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Thank you for being such a safe and happy space for me. I used to think that kind of selfless love only existed in movies, tapi ternyata aku malah nemu versinya di kamu. Meeting you was like finding exactly what I needed without even realizing it. Adoring you is honestly one of the easiest decisions I’ve ever made, you just make everything feel so easy.

Marshall, may the universe always be on your side, mulai dari hal-hal kecil kayak punggung yang nggak rewel biarpun seharian duduk, atau mata kamu yang nggak capek natap layar terus, to the bigger things you’re working so hard for. I hope life treats you well, don't forget to take a breather once in a while. I'll always be rooting for you, pokoknya untuk hal-hal baik yang lagi kamu usahain. I cherish you, always.

So, until the road leads me back to you.

Avec amour, E.

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Oh, to be loved by a funny and romantic man… and somehow, I found you. Or perhaps it was you who found me first. Either way, falling for you feels so natural, so effortless, as if my heart has always known the way to yours

I love you as you are, wholly and sincerely. You are such an endearing soul, gentle in ways that make me want to protect you at all costs

Terima kasih sudah menyayangiku sepenuh itu, sehalus itu, dan semenyenangkan itu. Segala yang ada padaku kamu rayakan dengan hangat, dan bahagiaku selalu kamu usahakan. Seharian aku nyengir terus gara-gara kamu (ga komplen)!!

Semoga sayangku, kasihku, Marshallku, dimsum mentaiku, selalu berada dalam lindungan dan keberkahan Tuhan. Semoga bantalmu selalu dingin di kedua sisi, semoga tidurmu selalu nyaman dan nyenyak. Dan untuk setiap doa yang kamu semogakan, aku akan ikut meng-aamiin-kan

Aku sayang kamu. Selamanya, dan akan selalu begitu

Sincerely, G.

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my friend, my lover, my other half - the love of my life, Claude. 

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my friend, my lover, my other half - the love of my life, Claude. 

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the lion to my deer,

the wolf to my lamb,

my partner, both as wolf or swan.

the light to my shadow, my favorite gift from God, my clingy, adorable sleepy baby, my prince charming, the one who told me that we'd write our own folklore, my dear, again, i shall ask, how could you be so adorable that i am willingly give my heart to you?

i thought i've lost my ability to write, but then, you came along, and my fingers moved on it's own, like each words have always meant and been belonged to you.

i feel like no word would be able to say how grateful i am to have you throughout my days, despite how busy i was, you're always there to welcome me home to your safe, loving embrace, my safe haven.

love, i pray that you're as happy as i am during our time together, as you made me feel like i'm the luckiest, the number one girl in the world.

i hope that the red thread of fate would always bring me back to you, that i'll always find you in each and every lifetime? at least, until i'll see you again, will you kindly wait for me in love?

i love you, endlessly, my Claude.

yours,

Claire.

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hai mamasku, mas sayangku, masnya lyn, aku mau mengucapkan dua kata penting: terima kasih ya massss udah nemenin aku walau akunya sibuk, tapi aku beneran happy bisa ditemenin sama mas, kerasa banget hari hari ku kemarin kayak dilaluin bareng. AKU HAPPY SEKALI. i don't know how to describe it but, aku pas sama kamu tuh kayak nyaman banget, your presence was so warm it's like i can feel you hugging me. aaaaaaaaaaaa aku seneng banget, kamu tuh apaya mas, PERFECTTTT.

mamas, jaga kesehatan yaa. i'm really, really grateful to meet you ♡___♡

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hai Claude! sorry it took me a bit to write yaa (huhuhu lamaaa sekali yaa aku datang ke sininya, maaf, maaf) how has your day been so far, Claude? i hope it's treating you well yaa because that's what you deserve. TMI aku semalam habis mimpi (not so called) buruk? tapi aneh, karena makan mie ayam ngga dihabiskan semalam aku mimpi ikutan seminar bedah buku Seporsi Mie Ayam Sebelum Mati anjir aneh banget hawanya aku jadi merasa berdosa banget Ya Allah maaf telah menzalimi mie ayam, janji ngga lagi ADUH .. okay cukup.

first of all (maaf izin manggil "sayang" karena perasaannya masih menyala di dalam dada sampai sekarang), thanks for spending three days with me yaa Claude, sayangku! ngabisin waktu tiga hari sama kamu tuh beneran ngga kerasa banget kyak tiba-tiba cling, selesai gitu? AHAHAH but i don't regret anything sih, since being in your soft embrace has been a great thing to spend with. actually i don't really know how to express my gratitude in a long words SUMPAH when i said that being with you is like one of the most precious experience i get, i meant it. tbh awalnya aku takut tau untuk masuk ke dalam sebuah hubungan, i'm afraid that i'm not good enough to love you but turns out when you're around me, you always does something beyond my expectations, you bring comfort to me. aniway, it's been so long that someone loved me the way you did, so i must say i missed that kind of feeling. i didn't expect you could make me feel that way, though. in fact, i'd love to feel it again, you make me feel alive as i said before that my life is worth living again. thank you for the love you have given me yaa sayang, thank you for all those sweet messages and playful banter you gave to me, i don't even realize how many times you put a smile on my face with your antics and replies. to make it simple, it was the happiness that i felt everytime i received your message but at the same time you make me blush so fucking hard aarghskzjd— salting, you have truly brought immense happiness into my life from casual conversations to the most funny moment (giggles). ahyaa .. terima kasih sudah temani aku hadir ke konsernya si cantik Nadin Amizah yaa, aku banyak senangnya, hatiku bahagia sepenuh-penuhnya. ayo nanti kita hadir lagi sayang? AHAHAH. once again, thank you for everything yaa! i hope just as much as i enjoy your presence, it also gives you a great time by being with me yaa sayangku. i am sorry if i happen to offend you without my knowing, please put in mind that i have never wanted to do something that upset you yaa.

BTW selamat ulang bulan yaa sayangku, jantungku! cie! (i'm crying malu banget T_T). the fun and joy i feel when we are together are something i cherish, and that moment with you will always be a special one in my heart. i'm super double XL gratefull being yours!

Lastly, please be well and take care of yourself. lagi sibuk beres-beresin skripsi yaa? semangat!!! i just want you to know that you're so cool, your hardwork is really awesome and i know you will get many achievement from this. your dreams will be come true and the brightest day will be come soon! apalagi yaa uhm .. semoga kamu banyak-banyak senangnya, i pray for much goodness that always accompanies you — and i'm anticipating to have another day spent with you, one day? AHAHAH TMI TMI TMI i miss you already, see you when i see you yaa! dadah ..

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To the one i didn’t expect, but so glad i found

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To the one i didn’t expect, but so glad i found

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first of all, i’m so sorry krn baru sempet ngisi padlet km sekarang, padahal sesinya udah dari minggu lalu sksksksk t__t life’s been a bit chaotic, but i really didn’t wanna skip this, karena kamu, marshall, bener-bener layak dikasih apresiasi yang tulus.

honestly, aku masih suka senyum sendiri tiap inget awal mulanya. aku kirim menfess krn pengen bgt ditemenin unboxing blind box, then kamu reply. dan aku langsung milih kamu tanpa mikir panjang. no doubts. kayaknya krn langsung naksir juga :p dan ternyata… that was one of the best decisions i’ve ever made.

from the very first met, you made me feel seen, heard, and actually cared for. you’re so fun to talk to, super nyambung, and literally always there! kamu fast respond bgt jugaak!! selalu ngabarin, bikin aku ngerasa kayak beneran punya someone yang “hadir” dan berasa “ditemenin”. it felt warm and safe. kayak i was really being spoiled emotionally…

kamu bisa bikin aku nyaman banget in such a short time, and with you it felt natural. gak ada awkwardness, beneran nyamannn. we talked about so many random things and i enjoyed every bit of it.

terus yang paling memorable? pas unboxing blind box bareng!! that was so fun and chaotic in the best way. sama-sama excited, nebak-nebak isinya sambil saling ngedoain semoga kita sama-sama dapet wishlist kita, terus sama-sama ngehype yang akhirnya kita pull! super duper happyyy cause i pull dedek smiskis and you pull dedek oning! (imuppp)

so yeah… thank you, marshall.

thank you for the kindness, your effort, your time, and the way you made me feel selama sesi.

if you scroll your padlet and saw this, just know you did great. and i’m really grateful that i met you.

take care always, ya 🤍

— your tiny bitty baby, G!

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It is I, your clementine, the one and only bell that rings your night. Even though our time wasn't that much as lovers, I truly cherish and love every second of them. Thank you for offering a session with me. It was pleasant to have your presence and filled my sleepless night, to be my escort within my dream. I really enjoyed the gentleness, the kindness, and the warmth you've shared with me. I'd long for you, until we meet again. To my dearest, the gentle warmth of spring that fall upon my skin.

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kakak, maaf aku baru sempet mampir kesini >__<

kak clau, honestly i thought you were one of the mature and calm guys, tapi seru dan asbunan juga ya aslinya? HAHAHA you really lifted my mood up, kak. seriously, i was feeling so exhausted from life and all the drama tapi.. ketemu kakak really cheered me up. even i woke up with a light heart the next morning (biasanya masih heavy heart hehe)

i hope happiness follows you everywhere, kakak. i hope you're well, always. 🩷

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I’d love to deliver few passages that hopefully lights up your day today. I think you deserve the world, yet sometimes I can tell you don’t see what I see. I want you to know that you do. You light up every room you walk into and lift up others when they need it. You hold others when they cry, make them laugh when they don’t want to, and comfort those who need it. I wish you were here to come into my room and bring me food, to sit with me and talk to gossip till the night is old, and to laugh until my cheeks hurt. You’re not only what everyone else needs, but you’re also all that I need. Honest and caring, funny and smart, strong and compassionate. I’ll always be there for you, no matter what happens. When the days get cold and the nights get lonely, my bed will be warm and ready for you to come chat. When you’re feeling upset, I am your ear. When you’re feeling overwhelmed, I am your helping hand. When you’re feeling happy, I am happy with you. You are bright and shining like the North star, and I wish you could see yourself in the light that I see you. I love you more than you could ever know. For the one who I cherish the most, thank you for being who you truly are and always compassionate to people around you, including me. 🤍

With so much love, M. ⭒

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I hope you know.. I won’t forget any single thing about you. I have watermelon and grapes in my fridge right now, just because I promised you I would put those as my grocery shopping list next time.. and I did.

Marshall,

I like how your name feels on my lips. It feels warm and full of love, just how you makes me feel.

I’m not so fond of words, making act of service as my primary love language.. but through your words, you’re making me feel loved. And now, here I am, writing with language you taught me.

Marshall,

(Maybe..) you don’t want to be called adorable, since we always having arguments who’s the most adorable ones between us. But, damn it. I swear you are. I can’t help but think you’re lovely yet adorable yet so manly.. (I really do sounds like woman in love, welp. Maybe it’s because I am..). ;)

I can’t wait to spend days with you. Again. To be welcomed in your embrace. To feel the warmth between our touch. To learn how it feels like to be loved through beautifully written words.

Marshall,

To end this letter.. I wish you happiness and softness no matter where you go. I’m also someone who’s good at goodbye, but you were right. People like you don’t come around often, making it hard to bid one. So maybe, I’ll see you around soon? ;)

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If you’re looking for someone who puts in the effort, makes you laugh, easy to vibe with, and just genuinely fun to be around, I think you've just found one right here. He knows how to respond thoughtfully and gets genuinely excited about everything. He’s super adaptable, so I wouldn’t be surprised if he ticks most of your boxes (but hey, maybe ask him yourself just to be sure haha). All in all, a perfect human being and such a great match as a partner.

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You're my favorite notifications for this past 2 days, i feel really excited whenever i see your notifications pop up. I feel like i'm the most loved person, you comfort me with your words and it makes my heart warm.

Kakak lucu banget pokoknya. Lastly, i wanna say thank you so much for your time, you tried your best to spend your times with me even when you have to work. I would love to meet you again someday!

A

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shshshs aku ngga tau mau nulis gimananyaa, CUMANN AKUU BISA PASTIIN KALOO SAMA MASS CLAUDEE PASTI DISAYANGG DENGAN BRUTALLLL, dan seringgg bangettt ngelakuin sesuatu tapi gemessssnyaa malu malu kucingg gituu... terima kasihh udahh nemenin akuu buattt kemarinnn, tadi malemmm akuu happyy sekaliii, thank u sm claude 🤍🤍🤍🤍

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agaknya diriku kagok menulis ini karena udah sekian lama xixixi BUT THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH UDAH TEMENIN AKU KEMARIN

sejujurjujurly kemarin aku lagi sad and tired TAPI UNTUNGNYA ADA ✨️ KAMU ✨️ MAKANYA DIRIKU TERHIBUR DAN MENJADI HAPPY BRUAKAKAKAKAK SERU BANGET

aku sudah ke sana kemari membawa alamat namun pada akhirnya tetap berakhir di pelukanmu anjay bos sikaaattt nanti kapan kapan kita sikat sikatan lagi ya anjay 🤟🫰

SEHAT SEHAT TERUS BTW!!!!!! SEMOGA SUKSES SELALU!!! SEMUA KEGIATANNYA LANCAR JAYA 💪💪 jangan lupa bahagia juga dan jangan stres 😎

regards (anjay),

princess kerupuk 🫰

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Had such a great time with you last night, Claude. I lovee the nickname you gave me, and I really appreciated your mature and insightful advice. You have such a witty and warm personality. A few hours wasn't enough haha. Have a wonderful day Claude,

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Halo, Kak Marshall.

First of all, I’m sorry for just stopping by now. Actually, I wasn’t sure what to say, but I just really want to thank you. Thank you for keeping me company during those days, for being there, and for watching all the movies I suggested. I had such a great time, and it honestly meant a lot to me. You always make things feel easier and more enjoyable, and I truly appreciate that.

I hope you’re doing well and taking good care of yourself. Don’t forget to rest properly, eat well, and look after your health. Also, I really hope that everything you’re working on or hoping for goes smoothly and turns out just the way you want. See you when I see you!

- L, UCB.

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I don't know what i suppose to write..

Why did two days feel so fast and so fun when i’m with you? Does it mean we’re meant to spend forever together? Ya kannnn?

Claude, thanks for meeting me. Again and again. I really appreciate it, every second of it means so much to me.

All your sweet words feel extra special. Sorry if i keep calling you cheesy... you know... akunya yang suka salting. Haha. Thank you for that..

Claude, thank you for the book date. Huhhh i'm beyond happy! Andd for every song we’ve listened to, and for all the effort you’ve put in. I really appreciate it, and it makes me so happy. I can’t wait for our next book date!

Hope we cross paths again, and that you’ll still want to meet me. Take care of yourself, and i hope everything you’re working on goes smoothly. Thanks so much again, and see you next time, sayang♡

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My sweet adorable boyfriend ever, Claude. 

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My sweet adorable boyfriend ever, Claude. 

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I’m (less) busy now, so it’s time for me to give you love letters.

How’s your Saturday going? (I love you.) I hope you eat well (I love you.) Dang, I wish I spent my morning cuddling in bed with you (I love you.) I’d love to make some breakfast for you next time (I love you.) you’re cute (I love you.) I bought watermelon today (I love you.) I would buy grapes next time (I love you.) I would love to know all about your favourite foods (I love you.) Don’t stay up too late (I love you.) I wish you path filled with happiness (I love you.) Please do think of me every time you wake up (I love you.) you’re like adorable (not so) little puppy (I love you.) you make me blush, a lot. (I love you.) Don’t forget to have some water break and stay hydrated (I love you.) Come and steal your 4.999.990 kisses left next time (I love you.) Take care, sayang. (I love you.)

I love you.

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A flickering lights, one who dares to gaze through the void. How the sorrow preaches for you, perhaps they’re terrified of how deeply you dwell. Should one be present for another, and should one be present for such breeze in a banter? Dear, you have the answer like no other. Just now I hear the dust on my wall whispers, the same thing yours did that day—“Can we, too, bid a pleasant farewell to the dearest?”

A gentle soul, a caring heart and a breeze amidst the risk. A flickering lights, rushes to battle the idle fights within.

May your flame never perish.

yours truly, A.

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lately reading books has been my hobby, this is solely for my clingiest softest prettiest baby

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lately reading books has been my hobby, this is solely for my clingiest softest prettiest baby

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summary: the hands i was let go once now feel like home again upon your return

tags: exes to lovers, hurt/comfort, secretly soft and caring kakak bf x the woman who can’t be moved gf, books mentioned, tiny bit of angst with a happy ending

well… to start with, i believe i have apologized in advance for the chosen trope (because girls will be girls who need a good cry once in awhile), but let me mention it again here. God, i won’t ever shut up about how you make me feel—in all the good ways, despite crying a bit during the day. i sincerely appreciate you for managing everything flawlessly, to the downright details which is exactly how i’ve been hoping my ex would be.

you’re so delicate, really careful in treating me, yet can almost make my heart sink whenever a little reprimand comes from your way (believe me, this is a huge plus point, i always love my ex, now lover, a little bit galak on the side). feel like i’ve known you for ages—truly my one that got away. conversation flows smoothly, talking about everything’s easy (with the exception of some serious aspects of trying to get back together, obviously…), and i really appreciate that you paid attention to my current read tiny ramblings! your subtweets? amazing. and your writing? breathtaking, i couldn’t ask for more. i have no other words to describe it and i have read it countless times as of now, but let it be my little secret.

thank you for giving me another chance again to spend a lifetime with you, sayangku. if your love goes beyond words, then i’ll meet you there with mine. in the meantime, at least have a good rest because quoting what you said, “everything that doesn’t go smoothly is out of your control.” however, i hope that each day will bring something positive, as it is the least you deserve.

hope this doesn’t look like essays

i wish you feel loved always ♡

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Claude, Claude, Claude! Haiiii, apa kabar? Sekarang sudah sembuh belum pileknya? Semoga sudah ya! <3

Claude, meeting you was the best thing that happened this year, dan semua orang perlu tahu itu. You are such a sweet, lovely human being yang deserve buat dapatin penghargaan setinggi-tingginya sebagai pria paling manis sejagat raya tau! Hehe. I'm beyond happy to get a chance to be yours—senang sekali habiskan waktu bareng kamu. Thank you for taking care of me and loving me so dearly ya, love.

Tiga hari bareng kamu rasanya singkat banget—nggak kerasa saking serunya. Topik obrolan kita mengalir banget dan itu bikin aku sangat nyaman. Tiga hariku jadi kerasa lebih menyenangkan karena ditemenin sama kamu (maaf alay). Terima kasih, ya, berkat kamu, aku jadi banyak ketawa dan senyum. Pun, terima kasih selalu make sure aku nyaman dan happy bareng kamu—temenku titip terima kasih buat disampaikan ke kamu. <3

Claude, manusia baik, semoga bahagia selalu membersamai kamu, pun senyumnya jangan sampai pudar ya. Terakhir, jangan lupa jaga kesehatan dan makan yang teratur, okay?

Nanti, nanti lagi aku bakal pulang ke rumah. Sekarang sampai jumpa dulu ya, Claude sayang. Peluk erat dari aku, semoga hangatnya tersampaikan.

Your carissimi,

Cle.

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Hi, How’s life? I hope universe treated you well. I just want to say that I’m so grateful that I met you and the way you loved me. I won’t forget about it, you make me feel alive, I love the few past days we spent together. You are amazing person and know how to treat me just like I needed. You’re so adorable, charming, beautiful, smart but also funny. I can’t get enough of you. I love the cute petnames you gave me they are wonderful and precious.

I hope you’re always healthy, always happy. If someone treated you bad, do tell me. I will get them ^___^

I can’t wait the day when we meet again, see you soon my dearest bluebells.

Sabil Ayu, your trinkets.

ps: these are words from my friends, also they called you awan because your name rhymed with cloud🥺

from Aubrie: Awan, tolong bahagiain Mba Abil terus yaa.

from Acha: thanks to mas awan karena udah selalu bikin mba abiy senyum

from Tita: terimakasih claude, partner trauma dumplingnya sabila, udah bikin sabila happy lagi❤️‍🔥

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First of all, thank you so much for your beautiful words, Kak Marshall, they truly mean the world to me. I’m so grateful for you, for just being here and making everything feel brighter. I appreciate every kind thing you’ve said, and I can’t express how much it makes me smile. You really have a way of making me feel special, and I’m so thankful for that. Like I said, you're my favorite person, and I’ll always cherish you. Your presence is more precious to me than you’ll ever know.

And please, don’t forget to take care of yourself. Make sure you're eating well, getting enough rest, and looking after your health. And, see you when I see you.

- L

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Hello agaaaiin, makasii sudah isi waktu 3 harinya bareng akuuu! I had a lot of funnnn!

Thank you for accepting all the mixed signals that i gave youu haha. I love the way you solving our matter, how you communicate, and deal with it. How can this baby become so mature? Selamat, nanti aku beliin susu ultra milk yang ada beruangnya.

Maaf ya, recently ive been dealing with so many things at work, jadi kdang lamaaa balesnya. Tapi seneng deh tiap malem bisa berduaan, hehe.

Oh, kamu belum cerita tentang toko kenlotong namaku. Nanti kalo ketemu lagi, aku tagih boleh kan? See you my happy pill! Ilyyyyy🤍

-yours

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Very very very short time??? But I already feel I’m so loved by you that I can’t help to smiling ear to ear the whole day? I really had a bad day but you seriously htp make it so better, wiping my bad cloudy day away. Our interaction and conversation also flowing so smooth. I’ve been longing this type of relationship like the one we had. Making the butterflies on my stomach go wild. Also how can you make me feel so secure and in a snap of finger made me put my trust on you. I’m so happy I can spent it with you, really. Please always be well and stay for a little longer. I want to see you again next time too.

xo, X.

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Ive spent two incredibly enjoyable days with u. I was happy every single second of it. Ur affection toward me, how u treat me, how u respond to me—wow, i felt so valued, wanted, and loved.

It turns out, being with someone who shares the same love for each other is truly beautiful, isn’t it? Even the weirdest topics become meaningful. Every melody becomes a warm memory, and every touch and kiss becomes a lasting moment.

Im sorry if i still give u mixed feelings, but i hope we can always meet again to share these mixed feelings, along with love, joy, and even sadness.

Thank u for everything. Thank u for existing. I love you the most of the mostest of the mostestest🤍

So, see u in another chance?

- ur soon-to-be Mrs. Marshall

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Dear professional heart keeper of mine, Mr. Marshall.

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Dear professional heart keeper of mine, Mr. Marshall.

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As I sit here, trying to pour the feelings you’ve awakened in me by showing me the bright side of love, wishing that what I try to convey reach the deepest part of your heart. The only thing that comes in my mind every time your name slip out from my mouth is.. “God, I’m indeed the luckiest.”

How can a sinner like me deserve such pure love from an angel like you? How can a wrongdoer like me deserve to experience the heavens when I’m with you? Do… I really deserve you, oh my sweet darling?

When I’m with you, I breathe love. When I’m with you, the world becomes kinder, and when I’m with you, I find I love myself a bit more. You reveal a side of me I never knew existed, and I cherish it: the happy me, the in-love me, the girl from fairy tales that my childhood always dreamed of me. I realize it’s only you who can bring this out in me. That’s why I love spending time with you—learning new things, discovering new aspects of ourselves, and expressing our affection through sweet kisses and warm hugs. I cherish every moment with you, every heartbeat that longs for you, and the way I always find love in your eyes. I truly cherish it all.

Thank you for existing and for making me believe that true love exists. Thank you for loving me and showing me that love can be so easy, and that I am easy to love. Thank you for letting me know that even a sinner deserves love too.

I love you so much, Claude. I really do. With all the depth of being. I love you with every parts of me, I love you.

The one who finally owns your last name,

Abigail Marshall.

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haiii mass! pertama-tama mauu minta maaf karna butuh waktu lama untuk mampir kesini.. tapi semoga kesan dan pesannya tersampaikan yaa disini. terima kasih banyak aku ucapin buat mas karna sudah bersedia untuk dengar keseharian, temani, bagi kasih sayangnya dan rasa hangatnya dari hari ke hari untuk sama-sama. spent time with you was make me so happy! mas claude dengan sosoknya yang dewasa, penyayang, manis, romantis dan penuh cinta ini sukses buat aku merasa begitu dicintai dan disayangi. so, for anyone who searching someone who have this criteria please come to mas claude and date him as fast as you can! jangan sampai keduluan :]

mas claude! banyak terima kasih aku ucapkan karna sudah banyak warnai hidup setiap orang yang datang termasuk aku. i wish nothing but happiness for you, hoping the day will always be a good day for you ya! please take care of yourself!

see you when i see you!

-far.

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ABANGG‼️‼️ maaf baru kesini terimakasih yah I will never get tired of saying so many thanks to you. And also thank you for all the love you've shown me during our time together ya abang tengil i always enjoyed our moment together and i will always forever cherish our moment. semangat for everythings that you do ya abang im rooting for you!! i hope your days will be filled with joy see you around. ✨‼️

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dearest, baginda raja (aku ratunya)! thank you for being the greatest boyfriend. it was fun spending time with you. aku ngerasa di sayang walaupun suka diisengin kamu sampe marah seperti tomat. BUT, you really made my day 10000% even better. thank you for showering me with love and affection, kita gak ada awkwardnya sama sekali (alias kran biru bogel). kamu juga punya 1001 cerita random dan aku suka banget dengerinnya. thank you for being my clingy boyfie LUCU SEKALI 100% terverifikasi cintaku untukmu.

please, take a good care for yourself, makan dan minum yang enak, dan istirahat yang cukup yaaa. know that you are loved! you did an amazing job. take a note that, setiap langkah yang kamu ambil setiap harinya (walaupun kecil) itu juga akan membuahkan hasil! everyone has their own pace, and so are you. dadaaah i love you so much <///3

with love,

N.

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halo, Claude, sayangku. makasih banyak udah habisin waktu sama aku yaa. aku seneng! SENENG BGTTT! karena aku merasa sangat disayangi dan dicintai sama kamu. ini bahkan melebihi ekspektasi aku 🥺

wah.. beneran deh, kamu ini terbaik. salah satu hal terbaik di awal 2024 ini adalah ketemu sama Claude, sayangku, cintaku! 🤍 sama kamu hari aku rasanya bersemangat banget! karena aku tau, dipenghujung hariku yang sangat melelahkan dan butuh untuk didengarkan, aku punya kamu untuk bisa jadi pendengar yang baik di semua cerita aku, kamu juga ngga pernah bosen untuk selalu puji aku, bayi-bayiin aku, manjain aku, bikin aku merasa amat sangat dihargai! HUHU SAYANG CLAUDE BANYAK BANYAK BANYAK! 😭😭🤍🤍

gantengku, jaga kesehatan yaa. semoga kamu selalu dilancarkan segala urusannya. semoga kamu juga selalu dikeliling kebahagiaan dan semua hal yang baik. Aamiin.. aku dari sini akan selalu semangatin kamu untuk segala sesuatu yang lagi kamu jalanin. aku bakalan kangeeeen banget sama kamu! semoga kita bisa ketemu lagi ya, sayangku! 🤍✨

— kecilnya Claude, Z.E.

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I am so sorry, it took me A LONG TIME, to come here. Karena aku baru banget kosong..

AH, this is your Z. Alias Zenia! Claude, I really want to thank you for our time around... couple months ago. I know it's been months, but I still couldn't forget the days I've got to spend with you.

Your love, your words, your affection, our laughter and memories together, I adore you and I admire our time together so much.

I never truly knew what love is, but you clearly came into my life and showed me the greatest love. I don't know if I deserve it or not, but I am incredibly grateful for it.

Your presence had filled my days with joy and my heart with warmth. Every moment with you feels like a blessing, a happiness to me, to be precise, and I cherish each memory we create together. Thank you for being the beautiful soul that you are and for bringing so much love into my life.

I admire the person you are, Claude—your words, your passion, and your beautiful soul. I am so lucky to have you. I am so lucky to spend my time with you.

No words can fully express the depth of my feelings for you, but please know that my love for you grows stronger with each passing day, the fact that I still remember our meetings until this day. I always thought like "Okay I will fill out the Padlet today" like everyday, I am glad I finally got enough time for it.

In the end, I am hoping to see you as soon as possible Claude, much love from Zenia, and until then.

-- Zenia Ardiwinata

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Claude, it's unspoken how grateful I am for the warm and loving moment we shared together. even if it's only for a moment (even if it feels like an instant), as I said, every second with you feels very meaningful. I can't feel more loved than this, and it's all because of the warmth you've given me as my boy. every word, everything is so precious to me.

thank you for all the love you've given me. your presence has brightened my day. you've brought so much happiness in my life, and I'm really grateful to have you here.

I feel grateful to the universe for directing our steps to meet at the right time. we're together in a beautiful moment, and I'm sure there's still a lot of beautiful moments waiting in front of us. I wish there would be more time for us to share stories, laughter, and love. I can't wait for those moments.

until we get back to each other, please take good care of yourself. I will always remember you in my prayers, and every day I will wait when we can be together again. Thanks again for everything, Claude.

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kakak, despite such a short period we spent with each others, all the love in every form you pour to me will always linger in my heart. i'll reserve my warmest love for you, kakak. loving you comes naturally as how easy it is to love a soul like you. the love you have and the love you give is the testament of your existence. and that shows how beautiful the soul of yours is. i do think that God wrote love letter in the form of you, kakak.

in these past few days, you've been my loving, sweet, attentive, and mostly adorable boyfriend. i love how i can be who i am with you, kakak. i'm glad to be able to rest my soul knowing it'll be safe in your embrace. kakak, thank you for showing every side of you while we're together. i love to love each and every part of you, kakak. you're so much loved, and you'll always be loved.

kakak, you have the warmest and sweetest soul that this world needs more of and what a relief it is to exist in the same time with you, getting to know a piece of your heart, and being able to love you with all of mine. you’re the love i’m longing for in this cruel world.

i'll keep you in my prayer kakak, for the world to pour its kindness towards you, for your days to feel easy to go through, for you to always be surrounded with all the love you deserve, i pray for a love whose peace is deeper than all storms for you, kakak. i hope you always remember how much i love you ya, kakak, and i hope that reminders shower you with hope and let you know that you’re enough. because the truth is that you are. you're so infinitely enough.

kakak, let's meet again under the lovelier sun where we share tangerines and peaches with each other and sipping our favorite jasmine tea. please take my hand again for a dance in the loveliest garden that we've always been dreaming of in the next chance ya, kakak ^-^

sweet kisses,

kecil.

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kayaknya kalo sama claude dijamin seru banget dehhh. beneran kenyang ngobrol banyyyyakkk banget mau ngoceh kayak apa juga dijawab dan diladenin SEMUAAANYAAA. nggatau mau ngomong apa lagi masih herannn claude kayak nggak ada kurangnyaaa :0 makasih banyak ya claude makasih banyyyakkk banyyyaaakk, semoga claude banyak ketemu bahagia juga orang orang baikk✨️✨️

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hiii Claude, sorry aku baru sempet mampir hehehehe.

SUMPAH.... KAMU BENERAN THE GOD OF WOA.... AKU SHOCK KETEMU MANUSIA SE-WOA KAMUUUU HUHUUUU AKU SENENGGGG BISA KETEMU KAMUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🤟🏻🤟🏻🤟🏻

Kamu BERHASIL BANGET bikin aku feel loved kemarin, walaupun kita baru sempet ketemu sebentar, tapi aku beneran ngerasa disayang banget :(((( makasih yaaa 💓💓💓 nanti aku akan demo PLN kalo ganggu kita pacaran lagi wkwkwkwk

SEE YOUUU!!

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HEEELOOOO CLAAAAAAAAAUUU wassup itss me c: eeyyy our time was short (because i wanna be responsible huft) but i had a fun time with you!! you were funny but also very sweet, i felt lucky to spend my stressseeeed day with you! i hope you had as much fun as i did and you feel loved since im not very good at words as you know sigh but nywayss sstay healthyy and have a good day always, lots of loveee

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(dibuka dengan judul sesuai keinginan kamu disautin yes chef) hi c: aku mau menyampaikan salam dari warga satu kecamatan c: katanya terimakasih claude c: maaf kosakataku seadanya banget soalnya kalo sama kamu tidak bisa berkata kata :0 makasihh banyakk udah jadi pacarku yg ga cuma jemput depan gang🤙🏻makasih udah bantuin jadi personal stylist!!!! dari awal sama kamu bener bener gakpernah merasa ditinggal walaupun kegiatan kita tabrak tabrakan :D maaf gak bisa bikin essay cuma bisa isilah titik titik di bawah ini.....semoga bantalmu dingin dan bebek gorengmu enak!! :D

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thank you for accompanying me and trying to be a good boyfriend (you are). you're sooooo sweet and i love it. there was nothing lacking in you and you also didn't given me any bad impressions even in our short time. you somehow have your own way to brightens up everyone's day. i hope everything goes well for you, take care 💗

(p.s we kinda have similar taste in music 😛)

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hi? it's lil bit late i think... i'm so sooo sorry

Thank you...

for never forgetting me (teary) for always finding an excuse to remind me that you care about me. for making me feel special. I appreciate all the little things you do to make me happy and feel so important. For you i'll stay up till 4 in the morning just to talk to you even if i have to wake up 2 hours later to go to work haha I feel so blessed to be your love and your Cherrie

thank you for everything you do, and everything that you are. words cannot adequately express the depth of my love and gratitude for you. You are my caring boyfriend, and I am endlessly thankful for your presence in my life. Your kindness, understanding, and affection have filled my days with immense joy and warmth. when I'm with you, I feel safe and cherished <33 I hope you stay around for a long, long time

love you always, Cherrie

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SORRYYY FOR SUPER LATEEE hehe. Don’t worry, i still remember how lovely you are on that night. I felt really comfortable around you hihiy. I feel like that i’ve known you forever.

Thank you, for being the understanding boyfriend. Thank youuu so much for all of your attentions & affections. Thank you bb.

Hope that we can see each other again in another time. Have a wonderful life, bb!

X,
Kie.

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Abanggg‼️thank you for willing to spend your precious time with adek ya. im so glad i found you, abang. you have been so understanding and lovely to me ( walaupun kamu jailnya itu setengah mampus) its feels so easy and it doesn’t drain my energy to talk to you, ngobrol sama abang kayak udah kenal dari lama HAPPY‼️ kayak ada aja yang di bahas HAHAA u sure have a lot energy.

Thank you for being here for me ya abang i really pray everyday that you have a comfy sleep & god will always protect you wherever you are. For your health too‼️‼️ karna abang bakalan sibuk jadi dijaga ya kesehatannya, i want give abang endless amount of compliments because you’re deserve it. but well, idk how to make them sound sincere and creative so once again terimakasih ya abang ‼️

See you around abang tengil

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hi there, kak! how was ur daaaay I hope you're doing great whenever you see this. just wanna say thank you for being there with me on my sleepless night, talking about legos and all. OH someday when we meet again, we definitely will go on some spotify sess together to listen to your romantic songs and mine's jingkrak-jingkrak type of songs. love you! ❤

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hayi, ude! terima kasih banyak udeku gantengku udah mau nemenin aku selama beberapa jam beberapa hari kemarin. it was a very fun night to had a chit chat with you! pertemuan kita bener-bener sesingkat itu tapi rasanya kayak aku udah kenal dan akrab sama kamu dari lama! i love it when you were so chatty with all of those chats.... terima kasih udah bikin aku cengar-cengir malem malem.... terus... apa lagi ya.... pokoknya banyak-banyak terimakasih buat ude! ♡

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Kakkkk, I'm so sorry for taking so long to fill this, but i'm so happy and grateful to spend my time with u! It was really nice to talk to u, aku seneng banget, kakak baikkkkk bangettttt, pengertian dan selalu apresiasi aku sekecil apapun itu, aku bahagia habisin waktu sama kakakk. Makasi banyak banyak udah sepengertian dan sesayang itu, aku seneng bgt, u treated me sooooo welllllll 😭😭💗. Thank u so much for creating memories with me, ya kak!! I'm so sorry if I may did something wrong, forgive me T_T

For the last, please take care of urself and be happy, I'll always wish all the best for u in the future and beyond, see you when i see you again, kak! -k ❤

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Hai! I'm so sorry for coming so late yaaa, and I hope you doing well, okay?

Thank you for accompanying me and making me feel loved. Thank you for your time and thank you for treating me good yaa, we have such a similiar taste in series even in album! Finally i found my people :>

Please be happy and staying healthy yaa! Don't forget to eat well and sleep well! I hope you'll always doing great out there, you deserve a beautiful things and beautiful life!

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Hallo claude, aku mau bilang makasih banyak yaa karena udah nemenin aku seharian penuh. Yaampun, gemes banget. Dari awal dah buat hari aku berwarna dan semua hal yang kamu lakukan. Kamu selalu ngabarin aku dan perhatian terus nanyain kabar aku. Maafin aku yang ketiduran lama, soalnya emang aku tidur suka lama. Aku suka nemenin kamu ngerjain banyak hal, lucu banget lagi kita punya banyak kesamaan. Tos dulu sayang 👊. Aku suka pas diajak ngobrol banyak hal apalagi dipeluk dan hujan hujanan bareng eh engga yaa. Kamu harus jaga kesehatan yaa pokoknya jangan lupa buat istirahat. Kamu juga ada aja tingkahnya dan seru banget bejil. Kita sama sama suka cocomelon, weh jarang banget kan. Kamu nemenin aku sposes lalu yaa, aku emang suka kartun terus kamu juga suka ngeng, emang kita cocok betul yaa. Makasih banyak untuk banyak kalimat indah yang kamu tulis untuk aku, semuanya sangat indah dan berarti untuk aku. Makasih banyak buat hari aku menjadi indah dengan semua hal yang kamu lakukan, pokoknya kalian harus banget pacaran sama claude! Okee ini bukan yang terakhir, semoga bahagia selalu menyertai kamu dan selalu dikelilingi orang baik sayang. Sampai ketemu nanti ya!

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Maricell!! sorry yaa I cant wrote a long ass paragraph cs I’m super sick rn but I wanted you to know that I always cherish every moment of us! You bring so much joy, love, and light into my world, and I am constantly in awe of your strength, kindness, and compassion. When I’m with you, I fall asleep with a heart full of love and gratitude for everything that you are. You inspire me to be a better person, to chase my dreams, and to live life to the fullest. I am forever grateful for the love that we share. I promise to always cherish you, to support you, and to love you with every fiber of my being. Thank you ya Maricel! ❤️

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haloooo kakakkkkkk!!! terima kasih banyak ya karena udah mau nemenin aku seharian kemarin dan hari ini, kakak baik banget :( aku bener-bener makasih banyak yaaa, kita jadi bisa ngobrol lebih lama biarpun akunya ngantukan banget :( tapi aku tetep seneng karena bisa ngobrol sama kakak. kakak lucu, gombalan maut om omnya gak ada lawan, talkative juga, suka godain pacarnya teRusssssss hahhahahahahsidjdkd, aku beneran ngerasa disayang banget waktu sama kakak. kakak beneran ngeladenin semua ocehan aku n bales SEMUA bbc aku yang bener bener sebanyak itu, kakak makasih banyak yaa. maaf ya kalau selama sesi ada kata-kata aku yang bikin kakak nggak nyaman, maaf juga kalau akunya bawel buanget.

kakak sehat terus ya? makan yang teratur dan istirahat yang cukup, jangan kebanyakan begadang, minum air putih yang banyak. sekali lagi terima kasih banyak ya! be happy! see you when i see you! 🫰🏻

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Hi, Icel! Thank you for the last 3 days yah! You’ve been such a really good and wonderful partner! You shows me a lot good sides that I can’t even have/do and that’s (kinda) motivated me hehe :) I’m sorry if sometimes I talk to much ya t__t and I’m so grateful to have you to listen to all of my bullshits sksksk once again, Thank You yah!! See you when I see you again!!

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hi marshall, it’s really nice to spend my time with you for these 3 days. i really enjoy my time with you, it feels so magical and wonderful. you make me feel loved and make me happy. you’re such a good good boyfriend for me. i’m sorry if i made a mistake and i’m sorry i’m not good at expressing my feelings t___t but thank you for everything, thank you for your time and see you when i see you.

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hi marshall, it’s really nice to spend my time with you for these 3 days. i really enjoy my time with you, it feels so magical and wonderful. you make me feel loved and make me happy. you’re such a good good boyfriend for me. i’m sorry if i made a mistake and i’m sorry i’m not good at expressing my feelings t___t but thank you for everything, thank you for your time and see you when i see you.

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- icel marshall 🫡

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Shall im so sorry baru sempat mengisi padlet. Terimakasih sudah nemenin bincang bincang santai, dan sayang sayangan gemas kurang lebih selama 4 jam ya, spend my night with you maybe will be my favorit thing soalnya kamu emang se seru itu, sedikit random and i love it, lucu juga manjain nya huhu i always love the way you babying me fr.

See you Marshall.

with love S.

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HI MARSHALL, OMG LASTNIGHT WAS THE BEST NIGHT I EVER FEEL, YOU'RE SO GOOD AT THIS REALLY. kamu ngga cuma muasin aku tapi kamu juga bikin aku berbunga bunga bener bener ini pertama kali ngerasain gini, you call me slut but still treat me like a princess how good is that ??? 🤍🤍 dan kamu bener bener bisa main secara perlahan lahan, kamu bisa kasih detail detail yang bikin makin akshsksj banget, foreplay nya dapet banget gilak i love it, dan penataan bahasanya aku suka banget ngga berantakan dan enak banget di baca. suka, sukaaa banget sumpah 🤍🤍🤍🥺

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Dear Marshall,

Maaf banget baru sempat isi sekarang. I’m so so so thankful I chose you. Sebenarnya aku beneran tertarik karena kamu reply pakai lagu Around (It’s actua my favorite song of NIKI) dan beneran gak diraguin lagi your music taste is 💯💯💯💯💯.

I also really appreciate the little reminder of semangat kerja nya. Seriusan thank you banget. Kalau kapan-kapan aku ajakin sposes lagi jangan kapok ya? Hehehe.

Have a great night, Marshall. I hope you’ll have a restful night. 💛

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lembut banget dan responsif. aku rent nsfw and that was fun! selalu pengen rent kamu lagi, karena kamu asik dan seru banget either ngobrol casual atau pun dirty. chuckles. marshall indeed worth the rent, semoga bisa rent marshall lagi dan ketemu di sesi lagi!

sincerely,
anna.

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First of all, sorry banget baru isi padlet nya sekarang, aku ngerasa udah ngisi padahal belum ternyata. Marshal thank u so much udah mau nemenin aku selama satu hari lebih dengan menjadi bf aku. Kamu orang yang bener" sweet dan sangat perhatian huhu, bener" bisa dijadiin temen cerita yang baik, terus juga sangat" convo builder omgggg jadinya aku gak bosen pas chatingan sama kamu, terus lucu jugaaaa!!!. Padahal seinget aku pas isi form ga request apapun tapi ternyata kamu sangat memenuhi kriteria boyfriend aku ahahahhaah. Intinya kalo kalian mau ajak Marshal jadi bf atau bestie atau lainnya gak perlu ragu deh!! Oh iya, see u on another session maybe???

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Makasih kakak udah nemenin akuu mana ketiduran duluan karna udah gak kuaaat :< aku seneeeng bisa ketemu kakak karena menfess orang jadi bisa ngobrol sama kakak walaupun cuma 2 jam aja :(( maafin aku kalo aku ada salah yaa :"( pokoknya makasih banget huhu aku seneng dibayiin kakaak 🥰 walaupun aku seringnya ngeselin 😋 tapi kakak tetep ladenin EHEHEHEH 🥰 kakak juga keliatan mengayomi!!! Pokoknya aku seneng ketemu kakak, kapan-kapan kita ketemu lagi yaah! 🥰🥰

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Halo, sayangku. Terima kasih sudah menemani beberapa hari ini dan menghabiskan waktu denganku, ya? Marshall itu soft dan sweet banget, obrolan randomku yang ngalor ngidul pun ditanggapi. Senang rasanya karena memiliki Marshall, asal pipiku gak digigit.

Marshall, tetap jaga kesehatan ya. Tidur dan istirahat yang cukup, makan yang teratur sesibuk apapun kamu. Okaay? Semoga kita bisa bertemu lagi di lain kesempatan ya, sayang. ❤️

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hello, papa!
thank you so much for always being beside me at night, padahal kia ketiduran tapi ternyata papa masih ada buat kia waktu kebangun... kia senang.. makasih banyak, papa! 🥺💗
papa is the sweetest man I've ever had, even though I met you only for several hours, but it means a lot to me!! I think I would ask you for 'balikan' someday. HAHAHAHA KIA SENANG SERIUS, so it must be nice to meet you again, papa! nanti deh setelah kia jadi pengacara alias pengangguran gak punya acara, ayo pacaran lagi! spend time together for looooong hehehe.
apa lagi yah kia bingung, tapi pokonya gitu! kia senang ketemu papa, nggak salah pilih semalam hihi.
see you, papa! please stay healthy and happy, okay? kia loves you. 💗💗💗

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HAHAHA tks yaa shall, udah mau nemenin ke randoman gue dan maaf lo jd kaget gara gara profilpict gue. makasih udah ngimbangin chatt gue dan menanggapi dengan sangat baik. gezzz ayo rent di marshall.

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Halo Marshall!
First, i wanna say thankyou for being my one day companion. Thankyou for being all ears to my stories. Makasih banyak ya, aku kadang ga jelas suka tiba tiba galau hahahah hope you won't get tired of me.
You're sweet and kind. Also, gemes bangeettt sksksksk asli ga bohong deh. Tapi kayaknya kamu lebih suka dibilang keren daripada gemes ya? Padahal mah dua duanya juga cocok. Ga adil maruk banget emang.
I wish that we could meet again in the future ya!
I'm so lucky to have you as my boyfie🤍
See you when i see you, Marshall!

-A.

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it was nice to talk with you Al.
such a funny guy, tapi juga bisa give me a comfort words. random talk builder hehe.
i had nice a.m. conversation with you👍🏻👍🏻
if yall need someone to talk with, you can trust Al.
thankyou, see you when i see you,Al!
⭐⭐⭐⭐

p.s. don't forget to brush your teeth before bed!!!!!!

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ini abang abang jago ngepet, kalo lu pada butuh uang cepet, belajar dah sama dia. asik juga orangnya bisa diajak ngobrol macem macem, cuma emang penakut. cakep dah topiknya kesana kemari jadi emang kaga bakal abis topik. resenya dapet, cakepnya aja sih yang kurang bang. kaga usah ragu kalo mau cari abang abangan, ini aja Bang Marshall, udah kaya abang abang tanah abang, lancar kalo ngomong.

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timakaci banyak yaa kakakkk udah nemenin aku malem ini! cuma beberapa jam aja tp aku udah ngerasa disayang bgt bgt bgttt!!!! kak acal sweet bgt huhuhuhu thanks for the pat pat kakk. tunggu aku balik lagi yaa :D

-e