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another happy pill . my childishness attitude only comes out when i'm with her . something about her made me feel comfortable around her even though we barely known each other .

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why did i cry .

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finally interacting with one of the person who i genuinely wanted to be friends with . funny thing that she also wanted to talk with me . sweetest person that i have met honestly .

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one of the most genuine person i have ever met . although some might find her pretty annoying ( i too sometimes , all the time specifically find her very much really annoying ) but still , i won't deny the fact that she really is a good friend . she'll always ask me if she sees that there's something going on in my head . she's always for me through hardship . even though we never have the same opinion on everything and be bickering about everything , i am still grateful having her as one of my closest friend .

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happy pill . even though we had just gotten close , but i like being friend with her .

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long time no see

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life is getting more exciting and enjoyable this lately . don't know why though .

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know that i loved you so bad
i let you treat me like that
i was your willing accomplice , honey

and i watched as you fled the scene
doe-eyed as you buried me
one heart broke , four hands bloody

the things i did
just so i could call you mine
the things you did
well , i hope i was your favorite crime

you used me as an alibi
i crossed my heart as you crossed the line
and i defended you to all my friends

and now , every time a siren sounds
i wonder if you're around
'cause you know that i'd do it all again

all the things i did
just so i could call you mine
the things you did
well , i hope i was your favorite crime

it's bittersweet to think about the damage that we do
'cause i was going down, but i was doing it with you
yeah , everything we broke , and all the trouble that we made
but i say that i hate you with a smile on my face

oh , look what we became

all the things i did
just so i could call you mine
all the things you did
well , i hope i was your favorite crime

your favorite crime
your favorite crime
'cause baby, you were mine

the lyrics kind of relate you know ?

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will forever be thankful for every events that had occur in my life . although i do still think about some of it , sometimes . but i know that it is all for the best and i am forever grateful to it for happening . i do not hope my life to change as it is it before and hope it will stay the same as it currently is . i hope my life will change for the better and forever hope it'll be better than before .

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what i'd do in my free time ? probably listens to spotify .

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i feel like we should talk about boundaries more often . it's not like everyone are comfortable enough with you . even if you've known each other for a long time , you should still respect their privacy and their own personal space . boundaries are very important so that people will feel comfortable being around you resulted by you , respecting their own opinions and feelings .

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cause i wanna be with you forever , forever

oh , is there someone else or not ?
'cause i wanna keep you close
i don't wanna lose my spot
'cause i need to know
if you're hurting him , or you're hurting me
if i ain't with you , i don't wanna be
is there someone else or not ?

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why do i keep updating my padlet like a creep who want people to know everything about my life . i be treating this padlet as if it is my twitter account . i looked and noticed my classmates rarely update and barely even care about it . i want to stop updating it but i just can't for the sake of full mark for the padlet assignment . i'd probably stop updating this thing after sunday .

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them ? who are them ? which them am i talking about ? why do i talk about them ?

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i wanna have my own license so bad . imagine driving late night while karaoke-ing to songs with your friends until we feel sleepy and just ended up sleeping in the car together the whole night . i genuinely want to experience that while driving at sultan abdul halim muadzam shah bridge while listening to rodrigo's songs .

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i hate myself for oversharing too much . everytime i got close to someone even on the slightest bit , i'd tell them everything that occured in my day and regret it after for getting too comfortable . it's a bad habit that i need to stop doing .

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i hate my current music taste so much . it keep changing every months , but most of the time , it'll still stay in the pop genre .

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grateful for those who's with me at the moment . never expected to have them in my life as someone so important .

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air conditioners here at melewar's campus have a significant difference compared to the ones at bangi's campus . it's cold caused my brain to freeze and not functioning during lectures .

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the only thing that's keeping my sanity .

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somehow , i bought every land that i landed at that day and ended up being second most richest caused by buying only lands instead of houses .

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how to get enough sleep in this kind of week . i kept waking up at 6:30 a.m. and above after staying up late either studying or playing uno flip or even talking with my friends until we fell asleep instead of revising .

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so kiss me where i lay down
my hands pressed to your cheeks
a long way from the playground

i have loved you since we were 18
long before we both thought the same thing
to be loved and to be in love

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but it's not the fact that you kissed him yesterday . it's the feeling of betrayal, that I just can't seem to shake .

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i mean , who does not like romance comedy ?

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i like this . like , a lot . real lot .

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do i need to explain why ?

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love hate relationship for real . i really hate them . there's always argument , disagreement and unsatisfied feeling between us . i hate them the most especially during last year english's explorace . i still held grudge about it till this day . but even with every quarrel and bickering between us , i still love them . we still care for each others even after what happened , although we've only known each other for a year . even with our differences , we're still a class and will forever be that way . it has been a great journey with them since last year and i hope we will continue to be this way always . chaotic , loud and unique in its on way .

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this one is good too .

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and everything i know tells me that i should walk away . but i just want to stay .

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had quite bunches of fun hanging out with them .

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hujan samarkan derasnya
tutup air mata
temani kecewaku yang telah lama
berdosa kah ku berdoa
minta kau terluka
dan tinggalkan dirinya

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morning here does not feel the same as when we were at bangi . it is not necessary to clear hostel at 7:15 a.m. .

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last picture as 2k7 in bangi , incomplete though .

farewell , bangi .

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recommendations ? does not have specific in mind but i'd recommend books from penulis tunas super . every novel published by them are really interesting . what makes them more interesting are , all of the novels they have are written and produced by primary school and high school student . it kind of give more motivation to read and write until we are able to publish books like them .

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felt miserable watching this .

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" somehow we never ended , we grew apart "

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i never went overseas before so i have many basic most common dream destination like most of the population that i will not tell you and as a muslim , i of course wants to visit mecca , medina and palestine as it is the holy land of islam .

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whole day was memorable although the feelings felt bland that day .

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right now
i wish you were here with me
'cause right now
everything is new to me
you know i can't fight the feeling
and every night i feel it
right now
i wish you were here with me

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well , change of plan . this past few weeks , i couldn't help but notices that i somehow are really into psychology . and after some questioning and thorough research , i've figured out that i want to make psychologist as my dream career . and to be a good psychologist , i have decided that i want to continue my study at university of cambridge as it is ranked as top 1 college with psychology programs in 2022 . it seems quite impossible for now . but one day , hopefully .

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my one and only friend , close friend and best friend . will forever be my favorite partner in crime and " favorite crime " duet partner .

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more to comics recommendations to be honest .

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i'd suggest you to read " la flora lawatan kelilingi dunia " . it is published by pelangi books and i like the book humor . as stated in its title , it have books with many fun facts about other different countries . another great thing about reading this series is , we can learn many new knowledge just by reading comics .

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happy eid folks !

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underrated .

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" cause he seems like he's good for you
and he makes you feel like you should
and all your friends say he's the one
his love for you is true

but does he know you call me when he sleeps ?
but does he know the pictures that you keep ?
but does he know the reasons that you cry ?
or tell me , does he know where your heart lies ? "

backfired real quick .

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tampar - juicy luicy
18 - one direction
back to december - taylor swift
one last time - ariana grande
treat you better - shawn mendes
di kala bulan bermain biola - hujan
can i be him - james arthur
enchanted - taylor swift
lantas - juicy luicy
save your tears ( remix ) - the weeknd & ariana grande
favorite crime - olivia rodrigo
it will rain - bruno mars
understand - keshi
nobody gets me - sza
open arms ( feat. travis scott ) - sza & travis scott
moth to a flame ( with the weeknd ) - swedish house mafia & the weeknd
animals - maroon 5
we don't talk anymore ( feat . selena gomez ) - charlie puth & selena gomez
traitor - olivia rodrigo
happier - olivia rodrigo
drivers license - olivia rodrigo
deja vu - olivia rodrigo

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i do not watch anime . it randomly appear on my for you page so i thought i'd give it a try .

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help me decide which one to watch first .

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- sky

- stars

- moon

- rain

- sunset

- music

- alone

- ramen

- spotify

- late night chat

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" computer science is mathematics , mathematics is computer science " - mr. ameer 2023

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bruh . i tried taking the same quiz from other website and now out of nowhere i'm suddenly a protector .

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according to 16personalities , i am an adventurer . i used to be a logician(intp) and an architect(intj) though . my personality be changing like the seasons . either way i think this is my most accurate personality .

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it's currently 4:50 am and i have just finished folding my clothes since 3:20 am . why did you ask me i folded my clothes for one and a half hour in the morning ? mainly because i am too lazy to fold them before this and because we are going home for school holidays so surely i can't left my room with unfolded clothes right ? and why did you ask i did it in the morning not night ? probably if i folds them during night it'll eventually tired me out and will resulting me to wake up early in the morning tomorrow . so i've decide to sleep early and wake early too . i haven't pack up by the way .

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not really first day , probably first month . this is the only good early day picture i could find .

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https://padlet.com/milahuhhhh/untitled-padlet-1zgzae96lpd6vyno

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i don't know if it is common or if it really is only me that have some really drunk thought during night . it is as if i am not really on the right state of my mind . i'd do the dumbest thing during night and act all drunk while i am actually not while realizing what i'm doing . i'd do the craziest thing possible . sometime i would even have some really deep thought about life while listening to some songs . i do not really consider this thing as normal but well , another reason to love night .

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overall it is really good except for the ending of season 1 that are quite frustrating , disappointing and worth to be hated for while season 2 are quite boring cause there's no jung so min . i'm quite disappointed that she did not even have a cameo as mudeok . she should have minimum at least 1 cameo scene . either way it is still really good though . i like the season 1 main leads's chemistry so much . the storyline are interesting too . the story is about soul shifting by the way . enough with reading this . now go watch it .

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i made you think that i would always stay , i said some things that i should never say

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opening up to someone somewhat is really is a good way to release stress . it could helps lighten up your burden a little . probably because you have someone to listens to your problems which could led to depression if it is kept all by yourself . i'm pretty sure that most people did not do this kind of stuff because they thought no one cares about them but instead there are indeed actually people who genuinely care about them . people should start normalize having deep talk conversations with close friends or maybe people who you are comfortable enough to open up with every once in a while . it is great to have someone to talk about your problems to . although i do convince people to open up with others , i myself never actually really opened up to someone . but i do like to hear others story's . it's just that it is not really comfortable for me to open up with others about my own's . weird .

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take you by the hand , you're the only one who understands

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- coffee

- people who like to waste their foods

- ungrateful people

- selfish people

- socializing

- milah ( i don't really like it when people i'm not close with call me by that name , it somehow makes me quite uncomfortable )

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i don't know why . but something about the night is it just really are soothing . i really like night . I can do anything i like during night . i like its silence . everyone else are asleep while only i am awake and living in my own world with my own thought .

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i don't really have a clear vision for my future . maybe i want to become a lecturer and pursue my study in some top universities in the world . i don't even know what university i want to go to . maybe university of oxford or even massachusetts institute of technology ? i don't know .

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coffee . i regret drinking coffee . it is currently 1:45 am in the morning and i cannot sleep and have been to the toilet thrice because of it .

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i am very excited to spam this padlet regarding my daily . do expect broken grammars , weird slangs and shortforms as i will not be writing it formally as i am not used to it but i will try my best to write it as formal as possible .

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my name is amilah fadhlina , i prefer to be called fadhlina . i am from class 2k7 . i am also from klang , selangor . i am the eldest out of my 3 siblings .