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jangan stres, jangan dijadiin beban. ada hal yang jauh lebih baik untuk kamu pikirin sama selesain.

kamu tau apa maksudku.

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i will really end it here before it is getting too much.

farewell, baby. i hope you will be happy.

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i miss calling you baby. i miss being in your arms. i do, so much. but i have to endure it. i will be alright.

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tapi aku bakal baik baik aja. malem ini aja aku sedih, mau nginget kamu dan semuanya yang kita laluin. besok aku bakalan gapapa, ngadepin semuanya dengan kepala tegak dan senyum.

everything happens for a reason...

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aku sedih... karna aku gabisa milikin orang yang paling paling aku sayangin. aku sedih karna harus pergi dan ninggalin semuanya yang biasa ku lakuin sama kamu, dan kembali lagi ngejalanin semuanya sendirian. aku sedih ketika aku udah terbiasa dengan hadirnya kamu, harus ditampar sama kenyataan kalo memang kita gak bisa.. dan gaakan pernah bisa.

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tadi aku baca "aku mau bantuin kamu berdiri malah aku yang bikin kamu sedih" aku sedih, tapi bukan karna kamu. kamu tetep jadi alesan aku bahagia beberapa bulan ini.

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thankyou. for everything. thankyou for making me feel im loved. thankyou for loving every bruised part of me and willing to help me while im fixing my self

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oh shit this is too much i will just end it here. be happy, please.

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cant you love me.. like how i do to you?

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cant i just love someone freely without fear or anything haunting me. can i just let my soul breath for once

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but there's a saying that if we truly love someone we gotta let them go and watch them grow.. so.. so... oh shit. why is it so hard? cant... things just go like how i want it to be?

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i love you so much. so so fucking much. and it hurts me so bad to let you go.

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with the imaginary of you.. still there with me

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and i have told you once.. that even without you, i will still live. i will still stand on my own feet

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you taught me many things

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and no, i wont sink in sadness like what happened long ago.

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yes, i just lost someone who means the world to me. but i have no choice.

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right?

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whats best for us is this.