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That happened on Friday btw

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ana is so annoying idk if you know what a lace bralette looks like or is but you know that lace thing you saw around my neck well that is a lace bralette and ana saw it and she’s like what are you wearing Renea and I said I would explain later which I’m not going to but ever time she’s sees me she says are you going to explain to me what you were wearing Renea and I said no but she keeps asking me and it is extremely annoying. I told her it was my bra which was true but she keeps badgering me about it.

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Yea I know

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Yeah that’s fine because I really need to talk to someone. And I’m not talking to my mom because everytime  I do, someone gets in trouble. I told my mom about Hunter and she told me not to even get near him because of all the knife drama. I tell her that I’m going to go and watch Cars 3 in the chapel @ BreakAway and she tells me I’m not allowed to talk, or be around her for the whole rest of the trip and  it was only like the 1st day, so I couldn’t talk to her forever

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Good just don’t talk to her at all. And in my opinion I would talk to your mom if I were you she could give you good advice that is different with my mom because I don’t trust her that much like she doesn’t know me as well as Laila dude Laila knows me better than my own mom. And I think us three should all talk together on Sunday about all of this because I need to talk to someone in person about this besides Laila because I already did but she wasn’t in the same position as me so maybe you me and zoë can talk about it on Sunday if that is A-OK?

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McKinsey keeps asking me to be her BFF and I’m telling her no because you 💔 broke my heart and she won’t listen and I’m not talking to her in person either

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Zoë told me I’m supposed to talk to my mom and tell her about everything I haven’t told her but I don’t want to and she and her mom were supposed to be there last night, but the weren’t and  Zoë didn’t show up at youth group so I’m a little bit worried because she said she would come.

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Oh ok

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I don’t know I’d ill have time because my last session of counceling is coming up

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For real dude I don’t understand I gave her my answer so she better not ask again but I haven’t talked to her in a long time just block her for right now if she keeps bothering you and you don’t like it but if you don’t care then idk what else to do. Maybe go to your counselor as well that’s what I did when things happened

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Mckinsey keeps asking me to be her friend and stuff and I’m like NO! I don’t know what she expects me to say!

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I asked her and she hasn’t told me yet why she emailed you and what drama has been happening btw and McKinsey but she said she would tell me later.

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No I’m not sure why she emailed me.

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I sent you this in email format already, but I just wanted to touch base with you and ask you  if you know why Azaria emailed you anyway.

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THAT IS SO TRUEEEEEEE

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Hahahaha....I think she’s a biotch.
At least that’s what I would have said

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Wowwwwww. Azaria contacted me and said this

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Now she said this just now and I already told her that I’m not gonna respond so I’m not going to just because I don’t want to give her the satisfaction

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Yea it was because of McKinsey there was a lot to say that’s all

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she likes to brag about all the stuff she has and I’m like so you’re gonna talk about everything but the fact that nobody ACTUALLY LIKES YOU?

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She’s also terrible at dance 💃

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Yes she really is annoying and she’s kinda a brat

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i kind of feel bad... but then again not bad enough to forget my grudges against her. And yes there ar more than one

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She’s little, she’s not SUPER skinny and she doesn’t have any friends

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oh McKinsey?

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I don’t want to choose but it’s kind of obvious that nobody wants to be friends with people who start drama everywhere

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What is McKinsey like in person

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Amen sista!

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I don’t wanna two, Ana but I really am on your side no there because

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school sucks

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And the fact that I’m in school doesn’t help either

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I’m feeling the same way over here

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ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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For real I don’t understand why ana does that. Yes I know McKinsey hurt you but there is no reason to use that excuse EVERY SINGLE TIME. And then she’s like “oh just ask Nadia she’s on my side” um actually I think she’s on my side but believe whatever you think girlfriend. And I don’t want to come across as rude since she’s already been through so much but she needs to get her act together for real. I can’t do this drama anymore it’s too much. And then ana is always like “oh my goodness McKinsey you’re not even in drama” actually she is in drama the definition of drama is being in a situation where the friends aren’t really getting along and they keep arguing (that’s in my own words btw) but like honestly ana you aren’t making anything better. And then she’s like ok guys I promise this is the last one I promise if you’re going to have a group chat I’m going to need you to be nice and not say anything about what has happened the past week. Like ok that’s enough

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I don’t wanna be mean to Ana because she’s already been picked on enough but honestly she’s just adding on to the drama.

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and then the fact that she’s like oh delete this Padlet, make a new Padlet oh can you email so and so and tell them blah...and I’m like Ana I’m in class and I’m not gonna get in trouble for it just because it’s kinda your fault that you lost your email

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Also she just wants everything to just put itself back together and I’m trying to tell her ‘no...Ana, listen! Broken relationships don’t just mend themselves! Like you and the person who broke your heart and you broke theirs are the only two people in the WORLD that can fix that’ but she won’t listen

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Same here and I want to show support for both of them but back off of McKinsey at the same time like it’s so frustrating and agrivating to not be able to choose sides and I asked McKinsey not to talk to me anymore and she keeps trying to anyway... oh my gosh STOP. And I totally agree with you that Ana is the one starting everything up again, only she won’t admit it.

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It’s not that hard aren’t you on my side? You don’t have to see the picture it was just so I could see what I was typing. I don’t understand ana though she makes these chats and then expects everything to be all cupcakes and rainbows and everything is ok like no. Then she starts off like oh I am having drama with McKinsey and we aren’t getting along  and then she’s the one who’s starting it up again. Like no because you are the one who started this and then you are just going to start complaining about how McKinsey isn’t even in drama when really she is like ughhhhhhhhhh I’m so tired of the both of them it’s not even funny dude. I’m really really trying my best to stay neutral in this situation

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Oh my god I just read them all and that’s so true like just talk to each other they need to stop sending messengers like Renea plz tell Ana this and Renea plz tell McKenzie this! Like no just talk to each other! Gah!

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I agree
Btw I can’t see the pic you sent. Resend it

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AMEN SISTA!! But Ana makes a group chat expecting that everything is now good and ok and that McKinsey still won’t act like tha. Like no it’s not so just stop I just got so ughhhhhh I got so mad at ana. I’ll show you hang on

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I know this is random but it’s true

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I know I might be being overprotective and all that crap but every time somebody gets in my face about either one of my sisters I really wanna just cuss them out so bad. Including people at church. Jon, Isaac, even Isabell ave all been super rude to Ana and Bruna before too

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I basically told her:
Just because you think it’s not a big deal that you said all that stuff to MY sister doesn’t mean that her family and friends are just gonna be fine with it...I hate her so much and now I wanna cry so bad. That’s like the third person that she’s made cry so far. Herself, Ana and now me

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True. And then the part where McKinsey says ughh I just wanna pull my hair out...hahahahaha! Lol!
I would honestly be ok with it if she did. Nobody cares! And now she thinks that you wanna be her friend...HUNTY! Noooooo! You got the wrong idea

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Alright I’m done with this I’m not going to respond to it because I don’t want to get caught up in something.

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This is what I said to her because I don’t want to have the burden of knowing that I could’ve done something about it so I had to talk to her which was kind of a mistake because now she thinks I want to be her friend which I really and truly don’t and I won’t. But since she claimed that she was going to khs I can’t let that happen. But for real I’m tired of all this drama no one cares honestly. Ana makes it kinda worse she’s like oh my goodness I want to cry and I’m like I’m sorry I understand what you’re going through and I was just trying to help. I also understand McKinsey was on her . but that’s no excuse she meant those things I just know it. She is like oh I never meant throes things I didn’t mean to say those thing I was just mad. AND??? When I’m mad I don’t go to Laila and say I hate her and I hope she dies because of whatever situation we were in and I didn’t like the way she handled it. I’m just so ughhhhhhh. I’m over it

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EXACTLY...it’s lke wow why are you that stupid an excuse like that will get you no where girl friend. I’m choosing not to be her friend because I don’t want to be hurt by her I don’t want to cause more stress in my life. She’s not going to act that way with me.

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Nadia@my glorious backchannel
Oh sorry I couldn’t  reply. My teacher locked us all in Schoology to take a test and I couldn’t get out. But yeah I don’t want to tell Ana but she’s taking everything the wrong way and she kinda needs to stop 🛑 and go ahead and drop it and just let go of everything no matter who’s fault it is and who did what because that honestly doesn’t matter. I always say: If you’re not going to think about it for more than 10 minutes, you won’t remember it in 10 years so just drop it and let God take control. 🙏🏻✝️❤️😝👌🏻
Tats like my go-to-quote...
But Ana also said that she is going to tell our mom but so far she really hasn’t and I don’t know if she is anymore and I PERSONALLY don’t want to be friends w/ McKinsey 🙄😒 but then again I also now that she might come around and be nice when she’s older. Besides she was on her . so I think that was the main reason she said all those things  but that’s still not an excuse because she told me that she was sorry (lie#1) and that she regrets doing it (lie#2). Then the worst part is that she said: “It just came out and I’m sorry for saying all those mean things”... ummm...I don’t THINK so! It did NOT just magically come out. She had time to think about it, keep her mouth shut, and she also had the choice to decide not to open up her iPad and type up the whole email. She also didn’t HAVE to press “send”. But she did. Nobody forced her...but she still did.

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Btw...
F4F?

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I agree with you I think she is using the excuse of McKinsey I understand that she’s rude by what she said but for me personally I don’t want to be in it anymore I’m ready to move on.

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I know Ana is on her . and stuff but she IS taking stuff out on McKinsey  I feel like but I don’t wanna say it

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Abby has a bunch of friends and idk if I wanna. Be her friend or not because literally every time that she talks to me it’s about how she’s mad because of how she said being dragged into all this drama but she’s not aware of the fact that I know that she’s getting into the drama on purpose because she has nothing else to do.

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Ok, sometimes it works where when you type it up and you can see what you are writing

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Yes that’s what I had to do and I’m going to keep doing that

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Is that justa  random picture so you can see what you’re  typing?

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Yes that’s what I did

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Do u have a Padlet made with Ana or not? Because if you dont it might be  a good  thing to do so y’all can talk stuff out together.

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Ok that’s fine

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Yea I hate that I will do that too this is for my presentation for Spanish FYI and there’s more likeshe  wants to be friends with her after what happened but no that’s not going to happen I’ll share the convo with you on docs again but this time it’s different.

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Ok, that’ll be good.
Btw- the reason I’m sending so many GIF’s is because you can’t see what you’re typing unless you put some kind of photo or something on the text and it bothers me that I can’t see what I’m writing so that’s why I’m doing it

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My point she’s like oh I never meant any of those thing yea you did so don’t even play that game with me and she’s like oh I’m sorry I’m sorry will you ever forgive me and be my friend I’ll make a copy and share it with you on docs so  can see all of our convos ugh.

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That’s so true, preach girl!
I hate that McKinsey girl I’m also blocking her and now she’s begging me to still be her friend like...no honey 🍯!

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I’m just not going to stand around and let ana get bullied by some 7th grader she’s already been through so much she doesn’t need someone telling her to go die and say that her friend hates her

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I KNOW SHE REPORTED ME BECAUSE I YELLED AT HER FOR BEING ME TO ANA LIKE THINK AGAIN I DIDNT DO ANYTHING TO YOU SO IM GOING TO MY COUNSELOR IN A  BIT IM SO MAD

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Ugh

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Irmagurd drama
Anyway, I emailed the tech guy at our school, and he said that he could block McKinsey,  and then she was like no he can’t and I said yes he can because he’s done it to other people’s iPad before. So I told her when Monday comes I don’t think that she will be able to email me anymore.

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What? Ok.......

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a d now she sent me this
Like what?

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This is what I said back
I’m so sick of her

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Remember when that girl Azaria got on our nerves, well now there’s a new girl McKinsey and look what she told Ana

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I’m so relieved 😅

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AND SHES GETTING SWITCHED TO MY MATH CLASS INSTEAD

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O MY GOSH ABBEY ISNT GETTING EXPELLED SO SHES NOT GONNA KILL HERSELF

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That’s terrible even if you think that she will be mad you need to tell a trusted adult this is her talking about her KILLING HERSELF

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I hate drama
So
Annoying especially when you’re not the one that started it, but then your friends are getting in it, so to defend or protect them you have to get involved and then everybody gets mad at you for sticking up for your friends and everytime  I’m like bitch I’m SORRY just trying to help out my friends.

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I have one of these with Abby and we can talk without the district seeing it, so she said she’s gonna send me her suicide video and  I said she literally has like a million friends and they would all kill THEMSELVES if she did, and she said bye gtg I love you and I was like no you don’t nd don’t say tththat again because if you loved all of us you wouldn’t do this to us and to yourself and she was like yes I would  still do it and I was like then please don’t and how do you know your parents or the school  won’t find out and she was like because all the people I told aren’t snitches, and in my head I’m like well I know I should tell somebody, but if she found out, she would be super mad  at me.
OMAGOD. drama