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I've been struggling with balancing my life of Faith, worldly life and taking care of myself at the same time. Trying to do everything well ends up making myself feeling burned out.  .Need to pray more and really check my heart.

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For fishing, no own fruits, only have bb fruits which from members, have lots of responsibility to carry them, worry about the word is not go to their heart

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Feeling like losing heart easily, gets discouraged easily and just realized my heart is not proper, need to overcome this soon asp!

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why am i so dull to analyze
why do I always misunderstand of many things
if these are my main problems, idk what will be the outcome
hard to describe in word

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My ev hasn't progressed recently - it's the worst week, same send but less 2nd day. i tried to analyse and thought of sending more texts, but... never check my heart properly, realised i'm not doing as according to God's will. i start to doubt but must pray for each fruit and my heart to truly love and realise the seriousness of healing fruits🍎🍓🍒🍉🍈🍋🍇🥥🥝

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hard to overcome the laziness, hard to find the motivation in doing the work

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- Doing uni during centre
- Fishing without thinking about why
- Time management with uni and work
- Hard to concentrate during education when really tired
- Not replying to fish when tired, busy or just plain lazy

Advice to self and others reading it:
- Prayer
- Time scheduling apps, to do lists, daily goals
- Sleep at least 5 hrs a night
- Energy drink don't work, exercise is healthy alternative

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It seems dark outside but the day would come soon

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It seems dark outside but the day would come soon

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Sometimes feel sad because there are so many people who are not potentials and I would get discouraged and just want to sleep. but I think about how much more promised pastor had to face and how much more discouraged he would feel but he is still here and God's kingdom is growing well. I realised how hard to be patient is but God has been enduring for 6000 years. The reason for me to feel depressed or discouraged is so small compared to theirs so I must overcome my little cross and keep going despite my emotions. As long as I know that I want to make a difference even though it's not the sunniest day, the end would come faster.

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-experiencing persecution from friends
-not fishing properly, numbers not heart
-family strugles

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I think my main struggle at the moment is with balancing LoF with my family - I struggle to connect with my Mum especially since joining ~Zion~ because we used to share a lot spiritually so it's quite draining for me to hear her talk about Babylon rubbish. I want to prioritise my LoF above everything else, but I also want to be salt and light to my family and friends still. I also struggle with worldly desires like companionship/relationship but I know that God's will is far greater than the desires of my flesh so I want to continue to be renewed by sealing myself.

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Staying focused
Laziness/procrastination
Losing heart
Tight schedules
Communication

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Changing the way I think to be more suitable for EV, to care for fishies, and to not be a person who would damage other's spirit.

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Sometimes hard to balance family things and Godly things. Like worldly responsibilities, feel like it’s hiding in front of family cus far away from them, but when go back, will have many realistic things waiting for me which I can’t hide anymore. Afraid of that time

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Finding balance and time to reply fishes efficiently (when 1st day replies are many), I realize that is because of poor time management. Often times I can get overwhelmed at trying to remember details while switching to different people.

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Can often feel like there is so much to do that I cant complete anything to a good enough standard. Can waste time and energy feeling or even avoiding being overwhelmed rather than trying to solve

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Constantly sealing and praying ,EV and overcoming limiting thoughts and world ways
Proper time management