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ive always felt odd abot things i cryed alot and always felt over wemmed always so quite and shy but as i got older and life became less simple and emotimos became more complactd things got alot more so and feelings become more of a propblem writing helped for that aliilte but never reallly fixed what i never knew could be broken

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school sucks for as long as i could rember it i never got a good feeling from school always scared overwhled family stuff happened and i was put into smaller classes right after and ive always felt like i was behind and no matter what ive always felt like i should be doing more but with the school work , actallly being there and the people there i couldnt find the drive to do my work do it with pride and not be alone always pleasing others that how my social life went for most of my life i even gave up work gave up class and failed classes to feel like just for a second feel like i belong the felling never lasted being trained by those who will throuh you away at anytime really affected you there mistake was my plaures as i made my way to the top secrealy so no one could trace it back to the nobody but as i relixed they dont matter everything fell and am still trying to make sennse of things .

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I never knew what started or when it stuck but ive always wanted to be able to create beautiful things so my young brain thought that being an artist was the way to go, so unaware of they other types of mediums. because kids could be so crule and adults didnt understand I moved on and burned that dream or so i lead ,myself to belive next on the list was being a veterinarian ive always had a soft spot for animals and especially defenceless one i belived i could be a hero saving them and making them feel better soon I found my little hurt counldnt handdle seeing animals so hurt in attempt to fix my broken heart and fill my head with dreams again i found an old love and transformed it. I wanted to be an author create unbeliveable storys things people would read for ever give the reader an espase from this reatily.     With the times changing books werent doing it anymore and i felt that it needed to feel more real so beacause of a few old friends of mine i relized i wanted to be an actor. but still being shy i knew i couldnt do it at least not when everone was looking at me i could always be a vioce actor i thought and with that i thought about all the caroons i loved and how i could do the same so from the age of tweleve and a half ( i will always say 13) is when i started my love and hate for my work always thoughing out things because others didnt like it or understand what my plan was or i felt like i could be doing more  still trying to figuer this out hoping this is what am meant to do with my life hoping it will work out and i would be able to turn my dreams into relaity and help and connect with other as the other works and there creaters have done for me .

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some people dont know the differece bettewn being civil and being a snake. sometimes you have to deal with people you dont like or maybe they dont like you and thats ok things need to be done things happen but in order for things to get done one or both of you need to get your act togeter and but things aside to get something(s) done because you cant let them get in your way because then it shows them that they ahave power over your life and you dont need them to get a big head of a silly thought. a snake is a fake person who pretents to like you or be friends with you to get what they want or just to bother you and you dont need all the stress and discomfort they bring and being cilival your putting your feeling aside to get things done you might not like it but the task more importsnt than whatever you and that person is dealing with being snakes waste time and stress most of the people involed .

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i am the youngest of five with two older brothers and two older sisters with all of us being so different yet the same of couse like all childeren do but heads but we did it alot with our parents each others we all know who we can handdle who we want to take care of and who we want to leave in a supermart its all so simple yet so diffeicult to understand/explain i hope this was enogh

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When I was younger I never really understood the common question What do you wanna be when you grow up. I mean yeah I thought about it had some ideas but nothing really stuck with me. I was a doormat crybaby when I was little and I was usually put down for expressing my interest, so I stopped I never liked writing for school it always seemed like so much work so for awhile I kept away from it. That is, until I got into acting and realized I don't like the spotlight. So then I wanted and still do want to create animated series and writing and creating storyboards  are my favorite things. And using writing as a health way to express myself. It open a whole new world a place I never knew. It was something long term that actually made me happy. Now its more of an on off relationship  but I still love it to death and still want to continue it.