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A clip of probably what's gonna happen, to be honest. I'm 99% sure that neither of us knows how to slow dance and probably will step on each other, but we'll have fun!!! Promise!!! We always manage to turn things up out style. Even if we make a fool out of ourselves in the long run. At lease we can look back and laugh. Heck, imagine all the fun we'll have at the ball! I'm honestly so excited. A night under the stars with the love of my life. What more could I ever ask for? I can't wait for us to shamelessly stuff our faces with food, laugh with friends, and just hold each other in a soft embrace. Bump foreheads and noses together, sing along to the cheesy songs. Just like we're the only two to exist in the world. Well, you are my entire universe. Remember when we talked bout beauty and the beast? We can dance the night away like them and just enjoy ourselves as a couple for the evening. All dolled up and such. I'm already swooning at the thought of you in your suit and your hair all floofy. Please, don't hide away your freckles for the night. I want to kiss them under the soft lights and laugh with you endlessly like we're drunk throughout the evening. Not even the stars and fairy lights could possibly compete with the sparks in our eyes when we look at each other. I'm already weak for you and I haven't even asked out to go to the ball yet. I'm ready to break it down on the dance floor (and possibly rip my pant in the process) and maybe even bop to twice songs with you. Either way, please take my hand and I'll promise you a grand time. This is no where as cool as my confession to you but... Will you go to the ball with me, Felix Lee?

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In addition to my sappy speech!!! I got these for you, yeah? Orange and red roses with sunflowers. Red holds the classic love meaning, right? It's cliche but I thought it was really pretty. Not only does it mean love, it also conveys the meaning of admiration, respect, and devotion. Orange ones are fiery. A mixture of sunshine and passion. It means intense desire or fascination. Also, let's not forget the sunflowers. You're my sun and I'm your sunflower, remember? I'll stare longingly at you forever and will be lost without your light and guidance. I'll only bloom and flourish in your presence and you'll be the only one I look at. Yeah, they aren't the typical flowers that you would give during a proposal but when have we ever been normal? I think they're pretty. Just like you.

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I attached this when I confessed a long time ago. I never deleted it and I've been adding songs since then. 436 songs isn't nearly enough to express my love for you, though. I'll keep adding more and hopefully we can one day fall asleep listening to this together when we cuddle. Or we can hum some the tunes in our own little corner during the ball by ourselves when time comes. This is the playlist that I always listen to when I sleep while thinking about you. With our timezone, it sucks that I'm ahead and have to go to bed earlier but at least I feel soft listening to this.

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You're so hardworking that your soul leaves your body

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You're so hardworking that your soul leaves your body

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Please rest when you can because heck, you work so hard. You probably work harder than most of us. Not only do you practice hard on your dancing, but you always study Korean really hard for everyone. It's hard and you only lived here for a bit. Now that with work compiled into your schedule, you're always so tired. I understand. Sometimes you get so sleepy and you look like your soul has left your body. You space out or do cute motions like this without noticing it. It's adorable, but you have to rest when needed. If you don't, then I'm sticking to you in our shared room and I'm going to have to take care of you! You know how we both sleep the best in our group. Once our head hit the bed, we're out like a light. Let's forever cuddle in our blanket fort!

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Warning: you might kill me for being so disgustingly cheesy

Well, let me start it off by saying wow??? (Wow.mp3) I’m even shocked because I didn’t know we would be here. But, I’m not complaining at all. This might look messy because I’m doing this on mobile, knowing that I won’t get my laptop for a week or two. Anything for you, though. I even rabbited with you, even though it sucks kn mobile and I kept multiplying by like,,,, 1000000,,,, Anyways, you deserve the best. I’m clearly no where near that but I’m trying for you? I wouldn’t stay up like that or hang with them so.... coughs. I really like you. Okay, before we start-

I have a little thing.

So, here goes.
xoxo

Where do I even begin with you? I wanted to make it more extravagant than the first. Or any of the times I’ve said that I liked you. I may be a sentimental sap but it’s because you’re my inspiration. I’d drop anything for you and quite frankly? I’d do anything and everything. As im typing this, it’s kinda hard for me to explain myself. You’re that amazing. You’re the sunshine in my life. I’ll be the sunflower that follows your guidance and only look towards you. I may be one of millions but you’re the only one in my life. You’ve taught me a lot and I have a lot to be thankful for. Sure, we can improve in a lot of fields but we push each other up. Whether it’s helping with language, diction, or other stuff. You’ve taught me to be positive and laugh a lot. I’ve learned to be stable and you’ve been there for me through thick and thin. Even when I was kind of an ass. Im proud of us and where we are. We still may be kids but that makes it even better. We can see each other at our most sensitive times and still love each other. I think that’s amazing. Call me sappy but I can’t wait to grow up with you and experience a lot of stuff. I can only see you by my side, anyway. Let’s keep sticking by each other, hmmm? But, honestly. Believe it or not, I’m happiest with you. It really hurts when you cry or get sad. I just want to protect you and love you. You’re just so precious. From your freckles, cute button nose, round face, and even your meme expressions. Head to toe, in and out,
I love it all. I always will. There’s just so much to love and so much to find out. I can’t wait to see it all, yeah? Let’s bring out the best of each other from now on. I’m glad that Chan picked us. I really am. I met the cutest boy. The best dancer, a charismatic rapper, beautiful and handsome soon to be man. I hope my man. You actually make me go gay and interested in romance? I’m a hopeless romantic and I usually lack in this field but you make me believe that it’s gonna be okay. That we can truly be the cutest couple. (You still bottom 😛) Those signs of affection aren’t just for show. On or off camera. I hope you know that I mean every lovely thing I say or do for you. In the end, I’m just this loser asking for your love. But hey. Who wouldn’t fall for such a bright and wonderful person like you? You’re so cute and optimistic; even though we joke about dying all the time- Oops. But, here I am. Speechless comment after comment. I guess I really am flabbergasted and whipped for you. I just want to play my guitar for you and sing you sweet songs. Hold your hand and distract you from everyday life and it’s hardships. To be a reason for you to smile. I want to help you get over those traumas from harsh trainings and the elimination. I want to laugh back with me in the future and help you be proud of your progress with rap and your Korean. I want the best for you. I absolutely mean that. I may be greedy and also want hugs and kisses. A date here and there, but can you blame me? You’re the sweetest guy in the world. Hopefully, my guy (28829292) Thank you for always being there for me. Now it’s my turn.

Little throwback for you

F- “My heart’s fluttering and going crazy, fluttering and going crazy
I thought it was over and started to put my feelings away but
My heart’s fluttering and going crazy, fluttering and going crazy
Why am I being such a fool, fluttering and going crazy” -Falling in Love by Woo Jinyoung and Kim Hyunsoo
E-“What are you? You have no flaws
You smile so easily but when you get mad, my heart aches
I want you to love me, oh till I die yeah
Take it all, if you want
All of my days, babe” -Everyday by Winner
L- “I want to talk to you on the phone every day
I want to message you
I want to go to places with you
I want to watch movies with you
I want to be in a relationship with you” -Love Flutters by TheEastLight
I- “In this blue scene
In this world, it’s just you and me
I know, just by looking into your eyes
I won’t let go of your heart
WIth the sweetly whispered songs, it’s you” -I Want You by Shinee
X- “I want you, XO, I only have you
I only have you, I only have you
For you XO, accept me
Accept me, accept me” -XOXO by Exo

L- “Everything is so lovely to me. Im afraid someone might steal you. Everyday, I’ll make you beautiful and happy. You’re dazzling whatever you do. I gasp at your soft hair. Look at me one more time. You know that’s look for you is serious.” -Love fool by N.Flying
E- “Your smile is so pretty
Everything about you changes me
Even your messed up hair is so pretty
It fixes my messy heart” -Everyday by UP10TION
E- “I love you I need you
Just like this, forever, in your arms
I love you I need you
I’ve fallen for you like this” -Everyday I Love You by Loona

Please stop having so many E’s in your name, I’m gonna run out- Change your last name to Han 👀

Okay, but long story short. We’ve been through a lot. I just want to kiss you and your precious freckles. I want to tell you how much I love you. Our tracks may be about having an identity crisis and it happens to the best of us, but I want to be there for you. Be a purpose in your life. I may have a time where I get confused too but one thing’s for sure. I’m the person who loves you most. So, would you give me the chance to walk on a flower path with you until the end, Felix Lee? Do me the honor of being my boyfriend, hmm?

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I remember when you came back. I was smiling so brightly even though I could feel the tears swelling again. Don't get me wrong, I missed Minho too. But, of course I would always go to you first. You're my love and I wouldn't dare hold anyone else in these skinny ass arms. I still think back to how we held hands and bounced around like little kids in a candy store. It was so long ago but my feelings were still strong at the time. It only grew now but even looking back... I can tell that you were the one. Just having you in my hold was enough to confirm my suspicions. What else could I ever ask for when I have you for myself? I've taken the hugs for granted but never again. I'll make sure to hold you until my love is conveyed in each and every second.

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You're so extra? Like who makes a heart like that? But you and your weird dances are really cute, I'll admit that. You truly are like a ray of sunshine for our group. A happy virus and I don't think you know how much you mean to us or our fans. But, more importantly, me. You know that I get picked on a lot but you're always there with your dances or cute hearts like this and it instantly makes me happy. I love your personality so much. Thank you, love. For shining and sometimes even going through the lengths of making a fool out of yourself to make others happy. You always sacrifice your own face to make others smile. You're such a gem. You have the power to light up a room with your presence.

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How can you have such a soft face but the deepest voice? Sometimes, it still shakes me to the core. Like when you sneak into my bed for cuddles at night or just want to hide away in m chest when you're feeling down. It's soft like your features but you can use it in so many ways, I'm just??? I know a lot about music. I'm a producer, for heck's sake. But, nothing is as musical as your laugh or your soothing voice. It never fails to make me smile or feel warm inside. Either in person or on call, I love hearing you talk for hours and hours. You're easily excited and I just love how interesting it is that your deep voice contradicts your soft face. Either way, I'm just madly in love.

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Amigo TV really made me realize how tiny your hands are. You were completely blown out of the competition for the biggest hands by a long shot. You probably have the smallest in the group but it's cute. They're tiny and soft and I just want to hold them forever. They match your baby face well and I'm just so in love??? I love how our fingers interlace with one another as if they were made for one another. Like two pieces of a puzzle, I like how they rest in my large ones. How our palms emit warmth and brush against each other. How the warmth travels through my body with electrical currents and heats my heart with joy. I'll forever hold your hand and guide you through the tough parts in life. Please, stick with me and don't forget to take my hand when I ask you for a dance. And... Maybe for something later in the future.

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How is your hair so swoosh? Thank you, stylist noonas. I love when you lay on my shoulder and nuzzle into my neck. The soft strands tickle a bit but it's a really nice feeling. I love how floofy it is, to be honest. When it's black, it's classy and nice. You look like a soft little puppy when you have brown hair and I just want to brush my fingers through them all the time??? Your blonde hair truly makes me weak in the knees because heck??? It's such a look??? Plus, it looks the softest and you have so much thick hair, it's luscious. You're just soft all around. I'm convinced. Plus, you own a million plushies. It's so cute how you have so many. We even have matching ones! Toto is my favorite bear and I cuddle it everytime you're not in bed with me. Though... I'm just saying that because I lowkey want you to crawl into my bed more often. I'll be a better replacement for your ryan dolls, promise- But, since you do seem to love him a lot , I'll make sure to buy you some more too. Anything to make my baby happy.

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It must've been scary hmmm? Coming here and only joining a survival show with a month of training and limited korean. I'm so glad that Channie hyung found you and made you join us. I'm sure there's emotional wounds but we know that neither of us wouldn't change anything because we're here together now. I saw how hard you worked to improve your language and diction. I'm so proud of you, love. I'll hold your hand and take better care of you now, okay? I promise to help you. I remember us making weird body movements to communicate and just laughing in response. How wild are we? But, you've improved so much that we don't really need to do that anymore. Heck, a bilingual man. But, ps.... Your english is really cute with your aussie accent and slang. I could listen to you talk all day, to be honest.

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When will you give up on that brow thing? Just kidding, please never give that up, because it's actually kind of cute? They're so soft and they fit well with your small pretty face. Minho's brow dance could never- I can't even count the amount of times you've wiggled them at me but I always end up smiling because you look so adorable. Is there anything that you do that doesn't leave me swooning and dying every second? I sincerely adore everything about you love, please never forget that. Wow, my baby is so talented in the dance field that even his brows can move it move it. Damn, get you a man like that- But, not this one because he's mine!

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My clingy baby. Where to even start with this one? We're both probably the clingest people ever. Which is actually a good thing? We're always there for each other. Physically and emotionally. I love it when you cling onto me or pull me onto your lap so I can sit there and kiss every single freckle on your face. It feels so right when you wrap your arms around me and we're nuzzling into each other. We both love skinship but it's different when we do it to each other. It feels like a warm fire and I love cuddling with you. It means so much more than just a hug with friends or family. I have this strong urge to protect and love forever, which I intend on doing. Please, let's hold each other close when we dance the night away during the ball.

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What a cutie patootie! You get embarrassed so easily and you apologize for every little thing! You try so hard to make people smile, yet you do it so effortlessly just by existing. Maybe that's why I love you so much. Of course, with other reasons too, but you have such a lovely and strong presence. Anyways, you always try your hardest at everything and I love watching your eyes light up with passion. Your expression changes and it's like watching a fire reach it's full potential. Yet, it's still growing. You're so talented with so many cute and amazing charms. Keep going, sweetheart.

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Just a bonus because I love this gif of you.

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Just a bonus because I love this gif of you.

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Just a little breather and something to make you smile so you're not too overwhelmed

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Your facial expressions are so funny, heck? You tend to overreact without even realizing and that's a charm itself. Your eyes get really wide and your lips part in the most adorable way, I just want to??? Cup your face and squish your cheeks? But, your brows look like they'll shoot off into space when you get surprised and it's so funny and adorable at the same time. When you taste something yummy, your eyes crinkle up into an eyesmile and your lips curl into a smile. Maybe I'm just too whipped an I focus on you too much but you have the funniest reactions and I love that about you. Especially when your eyes roll back and you look like the demons took your soul away. I don't know, everything about you makes me coo.

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Please never ever cry. Unless they're happy tears. It honestly breaks my heart every time I see the tears roll down your pretty face. I hate how your face scrunches up and you start sniffling. It looks like someone kicked a puppy and I have to end whoever caused your tears. It hurts when your usual deep voice goes up to a high pitched sob. I'm- Tearing up as I'm writing this. We cried together sometimes and it always kills me on the inside. You deserve the best and you don't need tears staining your adorable face. Please, let's make each other happy. Let's make those tears flow from happiness now on. I'll hug you and tell you how much I love you. Even through the roughest times. We're stronger together/

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Let me start off by saying, wow??? I love your freckles? Especially when we've been out in the sun and they're more visible. I just want to kiss every single one of them and brush my thumb on your soft skin. Tell you how adorable they look and how I'm going to swing at the makeup noonas if they hide them one more time. Not in this house, ladies. Anyway, you have such a cute nose and I just want to boop it all the time. Like 12/10 would nuzzle and kiss all the time. Just like I would do to your lips. They're so soft and I'm??? Gonna stop right here cause this is a public post and we've only kissed once anyway. But, long story short- My boyfriend, aka you, is a visual. APPRECIATE MY BABY.

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Your smile is one of the most dazzling things I've ever seen in my entire life. In my short 18 years of living, I can't say I've seen too much. But, for some reason... I can tell that your smile will be my most favorite thing that I will ever live to experience. I love doing weird things or just looking silly to make you smile. It's adorable how your eyes curl up into the cutest eye smile. Your soft face and chubby cheeks look even more full and squishy. It really does a number on my heart. Hell, I would do anything to see it again. Even for a second. It's my favorite expression of you. I absolutely think you look stunning when you look so dazzling like this, love. Let's smile together forever.

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The most precious thing I've ever heard. Your voice and your laughter are tied for first. Nothing could ever top those two. Honestly, is there anything that you do that doesn't leave me on the floor sobbing? Please laugh and smile more often baby. It's the most beautiful sight and sound.

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I guess we're still children at heart. I remember us asking to wear school uniforms and to go to the amusement park. We had so much fun and got super cute headbands. Not to mention that we joined in on the parade and such. I don't think I've ever seen you that bright in such a long time. Maybe it's fate that we have similar wishes? But, still. I loved watching your eyes light up at all the attractions around us. Funny, isn't it? Because to me, you're the attraction. Okay, but really. We were like happy children and I can't wait to take you back there so I could see those stars in your eyes again. Even I end up being called a coward again and making faces that could probably be meme material for years.

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Enough said, right? I can't even explain this. It's pure fluff and magic. I think I've talked about the stars in your eyes too much so I'll let the gif do the talking.

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You and your dances. (2) You're such a meme that you even do dances like these. Please stop with the dabbing (328748324). But, I will admit that you're an amazing dancer. I learn so much from you and you dance with such passion, no matter how tired you are. Honestly, you have such amazing energy and I can't believe I have a zoom bug for a boyfriend. Heck. The way you move your body fascinates me and I think it's official (I mean it has been but watching you dance makes me confirm it more). I love you from head to toe. Not to be biased because you're my boyfriend, but I love how you have such a powerful stage presence and you really do light up the performance. Even if you are.... dabbing...

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I don't think you can see it anymore with how many things I've posted at this rate. So, here it is! We're so cute

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Thank you for listening to my sappy letters here and going to the bottom till here. I've been happy again. Probably because you're in my life again and you're mine. I'm madly in love with you and I truly hope that you'll be mine forever. Thank you for tuning in to my ted talk. I know this a lot for just a ball proposal (2). But I wanted to do something nice. I love you.