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Jaycee was never allowed to leave the background until they went to the Brentwood Cornfest. Nancy cut Jaycees hair really short and she had already put on weight because of the babies so she was unrecognizable. ""Nancy gave me a big baggy black shirt and I wore black jeans. By then I had resigned myself to the fate. The biggest memory I have from that day was, I had no voice and I didn't shout to the world "Hey, it's me, Jaycee!" even though I longed to

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Jaycee can't exactly take her children to school so she decided she had to do something about it. "Philip has always believed school was a terrible environment. He thought it was much better to homeschool the kids than for them to be in a public school." Even though Jaycee had the education of a fifth grader, she managed to convince Philip to allow her to print worksheets and teach her children to the best of her ability.

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They don't like the name "S" so they end up calling her "G." G develops a cyst above her eyebrow that Jaycee really wants to get checked out, "I wish I could have a doctor look at it. Philip says to continue to watch it and if it starts growing, then he will figure out a way to take her to the doctor." Other than that, Philip bought Jaycee a camera so she can take pictures of her children

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In her reflection Jaycee describes a scenerio where she is in a interview room with her kidnappers and when she yells to the policemen for help, they don't come. She explains that the "government failed me for eighteen years," so its hard for her to put her trust into the system

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One morning Jaycee wakes up with pain in her stomach so she gets up and gets her kidnappers because she knows she is ready to give birth. Through all the pain and suffering, on November 13 1997 another baby girl was born that Philip insisted on naming S.

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Philip wants to start a business so he rents a computer and buys a printer. Nancy also reveals that she works with the elderly but Philip wants her to quit her job once the baby is delivered. Back to printing, Jaycee makes buisness cards for Philip and he likes them so gets a "job" for printing

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For a long time, Philip had been working on a fence so that A and Jaycee can go outside. He fears that without a fence, someone would become suspicious of two children roaming in his yard. He finishes the fence and Jaycee feels what she has been waiting for a long time, the sun. He also gifts her a guinea pig that she names Happy.

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In the last few years, Philip went on a couple of runs, leaving Jaycee is 17 and is pregnant once again. Philip claimed it would be the last time Jaycee would have to have sexual intercourse with him. He also claimed, god was helping him and he would never lay a hand on A. Meanwhile, A was allowed to go outside frequently but not Jaycee for they feared someone would recognize her. "He said he was holding her in his arms in the studio one day and he prayed to God and cried out, "God please don't ever let me hurt this little girl."

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A is now a toddler and Philip is working on making a backyard so they can go outside. Nancy also brought a cockatiel that Jaycee began to call Sarge. He was an angry, frightened bird but Jaycee's love turned him into a kind soul. Nancy on accident left him outside and he died from the cold. "About this time I was starting to call him Sergeant, or Sarge, for short. He would pace back and forth in his cage and it reminded me for some reason of an army sergeant.

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Philip chose the name "A" for the newborn baby girl. (Warning) Thankfully, ever since A was born, Philip has stopped sexually assaulting Jaycee but they do visit Jaycee more. Jaycee notices that Nancy has a strange obsession with her child. "I think Nancy likes to pretend that A is her baby." When Philip and Nancy take A, Jaycee feels lonely so she often remembers her friends before the kidnapping

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Jaycee begins to watch many motherhood and child care shows to prepare for her baby. Jaycee begins to feel sharp pains in her stomach, the baby is ready to be born. Her contractions last into the night and finally her water breaks. "My baby girl came into the world at 4:35 a.m., August 18, 1964. I am fourteen years old and very, very scared."

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Philip tells Jaycee that they have to go as something is going on. Nancy and Philip drive Jaycee in the van to house trailer that previously belonged to a woman named Virginia. Here, there is an actual bathroom and kitchen. They leave her there for a couple of hours and then they drive back "home."

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1 year passed and Jaycee is now 14, it is revealed that Jaycee's stomach has been growing bigger and bigger. Philip and Nancy tell Jaycee she is pregnant and the first thing Jaycee thinks is that she doesn't want to have to give away her baby. She develops a connection with her unborn baby and Philip is disgustingly very pleased that she is pregnant.  "I come to realize that I can never give up my baby. Giving her away was not even an option. I would figure a way out before I ever gave her away."

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Nancy and Philip continue to get Jaycee multiple cats that they eventually give away. It was named Snowy and after it was given away, Philip got her a cat named Eclipse. Jaycee had always loved writing so she wrote a journal about Eclipse for a month before she was also given away. In this journal, Jaycee wrote her name but Philip forced her to tear it out, not wanting to risk getting caught. "He preached to me for I think an hour about how I really didn't want to write my name, and how dangerous that could be if anyone else ever read it."

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Over the course of time (WARNING) Philip continues to use Jaycee and even suggests engaging his dogs in sexual activity with them but Jaycee refuses. Jaycee finally begins to realize that what Philip is doing is not right but she can't do much to save herself. She finally meets Nancy, Philips wife who claims she wishes Philip never kidnapped Jaycee. Strangely, Nancy has had many opportunities to let Jaycee go but didn't do as so. She informs Jaycee of their strange, toxic relationship. Eventually two torturous years pass by and Philip lessens his abuse as he claims the bible is helping him.

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(Warning, this is one of the many graphic parts of this memoir)
He moves her to a new room where he tells her about the run. "He explains to me that a run is something he is going to be doing periodically and that I will be staying up with him for a few days depending on how much crank he is going to take". This "new room" has graphic pictures of children in his "books." He proceeds to again force himself on Jaycee and reveals to her that he has a "problem" (most likely a sex-addiction). He tells Jaycee that he uses her so he won't hurt others. After getting his way with the eleven year old, he takes her back to her old room.

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(Warning, this is one of the many graphic parts of this memoir) Over the course of many days he only comes in to feed her but one week later he does the unthinkable. He forces himself upon her almost every single day. He even gets her a kitty but gives it away as he can't stand the stench the cat leaves.

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(Warning, this is one of the many graphic parts of this memoir) When she wakes up she is taken into a house where he threatens to shoot her with his stun gun if she attempts to escape. He then proceeds to force her to strip but to Jaycee's relief doesn't notice the ring her mom gave on her pinkie. He takes her outside in only a towel and locks her in a room in his backyard.

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As she is walking to school, a man and woman stops their car to ask for directions. All of a sudden the man pulls out an object and shoots her. She finds that she can't move and is pushed into a car. "His hand shoots out of the window so fast I barely register that he has something black in his hand. I hear a crackling sound and I feel paralyzed" .

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Jaycee Dugard is an eleven year old who lives with her mother and step-father. Her step-father is very mean to her and constantly neglects her

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Dugard, Jaycee Lee. A Stolen Life: a Memoir. Read How You Want, 2017.