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Movie: The Breakfast Club
Song: Hooked on a Feeling by Blue Swede
Color: Yellow
Restaurant: Portillo's
Sports Team: Chicago Cubs

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- Empathetic
- Funny
- Athletic
- Intuitive
- Creative

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Awestruck is a Christian summer camp in Lawrence, Indiana. My church group from St. Marks Lutheran, here in St. Charles, goes to this camp at the end of July. We take a week and give 40 service hours to multiple organizations in the area. On the last day, we host a concert!

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Most of the time, I feel the need to explain myself. My anxiety usually gets the best of me and I ask myself so many questions. I tend to rationalize how I feel almost all the time, or else I feel like others won't understand or believe what I'm saying.

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Homecoming 2018 with my close friend Gabby

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I'm extremely high on this scale. Diagnosed with anxiety and clinical depression, I'm almost always in my head. I'm a very tactile learner, and I understand words more than I do pictures to the point where I can see a picture and write a story about it. Similar to the Thematic Apperception Test. I worry about whatever is on my mind. It can be as small as if I turned my closet light off before school. Even though I'm high on this scale, I still work on the other traits I have.

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I tend to use this defense mechanism a lot around my family. If I get upset at my brothers I usually take it out on my friends. If I'm frustrated with my parents, I'll take it out on my brothers. There's a cycle to it.

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In my future, I want to work in the psychology field, either as a psychologist or as a researcher. I'd love to use my creativity as a writer to help people that are struggling mentally, and to be able to write about coping skills and mindsets to improve. Right now, I see myself as funny, athletic, and a caring person. I wish I was a more lighthearted person, and I wish I thought better about myself.

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Living at home with my parents and two brothers, I have my physiological and safety needs met. Love and belonging is something I struggle with daily. I mostly worry about if I'm belonging or if I'm loved, or if everything is fake and nothing really means anything. I know I have friends and people to go to, but I tend to doubt whether or not those people will stay. My esteem is slightly low, but it's something I work on.

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Every Thanksgiving break my grandparents have taken me to a historical place. This is from Washington DC in the fall of 2017. We've been to Virginia, Massachusetts, Texas, North Carolina, Washington DC, and our last one in 2018 will be Charleston, South Carolina

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As an introverted person, I range on the lower side of extroversion. I tend to keep to myself, which gives me a very intuitive head space. I'm friendly, but I'm not assertive. I don't really have any interest in doing huge adventurous things.

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Worthiness doesn't have requirements. - Brene Brown

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Just because someone isn't willing to love us, doesn't make us unlovable. - Brene Brown

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I catch myself doing this a lot. I struggle with love and belonging on a humanistic level, so being assertive and saying what I feel isn't always my first choice of action. When I'm in conflict, I usually compromise and go win/win. But sometimes when I'm mad, I don't express it at all because I'm scared the other person won't have the same strategy of compromising.

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The 2017-18 JV1 softball team. I was the only catcher, and the only freshman catcher that was moved up. With 7 pitchers! We had a very good season

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I believe that I am fairly agreeable. I cooperate and listen to what everyone has to say. I believe I'm trustworthy, I try to be. I'm extremely empathetic, one of my strongest traits. I always do my best to relate and comfort the people around me, and I always put others before me. The idea of making other people feel better than I do when I'm sad is what I work towards the most.

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These are my little cousins.

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Shannon Hornstein. My best friend for 10 years.

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Throughout my mental learning of my clinical depression and severe anxiety, I have been very uplifted by Brene Brown and her books. She has inspired me and I'd like to grow up and use my creative writing and love for psychology to do what she does

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2 years ago my mom beat her battle with breast cancer!!

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Looking into my life from almost an outside perspective, I think I have a balanced ego, and possibly some left over superego. I tend to follow rules and I'm the kind of person that freaks out if I don't have all the information on how to do something. I have a very strong urge to be perfect, which is not the healthiest thing. My id doesn't really come out unless I feel like I'm being walked on a lot. If I see that my mental health is at jeopardy then I will do what I have to do to keep me healthy. Overall I have a balanced and stable ego, but I know I'm still learning how to handle situations with either an emotional mind or a rational mind.

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I think I'm very conscientious. I'm dedicated to what I'm doing. I put effort into things and if I don't, then it's not worth it. I'm thoughtful and careful, about other people and my own actions.

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You are imperfect and wired for struggle, but are worthy of love and belonging. - Brene Brown

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Everything hurts and I'm dying. -Leslie Knope

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Repression is a big thing I do. I really try to push things down so they don't get in my way, or that I don't get so emotional that I can't make rational decisions.

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Nationals with my softball team!

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I think I'm high on openness. I'm open to new ideas and opinions, even though I'm independent. I'm creative, I love art and music. I see myself as an emotional based person, and that really helps me be creative and put my heart into my art and writing.