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GUYS PLEASE KNOW IM NOT A PRO HELPER. >< IM SORRY FOR NOT CHECKING UP THIS WALL FOR A LONG TIME.

TO ME..: SUICIDE IS NOT THE ANSWER. IT NEVER WAS.

TO TAINTED: HAVE YOU REPORTED TO THE POLICE

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i'm have been tainted.. i'm scared of guys.. i don't know when i'm going to feel like i'm not afraid of them at all..

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I have denied this for a long long time by saying that I'm straight and I love guys, But no, I've fallen for my bestfriend, and she's the same sex as me. Oh god.

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I just want to share my problem... You know about that friend of mine? Well, of course you didn't. She always makes me do things, scold and hit me. But I love her, I don't want to lose her. She's precious to me. We have many similarities, that's why I always stuck with her. But today, she's mad at me. She have problems but I'm worst. I always tell her to be strong but I'm weak myself. She always tell me her problems but being me, I comfort her but when I'm hurt, I never tell her. I don't want to hurt her more. Although she's not nice, but I love her <3 I'm kidding about her problem but she mistakes me that I'm mocking her. I though she is kidding but probably not. I'm sorry though but she never take care of my heart. I'm really sorry and then my other friend blamed me because of that. I felt really betrayed.. I have too many problems already. And that's personal but really my life is hard. I'm sick because I'm stressed but I tried to be strong. I have my life too T_T I don't want to hurt others, I try to take care of their heart. But me, no one want to persuaded me when I'm sulking. Never!! Even my family.. I want to be treat like a special person in their life..

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I dunno. I'm not the type to talk T_T I never talked back to them. I often cried. Today, my father blamed me again. I dunno what I did wrong??? As if, everyone hate me.. Then, I get out from my house and cried alone. It's so cold and my brother said things from the past. So, I went to the toilet and cried again. My 2nd sister always scream to me.. It just soooooooooo annoying. My 3rd sisters told my parents that I'm not so good with general knowledge but I'm good with vocab. You know what my father said??? He mock me by saying that I'm not clever :( I have bad skin too, I have many pimple.. my 3rd sister told me whether I'm stressed or not because pimple on forehead due to stressed. But, I just keep quiet. Then, all my familt teased me because my bad skin. It's not my fault that I'm stressed! I'm a really coward person. Sometimes, I just feel like suicide coz I think everyone will be happier if I'm gone...

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if i stay silent u think i'm rude if i talk back u think.i'm rude too.. so what i'm gonna supposed to do.. huh..

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First of all, I'm facing a situation similar like yours, except that my parents insult me because of a skin condition that i have. I used to get really hurt and i bottled up my feelings inside. That was wrong of me because my self esteem dropped. After I felt like it was too much, I confront them about how I felt.

So first of all, you should tell your family about your feelings so they would reflect at their actions. If you don't want to talk, write. I wrote my feelings and show them instead of talking because it is much more easier than talking to them.

If you want to be a vet, then go for it. Don't care what other people might think. It's your dream so you strive for it. Study hard and play hard.

Well, if you want to, you can tell your friend that it annoys you sometimes. If she gets angry and worked up and criticise you, well let her go. She ain't worth the time.

And about your weird voice, it's not your choice. Well, if they tease you, tell them its not your fault and it's somehow theirs. Okay maybe don't say that it's their fault.

Well if your father says your lazy, then show it to him that you're not. Show him the proof that you're not.

Hey hey, vets need to talk well too right? So speak up! Start talking. If they tease you about your voice, cross them out of your life.

So shoo and turn a deaf ear to that negative words, strive for your dream and talk more!

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I'm very sorry for my late reply. I had something going at school today and I was dead tired and slept from 6pm all the way till 9am the next day (today).

I don't really know how to help you with your mother but try to find a chance or time when she don't seem to do something really important to talk to her. If there seem to be none, be patient, there will be a time you can talk to her.

No matter what a friend will always stay by your side, even she has problems on her own, she would still has room in her heart for you. If she chooses to criticise you though, let her go.

Seeing how she probably had sent you lots of messages and calls, meant that she is concerned about you.

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I have a weird voice so I always teased by my family. As first, it doesn't bother me much but it get worse T_T

They teased me evryday so I become really sensitive. I rarely talk to my family, I'm a bad daughter but eveytime I speak, they always make fun of me. I think I cry almost evryday like 3 times? Of course I don't hate my family but they never understand me. I can't even share my problem with them, I'm so stressed out by that. I have homeworks too, but none of them want to help me..

I want to be a vet.. really, I'm so really want to be a vet. But they always think that I'm not serious. They just, I don't know. It hurts so much. That's why I am a really shy and quiet person. I dropped my grade because lacks of communication.

And my friend is I don't know sometimes arrogant. she always say that she now it eventhough she know nothing about it. It's just really annoying >.<

My family is not a supportive people, they always think bad things of others. Eventhough the person that they talk about is really nice. I don't get whats the point of blaming people. It's a sin, right? Sometimes, I don't even know why I am their daughter. My dad always nags saying that I'm lazy. He don't know how much I'm hurt by all that nags.. It hurts sooo much. I have a tons of homeworks, Housechores. I do almost everthing but he is ugh.. I hate to say ..

I always be compared by my teachers.. I have a clever sisters. all of them , but I'm not a toy.

"Constantly comparing a child's ability to another child 's ability can lead to destruction of individuality and creativity."

I cried by that words. It's really true. That's why I'm scared and shy around people. That's why I'm dumb. That's why I have no confident at all.

ANGEL, PLEASE HELP ME T_T

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I always are sick.. since little.. My mom just seem like a different person but i understand she is busy with her work and study.. but i can't help being sensitive.. i have been living away from my mom for 3 years because of my study but now i'm back at home..
i have one closed friend i think but i can't really trust her with my problem and she has so many problem with herself too.. and i have been ignoring her calls and message these days.. i just can't face her anymore.. i have my reason... i drop from my study and then i can't face her and i just can't.. i drop out because of so many reason..

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Honestly I was watching my wall all this time and saw every words you typed. I was saddened by the fact that your mother blames you for you being sick. But i was far more upset that you think no one cares about you. Dear, let me tell you one thing. Your mother obviously cares. If she doesn't, do you think she'll even bother to scold you on how she thinks that you don't take care of yourself? She probably would not even say anything and ignores you totally. Maybe when you were asleep, your mother had probably tended to you. But it all depends on her behaviour when she scolds you about your health. Usually mothers really care, but some are blinded and cares about money more. Well that is when you turn to your friends. Your friends don't care either? Then teachers. They might show fake sympathy, but find the one that has passion for teaching. Those teachers usually will care about their students deeply.

But what do you mean by being sick? Do you probably mean you keep getting a fever or something? If it is, you do need to take great care of yourself. if it something like from when you were born, its from your genes and your mother has no right to scold you but you still do have to take great care of yourself. Don't disregard your health just to rebel or something because it doesn't really affect anyone but it will have a great impact on you. Start the year right.

Why words hurt more than actions? because actions is easier to go away. But words will keep repeating in your mind, stabbing you everytime you remember it. Memories of those hurtful words are more vivid than the actions. Words will be remembered because it reminds you of how to act.

Don't you have friends? Really close friends? If you do, stick to them as much as possible (not to the point of creeping them of course, they need their space) because close friends will usually give you a sense of security.

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I hate being sick.. no one would care..
why words hurts more than action.. why..??

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I can't help but feel like I'm hated by everyone. People saw me, but they walked pass me like I was non-existent. The truth is that i know everybody somehow hates me. I'm very insecure. And what's worse is that I actually fallfor someone hopelessly deep.

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You may hate everyone, but there is some people who would probably make great new friends for you. It's just a matter of time and whether you're brave enough to make the first move. Go introduce yourself to whoever you seem to might be comfortable with. If both of you click, nothing else matters anymore. Friends will usually make you feel safer and happier so be with your old and new friends.

Is this about parents too? If it is, you should try to know why do you dislike them in the first place. (Hate is a strong word darling) Then try to put yourself in their shoes. Unless they're the abusive kind of parents, seek help from teachers or the authority.

Stress from school is unavoidable. It's just the second week of school for me now, and I have loads of homework too. Stress can be good or bad. Good type of stress will make you more productive, so you won't procrastinate and do your homeworks and schoolworks at a later time. Bad stress will make you panic. You need to seek help with teachers if you are really stressed. If you don't want to be overly stressed, set a schedule. Remember the important point is education. Set aside 1 hour and 30 minutes to study, and time for your homeworks. Start early. So you won't get too much stress when exams or tests starts.

Remember never to use the word hate. It's too strong and would make your mood even crappier.

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I don't know how I'm feeling honestly :( I hate everyone and everything at the moment and stress from school is increasing. What shall I do? :(

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Just don't expect too much. If it happens, it will happen. Stop thinking it will happen, cuz if it dont, it'll just hurt more. Since you already know it, you shouldn't have allowed your hopes to be up again.

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It bugs me. It bugs me how he keeps appearing. It hurts to see him, knowing he would probably not like me back. He keeps putting my hopes high up, just to make me hurt again and again.

Angel, advice?

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Twitter : @Baekpo_angel

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i dun want to love till the end. it hurts more to love than forget. but.. so far, its been impossible to forget. stop smiling at me, let me go. hate me. force me to live on in pain