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This is the day he starts the conversation between us. How iconic, before this day he already got my attention and it seems that I like him but I was not ready to open my heart to another romance. His name was, Yato Fujiuechi

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Have you ever wonder how the conversation flows between us? Very well, the conversation was not flawlessly entertaining because I always left him on read.

But I adore his patience how he pursue me until my walls fell down in my feet, and I saw a fine young man waiting for my response.

He made me laugh, he makes me excite, he made me fall.

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Ikaw ay natagpuan sa pag agos ng mga tubig mula sa dagat ng aking mga luha. Sa pagmamanhid ng aking katawan padaloy sa aking puso na handa na muling magsara sa darating na pag-ibig, naroroon ka para tahiin ang mga sugat ng hindi mo namamalayan.

Noong una'y hindi inaakalang ang maliit na ugnayan ay lalalim hanggang mula sa ilog na dinala tayo ng agos papuntang dagat nalunod sa isa't isa.

Natagpuan ang sariling muling nakangiti, muling umiibig sa isang tulad mo. Hindi inaakalang ang simpleng usapan ay mauuwi sa pagmamahalan.

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Day before election day of 2022. My insomnia attacks in the late night of May 8, forcing myself to sleep there's a young man keep me awake, entertaining me and waiting for me to fall asleep— the clock is ticking—we had a very entertaining conversation keeping ourselves awake until 3am of May 9.

I was moved by his company, he listens to my stories, he shares his life stories, perspective in life and more. I found my match, we click to each other. I found the conversation was easy with him.

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Oh God, my friends were too obvious. They force me to confess to him. I regret nothing but I wish I can do better confession than that.

At first it was just a little so-called “happy crush” not until, I found myself caring to him, thinking about his whereabouts and maybe showing a little interest in our conversation.

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It was the day I ask for his approval to court him, coz why nourrt?? I was older than him and I want to show him my very best. I think I made it so fast but I don't want him to overthink about us, I want to clear my intentions towards him. He's so pure, innocent and the man I love.

And he said yes, so it is not an ending. It is just a begining of our Love story.

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Dito, Sa Ilalim Ng Buwan – Arthur Miguel

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Kumpas - Theme of “2 Good 2 Be True” – Moira Dela Torre

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Alone in my darkness days, near to sight the light. Running through the forest can't find the way to exit to free myself in the torments of the past.

For the long time I love others than myself, I found myself numb—feel nothing.

The taste of blood flowing in my wrist, my eyes pouring a thousand tears. The trauma, failed relationship, self-harms, toxic traits were hard to unlearn when I reach the home.

A home so-called my safe place, my heart stop aching, little by little a brokenheart starts to reattached. My wonds starts to heal, my scars became beautiful.

A home which heal me and feel validated, listens to my wild screams, hateful words then embrace me as I was loved,  that home named Samuel.

He embrace my soul—accepts me for who I am, he loved me, until I drowned to the overflowing love.

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Hi, bub! Happy first! Hmm, I could not ask for more because your love was too much for enough. As we shared months together I feel like validated, inspired and love.

I know you have so many insecurities and it is hard to unlearn, but here to tell you that you're doing just fine. Mahal na mahal kita kahit sino at ano ka pa.

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Every single day I always wonder how life would it be without you, before I meet you I feel just fine. But after meeting you, I feel I can't live a day without you.

Hence, we should stand up to our feet and do our things alone. We’re in relationship but we should prioritize ourselves and self-time too.

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hi babi eto na yung dice 🤍