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yeah. living is so pretty. and very sad

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Take me to the rooftopI wanna see the world when I stop breathing Turning blue Tell me, love is endless, don't be so pretentious Leave me, like you do (like you do)If you need me Wanna see me Better hurry'Cause I'm leaving soon Sorry, can't save me now Sorry, I don't know how Sorry, there's no way out (sorry)But down, mm down Taste me, the salty tears on my cheek That's what a year-long headache does to you I'm not okay, I feel so scattered Don't say I'm all that matters Leave me Deja vu If you need me Wanna see me You better hurry I'm leaving soon Sorry, can't save me now Sorry, I don't know how (sorry)Sorry, there's no way out (sorry)But down, mm down Call my friends and tell Them that I love them And I'll miss them But I'm not sorry Call my friends and tell them that I love them And I'll miss them Sorry

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Take me to the rooftopI wanna see the world when I stop breathing Turning blue Tell me, love is endless, don't be so pretentious Leave me, like you do (like you do)If you need me Wanna see me Better hurry'Cause I'm leaving soon Sorry, can't save me now Sorry, I don't know how Sorry, there's no way out (sorry)But down, mm down Taste me, the salty tears on my cheek That's what a year-long headache does to you I'm not okay, I feel so scattered Don't say I'm all that matters Leave me Deja vu If you need me Wanna see me You better hurry I'm leaving soon Sorry, can't save me now Sorry, I don't know how (sorry)Sorry, there's no way out (sorry)But down, mm down Call my friends and tell Them that I love them And I'll miss them But I'm not sorry Call my friends and tell them that I love them And I'll miss them Sorry

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wanna see thighs-

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once the midnight rain hits.. that's when I realize I'm really in pain  when I cry to the Rain, going outside crying... and talking to this guy like it's my only friend..

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I know what you do.. I know that you love him.. but if we're dating why can't you say I love you to me but you can say to him all the time.. why can't you hug me all the time like you hug him all the time.. I actually want to be loved.. by you for once...

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the way I see things is but nobody will see what it's like in your shoes and what it will see how much pain you're in. And we'll see how you're feeling that day because you can hide it so easily with that selfish smile.. I love midnight.. it's the only time when I feel like it's my time to express myself.. put on music stare at the ceiling from 1 to 4 a.m. or longer...I can't wait to see how you actually feel when I'm not here anymore.

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oop i might know who found it hehe hint hint ~JJ

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oop i might know who found it hehe hint hint ~JJ

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Well they ask how i am a say with a smile oh im just fine but really im putting on a smile to make them happy and dont really care about my smiles realness its no use i really dont care and when i go and u say im the only thing that matters shut the hell up because im not the only one that matters and u fucking know it as well as dont bother trying to say sorry ik theres no meaning to the sorry whatsoever so just stop trying so hard im like this idk why im like this but it is what it is so deal with it like tf 

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Well they ask how i am a say with a smile oh im just fine but really im putting on a smile to make them happy and dont really care about my smiles realness its no use i really dont care and when i go and u say im the only thing that matters shut the hell up because im not the only one that matters and u fucking know it as well as dont bother trying to say sorry ik theres no meaning to the sorry whatsoever so just stop trying so hard im like this idk why im like this but it is what it is so deal with it like tf 

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what are y'all doing here yall dont even shower

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what are y'all doing here yall dont even shower

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I know I hurt you
No need to give me forgiveness
I know I don't deserve it
Don't blame you for hating me
Because I hate who I am too
Don't know why I'm still living
Maybe you can take my life from me
Cuz I don't need it anymore
I can't deal with the fact that I'm hurting you like this
I don't wanna push you away
But I think I already have
I've made so many stupid mistakes
Said things I can't take back
Yeah,
You should know you deserve better
Better than this
Better than what I've given you
You deserve someone better than me
You might not see it that way
But one day
You'll understand that you deserve better than me
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How I feel rn :/

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~The End~ Dedicated to one of my brothers, John who I love and miss very much... ❤❤

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~The End~ Dedicated to one of my brothers, John who I love and miss very much... ❤❤

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Verse 1:

Sitting on the bridge of an abandoned road

A thousand feet, my legs dangling off the edge

I've tried to hide it

Tears running down my face

I've tried to fight it

But no one can fix this

Years I've been pretending to be fine

But if you seen the cuts on my arm

You would know it's a lie

But soon I'll be alright

Chorus:

Can't do this anymore

This pain is overwhelming

I'm running out of air to breathe

On the inside I'm screaming

But no one seems to hear me

I've held on for too long

I'm losing my grip

I'm sorry

There's nothing you can do

But I don't gotta worry

It'll all be over soon

Count to ten

Don't overthink it

Cuz there's only one thing left to do

Take a breath and dive in

This is the end (Ooh)

The End

Verse 2:

Everyday I try to do my best

At hiding the depression when you left

Cuz I haven't been the same since

I see your pictures everywhere I go

Can't help but cry, where did all the time go?

It seems just yesterday you were here

In the blink of an eye you disappear

Didn't want you to go that fast

My heart's been shattered like a piece of glass

And there's nothing I can do but

Jump off without hesitation

There's that peace I've been missin'

Right in front of me

Reaching out, yeah, it's not too far

Soon it'll all be over

You can't change my mind

There's nothing you can say

Chorus:

Can't do this anymore

This pain is overwhelming

I'm running out of air to breathe

On the inside I'm screaming

But no one seems to hear me

I've held on for too long

I'm losing my grip

I'm sorry

There's nothing you can do

But I don't gotta worry

It'll all be over soon

Count to ten

Don't overthink it

Cuz there's only one thing left to do

Take a breath and dive in

This is the end (Ooh)

The End

No more pain

No more sadness

I'll finally be where I belong

This is the end

This is the End (Ooh)

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Poem Title: Deserve Better by Destiny (so, this is the "Express Your Feelings" pad, well I wrote this one along with another one as well.)

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Poem Title: Deserve Better by Destiny (so, this is the "Express Your Feelings" pad, well I wrote this one along with another one as well.)

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Everyone knows how it feels
To be caught up in the middle of it all
All the fights
Words I can't take back
Moments past
Wishing it all would just go away
But the bullets won't stop coming
Tears won't stop fallin
And you just won't stop
Can't you tell I've had enough?
But you just can't see through the role I play
You can't see all the mistakes you made
You can't tell what you've done to me
But I take the blows
I take the punches you throw
Never saying anything
Always staying silent
Because pain isn't anything
Anything new to me.
If I told you I still cared,
If I told you how much I still love you,
Would you have a change of heart?
Change your ways,
Say you're sorry for everything you've put me through?
Or would you just look at me and laugh
And tell me I deserve this?
But I'm not like you
I'm not your prisoner
It's crazy how you'll never see it that way.
All you wanna do is cause me pain
I deserve better
I deserve better.

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press it and comment you will be there

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express feelings you say well i am sad as fuck if you want to know just ask and i will say

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express feelings you say well i am sad as fuck if you want to know just ask and i will say

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I'm empty and broken what is the point?
Everything's dark except this light from this joint
Lately they say they hate the way I cope
And take from the clouds or hang from a rope
I've done some things for which I can't atone
I grab the blade and cut down past the bone
She'll never love me I know that you'll suck me
I'll hide away and push everyone from me
In my mind I face resistance
Wanna be alone but I hate the distance
Honestly I don't know what to think now
I know I'm not the best to be around
Wanna die, put me in a coffin
Pop 20 pills hope nobody stops it
When I die don't act like it's shocking
Gave you all the signs now I'm done talking

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My only feeling rn is choose between love or life

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I don't want love no more... Though it's the one thing, I've been searching for... Though it's the one thing that I miss the most.... I'm scared to be alone.

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Jacob Lee - Oceans (Official Lyric Video)

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https://padlet.com/assh0leUwO/_chat_you_losers_

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I have this website that I made, you can join if you want. You can post all all of your poems/quotes/ writings here, if you want. :)

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I have this website that I made, you can join if you want. You can post all all of your poems/quotes/ writings here, if you want. :)

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https://thebrokencommunity.tribe.so/

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I get that a lot. Thxs :)

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that's sounds nice. you're very talented.

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i like the orangeyness, it suits the poem

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i like the orangeyness, it suits the poem

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~Hidden~                                     For as long as she can remember                           She's been pretending to be someone she's not          Always smiling on stage at the end of a show and she bows.                                Hearing the audience applaud and shout her name            She can hear everyone say "You were amazing!"    Viewing from the outside,  You'll see the joy written all over her face.                       And you’ll think she’s perfectly happy, living a life full of bliss.                            But you’ll never know that was all part of the act       She’s not who you think she is.                                    Because deep inside past all the exterior                        You’ll see a different side of her                                         That you’ve never seen before You'll see someone who is broken                                 You'll see a girl who has been judged                                 You'll see someone who has flaws and imperfections Someone who is afraid of letting people in           Because she's gotten hurt countless times              Always feeling like she's never going to be good enough                                 That is who she really is     But she knows that people will never accept that         And love her despite all of those scars                             So, she keeps that part of her hidden                                   And maybe one day she’ll find someone                               Who will see past her act, her mask.                                     And see her for who she truly is                                              But until that someone comes along,                                      She will stay hidden.                                                                                                                                        

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~Hidden~                                     For as long as she can remember                           She's been pretending to be someone she's not          Always smiling on stage at the end of a show and she bows.                                Hearing the audience applaud and shout her name            She can hear everyone say "You were amazing!"    Viewing from the outside,  You'll see the joy written all over her face.                       And you’ll think she’s perfectly happy, living a life full of bliss.                            But you’ll never know that was all part of the act       She’s not who you think she is.                                    Because deep inside past all the exterior                        You’ll see a different side of her                                         That you’ve never seen before You'll see someone who is broken                                 You'll see a girl who has been judged                                 You'll see someone who has flaws and imperfections Someone who is afraid of letting people in           Because she's gotten hurt countless times              Always feeling like she's never going to be good enough                                 That is who she really is     But she knows that people will never accept that         And love her despite all of those scars                             So, she keeps that part of her hidden                                   And maybe one day she’ll find someone                               Who will see past her act, her mask.                                     And see her for who she truly is                                              But until that someone comes along,                                      She will stay hidden.                                                                                                                                        

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-Destiny Rose Greer

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Why do I feel like i am breaking? Why Do I feel like these could be my last moments? Why does my heart hurt all the Time? How do I know, When I'm about to die? Why do I feel like i am breaking? Why do i feel sick every day? Why don't I feel things when i am awake? Why am i. why am i. why am i, still alive? Why am i. why am i. why am i, still hurting? How comes, I can look at you, in the eye, and say that I'm okay, when I'm not? How comes, I can promise you, that I will stay, when I won't? How comes, I can say, I love you, yet I don't know how? Why are my feelings always controlling me? Why do i, cry, even though I know, it's not going to stop, anything? So, why? Tell me why.

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Why do I feel like i am breaking? Why Do I feel like these could be my last moments? Why does my heart hurt all the Time? How do I know, When I'm about to die? Why do I feel like i am breaking? Why do i feel sick every day? Why don't I feel things when i am awake? Why am i. why am i. why am i, still alive? Why am i. why am i. why am i, still hurting? How comes, I can look at you, in the eye, and say that I'm okay, when I'm not? How comes, I can promise you, that I will stay, when I won't? How comes, I can say, I love you, yet I don't know how? Why are my feelings always controlling me? Why do i, cry, even though I know, it's not going to stop, anything? So, why? Tell me why.

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-AML-

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I'm probably not the only one, who is sad all the time. I'm probably not the only one, who has a reason. I'm probably not the only one, that still feels this way, even after five years. I'm probably not the only one, who lit a candle, today. I'm probably not the only one, who got lost. I'm probably the only one, who is still. I'm probably not the only one, who sits in a dark room crying. I'm probably not the only one, who believes that someone could actually love them. I'm probably not the only one, who feels entirely made up, or fake. I'm probably not the only one, who is sitting behind a screen, saying that they aren't alone, but knowing that they are. I know I'm the only one, who is falling in love, with someone who is no longer here. Who is gone... But I'm okay being the only one; Look up there ^, I have some people, who are experiencing some things, like I have, and am. So, I guess, what I'm saying is, that I don't have to always feel alone, even while I am.

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I'm probably not the only one, who is sad all the time. I'm probably not the only one, who has a reason. I'm probably not the only one, that still feels this way, even after five years. I'm probably not the only one, who lit a candle, today. I'm probably not the only one, who got lost. I'm probably the only one, who is still. I'm probably not the only one, who sits in a dark room crying. I'm probably not the only one, who believes that someone could actually love them. I'm probably not the only one, who feels entirely made up, or fake. I'm probably not the only one, who is sitting behind a screen, saying that they aren't alone, but knowing that they are. I know I'm the only one, who is falling in love, with someone who is no longer here. Who is gone... But I'm okay being the only one; Look up there ^, I have some people, who are experiencing some things, like I have, and am. So, I guess, what I'm saying is, that I don't have to always feel alone, even while I am.

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fellin like a ghost in my own wrld lately - colby/jaxs

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fellin like a ghost in my own wrld lately - colby/jaxs

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wat dafuq was I going through when I wrote dis - dante :)

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wat dafuq was I going through when I wrote dis - dante :)

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i hate myself, i will cry over every death in my family if i stop being negative i will break down and cry, and every candle every prayer does not change the fact there is a hole in you're heart where that somebody you cared about used to be, i hate everything about myself, my looks, my personality, i want to end it so bad but i won't be happy i will be sad forever, i say i dont like simps to everyone, but i am one i simp for people then my heart gets broken over and over, as it doesn't change the fact that I will never be loved, if i was a lot smarter i would be better at this i could help my friends but it doesn't matter as it doesn't change the fact that i need to leave this world, but now but there is only so much hurt a man can take, you don't know my pain because you don't feel it you can't feel no matter how much you even tried to it still wouldn't change that fact, as I don't think I'll graduate this year and I got held back a year so yeah, i am stupider than i sound in you're head or out loud, it won't change the fact that nobody loves me, i am a fool for thinking so i cry myself to sleep thats it for now get ready for a part two.

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um ok so look its kayla and ferny if you see this  plz join https://questioncove.com/study#/groups/All%20Subjects my name is kaylaa i got suspended from padlet bc of a chat and i have cried 7 times bc i wanna talk to you so plz make a acc

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can i die?, cant do anything right smh..

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can i die?, cant do anything right smh..

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click on +13 on top and click on my name 

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click on +13 on top and click on my name 

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its showing different 1ns ;c

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chrisevan

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aka chris evans

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can u add me to the fam chat that tara made please 

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can u add me to the fam chat that tara made please 

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but that doesnt matter can u bring me into the fam chat

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plz respond

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tehe

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its the i wanna kms for me

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or tj who ever sees this or abby