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Oh, oh, oh
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah

I know what you did
I know
So I'ma let you taste her
I ain't washing my sins
I ain't washing my sins

Now we're lying about the nights
Hiding all it behind the smiles, yeah
Take a look at what you did, yeah
You probably thought that you'd break my heart, oh
You probably thought that you'd make me cry
But, baby, it's okay
I swear it's okay, yeah

'Cause I know everything, yeah
I know everything, yeah
I know everything, yeah
I know everything, yeah, yeah

Now these tongues don't twist like they did before
It's hard to keep me up
And you are dry
But, baby, it don't hurt
Oh, like you thought it would
The more of you the merrier (oh, oh, oh, ooh)

Now we're lying about the nights
Hiding all it behind the smiles
Take a look at what you did, ooh, yeah
You probably thought that you'd break my heart
You probably thought that you'd make me cry
But baby it's okay
It's okay, yeah

I know everything, yeah
Everything, yeah
I know everything, yeah
I know everything

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There are multiple songs by the weeknd that I could relate to its just I don't feel like going way too deep into it. But other ways from my past it kinda made me see myself as distorted and It kinda made me blame myself for a lot of things but that's where the I don't care attitude comes from. my middle school was worse it was bad like ion even want to talk about that. The weeknd expressed my feelings for me in a way cuz I really never did now its fake smiles just so people leave me alone but what I find funny is that "call out my name" was something i liked because I just wanted to feel a bit loved at times so i would know the "pain" i would put myself with some of these females but i didn't care along as they even care about me slightly i was blinded and dumb at times i was just desperate to feel loved and to just someone to keep me alive at the moment of my life i realized there's no point in finding someone and just worked on my self (just staying in my room) I don't go out, i dont communicate i can't do a lot of things because my mind feels like my own hater its funny. But I generally can't be in silence I start to panic and stuff my brain is just thinking about random things because if I focus on myself I would probably destroy myself again but my genuine fear is my thoughts. It's a bit cringe but that's just slightly on how I feel and the weeknd kinda helps me understand my emotions more since I don't really understand much.

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This song means a lot, very straightforward thing but there's so much out of this song. Like for me its very important because it kinda makes me relate to my overthinking everyone does it but some are worse than others and to be honest, the first time I listened to this song I was going through it. I was in a dark place and the dark vibe he had in all his music in this era was just amazing it was nice to me, and I enjoyed a lot of it. I love Trilogy and all his songs in trilogy (basically all his old music in an album) but for me, this peaked to me. The reason it meant more to me is cause during that time I had a lot of stress lack of sleep which caused me to not be the same way and when that happened my attention and things like that were not the best towards someone and during that time I was with someone and I come to realize myself that they were unfaithful, but I've felt weird because I didn't care. I didn't feel sad I didn't feel much it was weird to me and when I heard this song I felt more "ok" because I knew I wasn't alone that's why I relate to the weekend a lot because of his words I feel safe, and its still in affect I don't care much about people or sertan things I don't really connect with peoples feelings either and I feel like it helps that emotions are ignored because they slow things down (not to sound cringe). It meant more to me and got me into his music more, more about the song basically means that there's a person who is aware of their partner's wrongdoing and has finally taken a step back to provide emotional distance from the situation. The lyrics kind of say that the narrator (the Weeknd) has resigned from expressing their hurt and instead is focusing on accepting their partner for who they are, understanding the past. Also not allowing it to dictate their present. Ultimately, the song is encouraging listeners to take control of their lives and relationships, no matter the situation, and to accept the faulty aspects of ourselves and others to move forward.