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¹  kim seokwoo.

— met in the states during her highschool years.
— her initial motive was to make a friend that could also fend for her if she ever needed it ; sounds superficial, she knows.
— yet, the bond that began to grow between them was undeniable. from their offbeat humor, to empathizing with eachother's lives, soon enough jinsoul realized she had not only gain a friend. he was quite literally a soulmate. in the platonic sense.
— they completed eachother, in the most strangest and unpredictable way.
— confides into him when things hit the fan at home because she knew he'd be the last person to judge the incredibly toxic family she lives with. and it was a comfort to her.

2  kang seulgi.

— childhood best friend.
— met when they were in middle school when their family were introduced to one another to form political ties.
— inseparable ever since. jinsoul contacted seulgi daily when she was shipped off to the states. and seulgi was the only person to greet jinsoul when she returned.
— seulgi knows every secret, crush, thought and promise jinsoul has ever made.

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¹  kim mingyu.

— a strange friendship that's deeper than what's seen on the surface.
— initially, her drug dealer ( he still is ) he has grown to become a person she trusted with the knowledge of her double lives.
— mostly lighthearted, filled with harmless flirting, there's a growing tension between the two that's unspoken of.
— she randomly confides into him; exchanging a blunt and life's misfortunes with one another.
— she doesn't make this friendship public when on campus.

2 choi beomgyu

— an unexpected friendship formed.
— he's a catalyst to jinsoul's reflection era.
— met at a random party when jinsoul was in her casual wear only to meet again at saebom.
— jinsoul assumed he remembered her and went out of her way to treat him nice as means of buying his silence.
— turns out, beomgyu was drunk that night and was too unsure of who was who to piece the information together.
— instead, she accidentally bought his friendship.

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¹  choi yeonjun.

— connection details.

²  jung jaehyun.

— connection details.

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¹  lee donghyuck.

— cousin.
— details to be added.
— punched her at the AEO frat party and caused a nosebleed.

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although jinsoul had decided to ditch her posh and bourgeois clothing over summer, it was unfortunately the only proper wear that would keep her name in the family will.

her morning routine itself may seem troublesome — strenuous even, with the way she completely rebuilds her image from top to bottom.

plaid skirts, matching hairband, fitted blazer, high stockings - it was exactly what jinsoul was known for. that, and her constantly colored blonde hair, original dark roots never once caught under the gloating sun.

except, this time, she doesn't have to worry about the bleach growing off. in fact, it won't grow at all. not when she spends an hour at the very least, every morning, to fix on her blonde wig. yes, a wig. no, she did not shave her head off nor did she gain a bald spot. simply, jinsoul was revolted by the sight of her light colored strands and preferred to be in the comfort of her naturally black hair when alone — (or out at night.)

black hair might not be too big of a change, but it would be enough to jump start rumors, especially at the peak of the jung family power struggle. and so, for the sake of their reputations (and her privileges), she continues to suffer through a few hours of every day, sweating under the faux hair.

the jung jinsoul that saebom knew of was complicated. she was adorned — by many, in fact. but all for the wrong reasons. was she aware of it? of course. did she do anything to address it? never.

jinsoul basked under the attention, the shower of compliments handed to her on a silver plate at the smallest of her achievements. she enjoyed seeing teachers scramble to their knees at the mention of her name, the fear that trembles through someone's eyes when they understood one wrongdoing would have their entire life crumbling within the palm of her hands.

did she have a power complexity herself? to put it lightly, yes.

would she blame it on how she was nurtured and raised at home? definitely. even if she was a full fledged adult. childhood scars are childhood scars.

but they were scars covered up by flying colors in the shape of examination results, end of year awards, certificates and piano trophies that remained collecting dust within the family's living room.

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to be completed once familial connections are made and determined.

born into old money, jinsoul's life was filled with lavish and luxurious distractions in exchange for her obedience.

"don't do this, don't do that. just do this, just do that."

allowed herself to entertain her parents' and grandparents' wishes because obedience meant more freedom

was expected to uphold the reputation of the family, especially with her grandfather being a well known politician.

prim, proper, presidential, princess.

she's grown to be quite good at acting her role for the public, but no amount of pretending could save them when they were an apple rotting from the inside out.

strained relationships ; she cares for her father the most yet he married into the family out of debt towards her grandfather for paying off his medical student loans. in turn, she felt like a burden in his life, even if she plays it off.

really only trusts one person within the family [ open for familial connection ]

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¹ nicknames: ᴊɪɴꜱᴏᴜʟ, ꜱᴏᴜʟ / ꜱᴏʟ

2 age : 24

3 d.o.b: 13 ᴊᴜɴᴇ 1997

4 birth place: ᴅᴏɴɢᴅᴀᴇᴍᴜɴ-ɢᴜ, ꜱᴇᴏᴜʟ, ꜱᴏᴜᴛʜ ᴋᴏʀᴇᴀ

5 nationality: ꜱᴏᴜᴛʜ ᴋᴏʀᴇᴀɴ

6 astrological sign: ɢᴇᴍɪɴɪ

7 current location: ꜱᴇᴏᴜʟ, ꜱᴏᴜᴛʜ ᴋᴏʀᴇᴀ

8 sexual orientation: ʜᴇᴛᴇʀᴏꜰʟᴇxɪʙʟᴇ

9 romantic orientation: ᴅᴇᴍɪʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴛɪᴄ

10 social media usernames:
@1306ᴊɴꜱʟ ( ᴘᴜʙʟɪᴄ )
ᴛᴡɪᴛᴛᴇʀ & ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɢʀᴀᴍ
@ɢ3ᴍ1ɴ1 ( ᴘʀɪᴠᴀᴛᴇ )
ᴛᴡɪᴛᴛᴇʀ & ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɢʀᴀᴍ
⤷ ᴏᴘᴇɴ ᴛᴏ: ꜱᴇᴏᴋᴡᴏᴏ, ꜱᴇᴜʟɢɪ, ꜱᴇᴜɴɢᴄʜᴇᴏʟ

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❛ 𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐬

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❛ 𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐬

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¹ face claim: ʟᴏᴏɴᴀ'ꜱ ᴊɪɴꜱᴏᴜʟ

² height: 164 ᴄᴍ

³ eye color: ᴅᴀʀᴋ ʙʀᴏᴡɴ

⁴ hair color: ᴏʀɪɢɪɴᴀʟʟʏ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ, ᴄᴜʀʀᴇɴᴛʟʏ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ, ᴡᴇᴀʀꜱ ᴀ ᴅɪʀᴛʏ ʙʟᴏɴᴅᴇ ᴡɪɢ

⁵ piercings:
ʀ: ꜱᴛᴀɴᴅᴀʀᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴜᴘᴘᴇʀ ʟᴏʙᴇ, ʜᴇʟɪx, ɪɴɴᴇʀ ᴄᴏɴᴄʜ
ʟ: ꜱᴛᴀɴᴅᴀʀᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴡᴏ ᴜᴘᴘᴇʀ ʟᴏʙᴇ, ꜰʟᴀᴛ

⁶ tattoos:  ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱɪᴅᴇ ᴏꜰ ʜᴇʀ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ʀɪʙᴄᴀɢᴇ

⁷ wardrobe style:
+ ᴘʀᴇᴘᴘʏ, ᴘʀɪᴍ, ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀ ᴘᴀʟᴇᴛᴛᴇ. ᴘʟᴀɪᴅ ꜱᴋɪʀᴛꜱ, ᴀɴʏ ꜱᴋɪʀᴛꜱ, ᴄʜɪꜰꜰᴏɴ ʙʟᴏᴜꜱᴇꜱ, ᴘʟᴀᴛꜰᴏʀᴍ ᴍᴀʀʏ ᴊᴀɴᴇ ꜱʜᴏᴇꜱ.

+  ʟᴇᴀᴛʜᴇʀ ᴊᴀᴄᴋᴇᴛ, ᴄʀᴏᴘ ᴛᴏᴘꜱ, ᴄᴏᴍʙᴀᴛ ʙᴏᴏᴛꜱ, ʜᴇᴇʟᴇᴅ ᴍᴀʀᴛɪɴ ʙᴏᴏᴛ, ᴅᴀʀᴋ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀ ᴘᴀʟᴇᴛᴛᴇ, ᴄᴏʀꜱᴇᴛꜱ, ʜᴇᴀᴠʏ ᴇʏᴇ ᴍᴀᴋᴇᴜᴘ

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jinsoul without the splintering pressure of upholding the jung family name was similar to a stranger you crossed paths with once, but could never forget.

she knew nothing of her new self, yet she felt most comfortable being in her own skin.

the new jinsoul was more cautious, unaware of her surroundings yet willing to explore. she knew she no longer had the jung's name to rely on, and that meant no safety net.

she was a little more defensive, not wanting to be caught and be at risk of having her actual moment of living slipping through her fingers.

yet, she was going through hoops trying to experience what she could not whenever the sun reappeared in the blue skies. adventurous, but too much to a fault.

she loved running off to the little bar a bit further out from her usual avenue to watch gigs — it's where she first picked up drums. although, she was far from being anywhere near as good as the performers.

if the gig was too boring for her taste, you'd find her slinking into a mosh crowd in a club. stress-relieving, she said.

burdened free, dark-haired jinsoul could laugh at things she actually found funny (even if they're stupid jokes). she could retort back to random and playful jests, knowing they had nothing personal against her to use when given the chance. it was a breath of fresh air.

you might be wondering, how does she pull off this hannah montana-esque, best of both worlds type of life? the truth is simple.

the house was too big and she was too irrelevant in current plans for the elderlies to pay her any mind.

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as a child, jinsoul was fairly strong willed and free spirited. but she quickly learnt a soaring bird had no place within the jung household as it would only lead her into a cage.

jinsoul was fortunately bestowed with intelligence, contrary to how she may act sometimes, and understood in order to free herself she first had to convince her trappers that she was tamed —domesticated.

homeschooled for the majority of her primary and secondary school years, jinsoul molded herself into the box her family had chipped out. she gave them what they wanted to see: results, top grades across all subjects, music fluency, language mastery and above all, beauty.

what's a girl without a pretty face, anyways?

it was through this decade of struggle did she manage to convince her parents to send her off to an actual school for her final years. with her parents being wary of enrolling her into a private highschool within South Korea, they packed her bags and shipped her off to the states. typical.

jinsoul didn't mind ; being physically miles away from her family meant she had obtained the liberty that was stolen from her.

in time, she graduated from highschool. but the thought of returning to seoul, to live in the same god forsaken household was an idea that repulsed her to the very core. and so she negotiated: let her spend university overseas too. gain report, make a name out of herself outside before she returns home.

it was too good of an offer to give up and eventually, jinsoul found herself enrolled in ( some uni name here ).

her life resumed quite pleasantly, and for once jinsoul felt as if she could finally live life as if it were her own.

but life didn't necessarily have that written down for jung jinsoul.

the death of her grandfather shocked the political world of S.K., a sudden vacancy of a superior role meant hierarchies were to be shifted. meant people were scrambling to get to the top. meant those who were already at the top are at the highest risk of toppling over.

jinsoul was inevitably coerced to return back home to a house full of chaos, drama, screams and broken wine glasses over the dinner table. home. this is home.

her parents, now separated, enrolled her into saebom university in the middle of her second year - and she spent the remainder of that time just passing in and out of corridors. like a ghost, she appeared when no one really noticed and disappears before it gained too much traction.

although, it was hard to not gain attention with the entire family name hanging off her back, whispered with exchanged glances by the entire room the second she steps in. gradually, jinsoul lost her reasons to remain inconspicuous as her mother had strictly instructed.

she was loved in the states, she was admired, fawned over, chased after. yet, here, she was expected to comply to everyone else and surrender her will once more. "they must be insane."

come summer break, right before third year, jinsoul retracted herself from society completely. at least, from within the premises. no bleached dirty blonde head seen for the duration of that blistering heat ; even friends who were presumably close only ever heard voicemails from failed phone calls. everyone assumed she was sent back out. or, underwent a tragedy of sorts.

in a sense, the tragedy was true. jinsoul buried the docile and conformable daughter of the jungs under her textbooks and ditched her preppy clothes for ones she had come to favored while living abroad. without school, without prying eyes, jinsoul could escape into the night scene as herself. rebirthing into the jinsoul her motherland had never gotten the chance to meet. until now.

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¹ mbti: ESTJ-A — the executive
extraverted, observant, thinking, judging

² traits ( a paradox ):

strong-willed but stubborn

direct yet unable to express emotions as fluently

enjoys creating order yet allows chaos to ensue when unrelated to her

organized yet inflexible in making time and space for others

judgmental yet has a hard time with criticism

too focused on social statuses but craves to break traditions

sticks to the rules yet loopholes her way through them all

great at portraying confidence yet feeds herself insecurities

³ likes:

leather — anything, clouds, bitter drinks — coffee, cocoa, green tea, motorbikes, dancing, late night music gigs, indie / alternative / rock music, staying sober in the club, sleeping in (she rarely does), her cat.

⁴ dislikes:

her plaid skirts — her thighs get all sweaty in the heat, any and all family meals, her dad's mistress, loud people in the morning, milk — she's lactose intolerant, being looked down upon or deemed uncapable compared to males in society, cheese, having people in her room.

⁵ habits:

twirling her hair

chewing gum excessively when anxious

arching her brows inside and upwards to express emotions (disgust, amusement, doubt — she uses it in a wide range of expressions)

picking the yolk out of her boiled eggs

uncanny and useless ability to guess someone's height and age

laughs or smiles with the back of her hand over her lips

shitposts a lot on her private twitter — fangirls, too.

6 languages:

korean (fluent)

english (fluent)

spanish (advanced)

⁷ hobbies:

playing the piano / composing

picked up the drums in her after hours

involving herself in club activities

prancing in her room / dancing at gigs and nightclubs

making morning smoothies (papaya, mango, avocado, blood orange)

journaling / scheduling

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¹ gmt +8 but i truly live off my own timezone. my bed time is unpredictable, however don't expect me to be replying and tending to notifications 24/7. my attention span can only last for so long.

² i prefer third / multi paras or para as compared to detailed first. but i wouldn't mind, it's just it doesn't flow as nice imo. minimal purple prosing please because my brain will literally lag if the response is 60% descriptive and 40% actual action.

i also prefer writing in rooms over walls, but plotting will be done solely in pms (unless we start stemming on an idea in an ooc chat.)

³ i'm open to most genres but my top priority is probably angst. i'm an angst wh*re. romance is not bad but i can't really work with romance if there's no solid connection. goes the same for sm*t, i'm not too big on it. if it proves to be significant for my character's growth and development i'll consider it (?) aside from those, i'm chill with everything else.

⁴ if you hit me up first, please, at the very least offer an idea. it doesn't even have to be solid but just some GIST that we can work and develop together. i will do the same if i approach you first. if we / you / i lose interest in the plot, i expect us to communicate so we're not wasting eachother's time and energy. no hard feelings ! just efficiency.

⁵ poking. please do not poke me. i repeat, do not poke me. i make a note of who i have to reply to and if i haven't gotten back to you i WILL. i'm a university student in her last year so i'm either burnt out or simply haven't gotten the time to respond. poking me (esp. multiple times) will simply result in a BLOCK.

⁶ you can refer to me as my character's name or my username. i use she / her. i'm 21+ just in case y'all were concerned. and that should be it.

please make sure you read and respect these written preferences before you approach me. : )

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the 10 things i hate about (not doing to) you

jinsoul always swings down to her usual bar every couple of nights. it was her escapade from reality where she could forget about her concerns and free her rigid body by moving along to songs played by the performers that night. already a few hours late to her scheduled meet-up with friends, jinsoul rushes into the bar only to find out it was booked and busy: spoken word poetry night.

long story short, her friends thought it'd be fun to join in and listen to what the poets of the shadowland had to offer. and they stayed. amidst the performances, a spontaneously inspired jinsoul borrowed a pen and a ripped out piece of paper to begin scribbling her own piece. the topic of her poem? her little crush whom she met in her double life. little did she know she was about to be reading it out loud, in front of the entire audience which just so happens to include the said subject of her sonnet.

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FUR - If You Know That I'm Lonely (Official Video)

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boy pablo - sick feeling (official video)

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STICKY FINGERS - AUSTRALIA STREET (Official video)

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jung jinsoul was an exemplary student. she was calm, she was poised, and she was very much losing her fucking patience when the group members of her morning class admitted to not completing their duties in time. desperately needing to score an A to maintain her rep, she takes the clipboard and hunts down her victims that'd help her achieve it.

just one more. one final person.

in a world where jung jinsoul loses her chill, she snaps at the final person she asks to take her survey for her course. because they refused (even though it was within the procedural statement to not answer anything against one's own will.) it was a sight to behold. the jung jinsoul? acting out of pocket? unheard of.

"why can't you just fucking take IT?!"

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My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You [Official Music Video] [HD]

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twenty one pilots - Ride (Official Video)

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We The Kings - No 1 Like U (Official Lyric Video)

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Simple Plan - Perfect (Official Video) [HD]

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sure, who needs assigned seats once you get into college or university. there's no need for adults to tell other adults who they can and can't sit next to. you're either present, or you're not (both mentally and physically).

however, everybody knew of how you're always sat around the middle rows, more towards the front yet all the way to the right. it was the perfect seat ... present enough to seem invested in the class, yet hidden enough to not always be picked on for answers. you're always sitting there.

but somehow, a day came where jinsoul just so happens to enter class before you did. and she's absolutely tired of the last-row boys who do nothing but whisper and giggle about some mobile legend games they're occupied with during class. one glance at your empty seat, and it's decided:

i'm going to steal that spot and i'm not moving no matter what.

even if you are standing over her.

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cell mates.

it was 3 am - the so-called rendezvous she tried to pull off with you ended up with the both of you behind bars. it wasn't a major offense, maybe just excessive screaming and unruly behavior near the local pastor's house. but it was Nothing. right? or maybe it was the alcohol mixed with a little weed that's blurring our memories.

but who would be awake now to bail us out? definitely not Mrs. Jung, that's for sure. she'd end the black-haired girl before she could even leave the police department.

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you punched her in the face at a party.

she was drunk.

you were drunk.

she wasn't quite the target and yet it's her nose that won't stop bleeding for the night.

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¹ year: ꜰᴏᴜʀᴛʜ ʏᴇᴀʀ

2 major: ᴀʀᴄʜɪᴛᴇᴄᴛᴜʀᴀʟ ᴇɴɢɪɴᴇᴇʀɪɴɢ

3 clubs: ᴛʙᴀ

⁴ sports: ᴛʙᴀ

5 schedule:

ᴍᴏɴᴅᴀʏ:
— class (9:00am-11:00am)
— club duties (11:30am-1:00pm)
— class (1:00pm-3:00pm)

ᴛᴜᴇꜱᴅᴀʏ:
— tutorial (11:30am-1:00pm)
— classes (2:00pm-5:00pm)

ᴡᴇᴅɴᴇꜱᴅᴀʏ:
— piano classes (11:00am-1:00pm)
— pilates + yoga (3:00pm-5:00pm)

ᴛʜᴜʀꜱᴅᴀʏ:
— classes (11:30am-4:00pm)
— club meetings (4:30pm-6:00pm)

ꜰʀɪᴅᴀʏ:
— classes (11:30am-3:00pm)
— bar / club (8:00pm—midnight)

ꜱᴀᴛᴜʀᴅᴀʏ:
— family breakfast (9:00am-10:00am)
— f r e e d o m (10:00am-midnight)

ꜱᴜɴᴅᴀʏ:                                         — pilates + yoga (9:00am-11:00am)
— brunch (11:30pm-1:00pm)
— bar / club (9:00pm-sunset)

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name here

— location.

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kim mingyu.

— club. (replied)

kim seokwoo.

— texting. (replied)
— calling. (replied)

jeon jungkook.

— mcd's parking lot. (complete)

kim seokwoo

— alpha epsilon omega. (replied)

park chaeyoung

— tattoo parlour. (to reply)

yoon jeonghan

— classroom. (to reply)

na jaemin

— food hall. (to reply)

kang seulgi

— texting. (replied)

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¹ jeon jungkook

— it started off as a mere crush when jinsoul stumbled upon a performance by the kitharas. she thought the guitarist was awfully cute.
— striking up one conversation led to a series of many others, although they were all kept wrapped up under the night skies or contained within the walls of the bar.
— jinsoul's infatuation continued to grow, finding how effortless it was to be herself when she was with jungkook, the sense of freedom mixed with her blatant attraction causing the starstruck moment to grow into something more. it wasn't love, but it definitely had her up at night thinking of him.
— however, jungkook was bothered by the split personas, especially that of jinsoul in the morning. the switch into her preppy wear, standoffish attitude was too dire of a change that left him confused as to who the real jinsoul was.
— a date gone wrong left jinsoul with a hurt ego and pride, and a broken heart. she couldn't understand why her double life was such a bother to him when she was already putting in effort to remain out of his way during the day. she thought he'd understand she had her reasons for doing so.
— unfortunately, jinsoul still held strong feelings towards the latter. she missed the way he made her feel, the way he looked at her, the way he wanted to talk to her when she was, well, her truest self.
— it made jinsoul reconsider whether this double life was worth holding onto. she'd be weighing her freedom in one hand, and saving severed relationships in the other.

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² yoon jeonghan

— connection details tba.

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jeon jungkook

— replied.

choi san

— feeling up and fooling around.
— both with their own selfish motives.
— to be started.

kim seokwoo (ft. ning)

— find out about seokwoo's tinder account
— chastise him for hooking up with a freshman
— to be started.

choi yeonjun

— to reply.

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shen xiaoting.

— replied.

choi seungcheol.

— replied.

kang seulgi.

— replied.

kim jiwoo.

— replied.

jennie kim.

— replied.

zhang yunen.

— replied.

choi beomgyu.

— replied.

jung jaehyun

— replied.

kim hyungseo

— replied.

franco m.

— replied.

mark lee.

— replied.

choi yeonjun

— replied.

nam yoonsu

— replied.