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The First Time I Lay my Eyes on this Person

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The First Time I Lay my Eyes on this Person

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At first I was excited for the new school year but when it was the night before the first day I couldn’t sleep. When I came to school I saw some friends and then that bell rang it was my worst nightmare. However it wasn’t all that bad. I had Algebra first and with it something new, a girl from across the room came over to talk a little about herself and she and I actually had some things in common. So 2 weeks later and Homecoming shows up from a week from today and I asked my friend who his crush was and in exchange I had to ask someone to the Homecoming dance, but the question was who? So after I told you about this story another story will come.

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So today was hard on my shoulders and I could really use some moral support. I was at my school and I wanted to ask this girl out to homecoming and I uhh. Sort of blew it big time and at least I got to talk to her. However this is were the bad part happens as I got home I figured out that I couldn’t go out with her anyway so my heart is all depressed. Now I don’t know what to do.

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So one of my friends, pretended to tell me that the girl said yes to me. However I knew he was lying, so every time after a class my friend would be like,”Yo, “persons name” said Yes,”. He had tried to budged me to tell her. That’s when I struck out, now I had to ask her. So after school I went up to her and asked her “did you say “Yes”,”
“I’m sorry what” she acted with confusion
“So umm, I wasn’t planning on doing this today and right at this moment, but uhh……… will you be my date to HOCO?” I replied stuttering
“I’m going with my friends,” she answered
“Ohh,” As I was about to walk away she said “but next time!”
I turned around “Really,”
“Yes!” as she exploded with joy
However as I left school I had idiotically told her my plan, and what I was gonna actually do. As I thought at least it can’t get any worse, well it did see next week I came to school and guess what happened I caught her staring at me several times that day. Tell me what’s happening.

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Everyday when I try to look at her by accident, she is already staring at me. I really don’t understand why she keeps staring at me, but I specifically told her that I would like to be friends after I got pranked to ask her to HOCO. I mean personally I do like her it’s just I don’t know how to react. Things are getting really strange between us. Comment down below and help me on what to do!

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When I keep finding things out about her, she keeps staring at me. So for this one class I have with her started when the teacher split us up into groups and we were supposed to do a podcast up to 5min. Later that class I told them about myself and they told me about theirs, so I was just trying to think about something to say when she full on is staring at me. However no one knew because everyone else was busy. I don’t know what to do cause last year I blew it to try to someone else “boyfriend”, but that was a year ago. Comment down below if you need to tell me what or how to do this.

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Everyday I walk, talk, and when I danced next to her. I later realized that if she might like me, this is my chance to finally get a girl. She 24-7 stares at me no matter what class I’m in I always know that’s she’s looking at me. I was in my AV class and I was just on my phone, playing Roblox. However she was sitting there right next to me, while playing MM2. She and I have a lot of things in common. However I think I’m giving everyone to much information so I won’t say anything. See you guys next week.

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So I’m in ASB, and well some people decided that not for sure, but another dance. However there’s a twist, instead of boys ask the girls. It’s the girls ask the boys, just to show how boys feel when they ask girls out. There’s just one tiny problem, I know that girls are gonna ask me. Cause remember the girl that keeps staring at me, I know for a fact she’s going to ask me once they release the news out to the students. Help me out for once peeps!

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Hey guys, it’s almost been a year since I made this thing so, imma catch y’all up. The girl that I originally made this thing for no longer really needs me, but there is this new girl; see what I did there “new girl,” yeah, brings back memories. Well anyways, she is definitely my type, black hair, brown eyes, beautiful white smile, athletic, kind, loves the Lord, and last but certainly not least she’s awesome. But, the thing is that I catch her staring at me a lot, and not just like “oh; hey,” it’s like “Hey, what’s up, I’m like totally obsessed with you,” it’s kinda weird. This one time we locked eyes for a full on 2 minutes, but I wasn’t counting so I’m not sure. Anyways I’ll catch you all later.

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So, since we last met I told y’all that there’s another new girl, and yeah she’s in to me. However the girl I originally made this for is now giving off ,”Yo, so let’s like make out or do some crazy stuff.” I don’t know bout you guys, but in my head I like “Dang, 2 chicks in 1 year,” so like I don’t mind, but the new friend group I’m in;Oh yeah I forgot I didn’t tell you guys about the new 3 people friend group. Well it’s me, a friend from 3rd grade I forgot about, and a new chick. And the 2 are basically in love, but don’t want to show it because I’m there and it makes things weird, so they just do other stuff to try and not make me the 3rd wheel. But anyways back to the original story my friend group wanted me to ask out the new girl(not in the friend group) and I’m like “Nah man, it’s not I don’t want to it’s because who in their flippin mind would go out with me,” but now my old friend group is now thinking that the new girl(in the friend group) likes me instead of the friend that was from 3rd grade, and I’m telling them “Nah, man it’s not my game to win,” and ones like “Never emit defeat,” and I’m like “What if I already did.” So yeah it’s a roller coaster. And it’s only been like 4-5 weeks since school has started, so yeah.

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So throughout this wonderful journey with you guys I’ve finally decided that it’s time to do the unthinkable. Finally facing my biggest fear, this has been extremely fun for me to come back to you guys when I really needed it. So after 1yr 1m 2d, I’m finally gonna get a girlfriend hopefully. If not then I will delete this post and talk to you guys some more, but if I do get one then I will never come back to this post. I may read it in the Future, but will never come back to it. However, enough of the sad part cause that’s not who I am. For at least 2 weeks I’ve been hearing this in my friend group,”Ask *the girl*.” And it’s been extremely annoying. But ever time they ask I keep imagining that it’s gonna happen, but then I realize that I’m imagining it. Tomorrow, I will with all of my confidence walk up to her and ask:
“Hey *the girl*, are you going to hoco,”
“Yes/No,”
Yes: “Well are you going with anyone,”
No: “Oh, than will you go out with me to hoco,”
Yes: “Ok great.”
This is definitely gonna be a great moment in my life, or it’s gonna be another rejection. Thanks for this wonderful journey y’all till we meet again.

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I know what I said last time just so much has happened. I’m going to take time and not focus on chics and focus on sports. However, the friend group I’m in the 2 are actually know showing that they’re in love, and it actually made me feel extremely lonely. But Idk what do you guys think?

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So I started my normal day, going to school and going to my classes. However at snack something inside me started. I don’t know what the heck it was, but I felt extremely depressed and had no way of getting out of that stage. People in my friend group are like “yOuR lOnElY, gO gEt A gIrLfRiEnD!” And every single time I’m like I’m okay. I came home today and I did my homework and during it I had felt very depressed and lonely. I mean I had suffered from loneliness and depression before, but nothing like this before. I need some real advice here guys help me out.