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pagod na pagod na ako... I cried for 20 mins kanina, my patient's mom passed on... hirap.... saan ba ako kukuha ng lakas

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Kuya Jess

The past year has been challenging for most of us. Despite those challenges, you never left our side when we needed someone we could run to and confide. I was so lost last year that I had no idea what to do with my life and no direction. This year, with your light and guidance, I am hopeful that I would be able to get back on track towards the path you made for me. Also, it is with utmost gratitude that I thank you for keeping my family and loved ones safe and healthy when not everyone have that luxury.

Kuya Jess, I thank you for your sacrifice and love that saved us. Your passion is what made us free from the eternal sin and may we, someday give back everything you have sacrificed. This week we celebrate you, your life and your family. Continue to guide is, love us, bless us and forgive us.

I trust and lift everything to you, KJ.

Jess Bless to everyone.

Basta Ikaw, Lord.
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Ako ulit. For months now, I have heard so many people loosing their love ones over COVID 19 and many other diseases. I also heard people struggling with sick family members and many other concerns, along with patients themselves with COVID 19.

I want to breakdown and stop listening and being there. Daughters and sons giving up on the parents they can't understand and parents gasping for relief from turbulent relationships with their children.. so much pain and brokenness.

People struggling with work, friends and partners. I hear them all. All I can do is just be there for them and for you. I also have my worries... I have my pains... But every time I feel like giving up or when it seems that every one runs to me and that I have no one to run to... YOU SHOW UP....

Please be there for me always.... There are days that I want to breathe too....

+BIL

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Kuya Jess,

It’s been a while. Grateful for this opportunity to be with the community again. I really missed talking to you about everything. My days will always be my sanctuary, my peace. It’s where I always felt seen, heard and safe. Though I know that you’re everywhere, but the days is the place and memory I always cling to, when I feel helpless, despair and lost. Salamat, Jess for all the wonderful people sa days. Thank you, Jess for your ultimate sacrifice, for your love.

Samahan mo kami sa landas na tinatahak namin ngayon. Mahirap, magulo, nakakapagod. Pero kung para sayo, kakayanin namin to.

Basta Ikaw Lord. Basta Ikaw. Always.

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I am sorry. I am sorry for getting tired of everything that I got to the point where I was questioning you whenever another problem comes up. I am sorry I got to the point where I keep praying but I don't seem to feel better. Everything is challenging nowadays. I pray Kuya Jess that all of us will have the courage to face the reality that we have. That all of us realize that we need your forgiveness before everything gets better.
Please guide us, KJ as this world is becoming a scary place. May we all feel loved and appreciated by our loved ones. Whenever I feel hate inside, please remind me that You love me.

May your healing hands heal my parents and loved ones. Please Kuya Jess help me to be more understanding. Help me to be understood as well.

Lastly, please Kuya Jess bless the Philippines with maayos and honest na governemnt officials from the lowest to the highest rank.

Thank you.

BIL, always.

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Kuya Jess,

It’s been a while. Last year, I really didn’t really make the most of the Holy Week or Lent. I was in shock - with so much going on in the world (when the pandemic hit) and in my personal life. You know my struggles. It has been a challenging three years to say the least but when time was most difficult, you gave me and my husband a blessing. This year is not that much different but you have worked miracles in my life in ways I never really understood until now. I praise you and thank you because I am still alive. I cling on to this hope that while the crosses we carry have been much heavier in these times, you are always with me. And when all this is done, we will all rest with you in Paradise. For life is but a blink of eye in Eternity with you.

I ask for forgiveness for all the times I despaired and have forgotten you. I am grateful that You remained faithful to me. I ask that you bless me and my growing family and to keep us all out of harm’s way.

Jess, help us all to live the fourth, now more than ever. In these dark times, You are our source of light. See us through. We will hold on.

Basta Ikaw.

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Kuya Jess,

Today, I received an unexpected email from an institution I applied for. Hindi ko na talaga inexpect na magrereach out sakin yung HR kasi it has been a month since I applied. Pero as usual, You surprised me and reminded me that You really move in mysterious ways. Itinataas ko po Sayo yung examination ko on Monday, alam Niyo kung paano na lang ako kabahan nang todo when it comes to job interviews, pero in all those experiences, I know na nandun Ka at kasama kita.

I pray that this will be my light at the end of the tunnel. In Jesus' Name, matatanggap ako dun sa position na yon. Kayo na po ang bahala!

BIL

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Kuya Jess,

Thank you for placing me where I am, its not easy, but I am grateful for the trust. Please help me take care of my family as I take care of others. Please be present in the midst of all my sessions... Help me be there for others... Protect my family always.

BIL

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Kuya Jess

I know that these past few months challenged me and made me doubt everything. Sobra pong daming uncertain ngayon na minsan ang hirap na po magtiwala. I pray for strength and patience that my time will come, na dadating po yung opportunity na para sa akin. One day, masasabi ko po na worth it na sumunod ako sa gusto Mo kahit hindi naman po ito yung gusto ko. Sorry po sa pagdududa at panghihina. Palakasin niyo po kami sa mga battles na nilalabanan namin araw-araw. Patuloy pong maniniwala at magtitiwala Sa'yo.

BIL

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Kuya Jess,
Im sad today because  Our Tito suddenly passed away because of stroke. It happened real fast so it is still a shock for all of us. I have a condition as well so seeing mom cry today when he suddenly died makes me feel deeply sad. I cant even focus with work that much. Please help mom recover from this grief because she has high blood and have mild stroke as well. Please Lord, help my relatives as well to be strong. Whats most difficult for mom is we cannot even go there to Siargao to visit hom because of travel ban for seniors. We are still hoping and praying for a miracle for us or mom to go there because she wanted to see him one last time. Please take pff the regret that she has wherein she wasnt able to say one last goodbye. My aunt also died of stroke last year so mom had two siblings gone. I fervently pray that you give her strength and take away her grief please.  Jess please be there for us in this time of loss. I pray for covid-19 cases to decreases as well. Basta Ikaw Lord kakayanin.

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Kuya Jess,

I am so frustrated. I am so down. Nakakapagod gumising araw-araw na hindi ka sigurado kung anong mangyayari sa bansang 'to.

I am so heartbroken about our situation. So heartbroken that I suddenly think that I need to change the direction of my dreams.

Help me with this decision, KJ. Help me to follow Your plan, Your will. Help me to trust in it, too.

Help me, Kuya Jess.

Mahal na mahal Kita, alam kong hindi Mo kami papabayaan.

BIL.

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Kuya Jess,

May this week serves as a reminder for me to slow down and think things through. During these confusing times, may you be the light to show me the right path that I have to take. As I am trying to look for my purpose, please give me a solid and clear sign so I could do things according to your plan. Kuya Jess, please grant me my hearts desires at the right moment and at the right time.

Kuya Jess, I pray for everyone's safety especially during this time of pandemic. Please help us find our peace of mind in our own ways. May you protect us from any harm, physically, emotionally, and most especially spiritually.

I love you, Kuya Jess. BIL!

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Kuya Jess,

You know me better than anyone. You know the desires of my heart. Please guide me as I take this leap of faith, as I change my direction. I pray that I am making the right decision.

I also pray for our frontliners and workers. Give them the strength to endure this challenge we all face. They are tired, but they continue to do what you called them to do. We are grateful for their service and love.

Continue to be with us, KJ. I know that despite the uncertainties, you remain.

Alam kong hindi mo kami pababayaan. Salamat po.

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Kuya Jess,

I pray for the recovery of my partner's guardian from lung cancer and COVID-19. Please grant her peace of mind as well from all her negative thoughts. I also pray for my partner and her family's health, both physical and mental, that they may remain healthy and safe during their quarantine. Please continue to bless them with their needs. I will entrust everything unto You. Thank you, KJ.

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My heart is so heavy, and I don’t know what to do. Please show me, what I need to do. I know You are the only one who can understand me. Thank you po because You still give me billions of reasons to stay strong everyday. Please help me, heal me. Ikaw na po bahala sakin lalo na po sa mga decisions ko.

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KJ,
You know the deepest desires of my heart, and how I am fervently praying for my family's healing, their immediate recovery, and for this pandemic to end soon. We trust in You, always and in all ways.

I'm also praying for the safety and protection of my daughter amidst this ordeal we've been facing.

We love you, Kuya Jess. BIL 🙏🏼

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I want to thank you for everything you've done for my family and me. Please keep us safe at all times, especially this time of the pandemic.

Thank you for allowing me to run my own business. With your guidance, I know that this business will grow more.

I pray that this pandemic ends soon. Please keep us healthy.

Thank you so much for everything, KJ!

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“I know You care, and I know You aren’t really sleeping on the job in my life. Please speak to my storms and tell them to be still. Until You do, please fill me with faith instead of fear.”

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Kuya Jess,

I am full of so much hurt, hate and anger right now. I am questioning myself and my capabilities. I don't know what to do. I stopped doing the things I love. I isolated myself from the people who love me. KJ, please help me forgive the person who hurt me. I know everything happens for a reason and you will not give me trials I cannot handle. Please help me. I need you. Bless my heart, clear my mind and heal my wounds so I can go on and reach for my dreams. Thank you KJ for not leaving me.

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KJ,

I pray for my loved ones, my family and my partner. May we find peace of mind amidst these trying times. Please continue to bless and protect us. Alam ko po na di niyo kami pinapabayaan and may rason po lahat ng nangyayare. I trust in You po.

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praying for everyone who took a leap of a faith and those who were forced to turn into a different direction. I hope to be able to help and touch more hearts. Thank you for being with us KJ, sana mas makatulong din kami sa iba. Please open their hearts and minds for help that will be coming in. God bless the Ph.

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I lift up to You ALL our incompetent “leaders” in this country. May you give them LOTS of wisdom to handle this pandemic. Okay na po kahit corrupt sila, wala naman tayong magagawa dun as long as gawin sana nila trabaho nila tulad ng financial aid sa mga mahihirap, mass testing at vaccination kasi mga Pinoy ang nagssuffer.

Buksan niyo din po ang isip ng mga DDS na bulag padin sa katotohanan na nasa kangkungan na tayo. Alam namin na bayaran sila pero most of the time, ang sarap na po kasi talaga pumatol.

Bigyan niyo din ng will ang mga kabataan na magrehistro sa darating na eleksyon.

Sana po ay taasan din ang sahod ng mga doktor sa Pilipinas ngayon bilang sila ang pinaka-malaking sacrifice sa nangyayari. Naway mabigay sakanila ang nararapat.

Ikaw na bahala KJ. Tiwala ako Sayo. Ilang buwan nalang 2022 na. Matatapos din to.

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KJ,

Please give us strength to persevere during these trying times. Overwhelming na siya at times pero kakayanin po, with you on our side. Thank you po

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KJ,

Andami na sigurong nagdadasal sayo. I feel so helpless and scared but no choice but to fight in this pandemic.

Kaw na bahala.

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Kuya Jess, I am so grateful that You are always with us and that even in these trying times I know You are beside us. Continue to guide us into the situation right now and I am just praying for the pandemic to be over. Always keep us safe.

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KJ, I pray for the following:
- the souls of the people we have lost, so that they may rest
- the incompetent leaders of this government, so that will finally do what is right
- our families, and the families of the people around us, so that the love will remain
- the future of the Philippines, so that there is an actual future for us

We are in troubling times, but through you, I know that we have hope. It is the only thing that keeps us going. With you in our minds and hearts, we know that you our by our side at all times.

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KJ, I pray that this pandemic will end very soon. You are our greatest healer and provider. May our faith  be bigger than our worries.

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KJ, give us an open mind and heart so that we may be your instrument of love and service to the people who need us.

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During these dark times, KJ, be with us. Amen.