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The last time I had the angriest day was when I found out my dad passed away. 2 years ago in December 2019 was the last time I talked to my dad, he hadn't answered my texts and calls, I was getting so worried. Me and my siblings haven't talked to him since then. In January we were all planning to surprise him in Maui for spring break but we didn't make it to him. February 22/23rd 2019 was when we found out God took him home. I cried for so long, I felt super depressed and alone. My dad was my best friend and I would tell him everything. We still went up to Maui to visit the last spot he was in and got to take pictures.

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The last time I had a powerful emotion was when we were moving about a couple weeks ago. The reason why is because I had a lot of memories from that place and all the good times I had so when I was told we were moving it took a while to set in. but after a while I got used to it. But i still missed my old house and of all the times we had that place and the struggles. Now today I am fine myself and have moved on from it. I also have been liking this new house of our at the same time because its bigger and more suitable for living.

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The last time i had a powerful emotion was 5 days ago. My birthday party was moved the the next day because that is when my team was playing. 10 o'clock in the morning. My heart was pounding because the game had just started. The first kick off, the ball flying through the air like a jet. My hopes higher then the sky, but as the game grew longer, my hopes grew shorter. You could see the smile dropping as the score of the other team rising and in the end.. the fans were not cheering because that day we'd lost it all. Green bay.. lost it all. My day grew sad and upsetting. The feeling of disappointment. I went home that day with a gloomy heart.

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The last time I had a powerful emotion was...

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I think that the last time I had a powerful emotion was last week actually. So my brother likes to practice boxing with a sand bag outside,  and recently it broke off the tree so he likes to use me, even before it broke he would hit me and kick me but I didnʻt really mind but lately its been getting to me. I would usually hit back just to stick up for myself, and whenever I hit him my mom is around and yells at me to stop when heʻs the one being violent. Its so infuriating, when she lets my brother hit me but I canʻt hit him back. So I just snapped, with all my anger and pain  because Iʻve had enough of being pushed around. I yelled at her for being on his side all the time, for not seeing that he hits me more harder than I do, tears ran down my face, the taste of salt light on my lips. After that I went outside and I spent time with my dogs and calmed down. My brother still hits me but she makes sure to scold him.

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the last time i was taken by powerful emotion was when it was couple days ago
- it started off when i was on Instagram , some people were going to my profile to click my tellonmy link and say anonymous things about me  , i thought it'll be nice and positive but i was wrong . 10 minutes later i was just casually scrolling through it . i got notifications popping up saying "stop acting like your cute" etc... "your ugly..." ,"your not even pretty" , "it doesnt make difference if your not wearing makeup or you are bc your still not pretty" . reading this , my heart was pounding so fast , my insecurities started to kick in. as  , tears were flowing out of my eyes. i  know that words dont  matter , but being told this multiple times it matters to me. i didn't know what to say or do , but all i know is that there are somethings that i cant control . it hurts when your being judged when you know its the same gender of you.  i immediately screenshot these messages . and send it to my bsf , she told me directly that "dont listen to them" , "your pretty naturally or with makeup" , "look at you shy , their just jealous" , hearing this from her makes me realize that she was right and those messages  were just hate comments . i finally started to not listen about others opinion .

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The last time I was having mixed emotions was a couple day ago, It started when My mom yelled at me. Once she yelled I immediately felt myself fill with anger and sadness. She kept yelling and at that time I completely snapped I screamed back with tears leaving my eyes. I used a lot of my energy at the time I had dropped to my knees in pain with my siblings standing around me. My moms face was frozen in shock she knelt next to me saying she was sorry and she’ll try to understand me now. I had felt all my emotions disappear and I felt relaxed and a burden lifted off of me.

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I feel like the last time I had a strong emotion was New Years.  It was a good emotion, but I’m not quite sure how to explain
it. It was New Year’s Eve I was kind of excited for the year to end. As I thought about it more the less excited I became... I know everyone says that they couldn’t wait for the year 2020 to end but if you think about it when it strikes midnight it’s just another day. I know it’s supposed to be a celebration of the end of the year and people can’t wait to get 2020 over with, but the worlds problems are still there the next day, but as it got darker and midnight came closer my excitement started to come back. We had Chinese for dinner we played games and even though I barely won I’ve got to admit, it was pretty fun. Now later in the evening as it struck midnight I gazed upon the stars on the sky to find fireworks light up the sky and I stopped for a second and looked up and watch the fireworks light up the sky and just took a breath and even with the loud fireworks going pew...BOOM pew...Boom I still felt calm like everything around me just faded away and it was just me. I do not believe in magic but yet it felt magical

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The last time I was taken by a powerful emotion was when my family started having problems. It started on Christmas when my grandma invited my drug addict uncle to our party. And she didn’t even ask my great grandma or my mom if he could come so she really disrespected our space by doing so.Yelling and fighting erupted and everyone left early. The next day my grandma got a pillow with all the kids and grand kids names on it and because my uncles girlfriends name wasn’t on it he got all heated "F YOU MOM" is what his ungrateful a** said(that’s what drugs and alcohol do to you people they mess you up in the god damn head). Anyway a week later my grandma that we are currently not really in contact with because she and her husband are so toxic kicked my aunty out of there house because of a stupid f’ing reason. SLAM! my aunty slammed the door and left.  And what’s the reason you may ask? Because she didn’t want to be in a group chat that had a bunch of drama... yes that’s the reason so now our family is basically falling apart and we all don’t really like my grandma. Every time I think of my family falling apart I cry.

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The last time I felt a very overwhelming emotion was when I went camping with my family and close friends.  That weekend I was so happy it was as if nothing could ruin my mood.  I woke up to the sound of the waves and laughter and the scent of food cooking on the grill which made me even more happy i couldn't stop smiling.  When we sat on the sand the breeze blew just enough to  cool you off and the water was just right when I jumped in my body instantly relaxed, It was as if I was in another world.  The cool water against my skin, my hair soaked from the salt water just made me feel so peaceful and relaxed .  The waves wasn't to big but it was still a good size to have fun.  During this camping trip we swam for hours on end and ate good food like shrimp and steaks, ribs and other foods.  And then at night we played games like Acey Duecey, another game we call high low, and we danced until we couldn't anymore.  One of these nights we brought glow sticks and had a glow in the dark party we played Podagee Horseshoe and tapped glow sticks on it so we could see where they were and some of my brother even went night swimming with them.  This weekend I was for sure overwhelmed with happiness

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The last time I was taken over by a powerful emotion was when I got into an argument with my siblings. I have a lot of homework to get done, a lot of chores to do along with doing the baby so that my parents can get their sleep. I have all of this and a little help would be nice. We each have our own set of chores, so when they don't do their chores (which they never do) I do it so that the house is clean and that my dad comes home to a clean house with dinner ready. My siblings were taught differently because they weren't raised by my mom's side, but my dad's side. My dad's side doesn't make the kids do anything, they believe that being a kid should be cherished. My mom's side is the one I always went to since I was born. They taught me how to cook, how to clean, and focus on my work and working towards my future. So when my siblings come home or stay home and do nothing it gets me mad to the point that I start yelling and arguing with them. They would yell back and swear at me, it made my heart ache that my younger siblings are talking back to people older than them. I felt so mad and I kept making my fists, wanting to punch them, but I also knew violence wasn't going to solve anything.They learned how to talk back from their cousins that don't do anything. My siblings gang up on me and yell back which makes my parents yell. I don't want my parents to yell, but at the same time my anger drives out and it makes me want to hit them. When my parents end up yelling at me for it my mind races, my heart speeds up and my hands feel like flying and throwing my hands at them.

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The last time I felt a very powerful emotion was when I got to ride dirt bike with my cousins. I was very joyful because all the adrenaline was pumping and the wind was going through my hair. Me and my cousins were riding at Kahuku Motocross Track. It was a very great experience. We rode through a bunch of different tracks and we found a cool viewing area because the place we were riding was on a mountain. I got even more joyful because after we rode dirt bikes, we got to go to the beach. Overall, it was a very fun so I was joyful the entire day.

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They're days were i am always mad at mu little cousin. Right now she's in that moody stage where all gives is attitude. It pisses me off to hear the way she talks to her mom or even to me because we were always raised to talk to people with respect and that not give attitude unless you want a punch to your mouth. There was this night where she was just acting completely stupid and she told me to go back in my room just because she was making trouble to my other cousin so we were making trouble back. Then she threw trash at me so i got really pissed off and i can't hit her because shes a crybaby so i threw my yogurt at her. Lol i know i shouldn't have been i wasn't about to keep letting her it's okay to talk to me like that because theres times were i always let it go but yeah.

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At the moment i was so angry with a fight i had with my sister. We were camping with family. I felt like everyone was against me that i could have broken anything around me. Even after the fight i was still enraged and kept on clenching my fist cause i wanted hit something till broken. I was so mad that if i was a bomb i would have blown up and destroy everything till unrecognizable.  I started to have a pounding in my head that i thought i was going to fall on my knees. Going to the tent to help settle my anger and pounding happening to me . The next day, i was still angry with everything and ignored everyone like a disease.

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I was already fuming from an argument I had with my mom that morning.  My jaw was clenched and shoulders were tight as I walked into study hall at the end of the day.  I sat down next to the usual group of volleyball girls and got my homework out waiting for my friend to walk down from C Building.  My head was pounding but I didn't think anything of it.  Wehi finally showed up and I felt a little better but was still worried about having to go home to my mom for round 2 of our argument.  I tried to lose myself in asking Wehi how her day went, but my mind kept running back to my mom, and my stomach kept knotting.