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Is the owner of this Padlet still here?

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i dont think i can vent here- my only friend i thought i could trust got mad at me bc i was venting and started accusing me of shit so. and as a matter of a fact that person is Ryan.

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i dont think i can vent here- my only friend i thought i could trust got mad at me bc i was venting and started accusing me of shit so. and as a matter of a fact that person is Ryan.

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Hi… I just saw this on a makers chat soOoO

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Hi… I just saw this on a makers chat soOoO

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lets start off with September: it all started when school started and I got a lot of shit from all my "friends" when I told them I was nb and pansexual, now I only have my gf and 3 other ppl in my life that ACTUALLY care abt me. (homophobic much? yeah) they said things like "I don't believe you" and "you're just saying this for attention" and lets not forget abt the iconic "TikTok turned you gay" comment. I felt like killing myself and the thoughts only got stronger. Especially when I was walking to school and suddenly I got hit by a goddamn car- ikr a car- I stg I don't remember shit from the accident all I know was that I got hit and went to the hospital. so that was MY September. October went pretty badly: its starts when my grades start plummeting down to 40-80% and my mom being mad at me for not doing my best. its not my fault I can't pay attention ( I have ADD, ADHD and minor dyslexia yeah I'm a whole charity case bro I stg) a week afterward my mom started yelling at me for no reason telling me to practice my piano (I didn't rlly want to so I said no) then she yelled at me again and I yelled back and she told me not to raise my voice at her and I said "how can I speak with you yelling over me only fair I get to yell back" then she hit me and that got om my last nerve so I hit her back- yeah...so...she called the police and said that I, ME, attacked HER... YAH- they came and took me to the hospital to get me evaluated. I told them (I just blurted it out) that I, eventually, was going to kms soon so they kept me for 2 weeks and asked me the same annoying fucking questions OVER AND OVER again. "do you have plans on killing yourself" "yes" "do you know how you are going to do it?" "no" "do you know when you are going to do it?" "not an exact date but soon" "does anyone else know but me?" "no" over and over again for about an hour. that was last month. This month is going fairly well, currently in NY rn ( l live in NJ actually) me and my gf are going to go on our first date on Monday so I'm excited about that (we've been dating for 3 months. OH WAIT- ITS OUR 3 MONTH ANNIVERSARY AS OF TODAY) but anyways I'm actually exhausted gn-

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So basically, I feel like I've been ghosting my friends. (I haven't been meaning too AT ALL.) I keep getting my shit away because my sister keeps stealing stuff. And I can't notice it. And my mom lost my things, so I can't talk to them. And I try to contact them on Padlet, but they won't notice it.

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I'm back

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Anyone still here?

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Everything's gonna be ok, Ava

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i- thank you so much im gonna cry that means alot 

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i- thank you so much im gonna cry that means alot 

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i hope they suffer like they make me suffer

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i hope they suffer like they make me suffer

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im i a bad person? i dont know :( -sigh-

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im i a bad person? i dont know :( -sigh-

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wow.. i'm sorry- and Aoi is right they will T^T

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wow.. i'm sorry- and Aoi is right they will T^T

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but like i dont get why my parents treat my sister so much better then me and i get yelled at for the littlest shit like fr i mean i wish i can get away and have a better life but i know that will never happen and on top of that i lost 2 of my friends one to suiside and another one to a house fire and thats all hard and it wasnt even that long ago and y parents use that towrds me and it just makes me feel like a peice of shit and all i can do is cry because i cant talk to no one because no one will listen so im stuck in a loop hole that i cant seem to get out of and i feel like im stuck in a jar and my parents are shakeing me around to the point where im throwing up

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but like i dont get why my parents treat my sister so much better then me and i get yelled at for the littlest shit like fr i mean i wish i can get away and have a better life but i know that will never happen and on top of that i lost 2 of my friends one to suiside and another one to a house fire and thats all hard and it wasnt even that long ago and y parents use that towrds me and it just makes me feel like a peice of shit and all i can do is cry because i cant talk to no one because no one will listen so im stuck in a loop hole that i cant seem to get out of and i feel like im stuck in a jar and my parents are shakeing me around to the point where im throwing up

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I don't have anything to vent about, but I'll have something to vent about soon

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oh there is a lot more thats going on but were not going to get into that right now

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oh there is a lot more thats going on but were not going to get into that right now

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If you ever see that picture from me, that means magic'll happen

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okay so like my parents treat me like crap and make me feel like im worthless they even say it to me and im just trying to get out of this toxic house hold oh ye and i might be gitting put into a mental hospital to help me which is always good i mean if it gets me a break from my parents then its worth it i just dont wanna be there anymore also all my friends are  fake as fuck and use my prablems agents oh and ive been in and out of houses because my real parents kicked me out and i wanna die so yay there you know mot about my fucked up life

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okay so like my parents treat me like crap and make me feel like im worthless they even say it to me and im just trying to get out of this toxic house hold oh ye and i might be gitting put into a mental hospital to help me which is always good i mean if it gets me a break from my parents then its worth it i just dont wanna be there anymore also all my friends are  fake as fuck and use my prablems agents oh and ive been in and out of houses because my real parents kicked me out and i wanna die so yay there you know mot about my fucked up life

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Again, I have magic

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No I'm not!!

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I'm good

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so if this is a place to vent i got alot to say x-x

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so if this is a place to vent i got alot to say x-x

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Hello