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"No one else is dealing with you demons, meaning maybe defeating them can be the beginning of your meaning, friend"  -Twenty One Pilots, "Kitchen Sink"

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"No one else is dealing with you demons, meaning maybe defeating them can be the beginning of your meaning, friend"  -Twenty One Pilots, "Kitchen Sink"

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One of my favorite song quotes of all time. I think about it from time to time when I'm having a rough day. No one else is fighting the same issues as you. Once you overcome your hardships, it is only then you can discover who you really are.

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My favorite band's website. Songs have a lot of meaning to them. I think many people would expect me to like mainstream music, but I'm a fan of alt./indie. I like this band especially because their songs got me through a lot of difficult times.

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I feel that my parents use of punishments during my childhood taught me the importance of  consequences and now, I know that breaking rules leads to consequences.

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I think that my neuroticism is high. I don't show this trait very much. I don't think someone could just look at me and establish that I get anxious about a lot of things very easily. I also get moody, which is more evident if you know me. One huge example of neuroticism that I have noticed is what I get extremely worked up and become so stressed and emotional that I just shut down.

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This is a trait that I see as very important. I think that my agreeableness is quite high. I like to be kind to people. More specifically, I like to make people laugh. Seeing someone smile and knowing I was the reason is a wonderful feeling. I am also willing to work with people when I need to. If there is a end goal that must be achieved and I'm paired with someone I don't know very well, I work with them so we can finish and do well

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Although I believe this is a category of mine that is still developing, I think my extraversion is very low. While I can hold a conversation if needed, I'm a lot more shy than I come off. I prefer not to go out and be sociable. I like having a small circle of friends and focusing on them. I have noticed however, that recently I have been expanding my horizon and talking to and hanging out with more people. I think this goes along with what I said about this still being a category that is developing.

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This is a category that I am satisfied with. I think my level of conscientiousness is high, and that is good. I see myself as someone who is very dependable. When someone asks a favor of me, they know that I am someone they can rely on. I'm also very achievement oriented. I have specific goals set and I know that to achieve those goals there will be a lot of rules and specifications that need to be met.

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I think my openness is relatively low. This is one thing I would like to change about myself. I see myself as someone who is unoriginal, or a follower. I lack creativity and open mindedness. I also tend to stay away from any lifestyle changes, even though I know change can be a good thing.

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DEFENSE MECHANISM: SUBLIMATION
This is a positive defense mechanism that I have been using for a while. It mostly occurs when I take out anger that I have built up at the gym. I've also noticed that I take my anger out at football practice as well. Of all the defense mechanisms that there are, I believe that it's good that I use sublimation.

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DEFENSE MECHANISM: COMPENSATION
I use this defense mechanism pretty excessively. I've always figured that if I lack in one category, it's best to make up for what you're lacking in by excelling in another category. I never realized how often I use compensation until I learned about the defense mechanism.

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Id/Ego/Superego-
My id truly does act as the devil on my shoulder. I often want to act off impulse and satisfy my wants. Luckily, my ego knows the difference between right and wrong and takes social acceptance into consideration when I make decisions. Also, my superego creates my high morals that I carry on while making decisions. For example, I've recently began to worry more about the nutritional content of the foods I eat, mostly for football. My id sometimes wants to act off impulse and eat an unhealthy meal, my ego decides that a healthy meal is more beneficial and just as easy to make, and my superego tells me that a healthy meal will make me feel better about myself, so I should just keep eating healthy.

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REAL VS. IDEAL SELF-
I know that I'm not the ideal student. I'm not the worst student either. I don't think teachers dread me coming into the class, however, I don't think they're cheerfully anticipating my arrival. In school, my real self is a student who normally puts forth minimal effort and does as little as possible to achieve an A. I also don't think I really leave an impact on teachers. My ideal self is someone who wants to apply themself in every class, not just the ones I find interest in. I want to be someone who puts academics above everything and is engaged in class and sociable with teachers. Real vs. ideal self has shaped who I am because I find often myself torn between being the best student  possible or just being mediocre, and I often choose to be mediocre.

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HIERARCHY OF NEEDS-

For the past three years, football has been one of the most important things in my life. Being put up on varsity as a freshman made me realize the game could bring me great opportunities. It is also the number one reason why my esteem needs are fully met. My confidence has risen to the point it is at because of football.

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HIERARCHY OR NEEDS-
My family is amazing. The amount of love and support they give me cannot be replicated by anyone. They are the reason that my love and belonging level is fully satisfied, because they give me a sense of purpose.

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Football has played a large roll in determining who I am as a person

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Football has played a large roll in determining who I am as a person