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I was sitting on the swings, to any other person I would look like a eight year old just swinging, but i wasn’t. I didn’t know it then and neither did my parents but I wasn’t ordinary. You know how people say everyone has their demons, ya i do too but mine show a little more than everyone else’s.

I was at school ,now in 2nd grade,swinging when the school bully, tommy, pushed me.

“Let me swing!” He yells

“ wait I’m swing now” I say calmly

“ No! Me want it Now!” He screams and then pushes me again but this time with more force

I fall to the ground

He gets on the swing looking satisfied and that is when I completely lose it and think terrible thoughts one was that he swings so high that he passes the bar and falls. I didn’t think it would actually happen becuase everybody thinks bad things but they never happen,  but then he does exactly what I was thinking. I don’t know if it was because I was staring at him or because the thought was so evil but he did it and fell down hard but not on the sand on the concrete. Then while the teachers rushed him to the nurse I started to wonder would I get in trouble? If he dies am I a murderer? Wasn’t that funny? No it wasn’t my other mind awnsers. That scene was the first of the many outbreaks.

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Now I’m 15 and these outbreaks happen When I’m super emotional. The only people  that know about these outbreaks is my two best friends randy and Taylor and my family. My parents are over controlling people. They like the whole world to see them as one perfect happy family. Them and us, Anna, Michael, and me. If you stepped in out house you would think see this is the perfect family no problems, clean house, good kids, and strict parents. If you looked at me, heck you wouldn’t even know if I had just had a fight with my sister, less know if I had outbreaks. That’s how my parents made us.. Good at acting. I’m going to meet my friends right now and they know the real me not the acting. They figured that out when I was in 2nd grade.

“Hey Ally!” Taylor says. she’s always happy and I mean always.

“Hey taytay ” I respond

“Shh!!you know my parents don’t like that nickname” she reminds me

“ But there not here are they” I say looking around suspiciously,to mock her

“Ya, But your parents are and there the biggest snitches I’ve ever met since 1sr grade” she says jokingly

I laugh, real,long, and hard. Not like the ones my parents make do at party’s.

“ okay where are we going to day!” taytay asks

“The rock of course!” I exclaim

“Okay, okay calm down we need to sneak randy out.” “ He got grounded so they took away his car” she says after my questioning look.

“ oh well I guess we're using yours” I say as I hop into the car

Randy is always getting in trouble. His family is the exact opposite of mine. There all so lovey dovey with each other and don’t fake their emotions. That’s why I like going over to their house. Mrs.johnson loves me like her own daughter, which is no surprise because she has three boys and always wanted a girl. I’ve never had that with my family which makes it even worse with my outbreaks. I’ve never had anyone there to comfort me after them and I bet if mrs. Johnson knew about them she would hug me after each one. The outbreaks didn’t really bother me much, except that I was lonely. But now I’m 15 about to turn 16 in 2 weeks, July 18, and I want these outbreaks to end for good!

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Today is my birthday and of course everything has to be perfect. But for once I don’t mind and don’t call me a spoiled brat becuase I am not. I don’t mind today becuase its my sweet sixteen and doesn’t everyone wish their sweet sixteen is perfect. I also don’t mind because I’m going to make a wish that is 85% supposed to come true becuase its my sweet sixteen. My wish isn’t going to be a new Kylie lip kit ( although I wouldn’t mind if I got one), my wish is for these outbreaks to stop and how to stop it. I don’t care if I have to climb the Grand Canyon or swim in the ocean ( I don’t know how) or have to lose a leg… Wait actully nevermind! I love my leg. But ya’ll get the point I am going to end this this outbreak no matter some things.
Basically the whole town is in my backyard and I’m in this red pretty dress. I’m walking throught the crowd of many people when I see him, Ashton. Ashton Grant is the most popularest boy in school (also the cutest). I would be surprised to see him here but his parents and my parents are best friends. So, naturally he gets me, his parents are as controlling as mine. I think we used to be very close as kids. My sister, Anna said they used to come over all the time and him and I were like best friends. I always tell her to stop lying, even if I kinda believe it. I keep on walking but when someone grabs my arm I yelp and even jump a little. I turn an I find Ashton’s blue eyes looking at me and it’s like I fell into an ocean and his eyes keep pulling me closer.
"Hey, you okay” he says dragging me back to reality
"Ya, ya I’m fine” I say a little confused. Why was he talking to me now?
"Okay, well anyway I wanted to say happy birthday”
“Oh, Thank you” I say pleased
Then I see him fidgeting a little and rocking back and forth.
“Hey, you okay?” I ask
“Yes, also I wanted to say you look beautiful”. He says shyly
“Really! Thank you!” I blush
He’s about so say something else when I feel a tug on my shoulder and look down to see my little cousin, Audrey.
"Ally, mommy and daddy want to see you” she says
“Okay Audrey I’ll be right over” I say
I look back at Ashton, to be honest he seems a little down, he smiles at Audrey then says “well, see you later” and that’s when I wonder when, when will I see him again.
Everyone’s singing happy birthday but the loudest are my little cousins. They always love an opportunity to be loud and obnoxious without getting in trouble but it wouldn’t be embarrassing for their parents only for mine, which I don’t get becuase they aren’t their kids. When they say blow out there candles I wish that the outbreaks stop and I decide to wish for one more thing, a guide on how to end the outbreaks.

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It’s after the party and Randy, Taylor and me are sitting on top of Taylor’s car. Andrew and Olivia Grant (Ashton’s parents) are inside with my parents, I don’t know where Ashton is but his car is still here.
"Hey, HEY! Earth to Ally” Randy says getting my attention
"What do you want!” I say. Annoyed
"Someone was daydreaming about someone” he smirks
" I wasn’t daydreaming I was… Thinking! Ya that was what I was doing” I stutter
Randy and Taylor crack up laughing while I grumble. Then I see a shadow and feel a hand on my shoulder and Taylor and Randy stopped laughing. I immediately think danger and wish for the person to let go of me. I scream and have an outbreak. I turn to see what happened and I see Ashton in the dirt. I gasp. He’s looking at me like he’s afraid of what I might do, I turn and look at Randy and Taylor and their looking at me with sympathy.
" Wha- What Happened?” Ashton stutters
I go over to help him up. He looks at my hand like he doesn’t know what it is and then when he looks up at me and I see that he’s afraid but then his eyes softens and he takes my hand. After we’re all settled back on top of the car he asks again.
"What happened? Why did I fall backward?” He says confused
Taylor looks at me her eyes questioning and I understand. I nod.
"Well, Ally has these outbreaks that when she gets emotional, like sad, angry or scared then she thinks something and it happens usually she can’t control it. She must’ve been scared when you touched her and wished something.” Taylor explains
Ashton looks confused “wait so she made me fall backward?” He asks
“Yup, all her and her mind. What do you think ally.” Randy asks
“I wished for the person to stop touching me. I guess it went extreme” I say sheepish
"Oh so you didn’t do it to me on purpose” Ashton questions
"NO! 1 I would never do that to you and 2 I didn’t know who was behind me” I state
" oh, good” he smiles
Now I’m about to faint because Gosh that smile gets me every time
" okay now that you know you can’t tell anyone” I say seriously
" alright” he agrees
" Now I have to tell you all something” I say
They all nod encouraging me to go on
" I wished for the outbreaks to stop and to have a guide how”. I spill
"Do you think the wish will come true?” Ashton asks gently
"Yes everyone says sweet sixteen wishes come true” I say
“Are you sure, couldn’t you have wished for a Kylie lip kit or something?” Randy says
"Or a new phone” Taylor jumps in
Now those words upset me and I think Ashton can tell because he does something that makes me like him even more.
"It’s alright, she wanted that wish and if it comes true we’ll help her” he says
Then he looks at me with his intense blue eyes and grins while I blush
"Yes, We’ll help her she’s our best friend” Taylor interrupts our moment
" Even if she’s a little loopy” Randy jokes
"Hey!, i am not loopy I am just unique unlike some people” I joke back
He stares me down and I stare right back. Then he crosses his eyes and sticks his tongue out and I crack up. I feel someone looking at me so I turn and see Ashton staring straight at me with a goofy grin. Out of all his smiles this is the best one becuase it shows his fun, imperfect, goofy side.

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It’s the morning after the party. I didn’t drink at all but I feel like I have a hangover. Then it hits me, He knows. I’m going downstairs to get breakfast when I get a call from a number I don’t recognize, I awnser it.
"Hello? Who is this?” I ask
"Oh right, you don’t have my number , it’s Ashton Grant!” He says jokingly

"Well I know now” I joke back
"Okay, want to have breakfast with me?” He says now serious
"Okay, um sure!” I stutter
"Alright!, we can go to the diner, be there in 5” he says oblivious to the fact that i sound like I’m choking on air... or he just too nice to point it out.
"Okay I’ll be there bye” I manage to say
"Bye” he hangs up
I take three deep breaths to calm down. It doesn’t work, I run around my room frantically looking for something to wear. I decide to go with pink jean skirt with cropped white tank top with my pink sunglasses. I tell my parents I’m going out for breakfast but I don’t tell them with who. I get there in 5 min the exact same time he gets there.
“Hey, Allison look great like always” he winks
“Thank you and call me Ally” I say while blushing
“Okay, it’s your rodeo” he says while putting his hands up
He’s wearing a red flannel shirt with a white tee and black ripped jeans and when I look up I fall into the ocean in his eyes. He’s not like steroid type bulky but he has a six pack and is muscular but not the nasty kind. I’m still daydreaming about him when I hear him say Ally and it sounds like that wasn’t the first time he said my name.
“What?” I ask
“Um, okay do you wanna go inside, to eat? He asks me
“Ya, yeah sure” I say distracted
He opens the door for me like the gentleman he is. I walk through the doors like I’m a princess and when he walks in I turn to look at him and he bows down and I giggle, out of all the things I could do I giggle. Randy was right, I am loopy.
We sit down and the waitress comes and asks us what we want to order

“I’ll have waffles with syrup and water” I say

“I’ll have 3 bagels with cream cheese and orange juice” he says

“Okay I’ll be back with your food in 5” she says
" so wanna hear a joke” he says once she leaves

“ yeah, let me hear it”
“ what do you call a bird that swims over the sea” This ones easy
“A seagull” I claim
“Yeah, what do you call a bird that swims over the bay”
“Umm... a blue Martin?”
“What! No! Where did you get that from” he cracks up
“You said a bird” I say now laughing
The waiter comes with our food we both say thanks. When she leaves he looks back at me waiting for an awnser, when I don’t he gives up.
“Are you sure you don’t know” he asks one more time
“ yup, shoot” I say sipping my water
“ okay a bird that flies over a bay is called... a Bagel!
I laugh so hard water comes out my nose and he starts laughing when he sees the water come out my nose. We laugh so hard the the waiter comes over to tell us to calm down and the customers are getting disturbed but when I look up she smiling down at us and I can tell she doesn’t mean it in a mean way. We say we will and she goes back to her job. After we’ve calmed down I look at him and say
“But that’s not a bird is it?”
That makes him start laughing again.

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After I’ve had breakfast with Ashton he drops me off at home and says see you later. Once I’m inside my room