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you need to relax now and then, don't stress yourself. ok?

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hope this soothes you as much as it soothes me

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you can actually see me being consistent with collecting your 'i love you's and then it goes downhill halfway like the lazy headass i am

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you can actually see me being consistent with collecting your 'i love you's and then it goes downhill halfway like the lazy headass i am

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okay, here it is! my 2nd letter to you ever. no wait, 3rd. ha ha ha. happy 4th to us! well actually, 4 plus months because wtf maths is hard and i dont want to study anymore i just want to dissolve into a pile of mush and stare at the sky all day. with you of course.

soooo, we've been together for like how many months, feels like decades tbh, because i feel so comfortable with you like i can say the weirdest things and you'd be like wtf jian stfu and i'll still be smiley and all. you're working so hard and so awesomely like im cool with that, you're cool i look up to you and your hardwork....ness.... the heck. everytime i ask you what you're doing

me: what's shakin bacon
you: studying :(( (( ((((
me: frick

and i'm all, should i study and actually pass a quiz in this institution. thank you for motivating me every time i get lazy and want to sleep instead of studying my butt off. i kinda am really very lazy all the damn time but mom!cai just has to nag me to study even tho i won't be able to spend time with mom!cai because im studying huuuuh. but yeah, thank you for urging me to study the past few months (( especially during summer )) you're the bomb dot com.

can we also talk about how you always fall asleep on me, now i know how it feels like to have someone sleep on me. and THE ONE TIME I FALL ASLEEP EARLY YOU WOKE ME UP, which was last night. BUT NO WORRIES BABY BOO, I WAS PLEASANTLY SURPRISED, but my grogginess was just wtf and i couldnt form a coherent sentence to your replies i am mucho sorry. actually, i don't mind being woken up because it's you and i'm always ready to spend time with you even though you bully me each time we're together. ALSO, let's not forget you sleeping on me during rabbit. boohoo!!!!!!!11 that's the last time i show you ice cream roll videos > ((( and the last time i watch ponyo with you because you botch up ponyo's name !!!!!! po*nyo,,, wth is po*nyo!!!?? kidding, still love u bao bei.

ah, we've been together for uhh,, so long, thanks........... im emo......... you're so good to me........... dont deserve you...... nobody deserves you...... except elton because he deserves every thing good (( you!! )) in this world. in the universe! jinjja, i love you so much like you my frickin spaghetti bcos wtf i love spaghettis so much. lets grow old together and sit on the front porch and i'll hold your hand and braid your hair.

even tho im tired of every thing these past few weeks and until now, still tired, thank you for uplifting my spirit and bringing my mood up even tho i sometimes bring your mood down......... sorry.... huuuuh... in all seriousness, you don't even know how you cheer me up sometimes with your twisted sense of humor and your cuteness and your weird kinks and your weird hentai mind and you suddenly saying how much you love me randomly at any given time of the day and your weird mood swings and your obsession with my diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiictionary. i love you you youuuu and elton the chowchow.

sorry im kinda moody a lot i must be going through a mid-life crisis. halfway thru 50. so like a mid-mid life crisis. or is it the stress. hMMMM. no matter, you should always know that sometimes i dont mean what i say when im moody or angry or pissed off because i try not to interact with anyone when im angry because sometimes we say things that we dont mean, yeah? and it will never be your fault that im moody, im just an angsty teenager in this world. also, forgive this jerk for not being able to reply your dms straight away, hence the 4-week long date staling away. *wipes a tear* Frick.

i love you and dont ever forget that. even if our love doesnt last and dissipates one day, we are living in the moment and in this moment i love youuu uu. please don't even change for me or for anybody else, you're the coolest raddest lean-mean fighting machine that i grew fond with and have learned to love.