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My student life from the last weeks of the quarter has been written and defined by overwhelming confusion, voiding stress, fatigue, and countless episodes of breakdowns in which resulted to apparent decline of my academic performance. As I prepare for the upcoming 2nd quarter, I aspire to become more resilient and mentally tough in order to overcome all the challenges the next quarter may present. I also envision myself as a learner possessing a more persistent and unwavering spirit, who is absolutely inspired and determined to finish this academic year with flying colors.

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If I could, I would honestly just give up. That seems easier. Fortunately, I’ve been blessed with the most amazing people to love so I can’t give up. If I have to change something it would be to improve my current self. To work towards the life I’ve dreamed of, I want to create habits that are good, have the motivation and discipline to do them, and the level of comfort needed to do them. It’s hard to move with pressure, stress, procrastination, and perfectionism to accomplish what I want. Though, I understand it is necessary to move. Sadly, even moving seems stressful. The progress is stressful. I desire change so much but in the end, I would have to create it for myself.

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For now, I can't think of anything I want to change for myself but I have one thing I want to improve which is practicing how will I manage to be confident and not be shy speaking in front of people, this happens because I have a hard time putting my thoughts into words and sometimes when I speak there are people who will misunderstand my thoughts because I am having a hard time explaining what I truly mean.

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I've noticed that I (almost) never get anything done lately. School requirements? Barely and almost constantly late. Hobbies? Either I barely have time for them, or I'm hyperfixating on them to run away from responsibilities - in both ways, I DON'T have fun and just think about all the stuff I still have to do. Sleep? Either I'm always snoring in bed the whole day and night, or always slaving away and going to bed at 3 in the morning.

While I could say that I just need to stop procrastinating and call it a day, I don't think that's the case. Rather, it's my lack of focus in everything that I do that I want to change. If I could start focusing on one single thing I do even just a little bit more, I think that'd be great. Maybe then I'd actually absorb the things taught in class and enjoy my me time. Then, I can finally start thinking about the usual things people want to change, like avoiding procrastination and properly setting priorities.

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One thing I want to change is my unhealthy routine or habit. Since the school year started, I have been in front of my gadgets and still use it even the class has ended. With that, I want to build a healthy routine by setting a time limit in using my phone a day, reading books and exercising instead of spending most of my time in using social media.

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I am intimidated by the idea of 'change' before, because I want things to stay as it is for the reason that it is fine that way and I am happy that way. But as time pass I realised how 'change' is inevitable and I can't stop it anymore, realising that, changed me in a way in seeing situations (uncontrollable situations) in a different way. I learned to accept that there are lots of things that is out of my control and all I can do is accept those situations because it is the main concept and reality of life. Even life gets really hard on me, I tell myself not to stress out much because even I try as hard as I can, I can never win at life but I can learn how to enjoy it to the fullest.

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I really need to avoid being stressed out although it is kind of inevitable, like at least alleviate the feeling sensation of being worried and tired. Even when there are times that I feel like I can accomplish and make solutions for some tasks and problems, I still tend to overthink and worry. I want to change this by giving time for myself to rest and of course my daily devotions to God.

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In the first weeks of the first quarter, I handled my time well. I always do my outputs earlier than the said date, but gradually it changed. I begin to cram and be unproductive. For the next quarter, my goal is to be more consistent with my performance. And manage my time better.

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I've been so preoccupied with schoolwork over the last few months that I haven't had time to read the Bible. As a Christian, I want to become a Christian who reads the Bible every day since the words of God may nourish not only my physical being but also my spiritual being. Reading the Bible helps me feel closer to God and more secure, and I know that I can accomplish anything through Him, with Him, and under His guidance. In addition, I'd like to express my gratitude to our Lord for all of the blessings I've received recently.

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I am aiming to avoid being burned out as even if surviving a wave of tasks has been accomplished, I cannot get lazy afterward. It might be a small thing hearing it but I think it will be helpful in today and onwards

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I want change my sleeping routine and have a complete rest before class. Also reducing procrastination and as much as possible start activities earlier as I can

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I've been feeling a lot of pressure, exhaustion, and stress over the last quarter. It's because I wanted to maintain my good performance from the previous school year, but I'm finding it difficult to be consistent due to a variety of factors. So, this quarter, I'd like to find a way to relieve stress and relax. I'd like to find a way to de-stress from work and pressure. And do it at a nice, slow pace. And be optimistic in all aspects.

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Napansin ko na kahit hindi pa nagsisimula yung school year, pagod na pagod na ako. I tend to put so much effort to every work that is given to me. I don't settle for less however it greatly affect me especially my mental health. So one thing that I want to change within me is my mindset in prioritizing myself before anything else.

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I'd want to change my habit of procrastinating. My motto was always "What's due tomorrow, do tomorrow" which doesn't do me good hehe

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I want to change my sleeping schedule and time management.

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Saying "Yes" all the time and being really selfless.

I realized that I didn't have to satisfy or please everybody with helping them and by saying yes. What I need to do is love myself more, since I will be the one to make all of the decisions and set the course.

"Focus on myself, love myself, only myself"

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Ang gusto kong baguhin sa akin sarili ay matulog ng maaga dahil noong last quarter masyado na akong puyat and di ako maka tulog ng maaga. Kasi dati maaga ako natutulog. Ok skl naman pi. HAHA. Then siguro sisipagin na ulit mag work out kasi sobrang tamad ko right now dahil sa mga activities and wala na din oras. Last thing di ko siya babaguhin sa buhay ko joke. HAHAHA.

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I'd like to change my procrastination habit. It results in many tasks not being completed and laziness, which will be my undoing in the long run. I also want to improve my eating habits, because when I'm bored and don't have anything to do, I tend to look for or grab food that I don't need to eat even if I'm not hungry.

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The one thing I want to change about myself is to invest more on self help reading books. Because reading perceives a highest vision on how you view life and how to live with it. This shows how you can determine yourself and know who you are as a person. Reading self help books helped me on how to deal with things and attained the level of motivation, productivity, and inspiration to continue on contributing on my character as a whole. <3

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For the past quarter, I observed that I easily get tired, stressed, and irritated. I think one of the reason is that I always sleep late. So, I want to change my sleeping time to an earlier one. Kung kaya;) That's all thank you!