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Qi Baishi's painting of cicadas - inews (no date). Available at: https://inf.news/en/collect/6e6c7890c5dd7e33514c3db7e82c367d.html (Accessed: January 7, 2023).

In the works of ancient Chinese artists, cicadas represent autumn, stupidity, homesickness, and death. These poems and paintings show their understanding of property, and whatever they compare cicadas to with a touch of sadness and regret.

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When I wanted to make a stop-motion animation, it reminded me of a short film I had seen before, in which the patient's breathing appeared particularly distorted, the color was dim, and the patient treated seemed not to be very ill, but the reaction of the family was creepy. This exaggeration better sets off the weirdness of the environment. The way it is made, the use of color and the music inspire me.
A country doctor (film) (2022) Wikipedia. Wikimedia Foundation. Available at: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A_Country_Doctor_(film) (Accessed: January 7, 2023).

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The three and a half hours of the movie does not make me feel fleeting, the film is not Dramatic, but the emotional expression brought by the exquisite environment to the characters is revealed in many details.
Le poirier sauvage. (2020, December 05). Retrieved January 16, 2023, from https://fr.wikipedia.org/wiki/Le_Poirier_sauvage

2018 Turkish drama film

directed by Nuri Bilge Ceylan

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"We can never excuse others or explain what they did, I can't describe it in words, I can only write it realistically.”
Masters, Anthony. Stuart: A Life Backwards. Lions, 2005.

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I couldn't ask others to be realistic, but I forced myself to think in the opposite direction, not to show my uniqueness, but to prove that I am a free thinker.
Dead poets society.

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Retrieved January 15, 2023, from,https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dead_Poets_Society

directed by Peter Weir

written by Tom Schulman

1989 American drama film

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Pearl is a movie released in 2022, the director portrays a deformed native family, tells the story of the girl Pearl constantly controlled by the family leading to her distorted thoughts and perverted behavior, the director expressed the girl's resistance to the family in an extreme way. The girl's behavior seems extreme and violent, but this is also brought to her by the family, but my family is different, but my behavior and ability to cope with things also stems from the actions of my parents, which are also reflected in my work, their exaggerated words and educational truths are like those babies.
Pearl (2022 film).

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Retrieved January 15, 2023,

directed by Ti West from,https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pearl_(2022_film)

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Bourgeois, L., Rugoff, R. and Lorz, J. (2022) Louise Bourgeois - The Woven Child, Amazon. Hatje Cantz. Available at: https://www.amazon.com/Louise-Bourgeois-Woven-Ralph-Rugoff/dp/3775751491 (Accessed: January 10, 2023).

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Every melon seed is an individual and deserves to be created in the most patient way. Every life is too precious to be submerged in the rolling world of mortals.

En.wikipedia.org. 2022. Ai Weiwei - Wikipedia. [online] Available at: <https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ai_Weiwei> [Accessed 14 August 2022].

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In the process of turning the mold step by step, I also encountered a lot of technical problems. For example, when the first side was finished, the silica gel was deformed after the removal of the base, which also made my "child" full of unknown before the completion. Was it the same feeling my parents had when they saw me in the hospital, except for my child, who was me? When I stood beside my sculpture, my thinking became confused. Even though I had been thinking around the bound of thought in the process of making several sculptures, I still couldn't get rid of the bound  brought to me by such growth. I had never had anything and had no ability to change myself.In the process of turning the mold step by step, I also encountered a lot of technical problems. For example, when the first side was finished, the silica gel was deformed after the removal of the base, which also made my "child" full of unknown before the completion. Was it the same feeling my parents had when they saw me in the hospital, except for my child, who was me? When I stood beside my sculpture, my thinking became confused. Even though I had been thinking around the shackles of thought in the process of making several sculptures, I still couldn't get rid of the shackles of thought brought to me by such growth. I had never had anything and had no ability to change myself.

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I tried to make handcuffs and chokers out of paper shells and went out to lunch wearing them. When I walk in the street, I feel very uncomfortable. Other people can do anything but my movement is restricted. Even smoking a cigarette is difficult. Physical chains can greatly restrict my actions and mental chains bind my thoughts and make me uncomfortable, but I can't see them or find them, so that my thoughts can only be confined to a narrow space unable to think and judge freely.

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The great leap forward

The 'Great Leap Forward' is actually an idea of development, but it is not a clear, agreed and detailed development plan." "The whole idea of the Great Leap Forward is very ironic. It is a typical example of an intellectual trying to change the outside world, and the drive to change the world is just a whim of his head.

En.wikipedia.org. 2022. Great Leap Forward - Wikipedia. [online] Available at: <https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Great_Leap_Forward> [Accessed 14 August 2022].

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Tiananmen Square Massacre “VIIV”

My parents participated in the march when they were in high school, but I never heard anyone mention it, nor did I search for it on the Internet in China.

En.wikipedia.org. 2022. 1989 Tiananmen Square protests and massacre - Wikipedia. [online] Available at: <https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/1989_Tiananmen_Square_protests_and_massacre> [Accessed 14 August 2022].

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China “Cultural Revolution”

我的爷爷奶奶生活在这个年代他们是画家，这场运动是一场磨灭文化、个性的运动，自由、艺术是不被允许的，任何艺术形式都要建立在政治上。

My grandparents lived in this era and they were painters. This movement was a movement to erase culture and individuality. Freedom and art were not allowed，any art form has to be built on politics.

En.wikipedia.org. 2022. Cultural Revolution - Wikipedia. [online] Available at: <https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cultural_Revolution> [Accessed 14 August 2022].

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The first thing that came to my mind when I saw this news was not to make a voice for this matter, because before I came here, I felt helpless in isolation. To make a voice on the Internet in China can be regarded as a kind of psychological comfort to the parties concerned. All I could do while I was in it was adapt to the situation. This constant lockdown was destructive to the "little family", where my generation spent some of its most sensitive and enlightened years. Therefore, when I saw the news in Xinjiang, I had some feelings of my own. The reason why I could not speak for them was that I could not see the facts of the matter, and I could not distinguish the sources of the news and the videos on the Internet. After the examination and editing, I could not make a judgment based on my morality and experience. I don't know what the appeal of my lockdown is I just want to be able to use my discretion.

There was a window on one canvas with a red theme color, and in front of the window hung an acrylic sheet that I wanted to polish into a Mosaic and cover with red. In my impression, red represents greatness, seriousness and is a symbol of China, but in this case, it represents isolation, fire and death. Step by step, I set fire to the canvas, and all I could see through the numbered acrylic sheets was a blur of red.

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Recently, my mobile phone has been busy with various events in China caused by the lockdown of the epidemic. Before that, I was extremely averse to watching the news. I had already decided that all the broadcast things could not make me understand the event itself, and the information I learned through the media would only become a conversation topic and political tool for people. For this reason, I believe that what art, works and artists communicate and express should be personal. We cannot make an objective evaluation of a person's idea, but the society will define something as right or wrong. This is also the reason why I am reluctant to do art works related to current affairs and public affairs, which makes me feel detached from myself and extremely uncomfortable. To sum up, it does not mean that I am a cold-blooded person. People relate to each other in different ways. I cannot connect with a person through public words and pictures. I want to try to express my psychology.

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What you create reflects who you are. She didn't even look at her own work in her lifetime, but she loved to take selfies, record herself and find herself. Her photographs are a language, revealing her own character, but what is she? Records show that he was the inspiration for me, carrying a camera to record, this process is not self-interpretation, the result is not important. She has never shared her works with anyone in her 40-year photography career. She has her own personality, but why does she not want to show her personality to others, even if she develops photos for herself, or she does not want to show her works why not burn them? One by one, I was transported to her time and life.

She taught me the importance of being unique, regardless of the consequences.

In my works, I should enjoy the process of making them more. I am 18 years old and my output is the process in the whole process of my concept, so I will draw stop-motion animations and feel my ideas bit by bit instead of focusing on the results.

Vivian Dorothy Maier (February 1, 1926 – April 21, 2009) was an American street photographer whose work was discovered and recognized after her death. She worked for about 40 years as a nanny, mostly in Chicago's North Shore, while pursuing photography. She took more than 150,000 photographs during her lifetime, primarily of the people and architecture of Chicago, New York City, and Los Angeles, although she also traveled and photographed worldwide.

During her lifetime, Maier's photographs were unknown and unpublished; many of her negatives were never developed. A Chicago collector, John Maloof, acquired some of Maier's photos in 2007, while two other Chicago-based collectors, Ron Slattery and Randy Prow, also found some of Maier's prints and negatives in her boxes and suitcases around the same time. Maier's photographs were first published on the Internet in July 2008, by Slattery, but the work received little response.In October 2009, Maloof linked his blog to a selection of Maier's photographs on the image-sharing website Flickr, and the results went viral, with thousands of people expressing interest. Maier's work subsequently attracted critical acclaim, and since then, Maier's photographs have been exhibited around the world.

Her life and work have been the subject of books and documentary films, including the film Finding Vivian Maier (2013), which premiered at the Toronto International Film Festival,[7 and was nominated for the Academy Award for Best Documentary Feature at the 87th Academy Awards

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En.wikipedia.org. 2022. Vivian Maier - Wikipedia. [online] Available at: <https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vivian_Maier> [Accessed 4 August 2022].

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I want to make them into 20, each representing a year in my life, my all these thoughts are from my family, but last night I met on the Internet a Russia and Ukraine's young girl, when I communicate with them when I work, I found that this kind of phenomenon has happened in many people's body, People in our previous generation did not have many things such as material, thoughts, hobbies, fantasies and even their own lives. The factors that lead to this are different. They want us. In other words, we are the only thing they understand that they have. This leads us to want something to own, to prove something to be our own. They are unable to accept our changes and our ideas, and they are unable to face and acknowledge our rapid change and the rapid change of the world. In their imagination, we are always that child. I hope that through these sculptures, we can face our own ideas, find what we can own, and truly own ourselves.

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Because I had a certain foundation for remolding before, I had a certain plan in mind when I thought of the need for remolding in this work. I used silica gel for remolding. In the actual operation, the proportion and texture of many materials are different from those I used in China before, and many skills need to be relearned. This is the first time for me to make such a large sculpture for remolding. Little by little a wall of mud is created to slowly wrap around the sculpture. I'm in the current environment where all the experiences and knowledge and people are new to me, even "unacceptable." I am by nature extremely approving and dependent on the environment I grew up in. Making this sculpture in a new environment was exactly what I wanted.

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My idea was based on the exploration that my family was giving me and I realized that I needed to focus on my impact, how I was affecting other people how I was affecting myself and how I was affecting the environment. This is likely to be my next topic of exploration. This exploration also confirms my dialectical thinking. At my current age, I am very enthusiastic to oppose society, culture and cognition that I am familiar with, so as to prove my existence. I could try to do a lot of topics about social phenomena and social bondage but the idea is a bit far-fetched, although I have seen a lot of things have experienced a lot, but in general I didn't enter the society who all I saw was this appearance, only have the right to a voice people want me to see in which I can not feel the emotion, In other words, there's no room for me here yet. Therefore, I decided to focus my work on myself. After all, the society is made up of families and individuals. I will try to make my sculpture hang from the ceiling as I expect, which means I will change the material of the sculpture by turning the mold so that it can achieve the overall theme I want to show, and its surface will become more smooth and textured in terms of details. I also hope to perform performance art on the spot, wrapping myself in plaster and bandages as if I were a baby in my belly and indicating that my environment will be shaped by myself, that I will give birth to a new me.

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richard tuttle

The search for self is never limited to what one is going to become. The past is equally important. His childhood life is covered by intermittent lines, which shows his life experience in his own way. A child looks very calm when he shows his childhood misfortune with a brush. Pieces of paper are framed and hung on the blank wall, as if all these have gone away from him. But the contents are a constant reminder of what happened.

In fact, I have many emotions about childhood but I find it difficult to say. Through his works, I feel that we have the ability to express anything. My childhood is not unfortunate but full of regret, and I want to depict my childhood through sculpture.

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Richard Tuttle is an influential contemporary American artist. Working across media and disciplines, his works are characterized by their thoughtful subtlety. Tuttle’s compositions are formed through the carefully considered relationships between form, color, and material, generating a universe of intimate connections bridging the gaps between art, life, and thought. “If you’re going to be a visual artist, then there has to be something in the work that accounts for the possibility of the invisible, the opposite of the visual experience,” he has said. “A painting or a sculpture really exists somewhere between itself, what it is, and what it is not—you know, the very thing. And how the artist engineers or manages that is the question.” His aesthetic direction is often discussed within the context of Post-Minimalism, and his contributions to the contemporary art sphere are extensive. Tuttle has been celebrated by countless exhibitions and institutions, including his inclusion in numerous Venice Biennale, documenta, and Whitney Biennial exhibitions, and a major retrospective at the San Francisco Museum of Modern Art. Born in Rahway, NJ on July 12, 1941, Tuttle lives and works throughout the United States.

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En.wikipedia.org. 2022. Richard Tuttle - Wikipedia. [online] Available at: <https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Richard_Tuttle> [Accessed 4 August 2022].

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The House That Jack Built                                          In this film, a perverted murderer with obsessive-compulsive disorder is carefully analyzed. For Jack, every motive of his murder is quite reasonable. It seems that killing is the only way to end life. The people he killed were like ants losing their worth. He compares the act and process of ending his life to a long road, as if walking, and the desire in his heart becomes a lamp giving Jack direction. When these cruel, cold-blooded, abnormal and unethical things are presented with a normal logic and beautiful picture, music, we are what to judge.\Therefore, I wonder whether I can rationalize some things that violate moral cognition through movies, so that they can become reasonable in a new worldview, and create a reasonable world and values for their ideas. information：The House That Jack Built is a 2018 psychological horror film written and directed by Lars von Trier. It stars Matt Dillon, Bruno Ganz, Uma Thurman, Siobhan Fallon Hogan, Sofie Gråbøl, Riley Keough, and Jeremy Davies. Its plot follows Jack (Dillon), a serial killer who, over a 12-year period from the late 1970s into 1980s, commits numerous murders in the U.S. state of Washington. Utilizing Dante's Inferno as a metatext,[5] the film is structured as a series of flashback vignettes relayed by Jack to the Roman poet Virgil, during which Jack attempts to make an argument for his crimes.Originally conceived as a television project by von Trier, The House That Jack Built began production in Sweden in 2016. The film debuted at the Cannes Film Festival, marking von Trier's return to the festival after more than six years. The House That Jack Built received polarized feedback from critics.En.wikipedia.org. 2022. The House That Jack Built (2018 film) - Wikipedia. [online] Available at: <https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_House_That_

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Pushing an ice cube is like working backwards. He's doing something, but what's left when it's done? Was my effort effort, and what did I get out of this useless effort? In these let me feel, let me reflect on their own life.The search for self is never limited to what one is going to become. The past is equally important. His childhood life is covered by intermittent lines, which shows his life experience in his own way. A child looks very calm when he shows his childhood misfortune with a brush. Pieces of paper are framed and hung on the blank wall, as if all these have gone away from him. But the contents are a constant reminder of what happened.

I like his understanding of the environment very much, and I also want to add my understanding of the environment to my works. I want to change the environment by changing an object, so as to influence others through the change of the environment.

Encyclopedia Britannica. 2022. Francis Alys | Biography, Art, Green Line, & Facts. [online] Available at: <https://www.britannica.com/biography/Francis-Alys> [Accessed 30 July 2022].

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Melancholia. In the story, Justine looks like a self-willed girl at first. She seems so unhappy, and she's even so fatigued at her wedding. However, she's the only complete individual. She understands herself well enough, and her vulnerability and helplessness are what she wants to show. I can feel the self-evident loneliness emitting from her. The people around her are more like scenery. Some emotions are shown toward them, but they don't last or evolve. She herself is like the planet Melancholia, elegant and mysterious. Beneath the blue and gloomy looks is the imminence of destruction. The things attracted by her are bound to be destroyed. Yet, she only has a small human body that makes her even more lonely.

When the great comet hit the Earth, her helplessness and calmness are not from fear, unlike her sister. I feel a sense of emptiness in her. She's more like an appendant to emotions, putting her hopes on other people. This kind of hope is the light that supports her and also the rope that entangles and drags her down in the quagmire, chaining her down in the abyss. She needs to deceive herself with lies, and her whole life is probably built on self-deception. She's like a dangerous building. Strong winds from outside can hurt her, and when people try to get close to her, they are also hurt. She trusts someone she doesn't really know and believes them about the expiration date of timber. The planet Melancholia is more like an object that connects them. Under the context of this star, anything looks tiny and meaningless. The ending is not to be changed.

This feeling of feeling the world through the lens of depression fascinates me, whether the world in my eyes is very different from that of others, and whether others will feel the same way if I express them. I tried to use the techniques in the movie, by changing the filter, changing the color of the face and adding music to render the experiment in my eyes.

IMDb. 2022. Melancholia (2011) - IMDb. [online] Available at: <https://www.imdb.com/title/tt1527186/> [Accessed 30 July 2022].

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In the whole exhibition, they seemed the most ordinary and featureless. They were four black and white photos of clouds. They didn't really appeal to me either, but I've been thinking about how the weather affects me lately so I can take a closer look. This is a picture of four clouds taken with the camera taken in Auschwitz concentration camp. The author borrowed them from the Holocaust Memorial Hall to take a picture of clouds in the sky outside. Through the same hole, we can see clouds and massacre.

What have I seen through these eyes, the birth of life, and the end of life. This extreme contrast has always existed, life and death, hope and despair. How to express this experience through works has aroused my thinking.

Embryo Firearms, 1995. Colt 45 guns in the earliest stage of production

Avoided Object is the title of an ongoing series of smaller works which have been developed in liaison with various institutions, including the Royal Armouries, British Police Forces and Madame Tussauds. These "avoided" objects have often had their identities transformed by being burned, shot, squashed, stretched, drawn, exploded, cut, or simply dropped off cliffs. Cartoon deaths have long held a fascination for Parker: "Tom being run over by a steamroller or Jerry riddled with bullet holes. Sometimes the object's demise has been orchestrated, or it may have occurred accidentally or by natural causes. They might be 'preempted' objects that have not yet achieved a fully formed identity, having been plucked prematurely from the production line like Embryo Firearms 1995. They may not even be classified as objects: things like cracks, creases, shadows, dust or dirt The Negative of Whispers 1997: Earplugs made with fluff gathered in the Whispering Gallery, St Paul's Cathedral). Or they might be those territories you want to avoid psychologically, such as the backs, underbellies or tarnished surfaces of things."

Cornelia Park. 2022. Home - Cornelia Park. [online] Available at: <https://corneliapark.com/> [Accessed 5 August 2022].

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I used to do self-reflection almost every day, but now I just put it into words, which I always think is of great help to my works and even my life. It allows me to reflect on what I've done in a day and come up with some interesting ideas and write them down so that I can better create new things. At the same time, after reflection, I will have new emotions, so that my work is not only based on my initial concept. But at the same time, it also has a negative impact on me. Too much reflective writing sometimes makes me doubt myself and even feel a lot of remorse, which makes me get caught up in the mood of meetings and the day. I think that's important for me a breakthrough is to try to create with their family for the theme, while most of my work is all about my own, but family, education and growth for me has always been a topic, I don't want to touch it with my growth and living environment has a lot to do, However, after communicating with my teachers and classmates, I decided to try to explore the constraints brought by my family.