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Growing up  I have this fond of arranging flowers for certain occasions. I love sunflowers so much that it came to the point were I said to myself, " to whoever man that will give me one is surely fitted for me". Saying these words in front of the altar of our bario chapel, it gives me goosebumps uttering those.

A year after, I came in contact with someone while I was on my healing process.  Healing from past traumas, anxiety, and depression. Fate was so into us, that it made our year a roller coster of emotions. Due to pass experiences only few people know our connection,  and so after being patient on things, after we both heal, we decided to start our own story.

This time, we went publicly official and so, on my 19th birthday he gave me these in front of my family. All were taken a back, all were curious. I was just happy that so far there was no violent reaction 🤣.
My feelings at that certain moment of time is still fresh, I still do have goosebumps whenever I remember my uttered words about Sunflowers.

This may sound so over for some of you, but as a lad who grows up independently,  having a strong personality to outgrow fear while growing up alone, away from family, vulnerable in the inside, it is when he came that  I understood the essence of love. Growing up it's always on my mind that I am unworthy of all things. Love, affection whatever you call it. No family ever asked "what's wrong?", "how is it going?" or just simply say "take it easy ". It's hard to continue without a support system, that when I entrust everything to Him, he gave me one.

It is really true that when you seek Thy Kingdom first, you would know how to value and love yourself, and from that you can love without hesitations.  Because of him I've learned that I can be loved and cared the way he does, it just felt surreal.  And if Sunflower's my lucky flower, I hope we'll last till lifetime.

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Most of us, girls, wanted to celebrate our debut in a most special way. One of my unforgettable moment in life was when I experienced a debut party where I wore a gown and everyone in the party looks beautiful. I am a fun of BTS too, that's why I use color purple as a theme on my party. My mom raised us alone, she is a housemaid. But even though I know that her salary is not that big, she still throw me a wonderful debut party. It was indeed unforgettable! The expenses was not a joke but I never heard my mom complained about it. My mom wasn't there personally because it was still on pandemic so she didn't came home and for that, I know for sure that my mom's goal for that day was to make me very happy and so I did!💜

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I have lots of most unforgettable memories in life that can be considered as joyful and sad . One of most unforgettable moments that happen in my life that I considered a very happiest days of my life but to be considered as tearful days to be remembered, was the day that I graduated grade six. For other students, it's just a normal day for them but for me. I treasured this day so much. Because this is the day that almost of my family members witness my graduation day most especially my father. Unlike, during my elder siblings graduation or recognition day my father doesn't care their achievement , even if they were the top students. But during my time, my father change. He cares on our studies. I even heard him being proud about my achievement. He boast to everyone that I'm an honored student. The most special and touching for me that he did for me is that when he walk beside me during our graduation march even though he's feet is wounded and painful because of motorcycle accident during that day. He never cares the pain. My mother and my siblings were there, but he still insisted to be the one who will march with me. He gave me an expensive necklace as a gift instead of a burger from angel's burger ( which is what I asked as a gift because I know that we don't have money ). It was very unexpected gift because none of my siblings received a material gift from our parent, they just received candies or biscuits. Only me was given a special gift and we even celebrate that day. That day, I told myself I should study more and be an honor student to make my mama and papa proud, but sadly I fail and make them disappointed.

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There are numerous moments which I can consider "memorable" for me and one of those moments is during my 18th birthday. It was memorable not because of the foods prepared nor the gifts I received but because of the people whom I celebrated with. I am not the type of person who is good in expressing my feelings but during that time, I was able to say "thank you" and "i love you" to my friends and family, most especially my parents. I was able to hug and kiss them without feeling shy and told them the things I kept to myself for a long time. That day was indeed full of good memories to treasure which makes it one of the most unforgettable moment of my life.

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The most unforgettable moment in my life is when we still have dad in our side. Life is not hard as today because we had a hardworking Father who barely spend time with his family because he always chose to be away from us to take care of our small farm so that he will be able to provide our needs and give the best life. I will always remember the day he said goodbye and promised  to be back as soon as they're done harvesting, not knowing he will be back lifeless. Unforgettable moment yet the painful one.