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Started form the bottom now we here!
you have to start from somewhere to get to the top. to me this means I'm getting to where I need to do by working slowly to get there.. Its all a process

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I have such a fascination for gems and minerals, I collect them. Its cool how they are created. with such pressure and heat under the earth it takes millions of years to create 1 tiny gem stone.

I also have a knack for taking peoples pain away. I guess you could call it a gift. I inspire such change in peoples lives that they react immediately.
I don't always have the determination to make a change for myself though, only because I didn't really have inspiration at certain points in my life.

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Change and transform your perspectives on people, learn to let go of the things that bog you down. If your lost in your mind become aware of yourself as a being of the universe. Fuel yourself with the curiosity of what could be in the universe, You are infinity small in a huge universe. Nothing matters until you give it meaning.

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I have high hopes to finish school this year or early into the next school year. I'm a done my English and french. I see that I will have to haul it in math to be able to finish, but I am on a good track with math right now. I have a plan to go to heritage or Algonquin. I have yet to check what courses I can take for Psychology, massage therapy, or a course for pediatrics,  pediatric oncology or a nurse type course. I'm also interested in neurology

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I want to get to certain points in my life where I am able to get a PhD in pediatrics or psychology. I don't have an exact idea of where I'm going, but I'm going!

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I hope to finish school as soon as i can and move on I want something different. I feel so ready to move on.

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.....Its important to know where you were compared to now.....

I am not ashamed to feel my life, its mine and its the only one we have, or one we remember at least, I used to think being happy was having fun and distracting myself from life until I had to actually deal with it. I can say that I'm in the right place now, I have plans for my future. I was in a bad place a few years ago. Many people underestimate me. I don't show emotions but I'm full of it, we all are, its human nature. Don't be shamed to feel something you like out of embarrassment, to feel love, hate,..  I was so into myself and my thoughts 4 years ago. I did drugs to make myself feel less and I know it made me numb. I didn't face the world, I felt like saying fuck it, the world is fucked anyway. I didn't care about anything, it was an emotional suicide. I didn't think about what was doing. I was in control, but I didn't care, it may be typical of me to say I could quit when ever I wanted, I didn't need a rehab, I just got tired of feeling the same thing all the time. I'm not going to lie, it was fun for a time. It just got to much a daily norm for me and I felt disgusting all the time. I've had my experimentation's with drugs and what I've learned is that I didn't like myself with who I was. I got my friends to stop with me. That's maybe why I felt it was easy. On different occasions and different years I've had new and different friends who have beaten this "addiction" with me but it never felt like an addiction for me. I did drugs over period of few months each time I was in drug mode, and never really craved it. By the time I was done, I didn't really want to go back. I've proved this to myself by trying things multiple times and not having any aspiration to ever try drugs again.   -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Its just now who I am anymore.