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About my life and my change of habit (Angeline Sik Lee Yee)
In 2017 last year I was excited to go to secondary  school to meet a new friend and make me hardly slept well 🤣 when I go to school  I meet a new friend that I haven't meet some students were nice and creep make me felt scared 😂 and also in that years I have a crush 😂.
In 2018 last year I join in supervisor club with my friend .In a few days our school have a camp and it was fun .When one of my friend with other friends it make me feel like missing out.On that day on I decided to not get together with my old friend's it not I mad or something it felt like it better to get out my old friend life .On 2018 make me felt sad and disappointed .
In 2019 year when all the form3 students have a PT3 exam. When the PT3 exam haven't started I didn't study because I was too lazy to study at home. The reason why because I always on my handphone everyday and didn't study much so I decided to bring an exercise book to school but I can't study at all.
In 2020 getting even worst someone say to me that I changed a lot because of my annoying habits but for me it truth I changed a lot since in 2019 to 2020 year.
Lastly ,I know that our life must move on.I know some people want to turn back time by repair their mistake and get back to their old self like I do.

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The good news is, parents can take steps to reduce the psychological effects of divorce on children. A few supportive parenting strategies can go a long way to helping kids adjust to the changes brought about by divorce.But many kids seem to bounce back. They get used to changes in their daily routines and they grow comfortable with their living arrangements. Others, however, never really seem to go back to “normal.” This small percentage of children may experience ongoing possibly even lifelong problems after their parents’ divorce.

Divorce creates emotional turmoil for the entire family, but for kids, the situation can be quite scary, confusing, and frustrating such as teenagers may become quite angry about a divorce and the changes it creates. They may blame one parent for the dissolution of the marriage or they may resent one or both parents for the upheaval in the family.

Positive communication, parental warmth, and low levels of conflict may help children adjust to divorce better. A healthy parent-child relationship has been shown to help kids develop higher self-esteem and better academic performance following divorce.

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I couldn’t sleep the night before. I was just too excited. This was my first time on a camping trip. I had packed my backpack 3 days ago. There was a list of things that were required from everyone such as sleeping bags, torchlight, matches, Mars Energy Bars and not forgetting mosquito repellants.

Around 8 am the following day, we arrived on our school bus at the foothills of Gunung Ledang which is famous for its many myths and also beautiful camping spots. There were 20 of us. We were all in our school scouts team accompanied by two teachers and our guide, an Orang Asli man called Adun. First, we went to register ourselves at the ranger's office before starting our hike.

It was a wonderful, cool morning. Adun pointed out to us various types of edible wild plants and told us to 'respect the jungle' by not littering or thinking bad thoughts. 2 hours later we reached a waterfall. It was a perfect spot to set up our tents. By the time we finished setting up the tents, it was lunchtime. Adun showed us how to gather firewood and lit up a fire. He made a makeshift stand over the fire and hung a pot of icy water from the waterfall to boil. While waiting to cook rice, our teachers said we could all go for a quick swim in the waterfall. We had so much fun together! After a simple of rice and sardines, we rested for a while. In the evening, our teachers took us exploring around the area and gather more firewood before nightfall. At night, after dinner, we lit a big fire and sat around it. Our teachers talked about jungle survival tips and later we played games. Then Adun told us a few mystical stories about Gunung Ledang. Some were scary and a few of us kept looking behind our backs at the dark jungle. By 10 pm our teachers asked us to go to sleep. Some of us couldn’t sleep so ended up chatting quietly in our tents till the wee hours of the morning. We went home the next morning, tired but happy.

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When I was in middle school, I fell in love with a girl. It’s not convenient for me to say his name, but it was my happiest time at that time.
I still remember when I saw her for the first time, his smile was very sweet and cute. I was deeply attracted by her. Later I added it to his WeChat, but I didn't have the courage to ask her out. I admit that I was very weak at that time, but until I saw that I was in the same cram school that day. I was very nervous, afraid to lose face in front of her.
About a month later, when the teacher assigned me to study the composition with her, I almost fainted on the spot because I was so happy.
After this time of contact, we began to take the initiative to chat, play games and so on. About 3 months later, I confessed to her, the content was a bit numb, but she still accepted hhahahaha. At that time, I was really happy and excited like never before.
After being together, we often went to play badminton and watch movies and other together. But then we broke up because of opposition from his family. I remember back then I ran to the room crying hahahhaha. But the only thing I don’t regret is being with her

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HAPPINESS WRITER BY- LUGESHTINI A/P KANNAN

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HAPPINESS WRITER BY- LUGESHTINI A/P KANNAN

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😁Happiness is a state of mind which makes you feel accomplished in life and having everything in this world without a single reason to repent. Well, although there can be no perfect definition of happiness; happiness is when you feel you’re at the top of the world where a sense of complete satisfaction prevails.

The meaning of happiness is relative and varies from person to person. For some, happiness is when you experience professional success, reunions with family and friends, eating out reading books, or watching good movies. While for others, happiness can be accomplished by some weekend activities which might help you de-stress and get the satisfaction of mind.💝🥰

If you involve yourself in social activities where you help the needy and provide support to the weaker section of society, you can experience happiness if not anything else. When a young boy flies a kite, plays with mud, and watches nature, for him, that is the greatest happiness in the world.

The happiness 😘of mind is often considered quite contrary to jealousy and anger which you experience once you have failed or unaccomplished any desired goal. You should always try a rehearse the ways of keeping yourself satisfied and keeping away from negativity to experience peace and happiness in life. True happiness begins where desire ends!

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Very good friends when I was young      (CHOO LI QI ）

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Very good friends when I was young      (CHOO LI QI ）

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As the saying goes :"Rely on parents at home, and friends when going out. "Friends are very important in life. When you are happy, your friends can share with you; when you sad , your friends can be your trash can and listen to your concerns, so that you can regain your vitality in the shortest possible time.
Now in my memory I only know that she is very friends with me. I only remember a little bit about me and her, because she lives in the same apartment with me and attended the same kindergarten and elementary school. When I was young, I often played with her, and we went to school together. Every time I am  finished school  or on a day off without reading, I will  go her home  play and study together .We spend most of our time doing what we like together.
But when we were  about to go to elementary school, she suddenly told me that she was going to move. At that moment, I felt a little bit emotional. I' m at a loss because my very close friends is moving away. Although I really don't  want  her to move, there is not way. After a few years, she and her mother came back to see us, but because we haven't seen each other for a long time, it almost seems that we don't know each other. So I just greeted her and asked her where she moved that's all.
Last, so I said that I only remember some of my memories with her, but I am very grateful that I can be friends with her. I was really happy at that time, and now I am also happy.

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No matter teenagers or adults must have experienced the deepest frustrations. So I want to tell you that frustration doesn’t mean we can’t rise from that frustration. That disappointment teaches us many things, not to mention the disappointment of fellow individuals. The frustration I once experienced was when I failed to get what I wanted and what the family hoped for me. Although his face looked calm, his heart was full of frustration that was difficult to express to the closest people, let alone his own family. Sometimes that disappointment teaches us many things that no one else has ever experienced. Sometimes this makes us to move forward and leave the disappointment that makes it difficult for us to get up. Never forget one thing after the disappointment there will be happiness waiting for us. Never give up to rise from a sense of disappointment.

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Every human being is not spared from facing stress in life.This coincides with the meaning of the proverb,which earth is not affected by rain and which ocean is not turbulent.However the stress vary in degree.The stress faced by adults may be due to thinking about family,financial or career problems,while for adolescents the stress faced may be related to education,relationships with friend or family related problems.For some peoples,stress may bring success and happiness in life, while others regard stress as a source of misery and suffering until the stress they face leads to end of life.As a student,i aslo did not escape from facing stress caused by various factors,especially the study factor.Therefore,before rice becomes porridge,i have takwn some steps to deal with stress.

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Depression is the main cause of disability Trusted Source worldwide,according to the World Health Organization (WHO). It can affect adults, adolescents, and children.Depression is a mood disorder that involves a persistent feeling of sadness and loss of interest. It is different from the mood fluctuations that people regularly experience as a part of life.

It is different from the mood fluctuations that people regularly experience as a part of life.Depression is an ongoing problem, not a passing one. It consists of episodes during which the symptoms last for at least 2 weeks. Depression can last for several weeks, months, or years.

Physical changes, peer pressure, and other factors can contribute to depression in teenagers.They may experience some of the following symptoms such as feeling guilty, helpless, or worthles and restlessness, such as an inability to sit still. Depression is treatable, and managing symptoms usually involves such as support. They can range from discussing practical solutions and possible causes to educating family members.

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When i was in young age , my parents always get argue and fight even the Chinese New Year . My brother and my sister was take me to their to hide. They don't want me see or hear my mom and dad argue  because I was too young to know kinds of things. When they more argue ,We get used of it.When i peaking on the door to saw whhta they are fight about. My mom went to the kitchen and take a big knife to cut his couch and throw to his everything that on the table. We saw that what a big show!
In Chinese New Year , My dad always argue to his small kinds of things to his sisters and his brother . We feel it kinda of shame ,why we have this dad and husband. We still don't get it  'why  he always like to argus to everyone , it kinda annoying.’ I still  don't get the point of it .
In 2018 ,When my mom chased him out of our house, my mom was smart this housewas under of her name and my brother. We felt very released and without any pressure. My mom take me and my brother 's familly, to went back my dad parent's house. When Chinese New Year ,We want back to hometown we  also know that they not welcoming because there was no sight of my dad. My granny pick of the fight to my sister- in- law, to argue about the bucket , my mom stand for my sister-in-law that it was not on the purpose to that bucket . We packed our things to when back home. Mwanwhile ,my mother still fight to my granny . We went back to home , my mom still wants to find out of the answer. In very late night my mom found that my dad was cheating to anorther women. My mom was very angry but felt the life it kinda of jokes . In the next day , my mom take me and my brother to went back that women house. My brother told me that a video to show everyone that he was cheating . It was really a huge fight and very motive.
My mom decided to divorce to my dad , everyone decided don't to related  to him even his grandchildren doesn't wan him. It was very shameful of him. BUT he still don't confess that he was cheating he still felt he was always right.
Sometimes he is very pitiful, but unfortunately he is not saved. We still hate him .This is my bloody real life drama.

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The first time I met this little squirrel was when my father get back from work. He say that he got the squirrel from his workplace’s roof. This might seems a little bit aggressive but my father take down that little squirrel using small stone I guess? Anyways, my father manage to avoid heavily injured the squirrel.
My life was full of happiness after it appear in my life. this a little bit cringe but it’s true. Since it is still a baby squirrel, it is easier to keep it. It was our first time keep a squirrel so we search some tips online. The squirrel are so clingy especially with my father. When my father come back from home ,the squirrel quickly went to my father shoulder and pee on it. It was funny to see my father reaction but never did I know that this moment won’t last forever.
When I just came home from school, like usually I went to search for the squirrel to play but I didn’t see it anywhere. I ask my mother about it and she said that its already run away. I thought she was joking but it was true. She say that the squirrel run after being stuck between the refrigerator door and my father tried to chased after it but failed. It already went inside the drain. At that time I felt really sad but if I tried to think back, it was funny. Maybe it already in the past and already move on.

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Primary school memories (Emannuel)

Primary school is a place I will never forget for the rest of my life. In my opinion, primary school is the starting point for schooling. The place taught me the meaning of friendship, unity and life. Lots of memories I have when I was in primary school.

My first memory of school was the first day of primary school. Come to school feeling scared and excited. The first day of school I already had five friends. I feel so happy and grateful. One of my sweetest memories is winning a running competition during school sports. A lot of medals I have earned while in primary school.

When I was in primary school I walked home and came to school .On the way home from school, we would often stop at the store to buy water and food.The money given to use at school is rm3 . The food that is often bought at school is nasi lemak . After the meal, all students will gather in the hall and read a book .

In 2016, when I was in sixth grade. Sad for not wanting to part with friends and teachers.The lives of children are full of joy and happiness.Longing to be reminded of primary school days .

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Confidence. Not all people have a confidence in this world. Some people are born with it and some people have work for it. There are people do not know how to obtain it. Confidence is very important and useful to achieve goals and fulfill our whishes. The question is "how to gain confidence" I have learned that confidence is hard to achieve but with positive people surround you it can be reached.

The meaning of confidence is "belief in yourself and one's powers or abilities." Everybody is lacking confidence in something. There nobody born perfect in this world. Whether it be giving speech in front of many people or their appearance. All of this depend on how we solve and control it. There were nothing can be done without confidence. If you don't have confidence you can't achieve the thing what you want to do.

Recently, I have struggled with my confidence in one of the most important aspect of my life which is in my study. I don't have confidence when it time to talk to others. Recently, I have to deliver speech in front of my friends. There was a lot of things in my mind. I always think what the other might think about me if I can deliver the speech with nice intonation. I always overthinking and insecure with other. Some of them, there no need to work hard but they can do it perfect. I chat my friend and tell her what i felt. She give me advice and positive comments. I have learned that we need too trust ourself. I am slowly building my confidence by believing myself and trusting my own abilities.

Some people have so much confidence that they are not afraid to do anything. There have a people opposite, they scared of being judged or ridiculed by other. Confidence cannot being taught but the individual need to believes themselves. Self confidence cannot build in one overnight, it takes time. The example to gain confidence is talking to other and take the criticize as a spirit burner.

In conclusion, confidence is where everyone is struggles with at one point but can be achieved by trust your own abilities and speaking with other supportive. The most important is ignore what the other talk about you don't take it too serious. Always find a positive friend to give your advice and moral support to gain your confidence.

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As I was growing up, I felt I became worse and worse. I used to be confident and having passion to my life. However, I became a person with inferiority and procrastination.

It was all began with my conceit. When I was in primary school and lower form in secondary school, I felt that I am so special and maybe even the chosen one because I do not need to take much time to learn something yet I still can be good at it. For example, studies, piano lesson and lightning service in church. Therefore, I started to be arrogant. This stupid mindset has ruins me and it was the reason I stop learning.

As the time past, I noticed that most of my friends started doing better than me. Then, I realized that I am not special anymore, I felt hard to learn something news so I became lazy and procrastinating. I also addicted in gaming.

One days, I realized that what my problem is and I want to change it. I starts studying again. In the end, I learned a lesson do not be arrogant and conceit.

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My life during this Covid-19 pandemic（Dominic）

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My life during this Covid-19 pandemic（Dominic）

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During the Covid-19 pandemic,my life have been changed a lot. It is because we need to stay at home and can't go out during Movement Control Order(MCO).This pandemic affects my daily life.

First of all,this pandemic is a big challenge for me because I need to know how to manage my time and work.During the pandemic,my school start home-based learning and at the same time my school timetable is changed .The classes start at 8.00am until 2.00pm.Online learning is more hard to study than learning in school. It is because I need to see the telephone screen for a long time during the online class.Afther the online class I need to make sure my homework and finish it but sometimes homework less I will take the time to rest.

Other than that, during the pandemic my life is more boring. I am a person who like to hang out with my friend . I feel boring and lonely because I can't go out and I can't meet my friend.Thus, in this pandemic I often use social media and plays games to contact them so I do not feel bored.

This life is recycled every day. I hope that this pandemic will end as soon as possible and I can get back to my normal life.

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Friendship is one of the greatest blessings that not everyone is lucky enough to have. We meet a lot of people in the journey of life but there are only a few who leave a mark on us. My best friend is one such person who has been able to make a positive impact on my life. We have been a part of each other’s lives for the longest time and our friendship is still developing. Most importantly, I feel extremely fortunate to have someone as a best friend in my life. In this essay on my best friend, I will tell you about how we became friends.

Our friendship started when my best friend came in as a new admission to our class. Both of us were hesitant to talk to each other at first, but gradually we developed a bond. I remember the first time my best friend tried to talk to me; I rolled my eyes because I thought there was no use and we wouldn’t hit it off. However, to my surprise, we became best friends by the end of the session year.

We learned so many things about each other and found out that our taste in food was so similar. Since then, there was no stopping for us. We spent all our time together and our friendship became the talk of the class. We used to help each other out in studies and visited each other’s home as well.

On our school holidays, we even went to camping together and made a lot of memories. Moreover, we even invented our own handshake which only both of us knew. Through this bond, I learned that family doesn’t end with blood because my best friend was no less than my family.

In short, the bond I share with my best friend is one of my most prized possessions. Both of us inspire each other to become better humans. We push each other to do our best and we are always there in need. A best friend is indeed a precious gem and I am fortunate to have found that gem of my life.

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Did you hate stay at home during this pandemic covid-19? I find that stay at home really comfortable for me. There’s people who can’t stay at home for too long because they need to communicate and see outside the world.

As an introverted, I prefer to spent my time alone than be with others. It’s not like I hate people but I only enjoy spending time with just one or two people rather than large groups or crowds. I need energy to communicate with others as I have to please them and I hate it because I’m not being myself.

Once in a while, I will go out like go for groceries but I will end up waited in the car. I hate crowd place and louder people. Due to this pandemic, I’m more scared of people and feel uncomfortable around them. In fact, once I arrive at home, I will recharging myself back with being alone in my room. Moreover, I always lost people that I love because I didn’t communicate back. Now I only have a small circle of friends only, which is good.

But, I need to socialize with other people too while we live in the society. Although, I know it's a bit hard to change that. Did you think that I should change my personalities or stay the same? It gives me some disadvantages too. You should know what your personality’s types is. Now, go take a test for your personality’s types and find out more about yourself!

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When i was 8 years old my dad bought me a tortoise because i couldn't stop yearning to pet a tortoise. Quite frankly, i barely even remember about it. The first time i saw it with my own eyes, holding it withy own bare hands, there were mixed feelings. A part of me was feeling terrified, overwhlemed because i never thought that my dad would really buy it and love. I felt like i really love it to the point when i spent almost 24 hours googling about how to make a tortoise loves me.

My mom bought an aquarium and small fishes by thinking that they would accompany my tortoise but apparently small fishes are its food. It was surprising when i found out that all of the small fishes were gone. I fed it with spinach and feeding it were always scary because it was so fast to bit and one time i even got my finger bitten a little. Overall, it was still a happy experience getting to pet a tortoise. I didn't even name the tortoise and I don't even know why. It just never occur for me to think about what should i name it.

That joyful experience ended when i wanted to clean the aquarium. I put it in a basin it was not a big one so it was easy for it to get out of the basin and it just ran away without me noticing. I had almost had a panic attack when i lost it but thankfully my parents were comforting me and just saying that i could get a new one but i didn't want a new one.

Years past now, it was the first and last tortoise i ever pet. I appreciate the experience and my biggest regret was just not naming it. Now, i only pet cats albeit petting a cat is awful because when you lose them it's always feel like you lose a part of yourself. That's the arduos part but other than that cats are my favourite. To end this, i just wanted to point out that even though i don't spend years petting it, i still feel as if it holds a special place in my heart because it was my first pet.

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What are the reasons I get up in the morning? I lost myself recently because of staying at home too long and I lost the ability to think. I used to be a person who passionate about life.

The life purpose will be unique to everyone. Some people think that the purpose of life is connected to vocation a meaningful and satisfying work. For others, their purpose lies in their responsibilities to their family or friends. So I think back to what is my plan for the future and the goal of my life.

I have been thinking about why I am here and what responsibility I have before I go to bed. So I found out some answer to its question. I need to be a person who an extremely perfect and contributes to society. Furthermore, I need to be responsible to my parent because they take so much time and money to raise me until I grew up and I just repay them.

Other than that, life only once so I need to cherish and spend my lifetime, money, and energy in useful places. Even though life is hard but you are loved. Don’t give up🤩

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Since 2 years ago, I started thinking that it's not really fun having too much friends around me and it make me feel exhausted. Sooner or later, there are feeling that keep spawning on my mind say that I should stop faking myself infront peoples around me.

As I started to be an introvert, I become focused more on internal thoughts,feelings and mood than seeking out external stimulation. I also enjoy solitude as an introvert because I almost spend whole my days alone and figure out my own hobbies and interests. On my free session, I always watching anime known as Japan cartoons ,alone in my room and I watching it to learn more about life and reality also it always make my feeling mixed everytime I was watching it because anime has many type of genres such as romance,comedy,drama and slice of life.

Other than that, I also started losing many friends and some of them are really there for me whenever I have a problem. Honestly, I really feel it's more comfortable to has a small group of friends rather than huge group of friends but none of them are really there for us. It's just like a wolf pack that only has less member but they always together no matter what happen but a huge group of zebras always leave their members to saving theirself first from the getting hunt down by the hunter. Besides, it's much more better with a few close friends than fake friends because they will betray one day and don't forget that even our own shadow will leave us while we walking through the dark.

Futhermore, I bet there are someone that think aren't introvert are the same as antisocial that didn't being in a society ? Actually, introvert do appreciate being around people on the society to whom they are close and they sometime can be really friendly although they looks quiet and lonely.

They says human are social creatures but I don't mind the silence around me because it' peaceful. So, there are no such thing as right or wrong when somebody making a descision because nobody know it right or not as long you believe on the descision that you make and will not regret it one day.

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My mother gave birth to my two brothers. Once,they went to the temple to worship and a man told them that they had two sons and a daughter and then they not believe.

And later launched,my mother pregnant when she was in her thirties. My father was very happy and worry because he is worried that a boy was born.When my mother brought me  of the time. My father was very happy when I was born.

My brother and I differ by more than ten years. So my childhood is more alone than my brothers. It is because my brother's childhood have a suspension of siblings. When I'm kindergarten and my brother are  middle school. But they are so much love me.

When I am primary school I participated in poetry recording. And then I win a championship my family was very haapy.
When I am middle school they are working after university graduation.

In addition to this, I have a good relationship between my cousin but we only see each other once in a while. It is because she lived in Singapore. When I meet any problem, I will ask her for help.And we have a lot to talk about because we're the same age.

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My father is my hero and guide in my life. He is the one I look upon whenever I find myself in trouble. My father has been my guiding force for all my major decisions in life. In fact, I have never regretted adhering to his advice as it has always worked for me.
He is a hardworking and passionate person. My father has a love for movies. Whenever he gets time, he just loves to watch an old movie and news. Before I knew it, I found out that my father was getting old. His hands have age spots and his feet are not as good as before. His feet start to feel a little pain every night. This makes me feel very distressed. I’m afraid he will leave me someday.
He loves me very much. Whenever I say I want to eat something, he will buy it for me. My father always pay silently to my family. My father also taught me to learn to resist when being bullied by others. Although I have never been bullied. My father is my friend as well. I can discuss everything with my father, even those that I dare not speak in front of my mother. I know that he shall keep it a secret and give the advice I need. He is the one whom I can rely upon blindly during any hour of need, and I know that he shall be there for me.
There is no doubt that my father’s role is vital in my life. His presence is vital for maintaining the balance and peace in my family. I love my father.

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This incident happened to me when I was 10 years old. I was born and grew up at Perak until I was 10 years old. One day, my grandfather was ill and bedridden. Therefore, to take care of him our whole family moved to Johor, another beautiful city in Malaysia. So basically just then I transferred from my old primary school to a new one. At first it was hard for me to leave my old school friends, but soon after I enrolled in another school, I tried my best to adapt to that new lifestyle.

Since it’s my new school, I had few friends only.  At that time, Joshua and Visalini were my close friends. Days passed. But life didn’t go so smoothly. Joshua started to show his true colours. He started to blame me for everything and I started to hate him. One day, I was not feeling well. So I was absent. At that moment, I didn’t know that it’s going to be one of my unforgettable days. After school was over, Visalini called and informed me about everything that happened that day in school.

Basically, what happened that day is, Joshua bullied me by creating fake stories about me along with his other friends. It was way too personal! I was extremely frustrated and mad. The next day, I talked to him and I was about to tell everything with my class teacher. He blackmailed me that he’ll reveal all my secrets with everyone if I share about this incident to anyone! I had to keep my mouth shut! Each and every day, he’ll ask me to buy something for him. It’s not like what you think! He’ll ask me to buy branded items like clothes and watches.  I had nobody to share about this, except Visalini. By the way, she is a brave girl though. My English teacher was the principle of my school. Visalini directly approached our principle.  Our principle handled this case in a good way. She helped me to get rid of this problem. After that incident, Joshua was even afraid to look at me and talk.

This story might be funny to some people. But just imagine what a 10 years old child will go through. There is just only one thing that I would like to share from this story. I had one good friend and a terrible friend. At last, my good friend was always there to support me. There are plethora of people around us. It’s our responsibility to choose our relationship with others carefully.  If someone blackmailed or bullied you, share it with someone you can rely on. This too shall pass!

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Do you have a best friend too？The one person in the world that will give you equal love and devotion like your parents and lovers is your best friend. It is an indication of a healthy relationship, and the friendship starts from here.

For most of us, friends are more or less family. You and your friends will have many things in common. You spent most of your day with your friends. You share anything and everything with your friends. In short, the most memorable moments in everybody’s lives will be the ones spent with the best friends.

My best friend is Yun Ci. We both study in the same school. We also live in the same locality. We spend most of the time together doing the things we like to do. We enjoy our life according to our needs and wishes. My best friend is the person on whom I can truly count on all through my life. Whenever I need help or support, my best friend is always there for me.We have lived moments together and have created memories that will remain throughout my life.

Having a best friend like Yun Ci makes my life easier. In any crucial situation, the first person that comes to my mind is my best friend. Whenever I am in any problem, my best friend helps me to get out of the problem by providing the best solutions. She helps me to become a better person and she has been my support system and my strength.

In summation, I am indeed lucky to have my school friend, Yun Ci as my best friend even now. Life continues its incredible journey, so many intimate friends moved in and out of my life, but none replaced the sole position reserved for my girl who stood by my side during the ebb and flow of my little life. We are best friends today, tomorrow and will be best friend till the end of time.

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We need a reasonably accurate view of the world in order to survive. If your model of reality is wildly different from the actual world, then you struggle to take effective actions each day. There are billions of people on this planet, and every person has a different purpose. You are the only one who knows yourself best. Everyone around you has different things to tell about you, but only you know your true self. when I write about myself, I write about my journey and what makes the person I am because of the life journey.

First of all, I am a student who lives in Muar, Johor with my family. All my friends are from the city. So, like many people who are residents of the town, my family also has moved from Muar to Johor Bahru. Starting at Johor Bahru, there are many things I have to learn and want to learn about to be professional player. I am the type of person who loves to playing a game but also the type of person who is afraid of heights.

Right now, I can translate it here that my life principle is very difficult to jump from one side to another. You can't jump down the spectrum. You have to slide down it. I love doing my things because they make give a feeling of thrill. I want to be a professional player in all of  the competitive activities. Each person has different hobbies, and doing different things gives them joy. Then, this is the thing which makes me joyful.

Other than that, many people have dreams of become what they want to be. Also me have a dreams to become a professional player Dota2 and make proud of the name of Malaysia. It is indeed difficult for us to achieve what we want, but we need to remember that our parents have always supported us dreams and aspirations. According to them, the only way to achieve all your goals is to work very hard and never give up on them. They have never imposed themselves and demanded that any of their children become what they want us. Instead, they wanted my siblings and me to choose careers and a life that will give us joy and stability.

That's all from me. Peace :D

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(priscilla) Insecure? Why i am not perfect like the other? 

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(priscilla) Insecure? Why i am not perfect like the other? 

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Everyone must have felt insecure towards themselves or others. This insecure is a feeling that you feel yourself is much lacking compared to others.In fact, it can also be said to be not confident with themself or jealous of the advantages of others. Insecure is one of the causes of a person becoming insecure in themselves and not to show off themselves to people.

Since social media is more updated and advanced, many people create many types of content such as about the talents they have such as sports, beauty, creative skills and also in the industry.As a result, the more we scroll social media, the more insecure it becomes.

I realize that we have to do something to avoid ourselves becoming more insecure. Let's start with how i control my insecurity. I reducing the use of social media. Moreover, I look more at content that motivate me or watching movies that make us to be more confident to ourselves. For this reason, I was able to build my self -confidence through the lessons contained in the content and the movie.

As well as, I like to follow successful influencers and a positive person. I like to find out about who they are before until they succeed. They like to give motivation, share secrets to success, confident and so on. We need to follow in their footsteps instead of opening up social media to follow bad things.

To conclude, I am thankful that way I was able to reduce my insecure feelings. Wasting our time alone to treat our insecure feelings cause it will bring down ourselves. We better be grateful for our own abilities because each individual has his or her own advantages. Let's find something to be grateful and our self-confident to continue move forward like the others.

-pris

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It was rainning cats and dogs. I stand in front of my house's door and enjoy the cooling wind blew my face. Suddently, i heard faint meow. By seeing here and there, i saw a little cat cub was lying in front of my house's door. ''What a pitiful cat...''I picked it up gently. '' Where's your mum? '' It looked at me with its watery eyes.

'' Mum, can we adopt it? ''
'' Yes, of course my dear. But you must take care this cat by yourself. ''
'' Alright, mum. ''

I bring the cat to the back yard and wash its body. I named my cat ''Ping an'' that in mandarian means it can always in safe, health and can be my side for a long time. My mum bring me to a pet shop and I buy some pet supplies and foods for Ping an.

Time flies, till now, Ping an is already be my side for 2 years. These two years, we always get together. I will play with it when i come back home from school. We sleep together and play together.  I live happily every day although sometimes it will makes me angry. Most of the time, it is still very well-behaved.

One day,it lose. I don't know how it ran over the house. When i realise,I ran and searched the whole community. Just when i saw it, I watched it being run over by a car. It left me and it would not come back. I bring it home and whisper, '' You got home, Ping an. ''

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Having difficulties staying sane around your siblings?

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Having difficulties staying sane around your siblings?

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There are probably 2 factors why you are reading this right now right? Number 1, you can relate to the title or number 2, you have no idea what to do so you decided to scroll through everyone’s article hoping it would spark some ideas in your brain. I mean, me too. Well now that you’re here, let me fill you in with my topic of the day. Living with siblings could either be heaven or hell and sometimes on certain occasions, it’s both especially during this COVID-19 pandemic where everyone stays at home. When it gets hectic, there some ways that I implement in my daily lives and I’m about to share it with you.

For me, just like most of the time, I’d mind my own business. What do I mean by that? It’s really simple, we all know that. However, not everyone tolerates it. For instance, just like us, our siblings might prefer having their own “me time”. And as the most talented, beloved, brilliant, siblings we are, we should just mind our own business and not interrupt them.

I’m sure you will agree with me on this one. Other than that, don’t say things you might regret. Not just during this lockdown but other times as well! A religion founder, Gautama Buddha once said, “The tongue is like a sharp knife, it kills without drawing blood”. It’s always better safe than sorry especially when your only safe route is going to your bedroom.

However, sometimes things do get out of hand right? My next coping mechanism is exercising with my siblings. This strategy is like the definition of killing two birds with one stone! For example, I jogged around the neighbourhood with my siblings and the best part was we didn’t talk to each other which is also an alternative to avoid bickering. And my excuse was because I ran out of breath. A bonus isn’t it? You can be healthy and also spend time with your siblings. Peacefully of course.

All in all, it’s a fact that we always have this love-hate relationship with our siblings. Regardless of that, I could conclude that there’s no replacement that could take over our family members.

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Since I am being teached by my parents at 7 years old to do everything on my own , I feel free . Even actually it is about risk because no one’s guiding you . I started socialising with my friends and my parents warned me not to trust them even though you’re close with them . I take it for granted because I’m happy when I am surrounded by them . I have had a lot of friends since primary school until I was backstabbed by my own close friend . It makes me sad and mad at the same time .

Furthermore, I never told my parents about this because they will blame me for taking it for granted . I tried to hate those who backstabbed me but I can’t so I take it as sincere . I made my own strength to keep going until I decided to have a close guy friend . In my point of view , having a guy friend is more fun instead of a girl . I need to risk my life to get close with them and I trust them but not hundred percent . My boy best friends now love to protect me and always have whenever I need help with no excuse . They also never judge me for being silly or mental sometimes . This doesn’t mean that I don’t have a girl best friends, yes I have and I trust them because I have been their friend for over 8 years . All my close friends can just count by fingers .

Other than that , I stopped socialising with people that I’m not close to . I just became a person that doesn't talk too much to those I don’t close to . I love my circle now , they give me so much support for me to keep going whenever I felt down and want to do suicide especially . Sometimes I keep alive just because of the people around me . They’re the reason why I'm still alive and keep going . My family also always reminds me not to be a useless person and I keep motivated by them until now .

“Only yourself can change you” , I keep reminding myself with this quote . If you want it , you need to work for it , no shortcuts to have a great life . You have to fight through some bad days to earn the best day of your life . Here I am having a happier life than before . I don’t care what others say to me because this is my life . Don’t let yourself down just because of them .

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The teenagers today face a rapid changing world with many challenges. They are facing with many social issues in life. Especially during this pandemic period. Challenges come in various forms, such as anger control disorders. This occur among most of the teens and they need to be encourage so they will grow to be productive citizens of the country. Therefore, we need to identify the challenges that teenagers face on a daily basis.
Most of the family are facing serious financial crisis and dispute often happen among parents and child during this pandemic. It’s not easy for a teen to control their anger because teenagers are growing up between the stages of being not quite adults and not being children, they have a roller coaster of emotions buried deep within them. Being in love and falling out of love is a challenge faced by teenagers today. Although the teen years offer new experiences and challenges that can be exciting, this period of time can also be stressful. To be able to handle the different mood swings is also challenging to the teenagers. Teenagers may become pressurized, stressed out or worse, be depressed.
On top of that, the biggest challenge faced by many teenagers is the need to succeed academically. Studies are a major challenge for most teenagers and this is by no means getting easier with the stiff competition in the world of education. Students are becoming smarter and the drive to be the best is the constant challenge faced by many teenagers.
To conclude, all of us need to recognize these challenges faced by the teens and we have to find ways to help them overcome their problems. The teenagers who are going through difficult and tough times need positive, caring people who can steer them to the right direction so their lives can be shaped into something positive and meaningful. Teenagers, like all of us, sometimes just need help and guidance and ears to listen to their problems.

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I know the world have good person and bad person,but some people are not that lucky to met the person are good that they will not hurt you.They are the person that we can't think.For me,I think i'm the lucky person.

How do you think the person are good or bad?I think everyone have your answer in your heart. In my life,I had met a lot of type of person at internet and real lfe.Especially in internet,because when I was young I already contact with internet.I think internet is the best thing in my life because it can chat with strangers.Yes,chat.I like to chat to strangers altought it was dangerous but I also have carefully to use it.

While im playing online videogame,I can met the person who live in another country.I try to communicate with them and they were really kind and patient to talk with me because my english was not that good.I am happy whit that I have online friends,they also concerned my real live.I also recommend my real life friend to my online friend.

At the end,I was really enjoy my internet life,there are thing that let me feel the world was big than I tought.But I also not to be engrossed in internet because I know real life also have beutiful things that I haven't found it.

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Undoubtedly,everyone hopes the world can be a better place for everyone.However, some are using wrong methods which can bring about some huge obstacles in the way of making the world better.One of the wrong move is that the bulling which occurs around the world no matter in the Internet or in the reality.Unfortunately,many victims including me are involved in the bullying.In this case,I would like share about my experience of being bullying and my thoughts about bulling.

My experience of being bulling started from From 1 until From 3.Due to my personality of being quiet,I was tend to be alone instead of
getting along with others.Besides,I also could not speak well in Malay so I talk less to the others.This weekness made me to be a victim in the bulling.In most of time,the bullies attacked me with inappropriate words.When I got close to them,they pretended to scare of me as they thought that I was filthy. The verbal bullies really made me having a hard time during the school day. Finally the unhappy experience past about 2 years ago.

In my opinion,bulling is unfair behaviour.It is because the behaviour only benefit the bully's satisfacation,but the victims have to suffer the harmful behaviour, even may have emotional trauma which is difficult to be forgetten.

In conclusion,as a victim of the bulling,I truly hope that the bulling will be vanished gradually in the world in order to make this world a better place. If everyone is commited in solving the obstable,eliminating the bulling is no longer a problem to the world.

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It's been 7 years since the first time we met. We get along really well and became best friend.

The first time i met you, I thought we won’t be friend cause you looks scary meanwhile you thought I’m the one scary! Just because of the rumor that spread around the school saying that I’m a bully. Well, that’s quite funny. Because I don’t even know anyone there in that school then suddenly someone spread something that never happened.

Remember, when we had a big fought? I don’t remember what caused us to fought with each other. But, we didn’t talk to for quite long time. Who would’ve thought that we won’t talk for almost a year. So childish, aren’t we?

For this 7 years we go through together, we had lots of moments either it’s bitter or sweet moments. Such as, celebrate our birthday together. We always hangout together too. Its such a beautiful moment for us.

I hope in the future if we have any problems, we can discuss it slowly so that our friendship everlasting.

(HAJJAR)

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In 2020, our world appear a new virus name COVID-19. Everyone was fear and anxious and we all need to stay at home to prevent from influence the virus. Recently, I saw a video that says some incredible sight of our world after human didn't appear in a whole years.Some animals are curious with our human world and they finally got chances to visit. Yes, and  I really agree with that.

Stay at home is quite easy for me. It is because I am still a students, I no need to care about the money, the job or other else. My job is learning and prepare for my SPM next year. Although I know that I need to take the exam next year, but it's very difficult to study myself especially addmaths. I can't even catch the lesson in form 5.I had concentrated when my teacher was teaching, but really can't get in my mind.

The first month at home, I still interest to many activities such as cooking, playing with my sisters and make cakes or breads. However, after these months, it was boring stay at home. Before COVID-19, my family and I often went to shopping mall buy things together but now only two persons in one car. I started hate this COVID-19. Think about the other side, we can spending more time with each other, why not?

As everyone know, I am athlete. But most of the time I just go to wushu for training me and I never doing exercises myself. Now, my muscles are slowly turn into fats. Even though I know it but I still no any motivation to do exercise. I believe that some of us just have a same thinking with me. Everyday can't stop with checking sosial media, watching dramas and playing game of course. I try to put down my phone and find out what can I do. However, when the notification came in, I just can't control myself to click into it.

As a conclusion, 2020 was sucks, but if we use our time wisely, everything will get well. Today is July and 2021 had pass over half months,. I hope that cases of COVID-19 will be end soon so that I can meet my friends again and to graduate together. Lastly, please be responsibility to make sure this pandemic can end soon.

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Have you ever rejected someone's love? or have you ever been rejected? I think everyone know what the meaning of love right? It's a feeling of love and affection for someone and we don't want bad things happen to him/her. It also can be called as friendzone if you and your crush who rejected you are friends.
These days friendzone has become buzzword especially among teenagers , they often use the word " friendzone " in their daily life. First of all,  when a man and woman become good friends or close friends , at the end both of them or one of them will fall in love. That's why , people always say man and woman cannot be a friends.
Furthermore, if one of man and woman starts expressing feelings, the situation will be awkward. If in the past they always grab a bite together and went everywhere together , now the situation changed. They will becoming strangers.
On top of this, friendzone can lead some to depression. To illustrated better, someone that confess first will feel ashamed if he or she being rejected and they will feel they are the failure person in the world. They also will do something that might harm themselves for example they will suicide and injuring limbs.
From my own experience , there is a boy that really like me since 2017 until now and he still waited for me but i keep rejecting him because i have my own reasons, but we are friends now. Sometimes i feel sympathy and sometimes i feel i have to start open my heart for him because he do everything for me even i refused. But , something strange about me , i did not love him but i feel jealous if someone get his attention. When i start open my heart slowly last 3 month , he leave me. But currently, he start to get my attention back because maybe he want to surprised me and to impress me on my birthday which is just around the corner ! If you are in my shoes , what did you do?
Overall, if you ever being friendzone, i hope you will be happy now and if you ever friendzone someone go check on their life , they still wait for you or  glow up and happy with his new soulmate who is more better than you. Maybe you are the one who will be friendzone after this !

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I think the moment that knew I grown up was when I said goodbye to my parents after they dropped me and my siblings at house . That time was the most uncomfortable time for them because their most affectionate person left the world. They went there for two weeks and we can only cook and clean by ourselves. That was the first time they were separated from us and the longest time.  Although two weeks was not very long,  but was very long for us. Before that,  I had never left them for more than  one weeks, and they helped me plan everything in my life. When I saw them leave, I finally understand that we have to rely on ourselves for the two weeks.  When they leave, I realized that they were very important to me and  I also realized that I grew up. Before that, my mother had taught me to cook and she said that I can take care of myself in the future.  When I do the thing that my mother usually do I felt like I really grown up and felt mother is the most person that we cannot leave.

Not just these , I feel proud of the moment when I accomplish something by myself because I don’t rely on other people and you will fell that you are slowly grew up I think not only for me. Sometimes people scold me or say bad things about me behind. I would scold them back when I was young. Now I don’t bother to respond and I don’t want to care about them because of these little things.

So everyone has their own life, we have to live happily every day

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From March 2020,Covid-19 is getting serious in our country.The movement control order（MCO）start since march last year until now.All the people cannot go  everywhere,must stay at home to avoid to infection covid-19.The same for all student.
All students cannot go to school and all people didn't know when does the movement control order end.Because the school cant open,all the teacher and student must do online class .But most students and teachers didn't know how to use computer or phone to do the online class.It is a big problem for all teacher and students.

During the period of mco,i must stay at home and feel boring at home.It is because everyday do same activity and stay in same place.It feel so boring and didn't know what i can do.My activities during mco is online class,do homework,play game,review and watch movie.Because we cant go to school so i cannot to chat and meet with my friend,i just can use phone to message with they.

When the movement control order continued,my hair was very long.It cause very hot but the hair salon also cant open.After that,because we just can learned from online class,i cant understand for some subject.It cause i anxious because i need to SPM next year.
Until now,the movement control order（MCO) still not over yet.I dont know what will happen in the future.I hope the Covid-19 can end soon and back to normal life.

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We sure do didn't expect how 2020 turn out, naively thinking that the year would be a better year than 2019. We all know about the epidemic that is happening in China at the time, but didn't expect it to take a large turn into a pandemic altering all our life.

For the past year we sure been through a lot of up and down, The boredom sure took a toll in me, but we all have manage to see the silver lining in every situation of 2020. I sure have taken much of the sudden free time on picking up a new skill, during the lockdown time I have spending much of my time learning to learn some coding language and try to make a game of my own. Sometime it frustrating to try and troubleshoot, but when the final result is what we have expected it to be, the felling of accomplishment is really great.

Other than that, movies and music is another door to the freedom that I dreamed for. Escaping 2020 is essentially not to fall into a pit of despair and negativity of our inner self.

I sure think that we all need to find an escape during hard time, doing what you like or even try to accomplish something, to manage our mental health and overall always looking forward to tomorrow and hoping it to be little better wishing that this could just end a little bit sooner.

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Growing up and getting older are not the same. Everyone grows older , few people grow up . For me , growing up is to mature, to work on yourself and understand as much as you can about the world. To go beyond obeying simple or complex impulses is what it means to grow up.

As I was growing up, I realized that ‘growing up’ wasn’t as fun as the idea of ​​growing up I thought of when I was a kid. When we were little and all we could think of was growing up and doing ‘adult’ things ? But no. We’ve spent all our childhood thinking about what we’re going to do when we finally ‘grow up’ and this is where we are, almost adults and we still haven’t decided what we’re going to do as adults . For your information , I was an overly pampered child my entire life. I used to live in my own bubble of life that was comforting and partially stable. Then I moved out and everything changed. From an innocent and clueless child , I grew up into a a strong and idependent person . I grew up into a person who can handle anything and everything alone.

I wish I had never grown up. It’s just too sudden. It feels as if it was only yesterday that when I had no worries. I could look back and have no regrets. I didn’t feel as if I had to satisfy someone for it to be okay to be me. Furthermore , life is full of responsibilities. Homework. Fights. Grades. Parents. Love. Being a teenager. When I was little , the future was so far away I don’t even care about what I wanted to be when I grew up. “I can think about that later.” Now, everything is so close. We didn’t even realize the journey we’ve been through, we were just living. Our eyes have opened.

If only I had a remote control for life. I would go back to the good times, forward the sad times, re-live the awesome times and pause the moments which made me to live half alive . But times won’t stop. Time waits for no one. Sure, some may not be as happy as others but they are proof that you lived, you had a good time, you cried and you are human. Memories are with us forever. To teach us. To remind us. To show us, that growing up is part of life. You are born, you grow up and you die. That’s how’s been. That’s how it will always be. Last but not least , I think that everyone's life is always full of good and bad experiences. The key is to appreciate the good and find a way of turning a negative situation into a positive.

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As I was growing up, I was eager to spread my wings and leave my nest, heading to the big wide world thinking that I would leave some remarkable footsteps for others to follow. Little did I know that what awaited me were far greater than I could bear.

Leaving home at the age of 17 was a bliss for me. I was very much ready to head out to the real world. This time it was definitely different, unlike the time when I was 12 leaving home to study in a boarding school. No! This time, it was for real. Being raised in an uptight family, with strict parents made me dreamed of having an independent life, away from my parents. Not that I hate them or do not love them. It's just that I think it was already time for me to shine on my own, explore and experience life first hand. Being away from home entitled me for more freedom. Dad, upon sending me off to my matriculation college, declared that he officially gave me the green light to date guys and have a boyfriend. Well, of course I had had boyfriends even before that! Hah! The privilege did not just end there: I could go outing with friends without having to tell my parents about my whereabouts. Heavenly!

With freedom comes responsibility. This is true. I have had my fair share of ups and downs in life. I had flunked in my examinations. I had mingled with the wrong groups of friends. I had disappointed important people in my life. I had backstabbed others and being backstabbed too. What goes around comes around. That's just the rule of thumb. I love trying out new things in life. I had tried several things that I would say some had become the disappointment of my life, yet some were just something I would cherish for the rest of my life. You name it, probably I have done it! My life might sound splendid and full of rainbows but, there were just too many times when I stumbled and fell down. Life is full of obstacles. Yet, it doesn't mean we should not face them in fear of hurting or falling.

Those scratches and tears that you get from passing by the obstacles in life make you a better you. Remember, what doesn't kill you can only makes you stronger! There were times when the going gets rough, I had thought of ending my life or hide away... but then came the sun shining its promising light to brighten my days. No one could tell what might come in the next chapter of our life. So, embrace every moment and keep telling yourselves that whatever comes your way, that too will pass.