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i don,t know when you are coming back its been 12 years i don,t even know if u are alive i don't even know if u know I'm alive  i have something to tell u we have a child her name is Yuki  shes 12 and shes very funny and creative  she always  ask about u i cant tell her why u left u have to be here so we can tell her  from  Asuka.

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After that he said can he stay the night i was about to say no but yuki said can he stay mommy can he stay and i could not say no to that face so i said yes and i gave riko some covers so he could sleep on the couch the next mourning i made breakfast and it was awkward because me and yuki just always talk about stuff but to day it was silent thin riko said yuki what grade are u in 7th grade i said and thin he said i was talking to yuki so so was not talking to u and thin i got up out of my seat and left
and when i left they was still talking i went to my room i was in there for 13 min because i had to go to work by time i came back from work it was night time yuki was sleep and riko was on the couch watching tv and he said he wanted to talk i was so scared because of what happen this mourning well i sat next to him on the couch and he asked me why and i said why what and he said why did u cheat and i said because i was to young and pregnant i thought that u would not want the baby and u would gust leave and i over thought it and went to the bar and got drunk and asked this guy do he want to have sex and stuff but when we was about to do it i was like no never mine and he said...he said no your not about to wast my time and not give me any thing and i saw that look in his eye and i knew what he wanted and i tried to run but he pulled my hair and raped me.

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I have  to tell her  Yuki  can u come down sure  yes mom u know how u  was asking me about why your  father was not here  yup well  he was not here because... well because what was it because of me oh no god no you was not even born yet he did'en even no that i was pregnant he left because of... me  WHAT U why well i...i...cheated  on him and he went off he said that he was leaving me he was hurt and thin he left he took all his stuff and just left i was going to tell him about u but he just left  im so sorry that i made your father leave it ok mom but why did u cheat on him i was tired of the same thing i was young i should of told u sooner its oh well im not going to get over this fast but i can handle it for know thank u i love u so much yuki i love u to mom.

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after he put me in bed he went to buy us a tree for Christmas and some ornaments and yuki don't have school to day because its to cold out side anyway  i went out to Walmart to go and get presents for yuki and riko and when i walked in the store i saw the man who raped me i was shivering so i ran to the car and went home and decided that i was going to go to the tomorrow so when i got home yuki was confused because i didn't have no bags so i had to make up a lie because i didn't tell her the real truth so when riko came home i told him what happen a he went off he said is he still there he i said i think so but we don't need to go there what are you talking about this man raped you i know but i do't want any drama right now fine but when i thought every thing was about to be fine i forgot how loud me and riko was  i heard yuki said why did you lie to me and thin she ran up stairs thin riko said well now she know's

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knock knock i hear on the door i get up out of bed and i go down stairs i asks who's there and he said me riko and i was so happy but scared  at the same time i open the door slowly and he say were the hell is my daughter i say up stairs but shes sleeping so lower your dame voice ok ok i got your latter u did where were u after u left i moved back with my mom oh yuki comes down the steps and she said who is that man mommy and before i can say anything he said im your father yuki and she runs down the steps and hugs him and i cried a little she was so happy to see him and i know he was to.

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I cant believe that she actually know's the truth i have to talk to her and riko said what are u going to say to her she going to be mad at you i know but i did't want to tell her then riko said do u want me to go up there sure u can try ,riko went up the steps and riko phone start ringing and  i went to answer it and it was a girl saying when are u coming back over and i hung up and then riko comes back down stairs  and he ask what's wrong and i said what wrong  you kissed me and and had sex with me and...and... and  YOU HAVE A FUCKING GIRLFRIEND I CANT BELIEVE U well i did't know that i was going to fall back in love with u and i did have time to tell the girl that i did't want to be a thing anymore because i just found that i had a daughter and found out that u got raped so well i did't think about the its ok i could understand how you would get mad i'm sorry i did't tell you no i'm sorry i did't think before i yelled at u so did u talk to yuki yes she kind of understand but she's not mad at u ok well i'm about to go and take a shower and u need to tell that girl that your not in to her and delete her number fine ok and i will meet u up stairs.

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so after that happened  we went to go camping and so we all could spend some time together so we all get in the car and while we in we in the car we are listen to music but then Yuki says when are you getting back together with dad and me and him was in total shock but not really because we knew she was going to ask that soon so i said that its complicated and i look over and i can tell that he wanted me to say something else so we finally get to the place and we set up the tent and got some marshmallow and gram

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after we slept... we went down for breakfast and while we were eating riko was staring right at me after breakfast he pulled my army outside and he asked me on a date i felt the same feeling when he told me that he still loved me so i said yes so i asked him were are we going and he said were we went on our first date a said i thought they was building a parking lot or something they are but i told them to wait a day that's so sweet you did not have to do that but i wanted to well who going to watch yuki she's 12 she's going to be fine and we'll be the for like two hours ok fine only 2 hours i have to get dressed ok

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Why didn't you tell me because i was embarrassed so l told you that i cheated on you and its all my

fault no it not your fault he focused you to do that but i still cheated on you but you said no so you didn't  cheat on me well i gust and thin i start crying and thin he hugged me and we fell a sleep together the next mourning riko made some breakfast and i was still on the couch i woke up and yuki and riko was having breakfast so i got off the couch and i went up stairs and took a shower i got out put my clothes on and went to work
and when i came back i was so tired i came in and riko grabbed me and kissed me and i was so shocked it was out of know were i was like what was that for he said i still love u

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and after he say that he loves me my stomach filled with butterflies and i couldn't help how i feel about him so i hopped up on him and started kissing him and he puts me on the couch and well we did are thing and after that we went up stairs and went to sleep the next mourning i made breakfast and we all eat thin yuki went to school i didn't have work today so me and him watched movies together all day and i fell a sleep on riko and thin he carried me up the stairs and put me on my bed