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A, I don't expect an answer to any of this, all I'm doing is expressing it.
Sorry.

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If you have opened this letter, and are wondering whether this letter is for you or misdirected.
The answer is, this letter is for you.

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i wrote this on the date 17th June, 2023
Dear Mr. A

Hai, A
How are you? I hope that you are feeling great.

There are so many things that I want say to you through this unofficial letter, but there is no time to get through it all. Duh... aku sedikit malu banget buat ungkapin ini, because this is my first time expressing like this. I've never been like this before, usually I would just let it go on its own.

You want to know the truth?

A, I like you, I like you a lot. More than I've liked anyone for as long as I've lived, the way I feel for you is very rare (ini agak sedikit cringe ew haha). Tbh, its a bit creepy for me to reveal something like this. The truth is that I fucking love you and I haven't felt this kind of situation for a long time, where I smile whenever I see your text. You are everything I have ever wanted, and so much more. And trust me when I say this; I'm falling hard.

Kalau ditanya aku mulai suka sama kamu darimana, aku akan jawab ngga tau harus dimulai... darimana. Tapi saat pertama kali i see you, you caught my attention. Dan akhirnya aku jadi kepo dengan kamu haha maaf ya, aku ngga bermaksud seperti itu. Lulus sd aku ngerasa aku akan semakin jauh to see you, dan akhirnya aku melepaskan this feeling saat dimana masa aku akan fokus mencari tau kamu. Setelah bertahun-tahun lamanya pencar, akhirnya bertemu lagi di suasana buka bersama waktu pertama kali saat itu. Seneng? pastinya. Karena bisa ngumpul bersamaan dengan waktu yang sangat tepat. Pada saat itu aku ngga bisa berbuat apa-apa, karena aku bingung like how to express all this to you in a good and proper way and make you uncomfortable about it, soalnya aku bukan anak-anak seperti mega, sarah, syakila dsb yang bisa kenal dan tau tentang kamu. Dengan tekad yang kuat, akhirnya aku mencoba melawan rasa malu + gengsiku untuk ungkapin ini semua ke kamu melalui surat yang tidak resmi ini. But don't worry, after I reveal all this, I will get rid of these feelings so as not to make you feel burdened.

Anw before I end, thank you for being my friend, you have been my friend from childhood until now. Maaf jika I make you uncomfortable when you read this, I just want to get all of this out so that I feel relieved and not confused anymore. My last hope is that after I do all this, we won't be strangers anymore (yes, even though ik it will happen) but hopefully not.
Thanks again.

Regards,
R