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Throughout my experiences and reflections, I have developed a personal philosophy that guides my actions, shapes my perspectives, and influences the way I navigate the world around me, my philosophy on life is grounded in the belief in personal agency, empathy, resilience, continuous learning, gratitude, mindfulness, and an open-minded approach to change. These principles serve as my compass, guiding me through life’s complexities and challenges and enabling me to live with purpose, compassion, and a deep appreciation for the richness of the human experience. I aspire to contribute positively to the world around me and to embrace the journey of life with authenticity, integrity, and an unwavering commitment to growth and self-discovery.

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I aspire to travel to the world especially in Thailand, immersing myself in diverse cultures, and gaining a deeper understanding of global perspectives and experiences. I aim to further my education through continuous learning and personal development, acquiring new skills and knowledge that will enrich both my personal and professional life. And I aim to lead a purposeful life filled with meaningful relationships, personal growth, and a positive impact on the world around me.

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Hi, if you’re wondering who I am.

I am RoxaneShane Agudo, I’m turning 20 this March 11, 2024. I’m the youngest daughter of Emelyn F. Agudo and Edgardo L. Agudo. I have 4 older siblings; Eugene Fajardo, Charles Fajardo, Jhonna Agudo and Marie Agudo. I lived in Maravilla, Tabuelan, Cebu. A second year student, Bachelor of Industrial Technology Major in Computer Technology.  If you want to know more about myself, well, sleeping are my hobbies and it’s kinda funny , because I always thinks that I need more sleep because I’m always tired and sleepy.  And to be honest going out is not actually my thing, so that’s why I prefer to stays at home sleeping and watch my favorite series everyday. Even though I always like to stay at home, I’m still active in social media platforms tho, like in Tiktok and Facebook, I always loved to show my talent in dancing on social media, because people always praised me for being a good dancer like they said. And I kinda like it. And it is been my proudest accomplishment I’ve ever had, even my mother is so proud that I have this kind of talent. I’ve been invited as a special guest in different dance club. And I’m getting hired and payed as a choreographer. And I’m really proud of it, because having this talent is enough to gave my mother wants and needs. And I’m proud to say that, It’s my own money, my own sweat. When I’m dancing I’m like happy person, because I just forgot all my problems, it feels like I’m in peace that’s why when I’m dancing some people sees me as a jolly , smiley, funny and soft person, but behind this personality hides a depressing and feeling of loneliness. I’ve dealt my depression and anxiety for so long that I can’t take it anymore. When my father passed away, I experienced profound grief and a sense of profound loss, even my academic and professional challenges has made me even more depressed.

Like I always ask myself , do I deserve this? Because to be honest l’m really , really tired of fighting. But this challenges I have encountered throughout my life have profoundly shaped me as a person. They have pushed me outside of my comfort zone, forced me to confront difficult emotions, and taught me valuable lessons about perseverance, empathy, and self-discovery. While these challenges have been difficult at times, I am confident that I will continue to grow and evolve as I encounter new challenges in the future, and I am committed to approaching these obstacles with an open heart and a resilient spirit. Reflecting on these experiences, I have come to realize the ways in which these challenges have shaped me as a person. Being a good daughter to my parents a good baby sister to my older siblings, I actually hides something that some people don’t understands , I usually ship every boys that I think that they have a good chemistry even they’re straight. I know it’s weird but I can’t help it. And I’m actually good at modeling though . I always dreamed to be part in a big modeling company someday.

My biggest influences and inspiration in life, to achieve that goal is of course my family is my biggest influence and inspiration, they’re the reason that I never give up on everything, and to keep on fighting. They always thought me to follow my heart and hold on to it no matter what the consequences are. They made me a better daughter . They are my everything, my home. Especially, my boyfriend, because he’s also the reason that I’m giving my all just to graduate , I want to build a family you know, when the time is right. I wanna start writing my own story with him. And last but not the least, my biases in the BL World is my biggest influence to become also an actress in Thailand, I want to be part of the BL World. Don’t judge me if I had so many dreams and goals. It’s my life, so bear with it. Having this dreams and goals I’ve always had, this people is the one who motivated me to get what my heart wants , and I will do anything to reach it and hold on to it no matter what happens, and live to the fullest.

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My personal interest is learning more about Thailand, like I want to learn their language, their culture, like I want to learn everything. If your asking why Am I interested in Thailand, the reason is,  I’ve been a BL Fan for almost 5 years until now. And to be honest , I’ve learned so many things just watching those series that no one could taught me. I’ve learned that you’re allowed to be weak, you can feel guilty, but don’t blame yourself, you need to accept yourself for who you are before wanting anyone else to accept you. I’ve learned that if telling the truth doesn’t make anything better, you should just keep it to yourself, you don’t have to change yourself to be happy, the right person will love you for who you are. And don’t let the past, stop you for loving other. It taught me that don’t expect that everyone will accept you. But there will always be someone who will accept you for who you are. Life doesn’t always go according to plan, but that doesn’t have to be a bad thing. Enjoy every moment because everything can change. And it taught me that love knows no gender, love can heal wounds, love can overcome adversity. As a bisexual, all the lessons I’ve learned change me a lot. Watching BL series is my therapy when the world hurts me.