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I think and overthink and overthink that, which makes me prepared for a lot of things, but also is one of my worst skills/talents/features. I experienced an emotionally as well as mentally traumatic event last summer. All I ever do is think about that night, when i shower, right before i sleep, when I'm alone. I think about it, what could I have done different, What would've happened had I said something different or did something different. Would things play out the way it did? Would I still be this mentally scarred? Torturing myself mentally because of my own self-esteem problems.

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But I'm not the worst either. I have my problems and they may be more in quantity, and some in quality as well

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All i can find are pictures that abstractly represent the struggles I'm going through life.

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I had a grasp on who I am/was but now I've lost it. I've tried to find something that looks and feels familiar, but what I'm looking for has completely changed and I must rediscover it again.