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exhausted, wishing I had the energy to do more

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We realized we blend well with others not just our selves.

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My group in the randomly selected breakout room was actually already a BIPOC group by coincidence, so that was nice to be able to feel like we were a group with shared experiences to begin with.

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Being white, I am usually in  a predominately white group.

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Being white, I am usually in  a predominately white group.

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I still have a lot to learn about this process, the levels that we read/discussed through is a bit overwhelming and gives a lot to think about. I don't think there is going to be a smooth transition through these levels

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WORKING IN MIXED GROUP I learned about white supremacy- how people were oblivious of their supremacy

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WORKING IN MIXED GROUP I learned about white supremacy- how people were oblivious of their supremacy

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In biopic group, I heard about the struggles.

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Working in the affinity groups made me feel the necessary discomfort of grappling with the racist systems that exist.

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was comforting to know that where you're at in the stages is irrespective of age (i.e. I shouldn't be at level x just because I'm age y), and that it's natural to move between them and/or not fit perfectly within a single one

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It was nice to experience both types of groups in one meeting

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I'm glad to be having these conversations because they are essential. But I don't feel like I have a next step to take. 

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I'm glad to be having these conversations because they are essential. But I don't feel like I have a next step to take. 

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I learned that my life was on the same path as other people and that we as a nation need more empithy. And if we don't understand each others stories to still respect their life.

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I don't know that I would have said anything differently in either groups.  I am pretty comfortable with myself.

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I don't know that I would have said anything differently in either groups.  I am pretty comfortable with myself.

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I wonder what other people think of the way I perceive myself.

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I wonder what other people think of the way I perceive myself.

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There's never enough time but I'm glad we are discussing this.

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There's never enough time but I'm glad we are discussing this.

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The conversation in our Racial Affinity group meandered away from focusing on giving everyone a chance to answer where they are at in Beverly Tatum's article.

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The conversation in our Racial Affinity group meandered away from focusing on giving everyone a chance to answer where they are at in Beverly Tatum's article.

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Conversations were a little more relatable

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Conversations were a little more relatable

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I am excited for future ABAR discussions and work. Grateful we have this opportunity. 

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I am excited for future ABAR discussions and work. Grateful we have this opportunity. 

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I was in the same group both times so I didn't experience  the difference between a random group and a racial affinity group

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I was in the same group both times so I didn't experience  the difference between a random group and a racial affinity group

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Nap time, not content.

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working in my affinity group made me feel supported, heard, and understood.

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It is good to be having these discussions. 

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It is good to be having these discussions. 

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very uncomfortable being part of my own group. It bought back many negative experiences

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I am hopeful that conversations like I had today will continue but also feeling exhausted remembering there is more work to be done

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I am hopeful that conversations like I had today will continue but also feeling exhausted remembering there is more work to be done

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Random breakout room was with colleagues I know really well, and the affinity group was group we have not got together as much. They were both nice. 

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Random breakout room was with colleagues I know really well, and the affinity group was group we have not got together as much. They were both nice. 

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conversations of shared experiences

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It was interesting to hear the difference between working in an affinity group of my own race versus working in a mix group.  They would both very informative and important.

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Being able to relate to someone that has a similar experience to me made me understand what others are going through.

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Felt good to know I’m not the only one 🙃

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I feel this really will help us move forward and make great progress around ABAR work. It creates safe spaces for all to share their feelings and experiences openly. 

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I feel this really will help us move forward and make great progress around ABAR work. It creates safe spaces for all to share their feelings and experiences openly. 

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you just see others in the same boat. but really does that change anything?

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you just see others in the same boat. but really does that change anything?

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I’m still confused but I overthink almost everything lol. Be safe people! 🤙🏽

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feeling hopeful that we are doing the work and coming to terms that we all still have a lot to learn.

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I felt heard and accepted in both groups.  Awesome colleagues.  Always willing to share ideas, and accept others' ideas.

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I would like to know what the others who didn't share wanted to say.

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I would like to know what the others who didn't share wanted to say.

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Happy that awareness is being brought to this country to move towards antiracism

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Happy that awareness is being brought to this country to move towards antiracism

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I felt everyone was heard and valued in both.  Both took a few minutes to get started as we thought deeper and reacted the same.

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I felt everyone was heard and valued in both.  Both took a few minutes to get started as we thought deeper and reacted the same.

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I feel like I want to talk more to my peers about this process. Everyone is so open and I really enjoy hearing different experiences and having conversations with everyone. =)

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I feel I learned some about Racial Identity Development and would like to dive deeper with that.  Too tired to heal at the moment.

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I feel I learned some about Racial Identity Development and would like to dive deeper with that.  Too tired to heal at the moment.

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I feel I need to feel my triggers and not let them reflect onto others.

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Not much, except that I am proud to be part of Fairview and happy to have such amazing coworkers.

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Not much, except that I am proud to be part of Fairview and happy to have such amazing coworkers.

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There were members who experienced the same things I did.