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he knows im very vulnerable he know what to say to pull me back in

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Bro I really have a problem. I get attached to people way to easily. Like once we start talking.. Its like a curse. I'll end up doing anything for you. I'll always what you around. I'll always stand up for you and protect you. I'll always be there for you. But you know whats really fucked up. Its when people use that against me. They use my loyalty for them against me. They use my love for them against me. They use me as a shield. They use me. For there own happiness. For there own pleasure. For there own safety. Then when they are done using me. When they no long need me. When they no long want me. They leave.
This shit is so fucking funny like why? but you wanna know the best part. I don't ever stop them.

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What do you do when your tired of it?
What do you do when your tired of them?
What do you do when your tired of her?
What do you do when your tired of him?
What do you do when your tired of the fake ones?
What do you do when your tired of waking up?
What will they do when you don't wake up?
what will she do when you don't wake up?
What will he do when you don't wake up?
What will happen when they finally push me?

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You don't make time like you used to
Got a new girl, new friends, brand new
I swear it's like I don't even know you
Yeah, I miss the old you
I kinda want to fight like we used to
To make it alright like we used to
Anything, 'cause I didn't want to lose you
But this time we've gone too far
We've gone too far

This new you, this new dude
Don't know him, don't want to
I wish that I still knew the old him, the old you

R-I-P to the old you
I miss the old you
It's like you're dead to me now
R-I-P to the old you
I fucking miss you
I would have never let you down like you did to me
Now you're dead to me
R-I-P

You're acting like the people that we hated
You're hanging with the worst and I hate it
All you do now is get too faded
You think you're the shit now
Now everything is too complicated
You can try, but there's no way to save it
Because you're too caught up in that fake shit
I wish that we could just restart, just restart

This new you, this new dude
Don't know him, don't want to
I wish that I still knew the old him, the old you

R-I-P to the old you
I miss the old you
It's like you're dead to me now
R-I-P to the old you
I fucking miss you
I would have never let you down like you did to me
Now you're dead to me
R-I-P
R-I-P to the old you
I fucking miss you
It's like you're six feet in the ground

One day you gon' miss me
You'll come running back and you'll hit me up
But I won't answer that shit, nah, I won't answer that shit, nah
One day I won't miss you
When I'm drunk and sad I won't hit you up
Because I'll be over that shit yeah, I'll be over that shit yeah

R-I-P to the old you (R-I-P to you)
I miss the old you (I miss you)
It's like you're dead to me now (dead to me)
R-I-P to the old you (R-I-P)
I fucking miss you (I miss you)
I would have never let you down (never let you down)
Like you did to me (like you did to me)
Now you're dead to me (dead to me now)
R-I-P
R-I-P to the old you (R-I-P)
I fucking miss you (I miss you)
It's like you're six feet in the ground
This new you, this new dude
Don't know him, don't want to
I wish that I still knew the old him, the old you

R-I-P to the old you
I miss the old you
It's like you're dead to me now
R-I-P to the old you
I fucking miss you
I would have never let you down like you did to me
Now you're dead to me
R-I-P
R-I-P to the old you
I fucking miss you
It's like you're six feet in the ground

One day you gon' miss me
You'll come running back and you'll hit me up
But I won't answer that shit now, I won't answer that shit now
One day I won't miss you
When I'm drunk, instead, I won't hit you up
Because I'll be over that shit yeah, I'll be over that shit yeah

R-I-P to the old you (R-I-P to you)
I miss the old you (I miss you)
It's like you're dead to me now (dead to me)
R-I-P to the old you (R-I-P)
I fucking miss you (I miss you)
I would have never let you down (never let you down)
Like you did to me (like you did to me)
Now you're dead to me (dead to me now)
R-I-P
R-I-P to the old you (R-I-P)
I fucking miss you (I miss you)
It's like you're six feet in the ground

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Has someone ever told you something that leaves you feeling bad about yourself ,you don’t want to believe it but you know that its more than likely true so it stays on your mind but you don’t wanna know the truth because if it is true it’ll only make you feel worse but the longer you don’t know it slowly eat you up inside?

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I love his smile, I love the way he kisses me, I love the way he touches me, I love the way he cares about me, I love how sweet he is, I love the way he looks with his glasses on, I love that he’s taller than me, I love the way he hugged me, I love how easy it is to talk to him, I love how he always makes me blush, I love how he looks me in my eyes…I love him…I’ve become so attached to him…I’m scared he doesn’t feel the same way. I hope he does!!

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I'm done. This shit is taking over. My emotions..my life..there life..me. And I can't be the reason for that. I can't be the one and I'm sorry..how am I gonna be there for you..if I can't even be there for myself.

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i fell in love with someone who doesn't love me back..it hurts seeing him with other girls and then to see him hurt bc him and another girl broke up..when i tried. tried being that girl for him i tried being that person to go to anything. i tried to be her.

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I’m tried I’m tired of a lot of stuff I’m tired of always doing stuff for other people and not getting anything in return I’m tired of taking the heat for other people when I did nothing wrong I’m tired of covering up other people mistakes but the first chance they get they throw me under the bus I’m tired of hurting for other people I’m tired of people hurting me mentally and physically I’m tired of having to hide my feelings so I won’t get hurt and so people won’t start asking me questions. Now that I’m back from the mental hospital I can’t be sad for no reason anymore I can’t cry if I cry people automatically assume that someone did or something happened. No one wakes up everyday all happy and looks like they’ve seen the greatest thing ever. I’m so sick and tired of it.

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I'm sorry I'm so hard to love.. I tell people I don't like hugs..because I don't want to get attached to someone that will leave..I'm tired of crying myself to sleep..because of my heartache..I'm tired of them ALWAYS BREAKING ME..lol..I once believed that you couldn't break something that's already broken..somedays..I wish.I was never....even born..
I'm sorry I push everyone away..ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT THEY USED MY LOVE FOR THEM AGAINST ME...I can't..I won't..let that happen again.

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I think I've had enough of you ..but I don't wanna lose a friend,
I'm gonna love you forever...that's just my curse

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That's the way I am..such a bitter pill..that's the way I am...no I wasn't born without a heart....I wasn't always like this..watched you break me..now you blame me..no I wasn't born with all these scars..and that's what made me like this..no..can you blame me
I'm a nightmare..I know what you mean by that
I can't wake up from all these scary dreams I have...I'd rather be heartless than have my heart in pieces..

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tell me why am waiting for someone who couldn’t give a fuck about me…they just want me for one reason. lol if they keep it up they’ll be fucking a corpse.

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they hate me so they spread rumors about me.. now guys want me for that one thing..they don't want to be seen with me if their friends are around them they act as if im not even standing their..the girls hate me because the guy cheat on them trying to get in between my legs.. The one guy that loved me for more than just that left me because the the rumors only got worse..

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~Why do we try to protect our hearts by pretendin' we don't have one?
Try to escape from our fears, but we can't run
Seems like we were drownin' from the start
And this void in my heart is still as empty as the last one
I know some people who get numb just to cope with they feelings
I know some people broke inside even though they make millions
I know some people stuck with someone they couldn't be real with
I know some people hurt themselves when they supposed to be healin~

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If you Love me.. Then why'd you Leave me...

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If you Love me.. Then why'd you Leave me...

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💚Name: Megan 💚
Age: 16
sexuality: straight
Favorite color: Green and Orange
Favorite season: Fall
Favorite weather: Rainy
Favorite sport: volleyball
looks: Brown straight hair, green eyes that change color to blue and sometimes gray, glasses, tanish skin, 5'2
Likes: sports, math, reading, painting, writing poetry, video games, sleeping, and pasta
Dislikes: history, and pink
Personality: I am not a girly girl but I'm not a tomboy.  I am someone who loves cuddles, but i don't like hugs. I like the dark, but I love the was the sun feels on my skin, I am quite most of the time till i trust you. I like dark humor.  I'm not mean. I just tell the truth. I'm not rude I just say whats on my mind.
The little things:  I am a writer (poems, songs, etc.) I use to play volleyball, softball, and basketball #15, I love it when the guy I'm in love with looks me in my eyes, I love being kissed on my neck cheek and lips, I'm in love with love, I listen to all types of music, I don't have a favorite food but I love snickers, I love to dance!!!

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fuckk yess

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The problem with people is they forget that most of the time it's the small things that count..We are all alone, trapped in these bodies and our own minds, and whatever company we have in this life is only fleeting and superficial..People rarely bring flowers to a suicide..it's not a lie if it's how you feel..

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I don't wanna say the wrong thing because I know there's no coming back..

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I don't wanna say the wrong thing because I know there's no coming back..

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If I tell you all my feelings would you believe me?..

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If I tell you all my feelings would you believe me?..

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5 gun shots,
4 knives,
3 explosions,
2, pitch forks,
1 year flooded in tears,
My heart falls apart,
But I put it back together,
Just for you,
Just for you to break it again.

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I feel we can't go through another one of those terrible times..

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I feel we can't go through another one of those terrible times..

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You promised,
You promised you'd be with me forever,
Now your saying it's over,
So you lied to me,
All you left me was tears in my eyes,
And now we act as if,
As if everything's just swell,
But deep down,
I still love you,
Your promise has been broken,
And so has my heart.

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I'm scared of all the voices,
Inside my head,
They scream to hell,
They could bright me to death,
I can't let them win,
But I'm just so tired,
So tired of this life,
To tired to fight,
I just wanna let go,
Close my eyes,
Take a deep breath,
And sink into unconsciousness,
After all,
Wasn't I born to die?

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Him: What were you doing up on that ledge?
Me: What were you doing up on that ledge?

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𝝢٥ḃ٥𝑑𝞬  f𝗲𝗲ᒻᣵ&n

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𝝢٥ḃ٥𝑑𝞬  f𝗲𝗲ᒻᣵ  𝓽ჩ𝗲  𝚠მ𝞬  𝙸  𝑑٥܂܂ Υ٥ᵁʼ𝝘𝗲  𝓽ჩ𝗲  ٥Ⴖ𝗲  𝚠ჩ٥  f٥ᵁႶ𝑑  ṃ𝗲܂  𝞑𝗲𝓽𝓽𝗲𝝘  𝓽ჩíႶ𝙜ᣵ  მ𝝘𝗲  𝞬𝗲𝓽  𝓽٥  Ⅽ٥ṃ𝗲̩  𝙸ʼᒻᒻ  ḃ𝗲  𝚠მí𝓽íႶ𝙜  𝚠í𝓽ჩ  𝞬٥ᵁ܂܂܂𝙸  𝑑٥Ⴖʼ𝓽  𝚠მႶႶმ  ւ𝟢𝐒𝔼  მ  ḞƦ𝙸𝔼𝝢𝑫ǃǃǃ܂  𝙸ʼṃ  𝑑٥Ⴖ𝗲  f𝗲𝗲ᒻíႶ𝙜  𝚠٥𝝘𝓽ჩᒻ𝗲ᣵᣵ  Υ٥ᵁ  𝙥ᵁ𝓽  𝓽ჩ𝗲  ḃᒻმ𝑑𝗲  𝝘í𝙜ჩ𝓽  ٥Ⴖ  ṃ𝞬  𝚠𝝘íᣵ𝓽  მႶ𝑑  ᣵᒻí𝓽  ᵁႶ𝓽íᒻ  í𝓽  ᣵ𝙥ᵁ𝝘𝓽ᣵ  ٥ᵁ𝓽  ḃᒻ٥٥𝑑̩  Ʀ𝗲𝑑܂܂ 𝙸  𝝘𝗲მᒻᒻ𝞬  ᒻ٥𝐯𝗲  𝞬٥ᵁ  𝙸  𝚱Ⴖ٥𝚠  𝙸  ᣵ𝓽𝝘ᵁ𝙜𝙜ᒻ𝗲  მ𝓽  ᣵჩ٥𝚠íႶ𝙜  მႶ𝑑  𝙸ʼṃ  ᣵ٥𝝘𝝘𝞬܂܂܂𝙸 𝑑٥Ⴖʼ𝓽  𝚠მႶႶმ  𝚠მᣵ𝓽𝗲  𝞬٥ᵁ𝝘  𝓽íṃ𝗲  𝙸  𝑗ᵁᣵ𝓽  𝚠მႶႶმ  𝙜í𝐯𝗲  𝞬٥ᵁ  ṃíႶ𝗲

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https://open.spotify.com/track/0QjaNfdz5D8X6ckp6roT9U?si=a5b61170040f437e

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3 Little Words... But such a huge reaction.. (I Love You)

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3 Little Words... But such a huge reaction.. (I Love You)

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People use the words "I love you" like its nothing.. They say it but don't mean it.. They say it to gain your trust.. they say it so you'll let them in your life... They say it as a distraction.. so you don't pay attention to them as they take what they want.. as they use you for there own entertainment.. then they leave..
"I love you" are not words to play with and throw around because when it fits the floor..  beside the broken words are pieces of a heart and tears..

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~You know I love you
I see a halo above you
Planets align when I touch you
Stare at the stars in the sky
In the sky
Said I complete you
Do you need me like I need you?
All that I want is to keep you
Here with me, right by my side
By my side (uh)
I'll be runnin' back, I'll be runnin' back
You're my medicine, you take my pain away
Baby, love me back, give me somethin' back
'Cause I'm drownin' in you, like a tidal wave
Your eyes shine like the stars in the sky
You're the one that make me feel alive
I just wanna be the reason why
Reason why you smile all the time
I just wanna be the one you need
Butterflies every time I breathe
Late at night when I go to sleep
You're the one that's always in my dreams, yeah
Full moon, late night conversations
Taught me true love, taught me patience
Your lips, your smile, a perfect paintin'
Need me, tell me, I'll be waitin~

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Made by: Megan

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~He smiles this sad smile.
~She doesn't cry at the funeral.
~You live your life like you'll never be sorry.

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1.There are no rules, because life is made up of too many rules as it is
2.But there are three "guidelines" (which sounds less rigid than "rules"):
a)No using our phones to get us there. We have to do this strictly old-school, which means learning to read actual maps
b)We alternate choosing places to go, but we also have to be willing to go where the road takes us. This means the grand, the small, the bizarre, the poetic, the beautiful, the ugly, the surprising. Just like life. But absolutely, unconditionally, resolutely nothing ordinary.
c)At each site, we leave something almost like an offering. It can be our own private game of geocaching( "the recreational activity of hunting for and finding a hidden object by means of GPS coordinates posted on a website"), only not a game, and just for us. The rules of geocaching say "takes something, leave something." The way I figure it, we stand to get something out of each place, so why not give something back? Also, it's a way to prove we've been there, and a way to leave a part of us behind.

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Thrown against the wall,
Tears run down my face,
Tricked me into thinking you was the one,
Lied to me saying you care,
Lied to me saying you love me,
Lied to me saying you was here for me,
I don't wanna lose control,
Nothing I can do anymore,
Your love is like smoke in the air,
Felling up my lungs,
It's getting hard to breath,
Killing me slowly,
I'm falling ,
I'm falling again,
No one there to catch me,
My body hits the ground,
Will it bust into peaces ,
Just like my heart did every time you dropped it,
There is no putting me back together.

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Angry at him for leaving without a word, angry at myself for being so easy to leave and for not being enough to make him want to stick around.

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~"I say, "I love you."

She says, "I love you too." And then she laughs. "It's kind of crazy. I mean you."

"I know. What the hell?"

She covers her mouth with one hand, but her eyes are shining. I'm thinking about a field of grass on a summer day. I'm thinking about the sun and being warmed from the inside and warmed from the outside.

I take her hand under the gray-blue sky and I'm home."~

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Ακόμα σε αγαπώ βαθιά ..

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Ακόμα σε αγαπώ βαθιά ..

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https://open.spotify.com/track/4IhKLu7Vk3j2TLmnFPl6To?si=8c8d5fac6bd749b6

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https://open.spotify.com/track/7wfDCDfhVe2tFxIkQEJp35?si=4e97fd86f98249ba

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https://open.spotify.com/track/4VEEDnEFLI9dUy5QA51rom?si=e93b260efc4a439e

Wise men say
Only fools rush in
And I can't help falling in love with you~

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fools (can't help falling in love) (feat. Sody)

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fools (can't help falling in love) (feat. Sody)

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ICE~QUEEN
My favorite pokémon!💙

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I don’t need paradise, I have you. You are my home and my home is my heaven.

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You will forever be apart of me... I love you more and more everyday.. I'm all about you.. I adore you... You are my addiction... I value you... Your all I see.. You complete me... I'm passionate about you... You mean the world to me.. You are a dream come true... Your the light of my life... Your all the colors in one at full brightness... I am a better person because of you... You hold the key to my heart.. I can't help but to say I'm in love with you!!!

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https://open.spotify.com/track/14BH4qO7pgCmIe6mgLKOK3?si=b74a919ac7874f90

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https://open.spotify.com/track/6USdi8uX5GNAPYziFhisHb?si=8b4d591654dc4ab1

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Born in Meridian Mississippi Oct 18, 2005 lived there till i was 3 years old then moved to Eupora Mississippi lived there till i was 6 years old then moved to Pickens County Alabama lived there for half a year then moved to Gordo, Alabama lived there for 1 and a half years then moved back to Pickens County lived there till i was 13 or 14 then I moved to Tuscaloosa, Alabama...tbc

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https://open.spotify.com/track/0Nr2vFKsz207NQY0LP7IvV?si=b575fe1f4d74461c

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1. Bae 🤍
2. Bestie 😩
3. Homie 🥴
4. R.o.d 🥺
5. Lifeline🤔
6. Shawty 💕
7. Friends 💙
8. Be mine 🧸
9. Babygurl 🎀
10. Boo 🤪
11. My shooter 🔫
12. Sexy asf 🥵
13. Lil Sis 💯
14. Lil Bro ❔
15. Drug Buddy 🈲
16. Crushing 😃
17. Plug 😊
18. Kiss 💋
19. Funny Asf 🤣
20. I Miss Youuu 😩
21. Wifey 💍
22. Husband 🥴
23. We Cool 😆
24. My Hoee 🎉
25. All Mines 💦
26. Chill Buddy 😜
27. Dairy 🤞
28. Girl Bestfriend 💘
29. Boy Bestfriend 😩
30. Main 🙏🏼
31. Twinn 💖
32. Play Girlfriend 🤎
33. My Slime 💚
34. I Want Uu Bakc 😩

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A Blue Rose..

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I love my life after falling for you.

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I want someone to hold me, kiss me, cuddle me, love me, trust me, talk to me, want me, love me.. for me

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I love a man with a great sense of humor and who is intelligent - a man who has a great smile. He likes to make me laugh. I like a man who is very ambitious and driven and who has a good heart and makes me feel safe. I like a man who is very strong and independent and confident - that is very sexy - but at the same time, he's very kind to people.

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❤One day I'll have someone laying in bed next to me all cuddled up with me on a rainy fall day🥰.. something playing in the background (Tv or music) he'll slowly start to kiss me on my neck then my cheek slowly making his way to my lips then when he gets there he kisses me like it'll be our last then looks me in my eyes and whispers "I love you"..nothing but love..❤