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I promise that I will try and always put myself first. I promise I will always stay true and good to myself. I promise I will never lie to a friend. I promise I will never try and hurt someone I care about, and promise to do everything in my power not to. I promise that when I have a family I will do everything I can to make sure we are all happy. I promise I will never let someone I love suffer. I promise to never let someone be there for me who has hurt me, because they will do it again. I promise I will never allow myself to be good to someone who hurt me or did me wrong.

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Don't let someone in just because you feel alone.

Follow your gut, if something happens think about what if this person was this person would I be acting the same way.

Just because you like someone doesn't mean you have to act cool in front of them.

When people are hurting you, no matter what let them go. I guarantee they won't come back or care.

Don't be the only one trying to make things work.

If your not happy, then do your thing. No matter what happens.

Stop comparing yourself to other people.

Don't blame yourself when something doesn't work out

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The rapper/artist xxxtentacion motivated me, even though he did bad things he changed his ways, brang good energy to people around him. People he had bad energy with or bad past he tried to fix it, and give back by giving things like money, toys, play stations, and other things to homeless shelters. He inspired people not to give up. I always hide my emotions, and I did for a very long time. Sometimes I just need to be reminded that I need to let them show, or hiding it will make it worse.

There has been times where I let people and the things they say get to me. But he made me realize that they don't know the real me, and what i'm going through. Or what I have went through, so those comments can't get to me.I know what going through a break up feels like, currently going through the feelings and still I am sad. But his music helped me get better, he said once that by him sharing his pain he hopes he can help other people with there's.

The song Candy Paint by Post Malone for some reason has helped me get back up after being sad or mad, and got me into a good mood. This song has gotten me feeling better and made me realize a lot of things that make me keep trying.

There's a video where Jason Nash says that from life he realized that when somethings good for him, no matter what happens to stick with it. (I couldn't find the video)That thing he said inspired me to keep doing things I love or think are good for me.

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Me and Betsy, she's like a sister to me and is the only friend that I have been able to trust, since the beginning, and we've never gotten into a fight.
This is the only person I am 110% sure I can call my friend, and family.

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At times I can be really sensitive, I might need to just be reminded that you care, you love me, and hug me and just make sure your with me, if I need it make me smile, or laugh by being goofy. Be honest with me and i'll be honest with you too. I'll love you, and try my best with everything to make you happy. Randomly do little things, show me you love me, only me, and why. Make sure you show me you love me, and care always, be very generous with your hugs, kisses, and love and I'll be even more generous. Show me your dreams, and insecurities and I will show you mine. Be there for me and I'll be there for you. I promise I will always be there for you, if we fight I might need time to think, but still make sure you tell me that you love me at the end. I have trust issues, show me I can trust you, and that you actually love me. There's been times I just need a hug, or something small to be reminded that you care. Also never give up on me, it won't be good for me especially, emotionally and mentally. And GOOD LUCK

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I want a husband that is loyal, really funny, open, smart, goofy, tall, understanding, caring, loving, affectionate, and can get jealous at times. (because we all know its cute when guys get protective) Im not sure but those are somethings I want. Also I just want someone to love, that will love me back. Someone who always wants me and I want them. I just want to feel by someone, and fall in love with them. A happy life with them where t darkest times we can laugh together, and make each other happy and forget about everything bad that's going on.

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I want my husband or boyfriend if we've been together for a long time to have a girl for sure and a boy. I think i want a girl first but then again i have always wanted a older brother so I think I want a boy first but i'm not sure yet. I just know I want a girl for sure, my husband, and our dogs.

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I want to be married before i am 29.
I want to go on a honey moon somewhere nice, private, not that expensive, somewhere away from everyone, everything and just enjoy us together. For a honey moon I want to go to Hawaii or Bora Bora or Tahiti.
For wedding rings i have always wanted one on my finger, as not just saying that i'm married but i'm proud to be married to the love of my life. I've seen some rings that I have an interest in but there's a lot of options for wedding rings maybe something like this but i'm not really sure on what exactly I want.

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When I have my own house or apartment, I really want a lot of dogs maybe a cat. There's a lot of different kinds of pets that I want like dogs, cats, bunnies, pigs, horses, maybe a snake. But I know for sure I want a Golden Retriever, German Shepherd and a grey pit bull. I have really wanted a grey pit bull with blue eyes. My dream dog is a grey pit bull, like the one below. Also I have always wanted golden retriever. My grandmother has one a German Shepherd  and I really like those dogs. I want a golden retriever and a black one too.

I have for some reason wanted snakes, I want a banana boa.

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In the future i have always seen myself in a jeep. For a long time so I think I am going to get one. I'm going to get a four door, white jeep. Also I am going to take off the doors and roof in summer.

I really really want Tesla when i'm older. I think its really cool that it doesn't use gas, and its electronic, and seems and looks very safe. I want a Model X, in white with in white or black with accents. I think I want red accents, i either want black, white or red. Red looks really nice and it stands out from other cars.

When i was younger my dad had a Toyota Rav 4 2006. He recently gave it away and i was kind of sad because I grew up in that car, and didn't get to say goodbye. I loved that car and there was a lot of memories of me growing up in that car. I miss that car so much and I really liked it so I think I want one.

This one looks like the one my dad had, and I think i either want it in this color or in black.

I also kind of want a Camaro, or a Evo 10 or a range rover. There's a lot of cars that I want. I think that a range rover, I would get in white like the one below. Also i think this are nice expensive cars and that I will really like. The evo 10 is above.The Camaro is above. The Range Rover is above

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I do want to travel a lot when i'm older, I want to always be going out, enjoying my self. I hate being home, and being alone sometimes. I want to go out on trips with friends, family, or husband/boyfriend. I think i'm always going to be going on road trips, or going somewhere, I want to live life to the fullest and have fun doing it. I do want to go on a road trip to LA, Colorado, New York, Mexico, Texas, Canada and I also want to fly places like Hawaii, Bahamas, and maybe.

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When I need a pep talk, it doesn't work. When I need something to make me feel better when i'm at my worst I need to feel loved. I need someone to tell me they love me, or that everything will be okay, hug me, and not let me go until i'm okay. I need to feel like i'm not worthless and that people care. When i'm down and need talk I feel like nothing, worthless, and like everyone's staring or judging. I want help when I feel like that but I also want people to go away.

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I dream that I get to leave and go live in California, as soon as i'm done with high school. When i'm 18 I want to move away. Far away. I go in my car, and live with friends while i'm in college. I don't like where I live, I want to leave and start over. I want new friends, new everything. I don't want my kids growing up over here. Everyone is depressed, drinking, smoking, or gang banging, getting into fights and I do not want that for my kids or family. I m dreaming to live in my 20's. I can do whatever I want, I can do my own thing. I'll be done with high school. Which I don't like so far and think I won't really enjoy it.

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I do want an apartment or condo, in LA or somewhere big. I want the experience like that, where I live alone and move in with someone for a while. After moving in I want to move in to a house I think I want a house with a pool. For an apartment or condo I want it to be modern. Such as these pictures below...

When I get a apartment, house, or condo I want to have my own closet, makeup room or office. I really want my own closet for sure, and I really like Jaclyn Hill's closet.

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I want my own house, under my name. I want to be able to have my own things, and not worry about money. A big nice home, spacious but feels nice and cozy. I want to get a house before I start having a family. My own pool, I want my own nice backyard and front yard. I do plan on having pets of course so I want a big yard.