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Noun | Physiology,

The phase of the heartbeat when the heart muscle relaxes and allows the chambers to fill with blood.

Allow me to relax my heart, and tell you things I want to tell you the most. I hope that after you read all of what I want to say in this padlet, you'll be filled with love baby. Cause it's what you deserve.

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you know, when you happen to meet someone, at first they're not super 'attractive' or not your type, but then, you start to get to know them,

i got to know you

days pass, and the more i talk to you,
the more adorable you become, until one day, you just became the most attractive person ever and its because you're a great person with a big heart, and i just really like being around you.

nung sinabi mo sakin yung sinabi ng ex mo na nakakasakal ka magmahal, yung naisip ko lang 'huh?' kasi kahit kailan di ko naramdaman yon. kung pwede nga lang tanggalin lahat sa isip mo yung nagpaparamdam sayo na di ka worth it, ginawa ko na. you're awesome, chi. at di lahat ng tao nakikita at pinapahalagahan yon. medyo malungkot na di nila kayang makita yon pero ayos din at the same time? kasi parang special thing yun sa ating dalawa na sakin mo lang din kaya iparamdam at ako lang din nakakaramdam
at kahit ni isang tao walang makakaagaw nun sakin. in other words, walang makakaagaw sayo sakin.

and i think for me, this is what love means baby.

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this kind of love doesn't demand me to prove my worth and sit in anxiety. it has natural connection, where my soul is able to recognize a feeling of home in you. something free flowing, something simple, something that allows me to be me without any judgement and questions.

your love is home, chi.

i could be anywhere, sa pilipinas o sa riyadh kahit san pa man yan, but it would always be home whenever i talk to you. i love you as my girl, my friend, and as a family.

you accept me for who i am but because of that i want to be more.
you make me understand things that you see on your own perspective.
your way of seeing things is so light hearted.
you showed me beautiful things in life, makes me feel as if even with all the bad things happening in my life, i don't need to be scared.
we mirror each other, showing each other's flaws and wanting us to improve ourselves but accepting no matter what happens because your love is unconditional.

your love, baby. i am addicted to it.

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there's no exact answer for that.

you're beautiful, but not like those girls in magazines and television,

you are beautiful for the way you think of things. those sparkles in your vibe whenever you talk about something you love. you are beautiful for your ability to make other people smile even when you, yourself is sad.

no, you are not just beautiful for something temporary like looks,

you're beautiful, chi. deep down to your soul. and that is one of the reasons why i love you.

No one feels like you to me. The others may share traits like you but you give me a  feeling others cannot describe because there isn't a word for it.

i love you because even when my days are dark, it feels like it is less dark. you make me feel light in a dark place.

i'm going to love you.
i will work hard on loving you.

i'm going to love you in your weakest moments to your strongest ones. i am going to love you when you are happy and still fucking going to love you even when you are sad. do you understand?

i am here, baby. i will not go anywhere and i will never leave you again.

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i felt love in you,

i felt peace, very comforting and secure. but at the same time, more and more, it's like a fiery passion and fire that grows and grows until it feels really intense that even though i talk to you everyday, i still miss you.

this love turned my heart into ash like a bright red comet, a chariot to trample, my soul into your sands of time leaving glass for me to walk upon,

and yet, i love the feeling, i love your love,
because it was a feeling and it was true.

this desire may hurt more than the rest had hurt before, but your love made me burn,

i am alive for you and my heart embered.

it's not about how far you are, it's how close i feel you here.

this is love, right? cause i'm falling real hard.

this love that i feel for you, is.. just right. and i know it.

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i love taking your pictures

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7 billion smiles and yours is my favorite.

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galit ka na naman?

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pakiss

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not everyone has a heart like yours. most people will not give and give. all they know how to do is take. not because they mean to, but because they never learned otherwise.

and so, carrying a heart as big as your heart, can hurt. that is why i worry for you baby. it can leave you hollow and exhausted. and even though sharing so much of your light is a gift, it can also start to feel like a curse. it doesn't have to be, chi.

it's okay to be selective about who gets your heart and energy. it's okay to step back from people who take more than they give. even if they have good intentions. even when some days the effort is there. even when they love you and they care. it is okay to be particular about the people you let in your life, that isn't selfish or unkind. you're allowed to prioritize yourself, take care of yourself, and be there for yourself. but you can't be, if you've given all you have to give. kinda flipped, right?

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" to live a life worth living is to take risks and chances. "

i'm scared. maybe one day you're going to wake up and not love me anymore. you're going to be fed up of my mood swings, missing in action attitude, my craziness, my reassurance, panic attacks, and uncontrollable fits of sadness. and most of all, i'm scared that one day you're going to see me the way i see myself.

But those are all maybes. I sincerely hope it wouldn't happen in the future, Chi. I feel trapped in these thoughts.

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life is finite and fragile, and just because something / someone is there for one day, it might not be the next. never take it for granted.

say what you want to say, say what you need to say, then stay a little more. say too much, love too much. everything is temporary but love. love outlives us all.

hold me close and don't let me go, baby.

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i met a girl who talked about the world as if she lived a thousand lives and see things in such a different way, you'll question everything you know.

she'll describe things in words you've never heard before but they sound so beautiful, you'll look them up and start using them yourself.

she'll be curious and have the wonder of a child and the curiosity like of a cat. and when people tell her things she doesn't wanna hear, she'll break in half so you end up holding her and picking up her pieces.

she'll bring out a passion in you that no one knew you had and she'll make you feel something you never felt that it'll make you want to run,

Don't. Don't run.

You're not used to being out of control. Let her teach you new experiences,

I'll let you teach me new experiences, baby.

It won't make me a hero to leave you just because I think I'll break your chains, right?

So I won't run.

i won't run away because i'm scared of breaking you, instead i'll go after the chains, i'll love you for as long as the universe allows, because if i don't.. i swear i'll regret it.

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This life won't last forever
Neither will this night
Neither will this day
All we can do is love,
While it is here.

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I no longer force things.
What flows, flows.
What crashes, crashes.
What lands, lands.
I only have space and energy for things that are meant for me.

It's you, baby. You're meant for me.

This time, I want to be brave enough to express how I truly feel.

Will you be my girlfriend, Chi?

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It's usually traditioned with marriages and new beginnings. Also expresses hope for the future. Di pa naman tayo ikakasal, unless gusto mo na? heheh joke.

I chose white roses because of the new beginning. If you happen to say yes, then it's a new beginning for us. You being my girlfriend ;). Tsaka to more future days, months, maybe years with you, hopefully.
I love you.