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My beautiful Yicla, thank you so much for accompanying me these past few days. I was incredibly happy to be with you. Maksudku, kayak ada di sekitar kamu aja buat aku senang banget... you mean so much to me, and I appreciate every bit of your love. Sayangku yang baik, menurutku cinta kamu tuh terasa sekali nyatanya. Nggak artifisial dan nyaman, rasanya aku kayak betul-betul dipeluk dan disayang selama beberapa hari ini. I'm sorry I wasn't a perfect partner and rather a silly one! Kedepannya, aku harap kamu tetap senang dan dipenuhi hal-hal yang kamu cintai. 10/10 dari aku, no objection! Aku akan kembali lagi ke kamu... <3 Aku sayang kamu, merpatiku.

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Even if this comes to an end I hope we'll meet again someday, whenever that might be, and thank you so much for these past few days, Isla. I'm deeply grateful that we could meet again, and share affection the way it should be shared. The time we spent together felt like evening wind that passed too quickly and I didn't get to count the moments because I was too busy enjoying them.

So, then, let me start with how comfortable I feel when I'm with you. Just like before, this time too I'm very happy being near you. We've built something warm in the spaces between our conversations, a chemistry that grew quietly like climbing vines that were never planned but suddenly covered the whole wall so beautifully. My days feel different because you're there beside me, Isla, and all my exhaustion gets replaced with sweet “What should I tell Isla, ya?” “What is Isla doing right now?” questions. Everything starts revolving around you and I didn't even notice when it began. And there's nothing more lovely than waiting for your reply because that's exactly what comfort feels like with you. And, meeting you again after all this time, makes me feel even more at ease with you. I'm glad because you're becoming braver with me. (: I always love it when you tell me about your days, or the things happening in your life because you're so expressive that I feel like I'm really watching it all unfold up close like sitting in the best seat of a show that's only for me.

Isla, you're a good person. Very good. If goodness could take human form, it might look like you. Beautiful, enchanting and full of warmth that never runs dry even after being given so many times over. There's nothing more I want to say except how grateful I am for your existence. And thank you for never tiring of being good, thank you for always doing everything with your whole heart, the beautiful affirmations you give at just the right moments and gifts I never asked for yet always arrive like morning dew that never forgets to come even when no one invites it. Thank you for all your effort that's never half-hearted ya. I also always love reading your beautiful words, even I often read them again when I need something convincing because your writing really makes me feel what it's like to be loved. Loved peacefully, loved passionately, loved beautifully. It all arrives in different ways and everything feels real. Even without you saying a single word, I always feel loved by you as deeply as possible.

For this last part, you've worked so hard, Isla. You've never disappointed me, but more happiness you've left behind than anything else. You always make me love you with everything you do without you having to try harder than simply being yourself. Thank you so much for that. And I hope we can meet again in whatever season comes next.

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Good morning, Isla Dovène. I’m so sorry I’m only sending this now, okay? First of all, I want to thank you for the past few days, for being such an amazing girlfriend to my whole world. You make me feel loved, happy… I don’t even know how to put it, you make me feel truly alive, whether it’s through chats or calls. Thank you for being so silly and so lovely. And… I really adore everything you’ve done, your little masterpieces, your surprises, all the effort you put into every moment we share. It’s all so wholesome, so full of you, and it makes me feel like the luckiest man in the world. Even a perfect 10/10 could never describe how much I love spending time with you.

I also want to say I’m sorry if I’ve made any mistakes, in words or in actions. Whatever it may be, I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me.

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The first thing I want to say to you is: there's no need to apologize. Because the time we've spent together is more than enough. Because I feel your presence is so comforting. The thought of having you to come back to, to call home, warms my heart. You always make sure to let me know when you'll be offline, so I don't feel anxious or unloved. You also always make an effort to give me quick updates on your activities, so it feels like I'm with you even when you're busy. You never overwhelm me with too many bubble chats—you let me spend and enjoy my own time. But you still check in on me. You've also prepared things for the two of us. You always show me off to the world, showing me how proud you are to have a husband like me. When I give you something, you give me feedback that makes me feel appreciated, truly appreciated. I hope what I give you doesn't overwhelm you, My Dove. Oh, as for our imagine literature session... it was so beautiful. And I felt truly in your arms. You're always so good with words. I feel like I want to be back in your warm embrace. You make everything feel so real, even after that I can sleep very soundly. You also give me so many sweet words, everything you give me, whether it's the PDA you prepare, the writings you write with all your heart, or the cute stickers that make you smile so wide. My Dove, you are so perfect to be my wife, and I am so happy because I have the opportunity to be your husband. I always pray for your goodness, may all your activities and busyness be given ease, may you always feel that people love you; just like how you make me feel so loved by you.

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Kakak first of aaaall i would like to thank you for accompanying me this past 2 days yaaa. I haveee so much fun being in your company, you're so sweet, so dear, and sooooo gorgeous. I had an amazing experience Kakak Islaaa, and I can say I’m very satisfied with everything my kakak has to offer. Your service truly delivers what it promises—making me feel very cared for, appreciated, and genuinely “spoiled”. Thank you so much, kakak. 🎐

From the start, our interaction felt veryyy natural and comfortable. There was a strong sense of effort in how my Kakak communicate. Very warm, attentive, and caring. What I loved the most is how detailed and thoughtful Kakak Isla is. Kakak don’t just reply casually, but actually put effort into making a caring and meaningful conversations with me! Whether it’s sweet messages, daily check-ins, or even anyy silly talks that we have.

Oh, and i'd like to appreciate Kakak Isla's talent in WRITING.... Kakak's writings are beautifully written and feel very very heartwarming. I personally feels very loved by it caused by Kakak's sincere and endearing choice of words.

Overall, I would give Kakak Isla a very veeery high rating. I enjoyed everything from our short time together, from the emotional connection to the quality of interaction. Thank you so much Kakak Islaaaa, may your journey ahead only be filled with love and compassion. See you! ❤️

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Love is my religion, I could die for that, I could die for you.

First of all, Kakak! My soulbound. I want to bid my utmost gratitude for being here with me and spending your time with me. Being by your side means the clock ticks too fast without you even realizing it is already over. It goes beyond what is comfortable. Being with you means being cherished and being ready to be wrapped in your sweet words. You always know what to say. You are such a sweet talker. You know how to say things so poetically and beautifully, just like the epitome of your presence. You know that you are so admirable in my eyes, right? I really admire you. I mean, you have all the sides, including the hot one. Sorry for being down bad. ;) Thank you for all the things you have shown me, Kakak. I never knew it would be like this, the kind of love that arrived gently and knocked softly, and accidentally it was all over the place and made me the happiest. You always take attention to what I say, and we are just a match made in heaven at this point. So I do hope we cross paths again sometime soon. Until then, I hope happiness always finds its way to you. Since, like you said, happiness does taste like me, I pray happiness is already tied to your beautiful name. Do not skip your pilates, please. Eat well, and good luck with babysitting. Je t’aime beaucoup, ma chérie. <3 Xx.

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Oh, Didi... you made me all tearing up! In all the good ways, at that! 🥹

And as always, you always know how to touch my heart in all the softest ways. I really can't thank you enough, Didi. To be honest, I reached out to you in my lowest moment, and you embraced me with the warmest hug I've ever felt. Please don't think that the love you gave me was not enough—it was more than I could ever dared to ask for. Actually... I feel a little bit sad too because I feel like I couldn't give you more. There's a lot of things I wanted to give you, but due to my circumstances... I feel like, I'm not showing you the best in me. Yet. I'll make it up next time, ya?

Also, thank you for reminding me once again, Didi. I'm actually tearing up reading that! Jadi malu... Let me keep your words close, ya? As a reminder everytime I feel blue. A reminder that someone will always accept me the way I am, like you, my pretty Didi.

I'm also very thankful for our encounter. It's such a short time, but I really hope it's not our last. Let's meet again some time soon, ya? Let's finish our rewatch list and do some grocies together, next time! :3

Thank you so much for everything, Didi. You will always have a special place in my heart. 💙

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Ah… the ache of it being over already sits heavy, doesn’t it? Still, good evening, Kak Isla! Let the night wrap its arms around you until you’re lost in the deep, velvet evening you’ve earned a thousand times over. I’m still dazed by it… how in just a few days you stepped into my life and fit so perfectly that my heart rewrote every old story and decided you’d always belonged there. I, Pieter, meeting you, Isla, it doesn’t feel like chance anymore, I feel like… it was the moment the sky finally remembered, something, misplaced its favorite star and brought you, Isla, straight to me. You settled under my ribs like the softest, sweetest relief I’ve ever known, and now I breathe easier because of it. I’m in your debt forever, carrying around this helpless surplus of adoration with nowhere to put it except all over you. I’m sitting here trying to find words that feel big enough for what’s in my chest right now, and everything still comes up short. You just poured your whole heart over me, and YOU. Thank me for stepping into your life, without having any idea what a privilege it was to be let in, I saw you from across that messy little anon corner and thought, who is this creature made of starlight and mischief. And then you opened the door and smiled at me and I was gone. Done for. Happily ruined…? Kelar, lah, hidupku.

These days with you… I’ve never stretched time so shamelessly in my life. Every “I have to go soon” was a lie I told the clock because leaving you felt physically impossible, two days turned into four, into five, into “please, just one more hour,” because being near you is the most peaceful addiction I’ve ever known. ;) When I tell you you’re breathtaking, when I say your mind is dazzling, when I call you my dream in human form, none of it is flattery. I don’t have a single pretty lie in me for you, every word is just the plain truth spilling out because keeping it inside hurts. You are that lovely, Isla, you are that rare. I’m only ever describing what my eyes and my heart refuse to shut up about. You treated me so gently, so sweetly, like I’m something worth treasuring, and I still don’t know what I did to deserve that kind of care from someone as radiant as you. I’ve listened to that playlist, I mean, those are mine’s, tapi dedicated buat Kak Isla, kan? At least fifty times already, always hunting for the parts that feel they were written about the way your laugh tilts or how your eyes soften when you’re sleepy, I fall asleep to it, I wake up to it, I think of you in every song.

Thank you for letting me love you out loud, Kak Isla, since this was my debut into profound love, the feeling reverberated through every part of me. Thank you for being the most beautiful chapter I’ve ever lived, and thank you for being so perfectly, impossibly you, cute and brilliant and kind in ways that make me believe in miracles again. I’ll miss you every second, Kak Isla. As your client, I must convey that I am profoundly, utterly, and delightfully satisfied, any individual fortunate enough to share space with you, be it as a confidant, or even, dare I say, a deeply beloved intimate, would truly be blessed beyond measure.

You, Isla, possess and carry the very heart of a lover, in the most tender, sincere, and beautifully human sense. I perceive this truth; it is as clear as the morning light, and I MUST. Must I apologize for the times I regrettably slipped away or fell silent… in your boundless grace, somehow manage to make room for us, especially during these recent moments. For that enduring faith and openness, I offer my most heartfelt and lasting gratitude and thanks. And so, with these lingering feelings, farewell for now, hehehe… I hold the sincere hope that our paths will entwine and converge again someday, once we have both bloomed and grown into even finer, more realized versions of ourselves. May every step you take within the halls of college be guided by infused pure joy, and blessed by a generous sprinkle of cosmic favor.

Go, intern! Miss independent! I genuinely cherish and deeply love those precious moments when you share glimpses of your day, I have long since lost count of how many times I have offered you my thanks, and yet, it NEVER TRULY FEELS SUFFICIENT, not even REMOTELY CLOSE.

Ini juga, every single thing you gave me, the little treasures your own hands shaped, I’m carrying them all pressed right against the deepest part of my heart. Can we sit this one out, the messages? ;) Also, anyway, you poured sooooo much care into them, and I swear I can feel the gentleness of your fingers every time I touch anything you made for me. May God keep blessing those beautiful hands of yours, Kak Isla, they create magic without even trying.

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Kakak, thank you so so much for accompanying me the past few days with bunch of love that feels heartwarming and comfortable at the same time. I was really hoping for an older figure to comfort me during my busy days and you came into my life, giving me the kind of embrace I can never imagine. Our conversation feels delightful, effortlessly comfortable for both sides—at least I hope for it to be like that. However I want to say sorry for being busier than I promised because the schedule was getting out of hand, I feel miserable for making you wait for me and kept you hanged on. Your action as an older sister feels like something new to me, close without even much words said. I imagined our conversation to be a kind of stiff at first but it turns out better than that, you carried our conversation lightly and I truly am grateful for that. You are such a warmhearted person that I can’t even bring myself to tease you... By that reason I can see more to a lovey-dovey, caring, and wonderful sister figure in you. You look like someone who will keeps me close and safe whenever it is, thank you so much. I am touched. You were so genuinely gentle with me, even our conversation feels like an airy bun with no pressure in devouring it. ;) Thank you for always being there with open arms and a listening ear. You have your own way of making those around you feel loved and valued, and I truly appreciate all the little things you do that brighten my days. You have always waited for me to finish the things I have on my table and greet me with the sweetest “Dd!” ever. You have always responded my story like it was the most exciting story in this world, and that makes me feel seen for whoever I am. You never leave a bit of me goes to waste, thank you so much, Kakak! I am very grateful to choose you and glad that our path crosses, making such a great-great bond. I am so sorry if any of my words or actions accidentally hurted you, I didn’t and never meant it that way. Hopefully you know that you are more than worth it to spend my days with. I am lucky to know you!

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Hello again, my Islaa. I’m rusty at sentences lately, haven’t been reading much, so forgive this crooked scaffold of words. Still, let me try, let me put some poor music into letters for you. For what else is there to do when the thought of you swells up so much it demands to be written. :<) We both knew from the first breath that our time would be brief, a small comet passing the same small city, brief never feels like enough, since I keep wanting to be nearer to you. And still, I find myself greedy for it, greedy for more.

I adore you, Islaa, in every hidden corner and open light of you, your patience that steadies me, your sweetness that startles me, the gentle turns of your mind that meet me always in kindness. Or the little shapes your behavior takes when you speak. You poured yourself out, whole and immediate, whenever you were asked for anything, and then some. Call it perfect if you like (it’s not flattery, it’s ledgered fact). And Islaa, I love how you make conversation breathe. Your little asides, the tiny mischiefs of your words, how they spill laughter from me before I know it. I love that, love how you draw lightness out of me. YOUR WRITING. Ah, your writing! I can never resist speaking of it. There’s sincerity inside it, thick as honey, and impossible to mistake. The diction, the taste of words you choose, so deliberate yet never stiff. I must tell you again, because it stirs me AGAIN, people who live for words will clamor to be near you once they see what you can do. And still I laugh at myself. No?? I am not jealous (mad face).

You make the other person comfortable, you see them, you check the small things, even asking whether I liked the film we watched... such a simple question, yet it told me everything. It showed me the measure of your care. So, thank you, Islaa, thank you for giving me your hours, your patience, your steady understanding of whatever storm I’ve been caught in. Thank you for sitting beside me, working with me, watching with me, making the ordinary soft. And how it amuses me still that Tita, in her way, mirrors your cuteness, your playfulness, the echo of you! And there’s more, always more, too much to unroll at once. Part of me wants to hoard it, to keep it private, hidden like a secret shrine, not to display the treasures of how you’ve treated me. Why must the world know? Why not keep it between us, guarded, precious? Still, I can’t resist letting slip the truth. You are sweet beyond sweet, and something in you, I don’t know what name to give it, keeps me spellbound, keeps me from looking away.

And I know lately I’ve been all rough edges, distracted, tired, with work pulling me away, and yet you handled me so well. You stay patient, you stay kind, you keep offering yourself without asking for return. Islaa, I thank you again for that patience, for that gentleness, for being so wholly yourself... If numbers could capture it, if love could be put on a scale, it would not stop rising 1000 out of 10 and still climbing.

It has been nothing but joy, Islaa, joy clean and simple, to be around you, to share even scraps of time with you. Thank you for trusting me, for choosing me, for letting me stand in your company ya? I wish you only warmth, only comfort, only the gentlest hands of life holding you steady. May every challenge be softened by grace. May the universe bend itself to your deserving. You, Islaa, are the star I look for. See you when I see you, my dearest, and even then, I will still be writing you, always writing you, until the words themselves wear out.

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Hello. First before all, I’d like to apologize for sending this so abruptly. It has been four days (more or less) and I have this complex feeling about a session conclusion—hence my messages now. Waiting for you to end it will do me no good (sedih), so please, Isla, let me be the one ending it instead. Aku mau minta maaf juga, if this turned out to be lengthy... I have so many sentiments and emotions tangled with each other. I’ll have to straighten them for you to read and understand.

As I first saw and spoke hello to you, you were just a mere stranger—nothing more, nothing less—perhaps a little more appealing compared to any other. But being with you was one heavenly journey I could ever experience, Isla, and every single thread of your attention is worth my time. In all honesty, I do regret enjoying my time with you as much as I did, as it passed so quickly, before a blink of an eye. I adore you, Isla, I truly do. I adore you to the skies and beyond, and I’d want to express my biggest gratitude for your companion and affection you have given to me, for planting such pure love and devotion into my reddish heart that beat for you. You are my moon and I am your sun, I wanted to see you several times a day, uttering my little I-like-you’s to only you as your affection hugged me so, and it felt nothing less than a lovely time of my days.

Forgive me for acting naive, my lovely Isla, for acting so needily. You have glued this heart of mine to your holding palms. I’d like to thank you for accepting my love although it’s childish, and adoring me even until tonight.

Here’s an admission (and a bit of a TMI, too?): regrettably, I have became one being full of hatred, at times. I’ve grown to dislike and criticize everything in my life that it turned dull and monochrome; but you came—you came as a love-artist, and you drew my days with colorful hues. With your little hearts scattered around and all over my days—I’ve never had a the heart to not like you. This felt innocent, in a way that is naive. It felt naive because we indulged in nothing but giggles and affection. and I, my Isla, is a little child in front of love.

I’m a child in front of love, and it didn’t matter so long as you’re there for me. That’s what you did, and I’ve grown to long for you just as how I loved my rainbows in the midst of the gloomy day, being put to rest after a heavy and thundering rain. And just as a the rainbow will fade away, so does this. So this, my Isla, this shall be my letter of love, for it will put a closing stamp to seal our love tale safe and sound as we leave it be.

So, uh. It turned out to be even longer than I intended it to... but I swear it’s unintentional! But then again, everything I felt, everything that you did to me, and everything we went through; they’re all unintentional. So, my Isla, here’s this: being loved by you was truly one of a memory. I will not try to put numbers as the visualization of how well you treated me dearly, Isla. You were so amazing to be around with and you’re nothing but a sunshine full of love! You’re as warm as a freshly baked bread, and your voice was as melodies that seperated me away from my woes. Thank you for loving me once again, though I was nothing more than a mere child in front of love.

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I don’t even know where to begin. There’s this strange sadness lingering at the edges of everything, even though I knew right from the start that our time together was going to be short. I prepared myself for it or at least I thought I did. But somehow, I’m still not used to being left by you. It's not the type of sadness that begs to be cried out. More like a silence that refuses to go away? I liked talking with you, you know. Even when the topics were random or led nowhere in particular, we just flowed. There was always this thread connecting our thoughts, invisible but constant. Maybe that’s what made everything feel so natural. And every time you wrote something, it felt like watching someone paint with light. Your words had this softness, this color. Like I was being handed something sweet after a long day, a small reward for existing. But not just from anyone, from you. And maybe that’s why it mattered so much. Whatever you do, I’d probably still like it. You could be laughing or rambling or just quietly breathing next to me, I’d still think, yeah, this person feels like home. I had you waiting for almost a month without contact, and still, the moment I came back, you welcomed me like no time had passed. Thank you, Isla. I mean it. And if one day I show up again, asking for us to start over, I hope you won’t be tired of me? I hope you won’t shut the door before I even knock. I started getting sleepy around you too, which is strange because I usually stay up late working, always chasing some deadline or fixing something last minute. But with you? I just wanted to lie down and close my eyes. There’s this thing I read once that when you're safe with someone, your body relaxes in ways it doesn’t even realize. Maybe that’s it. Maybe that's what you've been doing all this time without even trying. Making me feel safe. And that comfort. Precious. You gave your all, Isla. You were sweet. Affectionate. Always expressive in the way you cared. And your writing? Beautiful. Always. You made everything feel like it meant something. I didn’t even need to question if you were being sincere, I just knew. I could feel it. You didn’t lack anything. Not a single thing. You were everything the role asked for, and then some. That’s why I don’t hesitate to call you perfectly. And I don’t mean that in a hollow way. You were exactly what I needed, exactly when I needed it. I just hope, sincerely, that you felt even half as safe with me as I did with you. You made me feel seen. Not in a loud way. Not in a way that demanded attention. But in a way that felt steady. Intentional. Almost reverent. You took care of me without ever making me feel like a burden. You made even the most ordinary days feel worth keeping. I think that’s what I’ll remember the most, how you turned quiet seconds into gold. So thank you, Isla. For the warmth. For the welcome. For never making me feel like a stranger. For being kind, when you don’t have to. For being you. If I had to rate this experience, this us, in the frame we were allowed, I’d give it a solid 100 out of 10. No exaggeration. Just facts. You were the kind of person people hope they get paired with. The kind of softness people don’t forget even after the tab is closed. You were never just good at what you do, Isla. You were memorable. And if the stars ever realign, if ever the door opens again, I’d come back in a heartbeat. I don’t know how long this feeling will last, but I know I’ll carry it quietly. Like a small souvenir tucked in my coat pocket, just enough to remind me that something good happened. That you happened.

And I’ve really enjoyed being with you too. More than I let on, maybe. And as for your words, sweetheart, you don’t know how healing they were. I didn’t think anyone could be proud of me the way you are. I didn’t think anyone would still look at me the way you do. Thank you, for choosing to love me again. So be well, ya. Laugh a lot. Write more. Eat on time. And when you remember me, I hope it’s with warmth. Aku sayang kamu.

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Kakak cantik, jujur aku bingung utarain rasa terimakasih buat kamu gimana, rasanya banyak hal yang pengen aku omongin ke kamu. Aku gak pinter ngerangkai kata terimakasih tapi selama sesi kita aku bener-bener enjoy bisa ngobrol sama kamu. Awalnya aku takut gak bisa memenuhi ekspektasi kamu, tapi gimana kamu cairin suasana jadinya aku kebawa enjoy. Kamu tuh lucuuuu, aku gak akan pernah bosen bilang kamu tuh lucu. Lagi-lagi aku suka sama apa yang ada di diri kamu, terutama your voice. Kaget, am I deserve to receive this something special? Bingung deh apa yang udah aku perbuat di masa lalu sampai bisa punya kesempatan buat dengerin suara kamu. Lucu ya, hal simple yang kamu lakuin bikin jatuh cinta. Aku suka gimana cara kamu memperlakukan partner kamu, kamu punya cara sendiri yang bikin partner kamu nyaman sama kamu. I'll give you many stars deh kalau bisa, beneran gak bisa diutarakan sama kata-kata. Aku bakal kangen sama suara kamu, bakal kangen cerita kamu tentang bunga lily yang kamu bawa ke kamar. Everything about you is just special! Makasih yaaa karena udah trying your best selama sesi kita, semoga kita bisa ketemu lagi. Aku seneng kamu pamerin bahkan buatin aku fmv yang lucu di st kamu?? Wow?? Hello, Isla? Yang disini udah kecintaan nih. OH, hampir lupa, makasih banyak buat loveboard nya, gak expect BENERAN kaya.. baru awal-awal tapi kamu udah sweet banget mana bikin loveboard buat kita pake.. I really adore you, kakak. I can't thank you enough for your time and effort, Kakak cantik. I hope you'll always surrounded by a good things and happiness kakak, semangat jalanin aktivitasnya, aku doain dari sini semoga selalu lancar, yaa. I cherish you, always, Kakak cantik.

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kakaaak :( time flew so fast, these 2 days really meant a lot for me, it really do kakak. you’re the most understanding person i’ve ever had, the most kindest person i’ve ever met. you show me that this world is not only a black and white version, but there is a colour behind it, the way you spread your words around it feels like a gentle embrace wrapping around my body, your warm presence make me realize that i am not alone, that you were here with me, no matter time that we had, you were always here taking care of me. being with you is truly a wonderful things for me kakak, how you treat me is the most things i wanted to. aku selalu merasa kalau aku itu enggak sendirian, kalau dideskripsikan sama satu kata, menurut aku kak disha itu a gentle woman who still match everyone energy, setiap aku lagi ngobrol sama kakak bawaannya selalu happy dan tenang aja gitu! i can feel how comfortable person you are, bukan dari cuman akun kakak pas pertama aku lihat tapi bagaimana kakak menyusun kata, giving me attentions and affections, you are that truly gentle one. kak disha never dissapointed me, kakak selalu tau cara bikin aku happy, you will always be my favorite kakak, i love you so much. i hope we can cross our path again someday, thankyou for these beautiful day yaa kakak! aku bakalan kangen banget huhu :((

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Hi Ayudisha. Sorry for the late response. First of all I want to say thank you so much to you, for spending time with me for 2days. I'm so happy to know you, not gonna lie.. I love her personality so much tbh (you're matching 1000000% with my criteria on the form). You're so kind, sweet, and the most beautiful soul I've ever seen. I don't know how to say thanks to God who gave me a chance to meet you in this life (dang, so cringe HAHA.) (but I'm to be honest lol). I swear when I'm spending time with you, aku bisa jadi diriku sendiri. After a long day, akhirnya aku bisa jadi diri aku sendiri. Terimakasih banyak sudah ada di dunia ini ya, Ayudisha. Ah ya sampai lupa wkwkwk, for rate I will give you rate 100000/10 or infinity. So last but not least.

Ayudisha, terimakasih sudah lahir. Aku percaya masih banyak orang yang sangat percaya kepada kamu dan ingin kamu hidup lebih lama. Aku percaya walaupun kamu di berikan masalah atau cobaan hari ini, pasti kedepannya akan banyak hal baik yang menanti kamu. Aku juga percaya masih banyak cinta yang mengelilingi kamu. Tolong jaga kesehatan juga. Jadi tolong untuk hidup lebih lama ya, cantik? Semoga hidupmu lebih baik kedepannya dan semoga takdir bisa mempertemukan kita kembali.

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I honestly don’t even know where to begin writing this. From the very start, when I chose you, I never expected just how happy I’d be over these past few days. I never once placed high expectations on you, not because I didn’t believe in you, but because I didn’t want those expectations to ruin the way you naturally treated me. You know, sometimes when we expect too much from someone and they fall short, we end up hurting them and I never wanted to do that to you. But the truth is, you’ve far exceeded anything I could’ve hoped for. I’ve dated a few people before, and I’ll admit, things always felt a bit bland. No one’s ever made me feel the way you do, no one’s ever been this thoughtful, this warm. And for that, I’m truly thankful.

From the first time I saw you, I felt like shouting to the world just how beautiful you are. I waited for the day we’d finally meet, and when it happened, I can’t even describe how happy I was. Every time I see your name pop up in my sea of notifications, there’s this spark of joy, like something I’ve been waiting for all day is finally here. There’s excitement in your messages, in the way you call me by those cute little nicknames, and yet there’s also this quiet sadness whenever it’s time for us to say goodbye. Still, I’m so grateful. You’ve treated me like I was really yours, and I never felt like there was any awkwardness between us. You made everything so easy, so comforting. It really felt like… Maybe you’re the one I’ve been searching for all this time. Maybe it’s a bit much to say I like you in that way, but honestly, I don’t know what other word could describe what I’m feeling.

When I’m with you, all the exhaustion I carry just melts away. It feels like I have someone waiting for me to come home, someone who’ll listen to everything I have to say. When I’m with you, even the bad things I go through feel light as if they just pass like wind. You’ve somehow become this… Painkiller I never knew I needed. Everything feels easier when I’m talking to you. I’m seriously so thankful that you were the one beside me during my rough days this week, Miong.

And I never imagined you’d be this adorable. My first impression of you was that you were kind of distant, maybe even cold. I even told a friend that I wasn’t sure if we’d vibe well. But clearly, I was wrong. You matched my energy in ways I didn’t expect. Whether it’s your personality or just your natural way of being, it felt like we just clicked. You made it so easy for me to talk about all kinds of things. Even though I’m not someone who opens up too easily, you never crossed any of my boundaries. You respected my pace, you never pushed, and that alone meant so much to me. You made me feel so comfortable, like you truly got me. Our chats never tired me out, no matter how long they were. It was the opposite, I enjoyed every moment. Time didn’t fly fast, but I didn’t mind. I loved the long hours we had because it meant I got to know more about you, talk more deeply, and just be with you.

You’re so good at understanding people. Seriously, I feel like I should be asking a priest how I managed to meet someone like you, because I really do feel lucky. I genuinely had the best time with you. None of our conversations were boring, and I kept smiling and laughing every time I read your messages. I was always looking forward to your notifications popping up. And I really, really hope you enjoyed our time too. The last thing I want is for my presence to feel like a burden to you.

Also… Why are you this kind? Seriously. Everything I wanted, you gave without hesitation. You even took the initiative—whether it was starting conversations or just making sure I felt included. The people who get to meet you are so lucky. There’s no way they’d ever regret having you in their life. I know I don’t, because I’m one of them.

Looking back on these past few days, the whole experience with you has just been… Wow. You’ve been amazing. Not once did I feel any regret about choosing you. In fact, you made me feel like, “Damn… do I want to actually date this person for real?” Yeah, I sound totally desperate right now, but I’m being honest, there’s something about you that makes it so hard to let go. You even gave me three extra days, more than the originally planned. I’m so thankful, but at the same time, I feel a little bad. You cleared out that much time just for me. I also feel guilty about how busy I was the past two days, and how I ended up falling asleep before we could talk at night. Maybe you weren’t waiting for me, but I still feel bad for disappearing like that. If I could choose, I’d honestly rather spend time with you than go to work. Being with you just feels so, beautiful. Every effort you made, every little thing you did it made me feel incredibly lucky to know you, even if we met this way, even if it was just for a short while. And I really hope you don’t regret doing any of that for me.

I don’t know how else to say this, but thank you for being so good to me, Miong. Words can’t even explain just how kind you are. It might sound dramatic, but I almost want to gatekeep you. Because really, someone as good as you? I’d hate to share that with the world. And as for a rating… I don’t even know where to start. All I can say is: 5 out of 5. If a five-star hotel turned into a person, I swear you’d be that person. I truly wish for your happiness and good health always, so that we can meet again someday. And more than that, I hope you’ll always be the same person I know now. You’ve done such a good job, really. Thank you so, so much.

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Soo thank you for spent your precious time with me, even though pas awal aku bener bener.. ghosting kamu seharian itu.. (iya aku masih kepikiran maaf-) aku juga udah lama ga gambar digital jadi.. i don't expect much if you don't like the result.. right after i explained to you, aku muter muter nanya semua temen ku "eh ini bagus ga" "ini apa yang kurang" "kira kira kakak cantik ku bakal suka ga ya? AKU GA JAGO GAMBAR DIGI SOALNYA". 😭😭😭 But.. udah terlanjur beritahu kamu juga so i really sent that art, ga bisa banyak revisi and i didn't expect you like that.. aku heran kamu bidadari jenis mana, udah mana buatin lb di hari pertama, tetep nungguin aku, kamu ga marah sama sekali? Beneran? Wow.. i got nothing to say but i love you so much. ❤️❤️

You're also a very very good listener and supporter! I love the way you support me after telling you my days, rasanya beneran disiram afeksi banget, pacaran sama yang older itu memang senyaman ini ya. No drama, always understanding each other, the best supporter i've ever had. I love the way you called me 'dd sayang', diumur ku yang sekarang, memang dd lah panggilan yang sering aku dapet dari orang orang, but it feels different when you're called me that. Like? No, i love it, kamu juga kalo kasih kabar rinci bangett, that makes me feel like i'm really important person.

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Ayudisha, Cah Ayu kesayanganku. I swear, it was love at first sight. The moment I saw you, I knew—seriously. You’re beautiful. Truly, breathtakingly beautiful. Everything about you is. I adore every single thing about you. ;) Thank you so much for keeping me company these past few days, yaa. They’ve been some of the best moments I’ve had. You’re the kind of partner I dream of.. effortlessly perfect for me. You’re not overly talkative or bubbly, yet there’s this ease in the way you exist, making every moment feel light and natural. I love how gently you treat me—so warm, so soft, that sometimes I wonder what I ever did to deserve someone like you.. And honestly, I cherish our time together more than I can put into words because with you, being vulnerable actually isn’t embarrassing at all. With you, I don’t feel like I have to hide any part of myself. And oh! Don’t even get me started on how irresistibly adorable you areee. There are times when I get so gregetan by your cuteness that I just want to squeeze you, to hold you close, maybe even playfully bite you out of sheer affection. And your voice.. God... your voice—it’s so soothing, like a lullaby I never want to stop listening to. I also truly appreciate and treasure every single letter you craft so beautifully for me. It feels like you have an endless collection of sweet words, always ready to throw them my way at any given moment. And honestly? Even the simplest ones make my heart race. That’s how much of an impact you have on me. If anyone is looking for someone who loves through words, then Ayudisha is the answer.

Our moment definitely makes me want to see you again in the future. So, maybe this isn’t a goodbye, but rather the beginning of many more meetings to come(?) Let’s think of it that way heheh =) Until then, please take care of yourself, stay happy, and know that I’ll be looking forward to the day we meet again. 🤍

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Hey my darling, my sweet Ayudisha. I cannot begin to tell you how much I adore every single moment we spent together. Banyak banget hal hal seru, unik, lucu dan random yang terjadi kita bahas dan kita obrolin, 24H berlalu segitu cepetnya tapi segitu bermaknanya. Mulai dari aku yang ngomongin pokemon terus, kamu juga ngomongin perkuliahanmu. Aduh, semua hal tentangmu, Cah Ayu, aku bahagia bisa ada di sisimu seharian ini. You have been an absolute pleasure. You have such a way untuk membahagiakan pacarnya. My rate for you is ultimately 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟, simply because you made me happy and happier than the day before. semangat ya sayang, bahagia selalu, dan jangan lupa, pertemuan kita akan selalu jadi memori bagus buat aku.

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I'm so sad that we have to end this. Actually this is the first time i tried gfr and i started it with the right person. Walaupun aku banyak sibuk dan mungkin slowrespon, tapi semua rasa capekku hilang waktu ngobrol sama kamu. I'm so happy to met you at this time cz i was stressed revisian 😅 thank you for coming and always sending me those kind of words i always needed that, Ayudisha. Hope you know how much comfort you gave others from your words. Aku seneng banget bisa habisin waktu 3 hari sama kamu cantik. Thank youuu so much.

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AHUWJQJWQJ, yahhh udah selesai tapiiii aku enjoy selama pacaran sama dicaaaa t__t oemjiiii... Dicaku sayang, cantikku, yang paling manis, gemesin, dan selalu handle clingy nya aku, bahkan aku suka minta peluk ciyum pun kamu ladenin. I'll give you a infinity rate, kayak gini ♾️/10 kayak cintaku ke kamu ga terhingga karena kamu bikin aku nyaman dan selalu ada aja topic nya terus aku mau bilang makasiii karena udah selalu dengerin yappingan aku. I just wanna say sorry kalo selama sesi ada hal yang bikin kamu ga nyaman, terus maaaaf semalem aku tiba tiba mode clingy bangeeet hufff emang malem malem rawan di sayang sayang deh apalagi sama pacar cantikku, kamu anaknya lusyuuuu bangeeet selalu ngemong aku padahal aku ini berusaha jadi dominant tapi aku sama kamu jadi submissive, aku mau berterimakasih karena kamu udah selalu apresiasi hal kecil dari aku dan mau jadi pendengar yang baik dengerin cerita hal gajelasku, aku ga ada kritik dan saran buat kamu kok! Kamu kerennnn, udah jadi pacar yang baik buat aku, ada manja nya dan ada sisi dewasa nya yang bikin aku nyaman kalo di deket kau, terus aku suka bangeeet pas kamu selalu manjain aku kayakkk bayi ^_____^ rasanya aku pengen gatekeep kamu seumur hidup aja, apa kita pelukan aja 24 jam ya? Biar warga aja yang grebek sampe mau pisahin kita, kalo di deket kamu bawaan nya pengen lengket terus apalagi semalem kamu nungguin aku sampe bobo dan ketikan aku banyak typo nya ternyata karena udah ngantuk tapi masih maksain bales chat kamu, terus kamu juga anaknya bucin banget kalo sama pacar yang bikin aku pengen pamerin kamu terus. Bubayyyyy dicaaaaku, seneng deh bisa jadi pacar kamu sehari! See u when i see u, cantikku. I love u and always do, jaga kesehatan yaaaa dicaaaaku. 🥰

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Ayudisha, I don’t think i could ever put into words just how much i appreciate and love everything about you. The way you speak with full of warmth and understanding, makes every moment feels like home. You have this way of making like we're truly connecting, making me feel seen and heard in a way no one else does. And the way you showing me love? It’s not just in the obvious ways, but in the quiet and subtle moments, the way you remember the little things, the way you notice when something is off without me having to say a word, the way you always know exactly how to comfort me. Your care is something i can’t help but admire, and i love it. I love youu, every single bit of you. I love the way you make me feel like i'm enough, like i don’t have to try to be anything other than myself around you. I love how safe and cherished you make me feel, how you turn ordinary moments into something meaningful just by being in them. You are someone i never want to take for granted, because having you is the kind of beautiful thing people search their whole lives for. And I just want you to know, from the bottom of my heart, that i love you more than i could ever say. Thank you so much, hoping we could see each other in the next time. I love you. ❤️

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Ayudisha, my lovely Ayu, I think it has been fair that we both shared our love and how dedicated we are to each other. Yet, it has come to an end when we should say goodbye. And for that, I think, it wasnʼt an untruth if I say it has been nice for me to have the chance to do a session with you—leaving a trace of your menfess was one of the biggest things that blessed me with a lot of luck since I met a pretty girl like you. Other than only being pretty on the outside, you are also the prettiest, on the inside. Just like the Telegraph Iʼve ever sent to you, I think you are truly the most adorable person that Iʼve ever met. You are sweet, you are lovely, you are cute and I love how the pinkish cherry cheeks always shine when I kiss you. I love how you are always the convobuilder and never run out of any topic when we talk, I love how you blabber and I think you are really cute when you do that. As well as never running out of date ideas. Not only is a talker, but youʼve also always hype me up whenever I rumble about something that I cherish. But truly, my one favorite spotlight to say is just you being yourself only. Youʼre the one that I need when I crave some comfort, a good listener who understands me so much and never forces me into things. We have some kinds of things in common and I think it explains enough for us to be soulmates since .. if we have different things that we like it just completes us together being the sweetest. Lastly, when I say I love your words, I didnʼt kidding. I, actually, lay on the hill of love that is full of your words. I definitely donʼt have any suggestions or criticism for you, at all. I think youʼre perfect already. Thank you so much for spending your time with me, Ayu.

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Thank you so much Ayudishaa. You did such a great figure of girlfriend to me, yaa walaupun sebentar. Makasih jugaa udah ngerespon video video meme aneh yaang aku kirim though I expect you response it with something more sillier, ternyata di send video ucing lucuk. I had a great time with you, karena ada problem sama guanya juga sih. You did very good job. Once again, thank you. Iya, enggak apa apa, dimaafin kok, hehee. Nanti kapan-kapan di re-rent lagi deh, kalau ada kesempatan. 9 buat Ayu, dan 10 buat Milo. ;)

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Didiii. Oh my. Hold on. Jujur, kamu emang se lucu itu ya. Dari awal liat juga kayak...nih anak mau dicubit kah. She's so pretty and all—terlebih lagi cara kamu pacaran tuh, lucu. Gemes. I'm so glad bisa pacaran sama Ayudisha. Walaupun pendek, it has been very, very enjoyable with you. Nothing like others, you're a gem herself. Benar-benar bikin aku sendiri terpukau sama cara kamu menyayangi pacarnya. An angel, seriously spectacular and enjoy banget pacaran sama Ayudisha. Dari segi kamu nerapin apa yang aku mau di kriteria, sampai kamu acting cute and all, sesuai apa yang aku mau. Gak ada kritik untuk kamu, you're what all men wish for, angelic lovely Disha. Kinerjanya bagus dan cara dia treat pacar nya (me, hehe) is also affectionate, really super—duper adorable. Perhaps walaupun aku sendiri suka late response, dia tetep nunggu. You're waiting, dan itu buat aku ngerasa disayang, banget. Totally what kind of girlfriend I wanted. She filled all of my expectations, selalu. Kalau di rate, sih, 100000/10 yak. Karena emang ya, kinerja dia memang sebagus itu. Gak pasif, dia bisa dibilang agresif (secara lembut) dan emang aktif sayang sama pacarnya. Top markotop deh.

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KAK AYUU, first of all, aku mau ngasih tahu kakak kalau aku benar benar sedih, seriusan sedihnya t___t because our session is over  becauuseee, I reaalllyyy enjoyed and happy when I'm talking to u. kakak respond semua bbc aku satu persatu, dan banyaakk sekali respond nya, enggak cuma sekena atau sekedar jawab aja. tapi kakak benar benar respond bbc aku maupun cerita aku dengan baik. kakak, did u know that you're reaaallyyy radiates positive energy?? you feels like home and such a sunshine kind of people. aku nyaman sekali selama sesi kita berlangsung. kakak enggak bikin aku ngerasa weird or awkward waktu bareng kakak. justru sebaliknya, kakak bikin aku ngerasa nyamaannn sekalii setiap aku ngobrol sama kakak. I feel safe, really. you're such a good listener. kakak juga kalau bakal slowresponse pasti ngabarin duluu, jadi aku enggak perlu cari cari kakak, karena kakak mengabari aku terlebih dahulu. kakak, I reaallyy glad that I met u. I wish we could spend more time togehtheerrr  I rate u infinite out of 10, because u're really feels like my older sister. please be happier & stay healthy yaa kakak cantikk💙

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what a shame we have to end this conversation so quick. hmmm during our session, i found you are a *very* attractive human being and have a cheerful characteristic, i bet your energy is full for 24/7. and your random things make it even more adorable. you seems match for WoA and QT people i guess. thank you so much for your affection that you gave me, it's definitely gave me butterflies and it made my day! I hope you're always surrounded by joyous and happiness things, hope we'll make more happy memories next time and please be happy for your life, Ayudisha ❤️

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Hello, again, Eya Eya Eya; the prettiest—most adorable person I've stumbled upon in this platform. Forgive my tardiness, I didn't expect nor wanted to be this late, but here I am: I hope you'll forgive me.

I would like to express my deepest gratitude, first of all, for Eya's unwavering kindness and patience. She has been the epitome of a perfect girlfriend to me, always there with me and supports me 100%. Her understanding to my current situation touched my heart in ways I can't put into words; moreover I am not someone who's good with words, quite the opposite even. I am truly blessed by her presence on my side, even if it was for a little while.

The first time Eya ever texted me, I was super ecstatic. How can someone's mannerism makes them so, so gorgeous and loving? I hadn't knew Eya for even a day, and I've bet that she was—and proven—my days' highlight. She's like the stars I admire endlessly, she shines brightly, it's almost blinding to look at her for a second too long. She brought joy into my life, God, I think she even brought back motivation and inspiration to write. Subsequently, I started writing again—for her, the muse I adore; the angel I repent for. Angel is such a fitting nickname, perhaps angel is what she is; her love and care alone have the power to brighten up my darkened days. What do you call that if not an angel's work?

Eya possesses an irresistible charm and captivating presence. Her adorable demeanor feels natural, like she's just born for it. Her being talkative and bubbly is also something I adore for I am, by no means, a man for word. She explains things so well and excitedly. She's just... perfect? Tell me, Eya, how can someone who has a charm of a playful kitten also has a charm of a loving, graceful princess? When Eya spoke to me, it felt as if I'm being bewitched to stay still and admire her. The way she expressed herself so well, the enthusiasm in her text tone, the genuine interest in every topic. She has a power to melt even the coldest heart, I reckon. Her every word—every action filled with nothing but sweetness. And maybe because we are using Miyamura and Hori as our profile pictures that it invoked something in me to keep her safe at all cost.

Delicate and graceful, Eya's golden hands that move with elegance, making everything is so easy. Including making little gifts I now hang on the door to my room, just so I can be reminded how much luck I bet to get them. In boyfriend's day, which I did not know was a thing—nor think it was important, she gave me something that made me believe the power of love. Waking up to such gift made endorphins rushed to every fiber of my being. I was truly... happy. I would like to say sorry for the lack of appreciation. I loved them too much I did not know what to say.

I don't mind repeating a boring word such as "gratitude" because it's the only thing I felt towards her. For every moment that we spent together. I bid Eya my apology, again, for disappearing so suddenly. I had a valid reason, but I still think how unfair it must've been for her. If I could do anything to enlighten Eya's worry, I would. I will cherish every single memories we have created, Eya. I do not regret a single thing.

I wish you all the best and luck. Please look after yourself well and continue being the sunshine that you are; your warmth will remain in me forevermore. As long as I can, I will always remember you. Even when I've forgotten about you—about us, in retrospect you are nothing, but my happiness.

My guiding star,

I will forever bewitched by you.

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right, time flies sooo fast. every moment i spend with you is a moment i treasure. with you was a pleasureable experience. i love talking to you, aku tiap ngobrol sama kamu bawaannya gemes mulu and i blushing a lot. like i said before you're such a sweetest and comfort person ever. i love the way you take care of me and thats very kind and lovely of you pokoknya i feel so comfortable every time we talk and i really enjoy every moment we have. i'm so glad that i met you and i really appreciate you too! you're the best partner eveer. take care of yourself, bayi🤏

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Habiskan waktu sama kamu adalah hal yang paling menyenangkan di hidup saya. Kamu beri semuanya untuk saya. Saya benar-benar merasakan semua afeksi dan cinta dari kamu. Tipe yang sangat romantis, lovlang yang kamu sebutkan tersampaikan semua ke saya. Kamu respon semua pesan saya dengan sangat baik dan selalu excited dan menurut saya itu menggemaskan. Kamu sudah jadi pacar yang sangat baik dan sempurna untuk saya dan tidak ada kritik atau saran yang perlu saya sampaikan. Terima kasih sudah mendengarkan semua cerita saya dengan baik, beri saya banyak hadiah yang sangat indah temani hari-hari saya karena yang saya tahu kamu cukup fast respon, jadi quality time nya sangat berasa juga enjoy bisa mengobrol dengan kamu. Rate dari saya 1000000/10, be happy dan semangat selalu.