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I used to enjoy school

But now I hate it

I always question

But I never ask

I once had hope

But now I struggle

If I could do anything

I would be happy

I never feel accomplished

But I might not give up
I can't

But I can

I won't

But I might

I used to want to give up

But now I have a goal

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I am afraid of change

I am afraid of good

I am afraid that if good happens bad will follow

I am afraid that good isn't allowed to happen to me

I am even afraid I am cursed

I am afraid of trust

I am afraid of love

I am afraid that I will be betrayed

I am afraid that people will not like me

I am even afraid to speak

I want to talk

I want to laugh

I want friends

I want family

I even want a hello

I want happiness

I want intelligence

I want life

I want talent

And I want love

Most of all

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I'm learning to know myself

And I'm learning to realize my problems

And I'm learning to be kind to everyone else
Not get sad, when I do bad at something

And I'm learning not to be scared for nothing

And I'm learning not to be scared of loving

And I'm learning (though it sometimes really hurts me)

Not to cry when I see my heroes die

And I'm learning not to lie

When I grow up I wanna be in music

And I'm learning that it's much

Much easier to be
ducky

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I don't understand

why must i conform to your ways
why must we follow a template

why do we waste our little days

i choose to make my own way
i will not conform to the box
i have so much more to say
but for now i'll keep it locked

why is my mind so foggy
thinking about reality
i dont have any hobbies
somebody save me

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Let them be as people,
always taking what they need,
but leaving you for their own greed.

I’d rather be nice.

To have kindness and compassion,
to live, to laugh, to love.

To be "A good person" is not to be nice to someones face,
or give them material things.

I’d rather be kind-hearted, and help as I can,
than to be "kind" and "generous"
by giving physical things.

I’d rather (smell of) horrible truth
than of beautiful lies.
If I could go back in time
I would change nothing

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i wish i had talent
like anyone ever
and i dream one day ill be better
i am a mess
i used to be happy way back when
but now im dead
i seem like i want to be alone
but im really longing for company

Lil PeeP

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If I were in charge of the world

I’d cancel school,

stupid laws,

discrimination, and also

hate.

If I were in charge of the world

There would be opportunity,

hope, and

peace.

If I were in charge of the world

You wouldn’t have to feel sad.

You wouldn’t have to hated.

You wouldn’t have to be different for others,

or “follow the norm.”

You wouldn’t even have to deal with discrimination.

If I were in charge of the world

tomatoes would be a vegetable.

my world would be a place people can be themselves.

And a person who sometimes

forgot how to do math,

And sometimes forgot how to spell,

Would still be allowed to be

in charge of the world.

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I am

I value

I write

I trust

I honor

I give voice to

I give voice to

I am

I make

I hold

I am

I make

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Deep ocean blue
like the sky
your eyes
the ocean
like cries
the people
like salt water
tears fall
bitter
like sadness
sorrow
and loneliness
stranded in the deep ocean blues