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happy 40th monthsary or 3 years and 9 months.
that's a long fucking time. i calculated that, you hoe. i can't believe i did math for you, YIKES.
we started in fbrps with two different partners. as friends. LOL! i never imagined we'd be in this position right now, it's hard to picture but well, guess we made it. you're both my best friend and lover and i couldn't ask for more. you're everything that i need, losing you would be a pain in the ass.

thank you for keeping up with my annoying self. dealing with me constantly bullying you. tolerating me whenever i ruin our cute moments on pm/dm by being ugly. for enduring my slow replies. supporting me and my not so good looking headers/covers. and more. the list could go on but i don't want to make you read this shit and cringe xD

our late night facetime calls are the best. from singing along to the songs that we both like, rabitting with our friends, watching a movie, and me constantly being mean to you... those are the reasons i look forward to your call every night. i wouldn't care even if it's late because i would most likely skip sleep to talk to your annoying ass!!!!!!!!

it's 1:45 am right now and i have school, you fuck. aren't you i cute? i've been working on this padlet since this morning, i feel like i procrastinated too much, mianhae. i'm too focused on this shitty letter that i'm not even paying attention to the movie, but neither are you, you snake. you'd much rather look at whatever it is you're looking at than watch the best movie that's been out! you're so fake, i'm divorcing!

i'm never good at writing letters so if this is crappy then i apologize.

FUCK YOU STOP BEING SO LOUD IT'S ONE AM GO WASH YOUR DISHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyways, are you cringing yet? i told you to not facetime me when you're looking at this because I Am Shy And Embarrassed!
you know, i was gonna make a playlist for you but it would most likely just consist of one song on repeat and that's "we don't talk anymore" i love that song and it's my song for you xD

huh challenge you say? i got you!

hi my name is mingyu and i only get a little bits of line in our song because i sound like i'm reciting a poem whenever i'm rapping HUUUUUH

hi my name is mingyu and i always get boners for chaeyeon but i always get rejected so i have to jack off to her fancams instead HUUUUUH

hi my name is mingyu and i get roasted on the daily and i can never do anything about it because i'm bad at roasting HUUUUUH

hi my name is mingyu and i tried to be a daddy once but failed miserably HUUUUUH

hi my name is mingyu and my tan skin- SIKE! your tan skin is BEAUTIFUL. i love i love it!

hi my name is mingyu and i get jealous when chaeyeon give her hoes attention when i call mines "baby" HUUUUUH

I'M HAVING TOO MUCH FUN, I SHOULDN'T CONTINUE. i'm ending it here. i can't believe this started as sweet to mean, i love myself xD

anyways, i love you ugly. i hope you like this padlet i made for you!!!!

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even though we've been through SO MUCH and i mean a lot a lot so much in the(?) three years that we've known each other / together, i never regretted the day i decided to tell you my name and start being your friend and lover. i remember i stopped talking to you then start talking shit about you. mianhae about that, baby. i hope you forgive, i was under the influence that you were a bad person but i regret everything i said because now, you're my everything.

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please never get bored and tired of me. stick around and keep making me happy. stick around and keep making me feel loved and wanted. although i don't like the fact that you keep messing with my twitter, i enjoy you knowing my information. that's how much i trust, you ugly! i feel like you knowing everything there is to know about me so it'll be AWKWARD if you decided to leave me one day. SO STICK AROUND, OKAY?

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it's pretty cute, actually.
it was that one time i blocked you because you thought it was a good idea to expose me. i don't know why i had a dream about that maybe it's warning me because you might expose me again.
i wish you would and the three years and nine months we've spent together, the memories, the bullying, the almost "book" will go down the waste.
TRY ME KIM MINGYU, YOU SNAKE!!!

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nothing makes me sad and emo more than knowing you have to go to  school or work. i mean, i know you have to but that means i'll have to spend the next 4-6 hours alone, by myself, bored, nothing to do, no one to bully and love. rather than feeling thorns in my side, i feel empty without you. i feel incomplete. but since i'm a very good girl, i endure the emptiness and the thorns and wait for you. and by wait meaning, i watch fancams and reread our conversations.

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on to me being the cutie that i am!

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that was a lot of chaeyeon!
now it's time for mingyu's face appreciation.
MMMMM YES, THAT'S MY MAN!!!!

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winks. because you're my babygirl too.

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this is chaeyeon's face appreciation page, just because i look so good. you'd agree, right?

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i’m angry when
the waves crash against the shore, and
the sun’s rays shatter the night sky.
i’m angry when
the earth is revolving, and
especially when you aren’t by my side.
i’m angry all the damn time
and nothing can fix me, unless
you become mine tonight.

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"you love him despite the things he's been through. you love love him even on his weirdest moments. you love his smile, laugh, and presence. he's the person that you know will love you for the same thing as well and that's why you never regretted picking him over anything. anyone.

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meanwhile, this is me when you're exhausted and still have to do the dishes. or when you're sad and frustrated and i couldn't do anything. mianhae, always be happy!

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this is me whenever you're online and alive and full of energy and happy! because nothing brings joy to my life than a happy!mingyu.

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this padlet is going to be a mess because your girl is a mess herself. [ frustration face ] but i hope you enjoy it anyways and it makes you smile and wash your exhaustion away. i love you, ugly!