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I’m waiting everyday to see you. I wait all the time to feel you care. I’m waiting for the time till I feel you truly need and love me. And need me more than the things that I can give.:(

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Thank you bhie for coming to visit me yesterday . I missed you a lot and you touch made me stronger. Your words made see hope for a better tomorrow. With our love kept in our hearts. 4/17

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Mahal na mahal kita

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I hope your well .. I hope your smiling ... I hope your missing me too

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When you came into mylife. I thought it was you.. but then it truly is not it’s time to let go.. goodbye to our dreams bhie

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I’m thankful each time we can smile for one another.

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How much love do you still have for me? 12/15/19

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Each time I see you since you last left is like the first time we met. Each time I meet a new person in you. When I watched the film “last Christmas “ I saw you and me in that film.They both came on the time when they needed someone to lift and give strength to each other but when the reason why they met is done they knew someone has to let go and just forever keep them in their hearts.. Bhie you know how much I love you I’m scared please hold my hand tightly while you can.. I feel the time is coming

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Father God I thank you so much for sending me Jay I felt love even awhile. I would like to pray God I feel difficult each day. Could you take away my love for him? Please help me. Each night is getting harder. I want to be happy again. Please can you remove my feeling of love for him.? I’m scared everyday I know his well and happy and I’m miserable please touch my heart so I will just give up. But I still pray We could have our baby. Please forgive me.. please save me God

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Please take away my pain

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What will happened after tonight.. will you accept me?

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Dear baby,
Please help mommy ask God to send you to mu tummy soon.Dad and I loves you so much.. Please help mommy  so it will not be so difficult for me without daddy... We love you JD. - mom and dad

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Dear baby,
Dad and I loves you so much. Especially mommy loves you and I cant wait for you to come into my life.. please come to us soon anak. I love you

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Daddy and I are excited hope youll come to us soon Jay David Hanh Kureu 🥰🥰🧸

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To my baby's dad. Please continue to love me and our child. Forever....

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Having you is happiness for me pls stay forever 8/30

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I wish we could just forever smile together . 8/30/19

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Baby everytime I think about you It made me realise  how good it feels to love over and over again..i wish we can be together forever. I wish we can have babies. I wish you will see love in me too... i cannot remember how it feels when i dont have you...

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Dear Bhie,
I honestly cannot take it anymore. Im so tired accepting all. I know many times you are not telling the truth to me.you always ignore me. My mind says that....i dont know how to fight my heart but im suffering because of you. If only one day my feelings will be gone it will be easier for me. Im scared if you will lose youre love first i hope its me coz its not as difficult for you. You have another girl and I dont have anyone. I wish tomorrow I dont love you anymore so I will not continue to suffer.... i wish i lose the love first

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My answered prayer

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Having you near me ..holding you near me..

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Love

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Baby i love you.. thinking about the coming days scares me.. wish i can say all wish i can just let go.. i pray we pass all these but im scared of whats next..

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One year and counting i love you with all my heart

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One year and counting i love you with all my heart

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So this is how it feels to be far from you.. i miss you alot..i hope you're missing me too

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We love..

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We ended and it crashed me .. he left like wind that brushed me that left so suddenly..his gone i will miss him so much.. his gone

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Im so tired..if this will not go somewhere lord please prepare me to let go of him ..i dont feel his love anymore it will be painful i know but plaease help me take away the pain

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I feel Im not me again... not like before im so confident..now im so different

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Someday I hope youll see me. Make feel important and your only..i wish someday

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You coming here right now gives me pain. Its not me..how to let you go?..i feel you dont want me anymore. How will I prepare. The smile I used to have is slowly fading. What will I do to make you stay. I cannot tell you..but I wish you will hold  on to me..till we can..till you can..till I can..

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Scared.. its coming .How will I mend my heart that is hurting. How?

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Ending soon

It hurts so bad

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Worried it will end soon. You give so many reasons everytime how much more can i take it.

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Tired
Im so tired of waiting for you
So tired of all your reasons what am i to you
Is it so hard to love me back?
Why is it so hard..why is it so hard

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Hurt

Why do you always hurt me?...isnt all that i do not enough? I tried to do all bug it seemed nothing is enough. Why do you keep hurting me? Sometimes i feel that anyghing in me will never be enough to be loved. All i ever wanted is to feel you want me too. Everytime i try harder the more you make me feel unwanted ..what wrong  what more should i do so you will treat me well. Am i just a game that is played all tge time. When will i feel happy..when will i feel wanted

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And i just want to feel that Im breathing..

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And even sometimes things are not easy I just want to stay with him😍

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Happy birthday baby. Thinking about not having you in my life crashes my heart

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I honestly just want to be with the person who only wants to be with me. .. and cant live without me only . .only me

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Whats our fate?

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Dear yellow ,

How can you laugh like sunshine in the midst of rain. ❤️

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Yellow,

Days are full whenever your around will it scars when you leave? 🤧

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And then you came like an answered prayer. I've always wish to love again but is this something right ... how can it be wrong when you just added happiness to my life

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I actually didn't remember posting this and then I realized I just said it recently ...

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I wish someday or soon you'll come and give more color to my everyday ... coppied and posted 2 yrs ago.. i think he came but which color did you bring?