love you less OR WHATEVER, it's just because my bum really is too stupid to expresss herself properly and literally might get those moments where i believe that i don't and never deserve someone as great as you are and istg if you say you aint at all then my pillow is already up tightly in my hand, ready to smack your head 😤

You're the most amazing nd loveliest creature in the world. Yes im saying creature bcuz someone like you cant just be a simple human being.
You're literally the most sweet and most caring person i've had so close to my heart and never have i ever seen someone as honest and humble yet so fricking cocky as you and thats a good thing. Never have i ever seen someone that loves so sincerely and never have i ever seen someone so dedicated in the person they love like you are.
I may be the only person to see it that way, but heck i will shove this so many times in your face till your emo self finally gets it. I know that even thought you don't really say it you lowkey hate yourself, but i'm here to try replacing that with love, i might or might not fail miserably but eyy i'll still love you unconditionally because despite that you're still that amazing to me and you're the one i love, even if your butt gets sick of me i'll be there to love you. I'm being too much right now aren't i?
I'm sorry i just can't help it.

I already suck at expressing my feelings to you directly then i'll at least try to express it as good as possible here.

You're way more than amazing and I love you so damn much baby, all those words aren't even enough to express it.💗💘💖💞❣

P.s: i've written this on both satirday and sunday bcuz my butt got too emotional half way 😩💗

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Hello there baby, its ya weird girlfriend who's sick of putting the daily date as title  when i basically end up confessing my love to you every day again. Im probably gonna repeat myself again but what to dooooooo

But heyo, i'm whipped
So whipped i'm putting my attention on only you and forget to get myaelf ready or how to properly eat, WHOOPSIE XD
You should have noticed by now how damn much i suck with writing stuff like this, man, maybe i should just give up to make this your monthsary surprise hm?
Bevause if you really believed until now that this is all you'll get to see on our monthsary, then my dear you're so so damn wrong, my lovely idiot💗
In fact this is just a little extra for you that you'll firstly get too see on our monthsary, but in fact i'll keep on uodating this afterwards as well, just for you to read while i'm away ㅋㅋㅋ if you want to that is.
So this is totally not your actual surprise, by the end of all these letters and ONLY after you've read everything, i want you to go to my profile and click on the link in my bio, there might not be a password however and if there is then you can guess what it is because it's something i tell you everyday, shouldn't be hard tp guess hm?

Anyways, i love you baby💗
I hope you wont see me like a whole retard after reading all these HAHAHAHA XD