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AND I used to take lessons...
Looking back on those days now...

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Aha moment, page 12 they call you a pesent?

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Aha moment, page 15 so you can see why nobody was running outside to flag down an ambulance when this kids “parts hurt”.

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Contrasts and contradictions  Madeline Bedoe

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Contrasts and contradictions  Madeline Bedoe

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How many minutes must he...page 26.

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My first feeling was relief...

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Tough questions page 33 I was really hoping to play cowbell on it or ... I don’t know the triangle

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Again and again, page 34 Cubana Be Cubana Bop

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Tough questions page Did I? Was it because he...?

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My grandfather gave me a big peep talk...
Page 37

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Memory moment, page 38 Steven remembered the day that his little brother was born, and his grandpa told Steven to be his little brother’s protector.

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Joce Mangelli, Jan 24, 2018

How come when i was not looking Jeffery got cancer?

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Joce Mangelli
See what I mean cancer turns everything around?

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So he minght not have cancerright

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Joce Mangelli
And then tomorrow

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What about work?

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What about school

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What do you

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What if it is a vowel

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But what but how how did

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Will we need to buy the huge suply of TV dinners

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Again and again page 49 your going to schooool, your going to schooool

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“Will I stay this way forever”... page 47

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Because again and again...
February 2, 2018

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Tough Question, page 87, Are you OK?

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Contrast and contidiction page 84it was like as soon as the music disappeared so did smooth annet

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Annette stopped playing and laughed. She looked at me and jumped in again. Again, I got ruined

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Again and again, page 109, play the drums.

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Aha moment page 111 on the drive to the hospital,I had an odd realization:

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“Were going to the emergency room...”  Page 98

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Tough questions ph 115 oh yeah? If I’ve changed so much how come no one else had noticed anything?

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“She just looked and looked at me...” page 118

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Tough questions page who told you,who knew,who did?

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Madeline Bedoe Contrasts and contradictions 

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Madeline Bedoe Contrasts and contradictions 

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March 1st
"I wished for my own baby brother to be hospitalized...” page 135

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Tough questions pg 132 “why are you making me do this stupid busywork while my brothers white cell count is so low?

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Tough questions pg 137 do they have a vcr? No. DVD player? Nope. CD player? Negatory. Computer? No. Play-station? Uh-uh

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Again and again pg. 188 I’m sorry... I’m sorry... I’m sorry

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Madeline Bedoe March 5th words of the wiser

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Madeline Bedoe March 5th words of the wiser

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“To see or not to see...”page 149

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Tough question, page Do you want to stay in the office for the call?

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Madeline Bedoe, March 5th, Tough Questions 

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Madeline Bedoe, March 5th, Tough Questions 

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“Will Jeffrey be ok?”

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Madeline Bedoe, March 5th Again and Again

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Madeline Bedoe, March 5th Again and Again

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“Zen-Master Moments... when the Master” page 192

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Again and again, page 184, candy hearts

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Again and again pg. 190 “hi pez” “hi pez” “hi pez”

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Madeline Bedoe March 5th, Memory Moment 

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Madeline Bedoe March 5th, Memory Moment 

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“I saw the baseball hat next to me... I remember him wearing the hat all the time...” page 199

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Unfair unfair unfair unfair unfair again and again pg 196

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Again and again pg 197-198 but wait there’s more, but wait there STILL more

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Tough questions pg 215 “who was going to take him?”

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Madeline Bedoe Contrsts and Contradictions March 7th

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Madeline Bedoe Contrsts and Contradictions March 7th

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“Wouldn’t it be great if yo could somehow get service credit for BEING in All-City?”

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Madeline Bedoe Contracts and Contradictions March 7th

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Madeline Bedoe Contracts and Contradictions March 7th

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“Why I out of all the people, was somehow qualified to keep him brave” page 222

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Again and again page 217 2:29,2:29,2:29

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Again and again page happy early birthday Samantha, happy early birthday samantha

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Contrast and contradiction page 245 hair really short like, REALLY short hair

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“And, thanks to her, I was sure there would be a next time.”

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“If there was one thing I’d finally figured out, is something you CAN change.”

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Madeline Bedoe Words of The Wiser March 8th

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Madeline Bedoe Words of The Wiser March 8th

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“We’ll worry no more. Your mother is on the scene, and everything is under control.”

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Contrast to contradiction page 256... it was biff...

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Contrast and contradiction page .. even herself by grabbing me up in a bearhug.

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Madeline Bedoe Again and Again March 8th

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Madeline Bedoe Again and Again March 8th

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“I’m sorry. I’m sorry.”

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Memory moment, pages 2-273, the whole book