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Story: At first, I sat in the room and started putting on makeup. Male image, camera zoomed in, makeup mirror cut, facial close-up, (starting conversation) [When did you start putting on makeup?], Priming [about seven or eight years old, I play with my mother's lipstick eye shadow secretly] [Was I aware that I was a girl at that time]/[No, I realized that I might have gone to primary school, I liked playing with girls, and suddenly found that my mind was as meticulous as theirs, except for my appearance, there was nothing different] Draw eye shadow, and hold a brush [What did my parents think at that time?] Draw lipstick, pause,, Painting pearls [they... they definitely don't accept it, they secretly dress up during adolescence and are discovered (secretly makeup, being beaten to death by my father, and my mother is also shocked, they can't accept their son's' feminization 'and think I'm mentally ill] Set makeup, wear wigs, comb my hair [What does it feel like to find the organization]/[From the beginning, I was very timid, and I also felt that something was wrong. I was depressed and wanted to harm myself, and I was very ashamed (Contradictions and self suppression... Feeling like I'm not the real me, I'm trapped in my body.) Later on, I checked the news and found someone like me. I found out that I'm a 'trans' and felt better after finding a group. Then I chatted with trans brothers and sisters and felt that we were very normal people. We were much more outgoing, and I thought I was quite lucky.) [Now?] [Now I feel better/Wearing bracelets, rings, or necklaces; this is what my mother gave me.] (Courage Bracelet), she said she only wants me to be happy, she told me not to care about others' comments [So now I have more courage.] [What do people who don't know you say?] [We are all human beings, so don't define gender with reproductive organs, and less comment on our freedom] perfume, [What do you feel now?] [My mother is beautiful, I just buy care].. Go out [I'm leaving, I'm going to meet my 'sisters'.] Look in the mirror and close the door

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Primary research----a short interview:(with my transgender friend ---Yuefei liu)

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Primary research----a short interview:(with my transgender friend ---Yuefei liu)

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One day, I was chatting with my male friend and suddenly he said he wanted to tell me a secret, which was that he actually wanted to be a girl. I was shocked,and think he was joking. But then he told me about his experience.

He said： When he was little,he found that he has a girl’s heart,loving girls’ toys and playing with girls.He also try to put himself in a girl’s version for thinking,which make himself be more relaxed. ’Before middle school ,my friends are all girls,I think they can understand me better than boys.’

But after he grows up,due to different genders,it is getting hard to stay close with his girlfriends,which make him feel upset.

School/family/friend environment ;In another way,his family has a traditional mind,which wish him to get married with a female and have babies,which makes him more ressure and anxious. Now,he study at Uk,but I donot think he has already be ‘herself’,(she is afraid to lost hersel in this society)which ‘she’wish a environment colud be a euqal,open ,diverse and no judgement

Transgender woman (in China): In future, if he wants to be a transgender women,that would be more discriminated and judged in this male-leading society.

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Questions:
When did you think you were a girl? Can you talk about your psychological changes?
2. Why do you want to be a girl and what kind of girl do you want to be
3. Have you made any changes to be a girl
Have you ever talked to your parents or friends about their attitudes and what they said
Do you currently have anyone to support you, or have you encountered someone with similar experiences?
6. What do you think will be the favorable or unfavorable conditions for your future development as a girl in Chinese social conditions? What changes or support would you like China to make for this type of group
7. How do you define or view the term gender
Do you think the opinions of others or society towards' sexual minorities' are important? What kind of atmosphere do you think you need? Have you ever dressed up in the way you like (home, street, party, party, etc.)
10. Have you dressed up or expressed your true self since coming to the UK. Yes, no (why)

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A short interview with my transgender friends---Answer

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A short interview with my transgender friends---Answer

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This is the photography work from LCC graduation show,it showed as a housewife appearance/identity,but dressed by a man.It means break the gender stereotype,and more gender equality.

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This is from Cindy sherman photography work.As we know Cindy is a famous feminism artist.In this photo,she blured the models' gender,which looks like both genders,'looks like a man,act like a woman';'look like a woman,act like a man'which remind me to my topic'gender identity',and transgender'.

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This is an obvious picture shows the real thinking of trans people.They need to suffer the ‘Gender dysphoria'.

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This is fashion aspect shows the'gender identity'.Nowadays,in more fashion shows people obscure the gender of 'clothes',becoming more non-binary or both genders,which is more bold and diversity.

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Pattern:eyes&flowers
Materials:light clay
main colour:Pink with Blue
Size:5.8cm
When :23/05/2022
where:a minority Clay artist
REASON:This is also made by a clay artist.She made this by light clay,and paint it by watercolor. I really like the handmade things TBH!The colours which she machted are three my favourite colours!

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Shape/Pattern:butterfly eyes
Materials:resin
main colour:yellow with blue
Size:5.5cm
When :23/02/2022
where: made by a minority ring designer
Reason:The series of this ring is also about butterflies.It called Metaverse butterfly.As you can see ,different plastic eyes are on this ring,and the material is made by resin.The colour mixing in this ring is like universe planets' patterns .When looking the front of the ring, you can see the transparent water drops,which also shocked me a lot.

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Shape/Pattern:Butterfly
Materials:Alloy, silver plated
main colour:silver
Size:5.4cm
When :15/04/2022
where:Taobao（an app
Reason:I bought it from a shopping app in China,the name of the ring is called Liquid metal butterfly.In this series ,decorations are all show in liquid form.I bought it is because I really like the lively shape of it,it lookes like a real butterfly.

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Pattern:Moon & stripe
Materials:Light clay
main colour:Black&Pink
Size:5.5cm
When :19/05/2022
where:a minority Clay artis
Reason:I bought it from a designer,she especially sells light clay decorations which made by herself.The pattern on it is actually a smiling face,it also has lovely stripes on the back of the rings.

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Pattern:upset puppy
Materials:resin
main colour:Green with pink
Size:5cm
When :23/07/2022
where:a resin designer
Reason:It was the same series as the last irregular shape rings.It's an upset spotted puppy TBH,it has a very cute red nose and playful expression on his face,and it really touched me.

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Shape/Pattern:Irregular shape &eyes
Materials:Resin
main colour:BLUE/Colourful
Size:5.5cm
When :23/07/2022
where:an resin designer
Reason:It is a irregular shape,I am crazy about the colour which mixed in the resin!!It looks dreamy and playful,It also looks like many dreams or imaginations in the resin.

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Pattern:little girl
Materials:Light clay
main colour:Purpule
Size:5.8cm
When :07/08/2022
where:a minority Clay artist
Reason:I really like the shape of the ring,which made by light clay and hand-painting.It looke like a little girl hug your fingers when you wearing,it is too much fun!

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Pattern:flowers
Materials:resin
main colour:green/yellow with transparent
Size:5.5cm
When :25/06/2022
where:from a Minority designer
Reason:I like these series is because the different pupil colours they have in the centre of the flowers,(it may looks like Chomper btw XD)petals made by resin,and under the sunshine,it will have a fantastic reflection!

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Pattern:smiling faces
Materials:Plastic
Size:5.5cm
When buy:2022.4.7
Reason:cute patterns
When:taobao(an app
Reason:I really like the transparent  look in this ring,the 6 colourful beautiful smiling faces in this ring also makes me feel happy when I wearing them!

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Pattern:heart & star
Materials:Light clay&Plastic diamond
main colour:Pink
Size:5.5cm
When buy:19/05/2022
Where:a minority Clay artist
Reason:I like the crazy heart decorations on this ring,it give me a strong visual effect whenI first saw it,I like the colour and it really matches my style very well.

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Pattern:heart
Materials:resin
main colour:Blue
Size:5.5cm
When buy:11/08/2022
Where:a market in Qindao province
Reason:I like the cute colour and the 'sweet heart' on it.It is made by resin with blue sequins inside, which makes it like a clear lake.I bought it from a small shop during a short trip.

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Pattern:Fish
Materials:Light clay
main colour:Black
Size:5cm
When buy:07/08/2022
Where:a minority Clay artist
Reason:I really like the handmade and hand-painted objects.And obivously,the pattern on this ring is three cute fish,they are small but lovely.I think they are swwiming when I turning the ring.

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Children swim in the swimming pool ,which is also the place I swam when I was little.It reminds me my childhood.

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Boats and boating--Equipment and supplies

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I walked in community and saw this view.The electric car was under a tree,the leaves and flowers was under the sunshine,it is a really lovely moment,and I recorded.

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It's an exporsure photo,a person passed by,the lovely tone shows a very lovely moment that I really enjoy!

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Very lovely moment where I catch in a sunny afternoon.It shows the Vitality of plants，which is very energetic and lovely!It also shows the proceed of growing plants in summer.

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lovely moment which it starts to growing

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energetic moment

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I shot this in our court,Two man is playing the tennins,the sunshine dropped in it,very nice&energetic moment.

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Another pic in tennis court

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I shot it in spring.This small playground is my childhood memory. As time goes by, it has become very old. The paint has fallen, the boards are loose, the background is vigorous, and the trees form a sharp contrast with the old facilities. But the only thing remain is that every year different children in my community will play here, this also makes the playground into a living atmosphere.

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In the sunlight, the leaves show bright yellow which is really energetic

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It is another pic I shot under a flat.Also shows the leaves vitality.

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I walked by a pool in an afternoon,then I stood behind some bushes to look at the pool.I felt really warm and smelt the fragrance of the plants .

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It is a tree infront of a flat,and when I look up,I just found this cornor,which is a Red Maple Leaf Tree in the summer.The green leaves shows it is in the beginning of growing to a mature tree.

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I shot it in an afternoon, it is a place full of bushes and trees.So when I took photos undering the sun light,the tone of environment became warm,and then it shows the the plants'energy.

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When I shooting the leaves blown by the wind,it out of foucus at that time.But when I check,it also shows the dynamic leaves by blurry way.

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In this photo,I shoot the static water.However,under the wind and sun reflecting,it shows the life of water.